Tranquility - Time Solitaire. Music United with Nature.

YESSSSS !!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!

Ok. I' have decided to continue on with this Blog, My Journey to Total Human Metamorphosis !!!   and not the Divinitus Warrious Universalis Blog , reason being is that I would like to eventually create a book.  That would be pretty cool !!!  so right here and right now I'm going to copy and paste what I wrote/blogged in the Divinitus Blog here !!!  here it is:

"I had such an Amazing dinner last night, it was at Synagogue Etz Chaim in Lombard, IL !!!!  I was beyond stuffed !!!!  it was Absolutely Delicious !!!  I could not finish my 2nd plate.... Salmon, Steak, beef stew, homemade special mashed potatoes, mashed SWEET potatoes, beautiful salad !!!   chocolate mile and water was what I drank and a post feast coffee while I attempted to read "Unlimited Power" by Tony Robbins, I did managed to read a couple pages until the lights went out.  I'm glad I was able to finish the "Spirit Junkie" book by Gabrielle Bernstein !!!  Whewwww...  She Berry Nice !!!! Lil'more temptation super high dress shirt skit all spread eagle !!!!  Yes, she mighty fine !!!!  ok enough about that...

I did have a very good nights rest and sleep !!!!  I got some good hours in, knowing that the next morning I was going to clear out the storage unit and finish packing the Saturn !!!! Wheww !!! I got it done !!!!  I'm definitely sporting the Low Rider !!!!   Weights, clothes and Books that is all I have in the car !!!! and outside of the car !!!  at 1st I didn't know how I was going to fit and pack everything, but, I did managed and I just packed 1 item at a time knowing that it doesn't have to be perfect !!!   I can always readjust and stage it differently if it doesn't work out !!! but, it all worked out !!!!   I even got to say goodbye to Jim !!!  Super Awesome and Nice/Friendly guy !!!!  and super cool !!!  threw out a little bit of trash which he showed me where it was at !!  he sort of assumed that I knew where it was at ???   all good !!!   I did offer him the 5 gal paint buckets that I had left over, he declined w/ gratitude but, he did say if I wanted the weight bench, I declined with gratitude !!!  All Good !!!  All tied up and ready to rock in roll..  I didn't know where I should go next, I thought about Hidden Lake Forest Preserve but, it was getting a bit steamy and wanted some AC so I went to College of DuPage TEC center lounge where I'm now writing this !!!  oh yeah, I heard that some "Blog's"  you can have your Blog Published into a book form !!!!  I'm actually going to look into that right now !!!  I don't know if "Blogger" has that option  !!!   It would be nice if I didn't have to move again, but hey !!! Change is Good !!! The Brain Loves New Things !!!!!!   I'll be in the area for a little longer, I'm thinking Sept/Oct we'll see !!!!  Aug 1, $243 income will be going to the $204 LA Fitness yearly dues and the rest will be in gas !!!  I'm going to have to keep it very very local to make the gas last !!!   Sept.1, $243 will be going towards misc. fees, Xsport, IDOT, Tolls, I truly feel that I should get the LA Fitness 1st, then Jakked, well, bottom line is that I want Jakked Gym, Xsport and LA Fitness, all 3 !!!  while I'm transforming my physical body,  I will be creating a new body with tatoos and growing out my hair and eventually have a white platinum blond stripe on top of the head and on my beard !!!!  Divinitus Warrious Universalis !!!!   I think I should postpone Xsport until I come back.  I know I need to go !!!   I'm thinking Olympia, WA they have a LA Fitness over there and I can work out, play hoop, swimming !!!  everything !!!   I don't know right now, at the same time !!!!   I do have the rest of my life !!!  Hmmmmm....just thinking about what the game plan should be !!!  I'm thinking and feeling Jakked !!!  Xsport !!!  LA Fitness !!!  Dahn Yoga !!!! All Four !!! for a year !!!!    that would be Awesome and Ideal for Me on creating Divinitus Warrious Universalis !!!

