Friday, November 11, 2011

11/11/11 !!!! Birth of Ultima Universalis !!!!!!! and Sooo Much More !!!!

This is it, my True Self !!!!   Ultima Universalis is born today, 11/11/11 at 11:11am.... I truly know that everything is set into place, everything !!!   I know So !!!  Everything that I've Always Truly Wanted  and Truly Wanted to Become will come into manifestation !!!!  

Ultima Universalis
Schedule

Boot Camp

From Nov 11st 2011 to Nov 11st 2012

I will embark the next phase of my Metamorphosis, this stage is called, Coming Into Being Ultima Universalis.  It’s All About Me Myself and I !!!!!   This is My Gift To Me !!!!!!  My Whole Year !!!!!!














·      I Am Ultima Universalis
·      Ultimate Universe Is Me
·      I Am Whatever I see, Hear, Feel, Taste & Imagine
·      I Have Infinite Divine Power within Every Cell of My Body
·      I Am King-
·      I Am the Boss of All Bosses-
·      I Am an Infinite Ultimate Warrior from the Universe
·      I Am the Ultimate-All Knowing-All Powerful, Infinite Divine Powerful.
·      I Have the same Power that Creates Planets, Galaxies & Universes
·      Whatever I Say & Think IS LAW !!!
·      What I Say and Think, IS !!!
·      All the Planets and Everything upon them is ME !!
·      I Am a Part to Everything & Everyone from the Past, Present and Future



I Am Ultima Universalis


This is Me, The True Absolute Me !!!!    I'm going to be the Absolute True Being that I've Always Knew that I Was and So It Is !!!!  11/11/11 to 11/11/12, not only today is a special day of Alignment, Birth of Ultima Universalis and it's Also Veterans Day !!!!!   which I Sooo Happened to be a U.S. Marine War Veteran !!!!  OooRah and Semper Fi !!!!!!!    Thank You Soooo Very Very Much !!!!!   I know it's All About Me and my Metamophosis into becoming Ultima Universalis !!! It's been a long time coming and a lot of starts and start agains with my Human Metamophosis, as you can see within this blog, I have started quite a few times already !!!!   and it's all good !!!!  All Very Good, it's never too late !!!!   I Know that the time is now !!!!   Now I will focus on my Body, Mind and Spirit !!!   and on my rebuilding the body days, I will create Absolute Amazing Artwork.  I will not partake in any type of romantic relationship [ definitely got the hint from the Infinite,  have a crush on someone, thought it was going to happen, not just yet or not now anyways, just appreciate for now)] , just me and the Infinite Divine metamophosizing into Ultima Universalis !!  Bally's, Dahn Yoga,  Xsport, Divine Power Yoga, Bodhi Spiritual Center, this will be my schedule from now till forever or until I know it's time to evolve and grow !!!!  The time is Now to Become Whom We've Always Wanted to Become, Whom You Know Deep Down that you are Soooo Much More than you currently are right now, this is how I feel and thus Ultima Universalis is born today on 11/11/11 !!!!!   this is sooo beautiful !!!  this is what I'm listening right now Deva Premail Beautiful !!!!

Absolutely Love It !!!  The time is now !!!!  Thank You !!!  Soooo Very Very Much !!!!!!  I'm definitely considering of changing my name into Ultima Universalis !!!! That would be Awesome !!!  I'm doing it for me and me only !!!!!   This is my body, my life, my world and my Universe !!!!!!   Thank You !!!!!    and So It Is !!!!!! 

Friday, October 21, 2011

Ultima Universalis Boot Camp 11/1/11 to 11/1/12

I'm soooo ready to become who I was born to be !!!!!  I'm soooo Freaking Done with the Petty Misc of everyday life and miscomunication, in a nutshell, I thought I was invited to a concert that both of the performers were going to give me free Tickets, I Absolutely Totally Thought it was Free, better yet, let me Click and Paste what she wrote me...:  you know what, I'm not even going to put any more logs on this fire, just going to let it die out..... that's how you do it !!!!   let's just say, there was definitely a miscommunication and I'll do what I got to do and that's pay for the ticket.... All Good !!!!   All Very Good, I'm sooo glad I was able to go on credit apparantly..... hey, I'm glad I got to see the performance it was Incredible !!!!  

This whole situation was a switch for me to just Fucking Do It !!!!!!  Do It Big Fucking Time !!!!  Go All Out, Don't Listen to Others At Freaking All !!!!!!  I know what's Best For Me !!!!  I'm the King, the Boss, Head Honcho, la effe, I just finally filed for unemployment which I was should've filed months ago, all good !!!  so I got some $$ coming in, not too much but, just enough to start things going for me right now.... this is the GP (Game Plan), use the Financial Energy of $651 per month to use to preventative maintenance on the van, tires, full tune up, cold weather gear, work out gear and then save up for Road Trip and Chile !!!!   in the meantime I've decided starting Nov 1, 2011 to Nov 1, 2012 "Every Breath, Every Momement,  Every Cent" will be towards on me Becoming Ultima Universalis !!!!!!   I'm freaking Done with the Misc. Side Tracked Not Having $$ for what will be making me become Ultima Universalis.  Done, Whatever has happened in the past is done !!!!   No More !!!  it's All Me !!!!  Yep !!!!  All Me !!!!  I love my life !!!!   So that's the dealeo for right now, use the $$ to get ready for my year !!!!  My Year !!!!  My Own Year !!!!  Where I'm King, I'm the Boss, la effe, I know what's Best For Me !!! No Ifs &'s or Buts... this is my year to become whom I've  always wanted to become !!!!!   Ultima Universalis !!!! So This is the Deal.... got my PT job working at the Lodge in Lisle, IL, I'm going to have the best night of my entire life tonight !!!!!   11 days till the 1st !!! the 1st is coming the 1st is coming !!!!  Soooo looking forward to the 1st ??? why you ask, I'll get some $$, I'm like on EE right now, E = $$ cash and with Gas = gauge stick is below the orange Empty line... yes, Double E !!!!  All good, going to have some $$ helping out the runner, take out the trash and get the glasses and misc.... something, just to help out and get some cash !!!    ok, I definitely went on a tangent here, BL (Bottom Line) is that starting Nov 1st will be all me, I'm definitely going to get ready with Mind, Body & Spirit, Ultima Universalis is a Comin !!!!   I Never Been Soooo Ready !!!!!!  I'm going to give my self 4 yrs, 1 of which will be the bootcamp.... if I served 4 1/2 yrs in the Marine Corps that I gave my whole life, Mind, Body, Spirit why can't I serve 4 1/2 yrs for ME !!!?????   you know what I'm going to serve me now !!!!   4 yrs of Pure Selfish Service to ME !!!!!  Focus is Solely 1000% on Pure Me, Myself and I !!!  oh, it's On Like Donkey Kong Alright !!!!!   

