We All Need To Fully and Totally Unplug !!!!! Someway - Somehow !!!

I  knew that when I took out my "car radio" out of the car and thew it out, I knew I was serious about what I put into my Mind !!!!   Prior I usually listen to the Classical Station and the Hip Hop/ Dance/Top 40 tunes and there was more than a few times where I was ambushed with commercials, news, updates, etc.... that doesn't serve me !!!!  and i said you know what ??? it's not worth it !!!!   I'm the Boss, the King, the Master of my Body and Brain and I Choose What I Hear, See, and Listen too !!!!   I wanted a Total Mental Detox !!!!  a Total Mind, Body, Spirit Detox - Transformation - and Metamorphosis !!!!!    and I'm Doing It Extreme Style !!!!  GO ALL OUT !!!!!   and since then it's been about at least 3 weeks now since I purposely threw out my car radio !!!!   I have a portable CD Player and I CHOOSE What Goes Into My Ears, Mind and Brain !!!!    I'm the Boss Now !!!  Sooo Far, it's Awesome !!!  I learned that I get to Appreciate Music when you do hear it !!!  from another car beside you, you can listen to the birds sing !!!!  the motor running, I can usually feel my baby (car) when she's running smooth !!!!  

I definitely wanted to document this experience I had experienced today !!!!  Wow !!!  I was sooo grateful to have witnessed this !!!!    About 2 weeks ago I remembered her, there was an older lady, I'm guessing either late 70's -80's which was her 1st time being homeless and in a homeless type shelter, she definitely is not the Norm Homeless Clientele and I could tell that she was out of her elements, she didn't know what to do, where to go, how to get there, transportation either, she basically had the back of her cloths and a few bags and that was it !!!  sort of like the majority of the Homeless Pads Clientele !!!!   the fortunate ones have Vehicles to Transport their Misc. Around but, even me, now, coming back from Wright City, MO  and my experience with "Steve" met at the Rest Stop !!!! who was schooling me on The Art of Living Out of Your Car  !!!  the main points is

1. to "Appear" Not To Be Living Out of Your Car !!!!
2. Have only the bare necessities and the bare minimum  !! 
1. Steve uses a sweater as a pillow, he rolls it up.
2. Make Sure his car is clean and shiny inside and out !!!  Bottom Line is to look like You're Not Living Out of your car  !!!
3. have only what you truly need

Ok, didn't mean to get sidetracked like that !!!   Yikes !!!  Hey, it's all good !!!   Everything is Good  !!!!  this is also my MP's (Morning Pages) so basically I'm just Free Flowing Divine Writing !!!  just write !!!  the older lady was named Barbara and today we sat next to each other at lunch time....  it was an Amazing Delicious Lunch !!!!    Well, let's just say that she knows that her experience there has a reason and purpose in the future, there must be some purpose for me staying here for 2 weeks !!!  just prior to lunch, I seen her with a Social Worker from some Dept. and she told me that in less than 24 hrs I'll have my own place !!!!  So, this is my last day & night here !!!!  She was sooooo Happy and Relieved !!!!   She had a wonderful attitude during her stay !!!   We both agreed that being in that type of environment with the people there trumps any type of Reality Show !!!!  We've Seen It All at the Homeless Shelter !!!!    No Joke Baby !!!  You Seen the World 100% times over !!!!     it's Life on Steroids !!!!   you'll hear, see, smell,  things that you  never thought existed nor imagined and you'll Laugh till your sides hurt !!!  at the kind of shit you see and witness !!!!!!!   Oh yeahhhh !!!!  Life on the Absolute Edge !!!!  Extreme Style !!!  Well, I just wanted to document Barbara's experience here, very beautiful lady and I'm sooo glad that we both witnessed something Absolutely Amazing  !!!  her life will never be the same !!!!  she's hooked up for the remainder of her life  !!! and I'm sooo glad I got to witness that from another person !!!   I was sooo happy for her !!! It was a Very Beautiful Moment !!! Also, to my surprise, I ran into Rob with the Veterans Assistance Commission and I explained what happened, (I was the DuPage PADS HQ in Wheaton, IL) that I quit my job as a bouncer / doorman because it was not helping me with my sobriety and my wanting to change my environment.  Then we talked about What Do You Need Help With ????    Rent, Food, Gas, then I said, Insurance ???  he said, Yeah !!!  and then I said, Teeth ???  he said, Yeah !!!  Soo,  basically we're going to set up a time and date for me to come in and get all the paperwork and costs !!!   Haaa !!!   Wow !!! Right !!!!  Well, technically I don't have Insurance (technically) but, the Ins Co. gave me a pre-paid Ins Card stating that from 6/2012 through 12/2012 .... So, I got the card stating that I have insurance but, I know that I don't have insurance because I didn't pay it !!! That would help out a lot !!!  the Insurance, and then I told him about the VRAP with the VA, he told me straight up that they have been having problems getting paid, on a timely manner... w/ me !!!  Honestly the $$ is not the main thing, the majority of the $$ will be going towards my student loan, I just to pursue a Personal Training Career !!!  To help people transform their lives !!!!  

So, that's about it as of now !!!!!   Ohhhh Yeahhhh !!!  Sept is Coming !!!!  Sept is Coming !!!!!!  Sept is going to be where the Rubber Will Meet the Road !!!!!   on the Actual Metamorphosis !!!!   

Wow !!! I Sooo Cannot Wait !!!   ok, well, Actually, Aug 31st, 2012 Fri, I usually get a deposit from the gov on the 1st but, if the 1st lands on a Sat or Sun, it deposits that Friday !!!!  Soo, I forsee a deposit on Fri !!! So, My Schedule will be changed Drastically !!!!  ok, this is what I forsee my schedule being: I will no longer be sleeping at the sites anymore:  Since I truly don't really need a place to sleep, to spend 12 + hrs to sleep 7-8 hrs (reason being, it takes a while to Get Picked, If Picked they sign you in, about 3 hrs total Admin paperwork, waiting with meals, for misc...... and I know I'm going to be Absolute Honest Here I Have Been Eating Whatever they had available !!!!  which was good and what the masses might consider not so good, !!!  Hey, for me it's All Good !!!  Anyways, I want to use that extra time working on me !!!!  

Going to Group Exercises at Xsport and working out at Jakked !!! Yes, I'll be finally working out there  !!!  boy I'm Sooo Looking forward to that !!! That place is Such a Super Hardcore Real Warrior Body Builder Gym !!!!!   Boooy I'm Sooo Looking Forward to that !!! Here's the Website !!!   Jakked Gym and the Xsports in Downers Grove and Naperville and the Dahn Yoga in Westmont, IL These are the places which I'll be at !!!  24/7 !!!!!!     The Time is NOW !!!!   I Have Everything I Need !!!!!     Food, place to crash and that's it !!! the Rest will be at the gyms !!!!  it's Sooo On !!!!

My Schedule will be:  I"ll post it up in my comments, I'm actually Scheduling Everything Right Now !!!!