Hmmmm, I did check out the blogger book deal, Hmmmm, I would love to have just one blog to concentrate on, Hmmm since this is the new one, I'm going to copy and paste my posts unto the Journey to Human Metamorphosis blog .  ok  so this will be my last post on the Divinitus Warrious Universalis Blog !!!!  ok, or until further notice !!!!   seems like it's definitely changing, morhphing and transfroming into something which I do not know what the end outcome will be !!!  that's the Universe's Job!!!!!  Thank You !! Infinite Universe !!!   CIAO !!!  so go to the Journey to Human Metamorphosis Blog to continue on my Extreme Style Adventure and Journey !!! DWU/ Oz//

Ok, I just copied and pasted my last blog from the Divinitus Blog !!!  enough w/ the blogs right !!! ???  just write and publish !!! I'm thinking wayyyy too much !!!!   ok, good, I feel a lot better now !!!!  ok, yes, I'm totally feeling that this is what I'm going to be doing and going until further notice !!!  will be living out of car & Pads.

1. Jakked Gym Montgomery, IL
2. Xsport Fitness Naperville, IL
3. LA Fitness Oswego, IL
4. Dahn Yoga Westmont, IL
5.  Living Stone Church Aurora, IL  Wed & Sun
6. Divine Warrious Universalis Tatoos from TJ
7. Platinum blonde stripes from Millie's Friend !!!   

 I truly want to start over from scratch !!!   and to start all over !!!!  I'm thinking at least a year !!!!  These are my markers to Universalis Warrious Universalis !!!   when I was reading the beginning pages of Unlimited Power by Tony Robbins he says that I must have a Target to Go For !!!  How can I adjust and readjust w/o a Target !!!! right ??? So this is it !!!!   my Target !!!   Physical Body  !!!   2 % Body Fat, Super Cut and Big Bad Ass/ Byron Hicks !!!!  Owner of Jakked Gym !!!  he is Sooo Bad Ass !!!!  I know when I'm ready to travel, right now, it's Physical Body Transformation Time !!!!  ok ???  so going to read some Unlimited Power right now and take some notes and nuggets from it !!!  brb, DWU

NEWS FLASH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At this Immediate Now Time I Have Moved To :    Divinitus Warrious Universalis

Let the Adventure Begin !!!!!!!!

Just got back from the Walk-in-Ministry where I can get some gas vouchers, well, it's been last yr since I was there so I thought I would be able to get some gas, apparently my yr starts on Aug 27, 2012.... yr starts when you 1st started using the gas vouchers... while I was waiting in the waiting area, I came across a Sports Illustrated Mag with LeBron James on the cover !!!  Not only I think he is an Ultimate Super Bad Ass but, I also experienced his $500,000 White Maybach !!!!   yet it was his !!!  just google Oscar Zepeda Lebron James Maybach and you'll eventually find it !!!!  It was Absolutely Amazing !!!!!  I'm going to list some quotes that I found quite just what I needed to hear !!!!  here they are:..


From: Sports Illustrated April 30, 2012 Issue, By Lee Jenkins


(note:  these are only just the good nuggets that resonated with me, not the whole article/interview)


 LeBron James 2012 Best Plays !!!  just had to get you in the zone !!!!


"He went for rings, presumably fistfuls of them," No, not a fistful, " James says.  "I don't need a fistful.  but I need one.  I need to get one first.  I have short goals--to get better every day, to help my teammates every day--but my only ultimate goal is to win an NBA championship.  It's all that matters.  I dream about it.  I dream about it all the time, how it would look, how it would feel.  It would be so amazing". 


I Dream About It !!!!  How It Would Look !!!   HOW IT WOULD FEEL !!!!!   It Would Be Sooooooo Amazing !!!!   Wow !!!!!  That Is Absolutely Amazing !!!!!  Thank You LeBron !!!!  and to You and I who are attracting these key Golden Spirit Nuggets !!!! 