Friday, October 14, 2011

Ultima Universalis has been Fermenting and Brewing !!!!!!

been a couple months since I last wrote here, in a nutshell, last month stayed with my best friend and his family, my I just love his two kids !!!!  sooo Amazing Sooo Divine..... (when they're not crying and whining)  I don't know how they do it !!!!   ok, I had the Best time of my life with his son...  did some hanging out, went to Walmart, played hide n go seek in the isles and the clothes racks.  Got pretty tired and got one of those motorized carts and we went up n down the isles checkin out the ladies of Walmart !!!  we had a Blast !!!  then went to Whole Foods, had him on my shoulders walking around, talking and eating the free samples, I had the Best Day of My Life !!!!  then went to the Holloween Costume Store, played around in there, !!!    I just love life !!!  didn't spend anythng !!!  well, I couldn't spend anything because I didn't have any $$ !!!  Hey, All Good, I don't need $$ to have the Best Day of My Life !!!!  Thank You Infinite Divine !!!  Mom, went on a 2 week cruise, I know she's having a blast... I'm holding down the fort until she comes back this Sun... I've been distilling here at her place, I know I want to become Ultima Universe.   Now is the Time !!!!   Oct 14, 2011,

I'm feeling of spending a year on the body, I don't know exactly what's going on, all I know is that I'm Done with the Old Self !!!! DONE !!!!!  DONE with Everything !!!!  I Must Change Now !!!!  Regardless !!!  I must be Alone to change into Ultima Universalis.  Environment Is EVERYTHING !!!!   I wan't to go somewhere where no one knows me or seen me before to change my life !!!!!   I just wanted to write a little something to let myself know of where I was at and that all is well.... I haven't worked out in about a good month and half, I know I gained some fat cells, last week, some lady told me, " What Happened" ???  you got  a belly know, you got fat !!!!  "  I took it good, but, it still hurt, I know I gained some weight, I know, I didn't wan't to just chill at mom's place, I wanted to have a great time which I did...  I'm feeling after this weekend, I'm going to be on my own, own, not going to crash out at mom's place anymore, or ask her for anything, it's all on me now... at the same time I do have a crush on someone, I like her very much and I know that she knows that, it's just that, having zero $$, I don't feel comfortable asking her out.  I feel that I have no business asking out any ladies with out some type of $$... I have $1 in my account... and some loose change... yeah, sooo, we'll see, I know I'll see her on Sat or Sun, at the same time I know that I don't want a materialistic woman, neither, but, I would like to be able to buy some coffee at least !!!!  ya know ???  so, we'll see, I know that I must concetrated and focus on me right now..... to become Ultima Universalis and that is it....  Thank You !!!  You Rock !!!! I Rock !!! We All Rock !!!!  going to clean up, shave my head... and do some painting.... before mom get's here !!!!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!   Thank You, I do feel better now, All is Well, All is Good, thank you..... Oz = Ultima Universalis

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Devi Prayer - Hymn to the Divine Mother



Infinity of Thank You's...... Thank You !!!! Soooo Soooo Very Much.... UU/Oz

Awakening Signs



I'm Absolutely Speechless !!!!!!!! About This !!!!!! Wow !!! and YES a few tears came down on this one !!! TY Sooo very very very very very very much !!!!! UU/Oz

ULTIMA UNIVERSALIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since sometime in May 2011, I had thought I'd lost this laptop that I'm using right now, I put in a copied CD and it just crashed, it did made me very free and released a lot of time of energy being online on FB, yes it definitely is very addicting and I knew I was spending wayyyy tooo much time on it.

Wow !!! Where to begin... ??  let's just say, This is My Life !!!!!   I'm thee Boss !!! I'm Thee King-God of my Soul, Spirit, World and Universe. I know that there is a New Being that is being born and that being is called Ultima Universalis (Ultimate Universe).  I know what I need to do !!!!!  I know what exactly I need to do... Right Now I Must Focus on Myself Right Now !!!  I just want to be alone right now with Infinite Divine, I'm done,  I'm Done,  I'm Done with family and friends that are not in my highest good right now.  I want Ultima Universalis to be Born !!!!!  Ultima Universalis is Me  !!!!  My True Me !!!    I must enter the 2nd phase of the Metamorphosis !!!  NOW !!!!!   I truly need to be Absolutely Alone with Infinite Divine !!! 

The Following Words are meant for myself, I would like to share my personal words to myself to you !!!  UU/Oz

Been a while since I wrote to myself online to our Magnificent World and Especially You !!!   I Absolutely Know that if you're reading this that you are meant to see and read these words.  For I am also One with the Infinite Divine One.  Who is Ultima Universalis ???  How did Ultima Universalis become into being ??  Ultima Universalis is the Ultimate Universe !!!  Ultima Universalis is the Ultimate Raw Absolute Power of the Infinite Divine Universe.  Ultima Universe will be born in and at the Garden of the Gods, Colorado Springs, CO on 11/11/11 this is the date when UU will be born !!!  I will be there with Infinite Divine in the Garden of Gods in CO.  Ultima Universalis is the being that Infinite Divine guided me to become, the Ultimate Universe in Human Form, Pure,  Absolute, Raw, Infinite Divine Universe Power !!!!   YEESSSSSS !!!!   The Power that Creates Worlds, Planets, Galaxies and Universes.  This Power is the Power of All True Infinite Raw Power!!  Thee Power !!!  Ultima Universalis is who I, Oscar Zepeda will become.  I know that every cell of everyone and every situation and moment experience was meant for my growth to learn and to evolve to the being that Infinite Divine and I wants to become.  So, yes, for some "Fear Based" reason I had shaved off my beard, some liked some definitely didn't like, main reason because I have zero $$ and in order to get a job you must "look" the part, clean shaven right ???  Well, to hell with the "Fear Based" Bullshit !!!!  I'm going to BE Who I Want to BE Regardless if have $$ or not !!!!!  I love my life !!!   and I"m Going To LIVE MY LIFE !!!!  NO IFS &'s or Butts !!!!!!  From Now to Infinity !!!!!  Wow !!!  I just had the sensation and feeling that my life as Oscar Zepeda from conception to 11/11/2011 is my "In the Womb / In the Cocoon" and in November 11, 2011 Ultima Universalis will be born in the Garden of Gods in Colorado.  This is what I know and this is what will happen.

Thank You !!!   Thank You !!!  I know that I'm on the Right Path !!! I'm sooo glad that I'm meeting and connecting with such Amazing Beings !!!  I Love Life !!!!   I Love My Life !!!  Thank You !!!  Forever Thank You !!! And So It Is !!!  UU/Oz

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Transformation / Metamorphosis into Ultima Universalis

Aug 2, 2011 8 months of letting go of everything !!!  I sooo remembered New Years Eve at the Burning Bowl Ceremony at Body Spiritual Center in Chicago, I absolutely didn't know what to do.  Recently graduated and the MGIBill has been fully exhausted, I just raised my hands off of everything and let go, whatever happens will happen, I will let the Solar Winds of the Universe Take Me Wherever and Whenever, PBBF = Pitch Black Blind Faith, is where you don't even have a clue or a hint of how you will go through it but, you know that you are going to make it.  Sooo many times I had absolutely zero $$, zero gas, zero food, zero everything and zero clue of how I was going to go through the next day and night.  I didn't know how I just knew that I would make through and used my powerful brain and Divine Power to make it through it all.  Today I'm going to continue with the final phase of my New Ultima Universalis Physical Body and to get a new platinum blond stripe and an apostrophe behind my right ear....  got to get going now !!!!   I'm just inspired to let you know that I'm listening to Lilou Mace's channel interviewing Wayne Dyer... here's that link, better yet, here's the video, also I'm going to put up the Most Beautiful Peaceful Soothing Song, Moola Mantra by Deva Premal, here we go, got to roll outa here !!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude, !!!  will take some pics of my new Ultima Universalis Doo... ,  UU / Oz

Deva Premal - 38 min - Moola Mantra - Part I II III

Dr Wayne Dyer's Leukemia & John of God's healings on Wayne

Monday, August 1, 2011

WOW and OMG !!!!!!!! UPDATE !!!! On Metamorphosis !!!!

Where to start !!!!  All I know is that I've been making huge amounts of change !!!!!!  and it definitely is showing !!!!   pics are on FB !!!  I'm definitely Wowing myself !!!!   a more thorough update will be done later !!!  Thank You !!!!  Oscar Z

Monday, June 6, 2011

About to Seal the Cocoon for my Transformation !!!!! 5,4,3,2,1,..........

I just downloaded my videos and pics, pics are on FB, I'm calling this, Roadtrip to "Wherever the Solar Winds Take Me Tour" !!!!  Nice hunh ????  yep, I'm about to seal it off right now, I have been cell less for about 3-4 months already, now it's the Whole Shabang, Internet and Social Media Free !!! Newspaper, media, I was already tv, news, any type of news media FREE for about a few years now, so, it's not a thang !!  but, now, just got back from an Incredible Time up North !!!  I have to Fully Seal Up My Cocoon !!!  told mom and FB friends that I'll be cell, internet, social-media free for about 2-3 months... I'm thinking about 4-5 months !!! and then going to Sedona !!! for the 1/11/11 Celebration !!!!!!  ok, I'm ready, I'll be updating this whenever I can I'm thinking bi-monthly or maybe just monthly !!!!  I want to just focus on me in the next couple months !!! 

If you would like to see some videos of me and my journey just YouTube Oscar Zepeda, I have my own channel now, if you're one of the very very very very few who sees it, Congratulations !!!  I did it for me and I didn't publish or let anyone know that I have uploaded videos of me and my journey.  Here we go, ready for Take Off !!!!!    8:43pm 6/6/11  Infinite Love and Gratitude,  Sincerely, Oscar Zepeda, bye, bye, Ready Or Not Here I Come !!!!!!   Oz

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

It's On Like Donkey Kong !!!!!! June 1, 2011 to ??? No Cell, No Internet, No Facebook, Going to be sealed inside the Infinite Divine Cocoon !!!

The time is here and now for me to go inside the coccoon !!!!  Last Thursday, my laptop crashed and I basically lost everything, everything !!! I had about 200 + pages of Morning Pages and about 100+ albums of cd's !!!  you know what though, I absolutely needed that to happen !!!  Infinite Divine knows me sooo well, I was spending wayyyy too much time and energy online, on Facebook, browsing misc. etc. and I wasn't doing what I truly wanted to be doing, so my laptop crashed and I was soooo relieved !!!! Wow !!!  not your normal post-laptop crashed attitude, right !!! Well, this is it... I needed my cocoon to be 1000% sealed off !!!!  and this is what Inifnite Divine wanted me to do and so it happened, and I was Astonished that my 1st Immediate feelings was of relief !!!!  Relief that my laptop and being online had a strong hold of me and my time !!!  I knew that the time is now, even though I am always implimenting the "Now Plan" and that now plan as of right now is for me to seal off the coccoon for my "Metamorphosis" starting June 1, 2011.  Hey, I just uploaded some videos on my new YouTube station here it is !!!!  

Oscar Zepeda's YouTube Channel

I will give weekly updates on my Metamorphosis !!!!   here and on my YouTube Channel !!!  so this is it !!!  Going to seal up the cocoon starting June 1, 2011.....  just me and Infinite Divine !!!  and will be recording my Amazing and Incredible Experiences !!!  YESSSSS !!!! This is it !!!  Thank you !!! Oscar Zepeda

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Absolutely AMAZING !!!!!! OMG & OMD !!! to the Absolute Infinite Power !!!!

How can get even more excited than those words !!!!!  this morning while I was trying to write my Morning Pages but, was sucked in by the internet, FB, who said what on so in so's wall or commented on someones pics... My Lap Crashed !!!   I knew that day was coming, I just knew in the back of my mind.  I absolutely needed this to completely solidify my cocoon.  It was also very Freeing !!!!   I was sooo Relieved Actually !!!!  I lost it all !!! all the cd's of music that I ripped, everything !!!!  Gone !!!  Forever !!!  

I knew that this was Infinite Divine's way of helping me into the cocoon !!!  then, I decided to see mom and to cash the check that I have received (tax refund), I totally thought it would be around $300, I got $754 !!!!  I was just in shock and awe !!!!!  and just couldn't believe it !!!  this morning I had went to the plasma to get my $30, got $10 in gas, which moved about a millimeter and got some misc. from Aldi's, and then went to McD's to do my writing, but, instead of my writing I would browse, just basically waste precious life time on misc. that does not serve me at all.  It definitley had a hold on me, with tv shows, pbs shows, misc... finding out on Arnold's Love Child, oh yeah, I truly believe we all get sucked into it, with Facebook, walls, friends comments, new pics, walls posts, etc... the whole shabang, and by having my laptop crashed, with out being able to repair, this is a very good sign...  I knew that I was about to enter the cocoon... these couple days, I'm going to do my misc. out here with laundry, beard cut and get my hair done... etc...  Starting June 1st, 2011 I will be fully in the cocoon, with out anything, laptop, internet, cell, landline, nothing !!!!  for 3 whole months !!!!   just 1000% Completely and Totally Sealed Up Cocoon with me and Infinite Divine...

Going to prep right now, have some laundry to do !!!  This is it !!! Ahhhhh, Almost forgot !!! I have some Amazing Video's from my hike walk yesterday !!!! Oh EM DEE !!!!!  going to set up my YouTube Account... Oz

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Some Moto & Inspiro Pics for Myself !!!!!



This just makes me want to go the gym right this second !!!!   This is some Dag Gone Inspiration !!!!!!!!  TY !!!!  let's do this !!!!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Introducing: The NOW PLAN !!!!!!! Is definitely Into Effect Right This Second !!!!

Ok, What In the Universe is the "NOW PLAN" ??  Let me explain what the "Now Plan" is....

The cliff notes version:
  1. DO WHAT YOU FEEL
  2. DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO
  3. DO WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO
  4. HAVE ABSOLUTELY ZERO CONCERN OF WHAT OTHERS MIGHT THINK OR DO
  5. GO ANY WHERE IN THE WORLD, GO EXPLORE MOTHER EARTH!! (INCREDIBLE GIFT FROM INFINITE UNIVERSE)
  6. DO YOUR DREAM !!!!  INFINITE UNIVERSE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU !!!!!
 As I write this I feel such an Over Abundant Surge of Pure Infinite Power !!!!!!  Wow !!!!  You should've seen me when I was working out !!!  OMG to the Fullest !!!!  You know what??  I don't care !!!  My Mantra at the gym, "Every Fiber, Every Vein, Living God"  Going to be able to see "Every Fiber" of muscle in my entire being and vein... ." Not thee Infinite God God !!! just my human Divine-True Self God... that we all are.

Ok, the Now Plan, My Now Plan !!!  As Of Right Now !!! this absolute second...this is My "Now Plan".
  1. Work out everyday until I have to go to mom's on Sat May 28, 2011 unless I FEEL that I should take a day off, Day Off Meaning, R & R at the Pool, Jacuzzi and Sauna !!!  Wow !!! I just received those instructions !!!  Before, I was just thinking not going to the gym period !!!  but, then I was instructed to just R & R Sauna, Pool, and Jacuzzi !!!  You've read it hear first, LIVE FEED with Infinite Universe !!!   See, that's a perfect example of  what the NOW PLAN is all about....  Once you're facing and going in the right direction, Infinite Universe will give you instructions of what to do next, there is One Absolute KEY and is the Only Key to such Infinite Divine Live Feed Instructions.
    1. KEY: Have Absolutely ZERO CONCERN of others Think, Say or Do !!!!!
      1. or "Might" others Think", Say or Do !!!   "Others" Meaning Any Human Being that Isn't Yourself !!
    2. Had some Infinite Divine Intervention with my plan with the Key, You're Seeing and Experiencing the process right here, Instant Instructions !!!... I'm just typing and instructions Come !!!!  what to type, what to do !!!    OMG !!!  Wow !!!  This is what Julia Cameron was talking about in her book, "the Artist's Way", of the Instant Infinite Divine Instructions, Wow !!!  it's all clicking for me right now !!!   back to my  Oscar Zepeda's Now Plan.
    3. Hang out with mom till Wed June 1st, (when I get paid).
    4. Get $$  CASH, 
    5. Get my Hair done, (Platinum Blond Stripe), for me, Warrior Phase...
    6. Beard Cut, Cropped, Tight, I'm going to have it Thick and Powerful...
    7. do my "Drop Off", all the misc. that I don't need inside the van to "my spot".
      1. "Thank You Infinite Divine !!!"  I just got word that I don't have to list "Every Detail" of my plan just the gist, got it, ...Thank You "ID" aka Infinite Divine...
    8.  June-July-August Morton Grove, IL Bally Total Fitness...
    9. Sometime in Aug, go visit Grandma in Georgia !!  this is the kick off to my Adventure of My Lifetime !!!  Visit Grandma till until I feel it's time, 
    10. Go To Florida Keys, to the end end !!
    11. Work my way up the East Coast, See my Birth Place, Cambridge, MASS, NY experience Niagara Falls, till ???  north unto Canada ??  with the Now Plan there is Only One Exception to you current plan, What are you Feeling ???  How Do You Feel ??  
    12. I want to do a figure 8 in North America... Canada, go back south to Yellowstone, 4 Corners, Sedona, etc... then going back up north again on the California West Coast, visiting friends and family all the way north till Alaska !!!  I've Always Wanted to go There !!!  Always !!!!  Always !!!!  So, that'll be my Cherry On Top !!!!  of my Ultimate Adventure... How Long will this take ???  I absolutely do not have a clue !!!  I think I might work my way down from Alaska to Chile !!!   Who Knows ???   Only Infinite Divine Knows..
    13. You Are the Driver and Infinite Divine is the Navigator!!
      1. ID instructed me to Bold and larger text that.
 So there you have it, this is my Now Plan as of right this second, this moment of time 10:05pm, Sat, May 21st, 2011 at the Niles, IL Mc'D's.. I have made a detailed "Blue Print" sometime last month or so, with going to back to college to get my Adv. Accounting Cert. so I can pass the CPA, it was date by date, year by year, exact months and years... and what the Now Plan is all about, it's Infinite Divine's Live Feed Real Time Instructions is communicated by "How You Feel", I know it sounds soooo very elementary for Infinite Divine, the One Who Created our planet and trillions of others in the Universe to have such easy and simple way to have Instant Real Time Communication and Instructions with ID.

There is a catch though the 2nd Key.... 
  • 2nd Key:  this one is a tough one for us human beings living in the 21st Century, which I totally feel that this is why most of us are not Absolutely Happy, Joyous and Not Living Your Dreams.  Is that you have been Influenced someway somehow by your Environment, Friends, Family, Wife/Husband, Kids, etc...
  • Thus, you are being Pushed versus Just Going with lightening speed with All of your Might, Heart and Soul, Infinite Divine as the After Burners !!!!
  • See, this2nd Key one is a very tricky one, especially those who are married with kids... if you're only just married, you're still good !!!!  See, my personal view and philosophy on marriage is that we as humans are in constant change, growing, expanding and evolving, and if our partner is not on the same program, wave length, vibration, plane than it should be a learning experience for the both of you and now your wants are more detailed with precision accuracy.  
Just like what Abaham-Hicks states:  "Now You Know What You Do Want !!!!!

This 2nd Key is a Very Very Very Tough One to Unlock, which I truly believe that  the majority of us cannot do.  With Me, been married 3 times, homeless twice now !!  I'm homeless right this second, living out of my van, the 1st time I didn't have anything, no car to sleep or drive in... So having a van, I truly feel that I've living in a mansion!!  versus Sam Worthington's Camry, I'm sooo glad, grateful that I'm able to fully extend my legs inside the van while I sleep, seems soooo unimportant miniscule, but, it's huge for me..  and it really has an effect with your moral, same with my hot McD's coffee and with Sam Worthington's story is almost the Exact Identical to my story... I have the video's here from YouTube, it's in my earlier blog posts...that will explain further... 

there is a  3rd KeyYou must be willing to go to the Extreme !!!!!!  I mean the Absolute Extreme-Extreme !!! The Ultimate Leading EDGE EDGE !!!!  Willing to Give Up Everything You have,  Everything-Everything.  Which to some people in this day of age of material success and with our social clicks and culture, that we cannot easily release it...and some will never do.. I'm not saying that you will be homeless but, that if it happens so be it !!!  Just like me and my past place, I had a sweet Chicago Artist Loft, 12ft ceilings able to display my ultimate creations, and once I completed my BA program at Benedictine University, I no longer received the MGIBill, I have basically depleted it and I thought I was going to get the "Real BA Degree Job" right ??  Nope !!  and my rent was a month late, then two months, then I wasn't able to pay my bills, until Jan 1, 2011 came or New Year's Eve, that I Totally and Completely LET GO, Let Go of worry, what if that happens, I'm behind on my bills, rent and loan payments, "Fully Let Go".... and so I did, I had fully and completely let go of everything, where will I sleep??  how am I going to eat ?  I think that is why Infinite Divine wanted me to join the Marine Corps, the 3rd Key is definitely not for the Faint of Heart, during my time in the Marine Corps, I know that I can live through anything, even homelessness, see I had a stint of homeless back in 1999-2000 right before I joined the Marine Corps, I was sleeping at the shelters and in my Marine Corps Recruiters office couch... ahhhh, that was such a big deal for me!!  to have my own room with a comfy couch with a 14 inch vcr tv, watching Marine Corps movies !!!!   that was soooo awesome!

Ok, I definitely went off on a tangent with all of this, but, This is the 3rd Key !!!!   Yes, it's Absolutely Very Hard and Tough, to possibly go against all of your friends and family, haaa, friends and family can make you or break you by their Influence !!!!  They want you to become what they want you to become, Not You!!  

 
I will definitely continue with the Now Plan at another time.... All I know is that I knew I typed this for someone, someone is going through some massive changes, transformation and wanting a Total Human Metamorphosis...   Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar Zepeda

Where is Everyone ??? Rapture is Today !!!!!!

As I write this at the Niles, IL McD's, listening to some beautiful meditative music on Live365.com.  I have decided that this year is for me !!!  going to transform my whole entire being and I will go to the places that I've always wanted to go !!!  Florida Keys !!!  East Coast, Jersey Shore !!!! Haaa, JK, well, maybe !!! that'll be fun to check out that shirt shop on the boardwalk where they worked at... go to my Birthplace, Cambridge, MASS and to the one park that I was at when I was a little young boy... go see Niagara Falls, never seen that !!!  then head out to Canada !!!  up north, see all the Immense Beauty of Everything, I'm definitely thinking possibly this Aug/Sept going !!!  to do an Infinity Sign, across North America !!!  starting south to visit Grandma then to FL Keys, then along the coastline all the up to my birthplace and NY into Canada, explore out there for a lil bit...and then work my way down to Yellowstone, and the major National Forests !!!! then head south to Sedona, 4 Corners, and to New Mexico, Land of Enchantment !!! San Diego, Huntington Beach, and to head up north to where Adrian is !!!  He invited me to come and visit him !!! he's in Irvine, CA somewhere around there, maybe visit some friends that I have made when I was in the Corps... and then continue north to see some family in Sacto and Roseville !!!  Haa !!! That would be cool, go visit, Abundant Life Fellowship in Roseville, CA., and.. Wow !!!  those were the days !!! take some old school snap shops at our upbringing, Oscar's Tire Shop on Stockton Blvd !!!  oh yeah, I'm definitely going to be going on an Adventure !!!   then head north along the coast until I hit Alaska !!! My, I've always wanted to go to Alaska !!!!   We'll see, Maybe my trek will be for about 2 yrs !!!!  Just me and Infinite Divine !!! 

Just an FYI, I am recharging my HD Camcorder so I can document everything ok ???  on YouTube !!!  I'm going to call it !!!  Journey to Total Human Metamorphosis !!!!  we'll see, just going to take some "Before" pics of me, my body and my "living conditions" thank you !!!  sort of like a daily journal... So, get ready !!!  I'm ready !!!  Let's do this, going to Bally's in about 15 min !!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar Zepeda.

P.S. As of right now, I have decided that starting June 1st, 2011, will be my Last and Final Starting Date, I'm going to call it my Warrior Phase !!!  inside the cocoon...., See, this metamorphosis thing is constantly changing and evolving... I'm done, let's do this.... I love my life !!!!!  Thank You..Oz

Thursday, May 19, 2011

MUST LOVE CHANGE !!!! and Willing to be ELASTIC !!!!!!

Here some personal words from Oscar Zepeda, enough with the copy & pasting, right??  I just wanted to have some other people's point of view and  we are all geniuses with Divine knowing and I truly believe that we have all the answers that we need for ourselves and for our specific lives... Yes, other beings may offer their perspective and views on how to transform someone's life but, in the end we are the Master's of our own lives and our specific traits.  That we know best for our own lives.  So here I am, May 19th, 2011, I'm truly am learning as I go, and I'm learning that there isn't a "Cookie Cutter" System to Metamorphosize anybody's life.  We have to learn how to listen, and to hear and to follow Infinite Divine instructions.  I truly believe for me, you build and grow this Infinite Divine connection and communication strictly by being alone with Infinite Divine.  As my previous post has stated, May 15th, 2011 was the Final Official Start Date !!  Well, I come to realize that I can determine when and what time I start, not a date..  To signify my Journey, I've decided to get my hair striped in Platinum Blond !!!  oh yeah, I did have it striped blue, but, it was barely noticeable, this is my Warrior Look, also with my full complete beard that I'm growing right now.. Thank You... I truly feel that I need something visual to signify the starting of my Transformation !!!  and my Metamorphosis, and what better way then to have a platinum blond stripe from forehead to the back of your head !!!  and my hair is a dark brown curls... 

I did have thoughts of making this year strictly my year !!!  Focus on me and me only, !!!  Mind, Body, Spirit !!!  I know it will take at least a year for me to become what I want to become physically and mentally..  I know that I'm definitely in a work in progress and that I'm learning everyday every moment.  For example: Yesterday, about Growing... In order to Grow we must plant ourselves !!!  Stay on fertile ground until roots start to take root and to grow... that was key, seems sooo elementary, but, I think we forget that part, that we must PLANT our selves 1st !!!!  in order for us to grow....  I'm planing myself out here in Morton Grove, where I have Bally's, Dahn Yoga and soon to be at Xsport... it's all in a 4-5 mile radius... This is my cocoon, this is My Life !!!  I determine what I and how I will live....

I also had a crazy wild thought, just going out physically in the next couple months and then go to all the places where I always wanted to go, Yellowstone, Yosemite, Florida Keys, go to my 2nd home Sedona, and to revisit my lone hike at the Joshua Tree Forest Preserve, it was off a dirt road, and I climbed some small mountains, well it was more like steep tall cliff type hills... where I had written something on a rock and also underneath a rock overlooking the horizon...  this was in 1998 or so ??  I honestly don't have the specific year, I just know that I was on a hike with the Infinite Divine.  And I want to go back and film it... Since I do have a HD recorder... !!!   and then go to the 11/11/11 in Sedona !!!! Wow !!!! That would be Absolutely Amazing !!!!!   here's the link:  11/11/11 Gathering Sedona, Arizona November that's only a few months, maybe I can go to CA to visit friends and family ??  Hmmm that's an idea ??  I just know that I must Harness and Experience Infinite Divine's Beautiful Gems and Creations... the beautiful national parks and forests !!!  Yellowstone !!! I sooo want to go !!!  I think I might go on that road trip after all...  I would love to go to Alaska !!!  oh wow !!! That would be absolutely amazing !!!!    You know what, I'm going to do it !!!  you heard if first right here !!!  We'll see, all I know is that this year is my year for me !!! to transform myself !!!  fully and completely.... This is my year to Metamorphosize my whole entire being, Mind, Body and Spirit !!!!  Going to go on a road trip with Infinite Divine !!!  Leading, Guiding, Showing Me the way !!!!  

I would like to say that my Metamorphosis is constantly changing and evolving !!!  I fully and completely let go of everything Jan 1st, 2011 during the Burning Bowl Ceremony at Bodhi Spiritual Center, rent was over due and wasn't able to pay for any of the utilities and so I was off !!!  Off to see the Wizard !!!!  March, 1, 2011 was "On My Own" where I sold all of my possessions with the exception of the van, did a "Sam Worthington", I got some personal interviews with Sam on this blog, Amazing Story !!! it's both of each others journey to metamorphosis our lives.... he lived out of his Toyota Camry and me out of my Dodge Caravan !!!  Now that you think about that, I have a mansion !!!  compared with Sam Worthington's Camry !!!!   Well, going to continue to write the rest of my "Morning Pages" (the Artist's Way) and then to transform my physical body !!!  Oh yeah, it's On Today !!!!  Yeaaahhhhhh !!!!  Have the Most Awesomest Day In Your Entire Life !!!!  Oz

Monday, May 16, 2011

MY LIFE Path !!!! from Dan Millin author of the Peaceful Warrior...

This is mine "Oscar Zepeda's" life path number, to figure out your own go here's the link:  Life Purpose Calculator 


Enter your date of birth to discover your life path:
28/10
2: Cooperation
8: Recognition
1: Creativity
0: Inner Gifts
All digits have an influence — but the two
bolded issues are both key to your hidden calling.
Those on the 28/10 life path are here to work through issues combining material success and creative energy, applying their creative energy and intuitive gifts in service of others, guiding with authority and compassion. With the combined influence of creativity and the inner gifts of sensitivity, strength, expression, and refined intuition, the authority of 28/10s comes to full power once they overcome their life issues and obstacles. The sense of abundance and authority they achieve may center around family or the world at large, and it manifests as they step forward with confidence and with a clear motive of service. Those working 28/10 have an inborn drive for authority, and they tend to gain respect from friends, family, or society at large. Assuming this positive authority fulfills one aspect of their destiny. Given that our life purpose doesn’t come easily, 28/10s have issues with authority, and before 28/10s can assume their own authority, they have to acknowledge, express, and finally release repressed anger toward authority figures. The bumper sticker “Question Authority!” was probably created by someone on the 28/10 life path.

There is also another link that has the whole book !!!  just a sec... (I just checked it's not the full entire book, just the full profile of your number:)   Peaceful Warrior Online Free Book 
Now, I'm going to use myself as my work in progress here, there are some deep questions that I will answer and that I need to work on that is from the book...   Here we go !!!!  Now this is for the 28/10's !!!  Once you got your number from the Life Purpose Calculator then go to the Peaceful Warrior Online Free Book, to look at your entire complete profile for your specific number... I'm going to copy and paste my 28/10 profile here:

Understanding Life Purpose

Those on the 28/10 life path are here to work through issues combining material success and creative energy, applying their creative energy and intuitive gifts in service of others, guiding with authority and compassion. With the combined influence of creativity and the inner gifts of sensitivity, strength, expression, and refined intuition, the authority of 28/10s comes to full power once they overcome their life issues and obstacles. The sense of abundance and authority they achieve may center around family or the world at large, and it manifests as they step forward with confidence and with a clear motive of service.

Using the method outlined in this book for determining birth numbers, we do not add together the final two digits of four-digit birth numbers. However, if we did add them together (1 + 0), we would end up with a 28/10/1, underscoring the potential influence of double creative energy (1) intensified by the inner gifts of sensitivity, strength, expressiveness, and intuition (0), as well as issues of insecurity.

Nearly all 28/10s have "healing hands"; using them with sensitivity, they can intuitively feel where to direct or channel life energy. If they give back rubs to friends, both they and their lucky friends will experience something special.

Because many 28/10s have subconscious resonance with an ancient lineage of wizards, sorceresses, or enchanters, some of whom misused their abilities, 28/1 Os may fear using their powers. The Law of Higher Will (p. 381) plays a central role, as it inspires them to use their abilities for a higher purpose and thereby releases subconscious fears.

Those working 28/10 have an inborn drive for authority, and they tend to gain respect from friends, family, or society at large. Assuming this positive authority fulfills one aspect of their destiny. Given that our life purpose doesn't come easily, 28/10s have issues with authority, and before 28/10s can assume their own authority, they have to acknowledge, express, and finally release repressed anger toward authority figures. The bumper sticker "Question Authority!" was probably created by someone on the 28/10 life path.

The powerful creativity of 28/10s is accompanied by equally powerful insecurities. These insecurities, amplified by mixed feelings about power and a tendency to disown their own power, create challenging hurdles for 28/10s to overcome on their life path. As a result of these tendencies, most 28/10s feel they need someone to lean on. They often feel insecure about standing on their own feet and taking care of themselves; yet, in the long run, they find great satisfaction when they become self-sufficient and take control of their own life.

When not taking leadership roles, 28/10s can often become the power behind the throne, cooperating with one or more people to create useful forms of service for a better world. In such roles, they need to be careful about getting too serious and preachy.

The insecurities and related passive-aggressive tendencies associated with 1 and 8 energies contribute to 28/10s' tendency to control others emotionally or mentally rather than state what they want honestly and directly. The Law of Honesty (p. 377) can help 28/10s heal or improve their relationships.
When these gifted, inspiring people come into their full confidence and authority, they share gifts and energy to lead and uplift others.

Working 28/10 in the Positive

These individuals serve as authority figures whom others admire and respect. They serve as intuitive advisers to friends, loved ones, and others. Having overcome insecurity, such 28/10s make good money in service of others, feeling the healing force that flows through them. Independent, self-sufficient, even enchanting, they attract others to their energy field. They know that whatever difficulties or challenges arise, they have the power to deal with them. Intuitive and inspiring, they provide clear counsel for the highest good of all concerned.

Working 28/10 in the Negative

Insecure, trapped in negative beliefs about money and authority, feeling needy and dependent, these individuals control and manipulate others. They resent authority figures because they haven't yet taken on their own authority. Suffering physically with symptoms of repressed anger and frustration, they fear the dark images that appear in their imagination; they are unable to discriminate between negative impressions and clear intuitions. Such 28/10s haven't yet experienced or contacted the inner and outer guides available to them.

Life-Path Issues

Health

Because they are here to become healing influences, 28/10s sometimes learn about healing through their own physical issues, energy illnesses, and eating disorders. Physical symptoms of repressed anger appear primarily in the area of the solar plexus (abdomen), down to the perineum (around the base of the spine) and lower back. If their energies are blocked or they are working in the negative, 28/10s may experience symptoms in their ovaries or prostate, lower back, or coccyx, which can result in genital infections, diverticu10sis, and problems with the lower intestinal tract. The reproductive area of 28/10s is sensitive and sometimes overstimulated. When 28/1 Os learn to view their body as a channel of energy, this awareness provides the key to healing themselves and others.

Applying the key spiritual laws for this number will help 28/10s overcome insecurity, allow emotions to flow, and open the way to a greater sense of well-being.
The compulsive eating disorders of some 28/1 Os, such as bulimia and anorexia, often reflect control issues, with opposing tendencies to overcontrol and undercontrol. Careful attention to a balanced, grounding diet and active, powerful exercise open channels to new strength and confidence.

Although some may tend to avoid exercise initially, nearly all 28/10s thrive on exercise once they get in shape; exercise can improve their life dramatically by providing a release for withheld emotions, allowing blocked creative energies to flow and relieving pressure in the reproductive area. Exercise for 28/10s also helps refine the instincts and stimulate a healthy appetite. While exercise is good for nearly anyone, 28/10s especially thrive on aerobic exercise; active dance and martial arts are ideal.

Relationships

A major issue for 28/10s is trapped, unexpressed emotion—especially anger—which they tend to hold in or intellectualize, acting didactic and aloof instead of passionate. They often hold in anger due to concern about others' opinions or because they fear the power of their own anger. They may appear shy or quiet, storing negativity that needs to be discharged. In the positive, 28/10s can be very honest and direct in confronting authority figures. Working with the Law of Honesty (p. 377) helps 28/10s to release anger and express feelings openly and directly.

A sense of self-worth, self-sufficiency, and self-contained power are keys to relationships for 28/10s. When they feel needy and want someone to lean on, 28/10s may fall into games of control and manipulation. But when they approach others from a secure place inside themselves, appreciating their own attractive energy, 28/10s see that manipulation is unnecessary and counterproductive, and they stop giving away their power.

Due to their creative energy and sensitivity, most 28/10s have sensitive and powerful sexual centers. They may experience problems associated with sexuality if they abuse or overuse it. Most 28/10s need to monitor carefully how they express their sexual and creative energies, bringing these energies into accordance with the Law of Choices (p. 328). They need to avoid using sexuality for control, identity, or self-worth, and to engage in sex only when they feel open, loving, and giving.

Talents, Work, and Finances

Those working 28/10 possess high energy, healing hands, and sensitive intuition. They make excellent counselors who grasp important subtleties. In addition, when their inborn leadership and authority shine through, they can inspire others. Most 28/10s find fulfilling work in the field of healing or in a business that helps people. Many forms of healing exist for body, mind, and emotions, including hands-on bodywork or energy work, counseling, writing, teaching, and motivating others. Some 28/10s get involved with the business of personal growth. We find 28/10s in every walk of life, but no matter what their livelihood, they enjoy it most if given the opportunity to use their inner gifts, creative energies, and natural sense of authority.

These individuals need to practice utmost honesty with regard to money. If they value money over service, they feel unfulfilled even if they're making very good money. If they face problems with money or with integrity, 28/10s do well to ask themselves, "What do I really need inside?" When under the influence of negative beliefs about money, 28/10s struggle to get it, but they unconsciously fight or sabotage their own efforts.

When their creative energy flows onward with courage and with love, they manifest money naturally; they enjoy it and channel it creatively. When 28/10s feel personally secure and are willing to claim their own authority, they create abundance on every level and make as much money as they allow themselves to. No one stops them but themselves; when they understand this, they get out of their own way and make significant contributions in the world.

Some Well-Known 28/10s

Maya Angelou         Janis Joplin
Carol Burnett           Martin Luther King, Jr.
Truman Capote        George Lucas
Jimmy Connors        Steve Martin
Sammy Davis, Jr.     Ralph Nader
Simone de Beauvoir       Jack Nicholson
Billy Graham           Sarah Vaughan

Keys to Fulfilling Your Destiny

If you are working 28/10, this section can help you manifest your life purpose by focusing your attention on core issues and by generating specific action to transform key areas of your life.

Guidelines and Recommendations

  • Express and clear anger toward authorities; then assume your own authority.
  • Exercise daily with strength and vigor.
  • Move through insecurity to get where you're going.
  • Find ways to use your creativity and inner gifts.

Useful Questions

1.    Reflect on the following questions:
·         How can I apply my creative energy to make good money, doing what I love, serving other people?
·         How do I feel about authority—my own and that of others?
·         When do I feel strong and independent?
·         Do I sometimes try to manipulate or control others?
2.    If these questions generate any insights, how might you put these insights into practice?

Deepening Your Understanding

  1. Turn to Part Two and reread the main sections covering the digits that make up your birth number; 1 (p. 31), 2 (p. 38), 8 (p. 87), and 0 (p. 103).
  2. You may wish to review birth numbers of family and friends and, if they are open to it, discuss similar or different issues in your lives.

Spiritual Laws: The Leverage to Change Your Life

1.       Read about each of the following laws in Part Four:
·         The Law of Honesty (p. 377): Acknowledging feelings to ourselves and others is the foundation of honesty.
·         The Law of Intuition (p. 385): As we stop monitoring others' opinions, we connect with our heart's wisdom.
·         The Law of Action (p. 390): To overcome insecurity, we need to acknowledge our vulnerability but act with confidence.
·         The Law of Choices (p. 328): Creativity is an energy we can choose to apply in positive or negative ways.
·         The Law of Higher Will (p. 381): By our willingness to serve a higher purpose, we inspire ourselves and others.
2.       Do the exercises you find for each of these laws.
3.       Consider how you might apply each law to your life.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

MAY 15th, 2011 New Metamorphosis Start Date !!!!!! is Today !!!!

Welcome to the Metamorphosis Process !!!!  Constant Change and Evolving !!!!  Must expect it and must love it !!!  Change !!!  So, it went from May 1st toe May 15th !!!!   I'm going to take my life absolutely serious !!  not the no smiling serious but cherishing every moment of every second to heart !!!
  Last night I have "Officially" Decided that today May 15, 2011, it was after watching the Liz Murrary Story Movie on YouTube !!  I knew that the Liz Murray Story had a huge impact on me pushing myself off from the starting line...  and decided to take my life into my own hands !!!  I was in Glen Ellyn, hanging out at 7:11 with the boys, and it just hit me, the next time I come back, I'll be a changed man !!!  I was actually on my way out to my COD Glen Ellyn, night spot and and just said, Fuck It !!!  I 'm going to Morton Grove, !!!  I was already low on gas but, I absolutely didn't care !!  if I had gas or not !! it was that definite !!!  the internal guidance voice telling me, Now You're Ready!!! that there is zero excuses !!!   Shit, I thought I had a story !!  Liz Murray's blows me out the Universe with your story !!!   Wow !!!  that really made me think, that there is zero excuses whatsoever !!!  and bam !!!  I stopped feeling sorry for myself !!  of living out of my van and submitting to whatever is happening in my life to start taking control of my life !!!  I'm the one in charge of my life !!!  I'm the only one responsible for my life, my future and my lifestyle !!! Me !!!  Oscar Zepeda is 1000% Responsible for Oscar Zepeda's life, no one else !!!   just 1000% me !!   this definitely had soaked in... big time, and I know that time's a wastin !!!  or that time's a tickin !!!  ya know ??   let's make it happen now !!!  Everything !!!  my art, my books, my speaking engagements, my whole new World !!!!   let's do it now !!!  Do it now !!!   make it happen now !!!  to not wait and see, wait till some situation or circumstances happens to take action !!!  That was really woke me up !!  That we got to do it now !!!  Regardless of the "What Is" ....  Liz Murray definitely changed me !!!!!  in her few sentences from the video.... I didn't care at that point if I ran out of gas or not !!!  I absolutely didn't care !!!  All I knew was that I needed to go !!! Go and transform my life !!!  NOW !!!   and so here I am, in Niles, at my McD's !!  writing down my experience...

Liz Murrary's Story, told me that whatever excuse I have or that it's line for me to say that's why I'm not successful... She blew my excuses out to the ends of the Universe !!!!   Wow !!  No Joke !!!  I thought I had it bad, yes, I'm homeless, but, I do have a lot more than Liz did when she was on her journey... So, that's it !!  No Excuses !!!  and don't take life for granted !!  and you and you alone is responsible for your life, future and lifestyle.... Me and Me alone !!!  Once that has truly soaked into your being, haa, get ready life !!!  it's about to start right now !!  and thus my new start date of May 15th, 2011 !!!  I'm in charge, whatever I say goes !!!  So, it's May 15th, 2011 Now !!!  Oz

Reinventing Yourself, Your Work, Your Relationships, & Your Life !!!! Dr. Paul Hannig

just copied and pasted what Dr. Paul Hannig had on his website about his interpretation on "Reinventing  Yourself"....


Reinventing Yourself, Your Work, Your Relationships, & Your Life

 


There are certain rules and principles that seemed to make sense in the past, during a time when reason and logic ruled. But today, in a very chaotic and ever changing world, evolutionary extinction is a constant real threat. In order to facilitate desirable change, we need to think seriously about creating the right set of conditions that can provoke the emergence of higher order possibilities through revolutionary concepts. The purpose of this article is to try to show that certain rules and principles can apply to the fields of personal growth, human relationships, business, professional and individual life.

Rule No. 1:
Set UNreasonable Goals and Expectations

In my psychotherapy profession, I was told to set reasonable expectations and goals for my clients and myself. On the surface, that sounds wonderful. I'm glad that I did not follow those rules even though my professional organizations reinforced such ideas. I tried to follow those rules as best as I could and for all intents and purposes I complied very well. I tried to follow the dictum of safety first and do no harm. Now, that sounds wonderful, logical and even reasonable. But there was a catch. My greatest discoveries about myself, my life and my growth, came about through extremely expansive thinking and unlimited goals. I was too ignorant to believe that I had limitations. Therefore, I accomplished things beyond my wildest dreams. I did this because I did not accept any ceiling for that which was possible. I passionately embraced the principal that there were infinite possibilities and that my mind did not entertain or possess any limitations.

Rule No. 2
Accept Superstar Status and Don't Compromise

      A superstar is someone who excels at some particular endeavor or a quality or trait. A superstar is one who rises to the top of a particular endeavor or realm of personal accomplishment. A superstar is a winner; one who masters a particular skill or quality. It does not matter what that activity, skill or trait may be. Through extensive effort, experimentation and practice, a superstar achieves a level of competence that far exceeds the general criteria for average performance. A superstar stands out and rises to the pinnacle of achievement and excellence.

It also stands to reason that the attainment of superstar status provides a person with enormous tangible and internal rewards. Thus, there is something great and gratifying to be attained by investing enormous effort into an activity or skill. It also does not matter what that activity or endeavor may be. It could be the attainment of the highest level in business, sports, the arts, a profession, vocation, relationships or something internal; like personal growth, spiritual attainment, emotional clarity, cognitive wisdom, parenthood, family life, marital bliss or even a very fulfilling and successful single life.

If you can focus and invest a large portion of your spiritual, physical, financial and emotional energies into accomplishing one particular skill or activity, you can achieve superstar status. The rest of the world may not even notice that you have achieved this superstar status. It may be that only you and those who are closest to you will recognize your superstar achievement.

If you are interested in what it takes to become a superstar, first you must accept the concept that there is such a thing as a superstar. Look at different people, in different fields and different walks of life, who have achieved an outstanding and unique position in some particular activity. What makes these people so different and successful? I believe that these superstars made a choice to fully be themselves and to pursue their truth with incredible passion, direction, resources and specific activities. I don't wish to mislead you into thinking that vast fame and recognition is the only kind of superstar status. You can become a superstar in your own right and circle of influence. A great spouse is a superstar. A great basketball player is a superstar. One who gets the most out of a deep therapeutic endeavor can become a superstar in life.

It is important that you recognize the possibility that you could become a superstar in one activity and a loser in another. Charlie Parker the great saxophone player, achieved superstar status with his music, but failed miserably in his personal life. I mention this because there is always the ever present possibility that one can be on the road to superstar status and have something happen in their life that creates an enormous downward spiral into depression, failure and despair. I have seen many people who seem to be well on their way to superstar status, only to have something happen in their lives that creates personal disaster. So, with a warning, I mention all of the wonderful possible rewards that you can receive by pursuing excellence in your endeavors. Nobody plans for disaster and failure. But if you study the successful attitudes and practices of certain superstars, you will internalize their character traits and passionate devotion to achieving excellent results.

I also recommend that you seek out the tutelage and mentorship of one who already knows and has achieved the superstar level that you seek. In my own field of psychotherapy, I have had the privilege and the opportunity to watch and participate in the growth of so many people who have worked so hard to master the emotional, spiritual, cognitive and interpersonal skills that psychotherapy has to offer. It has been very gratifying to me to be able to participate in a field where my efforts and skills have helped other people come from the lowest realms of despair, emotional pain and interpersonal failure to the heights of interpersonal, emotional, spiritual, professional, creative and personal bliss.

It is important to note, that the journey to superstar status, always begins at the bottom, where incompetence and lack of skill predominates. The road to absolute excellence proceeds through a series of fits and starts with many crags and obstacles along the way. However, each one of these hurdles has a lesson and a message to be learned and mastered along the path to superstardom. It is also important to realize that many of your attitudes and beliefs about achievement and excellence depend upon the inputs and attitudes of your parents. Your style for achieving stardom is usually a product of the combined styles of your parents. You will probably excel in those areas where you were initially encouraged by those who were charged with your care and upbringing. Their failures and successes will have to be dealt with and overcome by your motivation and desire to seek the ultimate for yourself.

Learn the Basic Fundamentals of Allocating Time, Energy, and Resources


Superstars invest and expend all of their energies, resources, intellect, soul and money into achieving their goals. Other people invest somewhat less of these things and achieve substantial outcomes. The average person invests a lot less and achieves an average outcome. There are also those who hold back and do not invest all of their energies, hard work, passion and financial resources. These people usually end up failing and wonder why success in some endeavor has never come their way. But the truth of the matter is, that they don't have the right stuff when it comes to putting everything into the fulfillment of a dream.

Winners put everything on the line and don't hold back anything when it comes to fulfilling their dreams and goals. They are usually willing to fail and pick themselves up and try again, in order to reach the pinnacle of their superstar ambitions. Nothing seems to stop these winners. Losers usually make excuses and unconsciously refuse to put in the extra effort and energy that it takes to achieve success. The superstar is willing to pay any price in order to reach the top of the mountain. Less successful people will only invest just so much and their accomplishments and failures reflect a certain level of drive, motivation and passion.

I know of one woman whom I refused to give treatment, because she didn't meet the entrance requirements to our program. She insisted that I treat her and she gave me very powerful arguments for admitting her into the program. I am very glad that I did. She not only worked very hard at the therapy, she remained persistent, assertive, indefatigable and determined to reach the top of her potential. She was willing to pay the price for a goal that she could dimly see, but firmly believe in. She became a superstar with all the benefits derived through great effort, belief and passion.

I also know of other people who did not wish to put in a superstar effort into their therapy and their outcome reflected their lack of hard work. The same holds true in all walks of life. If you are willing to work hard, putting in the time, passion, financial resources and effort, you can achieve things beyond your wildest dreams. There are infinite possibilities and you will only be thwarted by your lack of commitment, investment, effort, thinking and desire.

I like to use a sports metaphor for describing the superstar phenomenon. A well known basketball player, during the off-season, shoots 2000 baskets a day. This season his team has annihilated all opposition, while he took them to the championship. This superstar has been willing to work hard, go beyond the call of duty and invest an enormous amount of himself and his energies to achieving his superstar capabilities. You too can invest yourself to such an extent, in your own particular area of desire and achieve unique and marvelous results. You get only what you are willing to pay for....

Rule No. 3

Reality:  All Relationships Have Difficulties and Problems


There are multiple realities and some realities seem more real than others. Your reality will be based on your perceptions and these perceptions are better served when you understand and accept certain ground rules and laws. Pay attention to this law: Every situation that involves human beings has difficulties and problems. If you get that, you won't fall into the idealism trap and find yourself wandering from one situation to another. Let's review this law. Every situation has crap in it. There is no such thing as an ideal situation. There are some situations that are better than others. But, there are no perfect situations. Without being pessimistic and cynical, sometimes you are better off picking your own poison and learning from it. If you accept and live with this perception, you can take any situation and shape it to your advantage. Wherever and whatever situation you find yourself in, make it work for you. Mold it so that you extract something positive from it.

You will come across people, including authorities, who do not know what they're doing and who may even be doing the wrong things. You, yourself, may think that you are doing the right thing and then realize that you did the wrong thing. Sometimes, with hindsight, you realize that you may have behaved badly or against your own interests and well-being. If you apply the wrong knowledge and questionable methods to a situation, they may backfire on you. It doesn't matter if your intentions were good or not. Nobody is interested in your intentions. It is your actions that count. Results are what people look at, not intentions.

Do you really know what you want and what you do not want out of life and other people? Do you know when it is time to tell someone to get lost? Did you choose the wrong person or the wrong place? Do you know how to choose the right person and the right place? The good news is that you can learn from your mistakes. But, please make sure that you do learn the right strategies from your mistakes. Keep going until you find the right answers and the right strategies for enriching your life.

Rule No. 4
Prepare Yourself:  Nothing Stays the Same and Challenge Is a Given

When you were a child, you had no choice, where you lived, who would be your parents and what schools you would attend. Everybody else made those choices and decisions for you. The good news is, today, at this very moment, you do have a choice where you work and where you may want to live. Times and people change. At one point in your life, you may have been very happy working and living in a particular place. But, human beings are restless creatures and always looking for new territories and challenges. Our prehistoric ancestors wandered all over the globe, constantly looking for new places to live and new territories to hunt. You, probably live in a geographical area, where your ancestors settled, after migrating from another part of the world. You probably still have blood relatives who live in the old country who never got a chance or saw a reason to move to a new world and a new reality.

How many times have you thought about changing jobs or careers? How many times have you moved from one house and one neighborhood to another? By now, you have probably figured it out, that you are a migratory creature who periodically seeks out new environments and new occupational positions. Go over, in your mind, the reasons that you made such important decisions to change your situation, by moving and finding a newer, fresher environmental challenge. What were the influences that caused you to make such moves and changes? I'll bet that there was some sort of dissatisfaction with a particular situation that drove you to making significant changes. Some of these influences may have motivated you in a particular direction, because they were out of your control and you had to take a particular course of action.

Is it time for you to make major changes in your life and perhaps move on to new turf? If you are stuck in a job or a profession that doesn't fulfill your future aspirations, how would a major change impact your life and your situation? If you have thought about making a significant move, what will you have to give up or lose altogether? I say this with complete compassion and understanding that making a major decision will put you in conflict over the possible losses and gains. Can you afford to give up something in order to get something else? In order to get out of the wrong place and into the right place, there will be a trade off. Can you be strong enough to withstand the losses that you will incur when you make a big move? You do have your place in the sun and it may change from time to time, depending upon your inner feelings and external circumstances. Remember, that no great move can be accomplished successfully, without extensive research, personal on site experience and the development of a very effective strategy. You will also have to consider what effect such a move might have at any particular stage of your life on yourself and significant others. Nothing stays the same and you will have to devise new strategies for different circumstances and different periods of your life. Prepare yourself! Challenge is a given and everything changes.