"On the night last June 2011 when the Mavericks beat the Heat in Miami for the NBA championship, James drove to his house in Coconut Grove and did not come out for two weeks.  "I couldn't watch TV because e very channel--doesn't matter if it was the Cartoon Channel --was talking about me and the Heat," James says.  "On the Cooking Channel it was likee, " So We're going to make a turkey burger gourmet today, and LeBron James failed!"  James Says, "I didn't hear what they wanted to say,  I didn't care what they were talking about."


James quietly reflected on his season in the cross-hairs, which started with the television special at the Boys & Girls Club of Greenwich, Conn., and will forever be remembered for the words TAKE MY TALENTS.  People felt like they really knew LeBron, and when he did something that went against the grain, it shocked everybody, and the public didn't really know how to deal with that."  


"I lost touch with who I was as a basketball player and a person," me, and I felt like I had to prove something to people, and I don't know why.  Everything was tight, stressed."  In Cleveland, where he played seven seasons, James had the loudest laugh in the locker room.  He used to bellow "Waffles!" from the back of the bus when he was hungry.  Hew amused himself by simply transposing someone's initials.  he was JeBron Lames.  But in Miami, he adopted what he calls "the villain mind-set," stacking his anger on top of everyone else's.  He skulked across the court, stone-faced, a glower (to look angrily) replacing the familiar grin.  Former Cavaliers coaches watched him on TV and flashed back to Game 1 of the 2007 NBA Finals in San Antonio, when they saw him seething (To be in a state of turmoil or ferment: The nation seethed with suppressed revolutionary activity.

b. To be violently excited or agitated: I seethed with anger over the insult. See Synonyms at boil¹.)  during introductions."That's not good," they told one another.  The Spurs swept, and James sputtered for much of the series.  Jubilance has always been a staple of his game.

There was only one person who could talk James out of the house.  "This is what you love to do and you've been doing it at a high level for a long time, and you don't really need to change anything," James told himself.  "Just get back to what you do and how you play, smiling all the time and trying to dominate at the highest level.  Do it with joy and do it with fun and remember that not too long ago this was a dream for you..Playing in the NBA was the dream.  Don't forget that again.  just go out and improve."

"A lot of people are intimidated by LeBron, but he wants the truth, " says Dambrot, now the coach at Akron.  "He's not too big to take criticism.  I told him, 'You have to do more things you don't want to do.  you have to do more offensive and defensive rebounding AND AND THE ELEPHANT, g, moving without the ball, all the basics that made you great going back to the beginning.'"  On a table in James's living room was a book about leadership called, "The Ant and the Elephant by Vince Poscente. , a gift from a friend.  James is not much of a reader, but he opted for the book over TV.  "It's about an ant who is trying to find his way to this great place, this oasis, but the only way to get there is to train an elephant who wants to get there too,"  James says.  "At one point the ant is on the elephant's back and they are walking though the sand and there is a pack of lions, and the elephant scares the lions off.  The ant is like, I have the toughest friend in the world.  But later that day the elephant sees a mouse, and he gets scared and runs away.  The ant can't understand how this big creature could be so dominant over a pack of lions but so scared of a mouse.  The ant has to train the elephant to let him know, You are the biggest, baddest thing out here."  James pauses for a moment.  And as a 250-pound force of nature,  he can relate to the elephant.  "I took a lot from that, " he says.

For years coaches have harped on James to move off the perimeter and into the post, where he can pass out of double teams or bulldoze to the hoop..  Dallas provided the motivation.  "I didn't do it because people told me I needed to do it, " James says.  "I was looking at myself thinking, How can I get better and ultimately make our team better?  The post game was something I needed to work on."  He flew to Houston and spent three days with former Rockets center Hakeem Olajuwan, videotaping the workouts.  Olajuwan showed James variations of the Dream Shake to use against bigger defenders, smaller defenders and when the shot clock is winding down.  James uploaded the video onto his computer and took it everywhere he traveled repeating the footwork in individual sessions with his private trainer.

James also believed his ball handling was deficient, so he went to Kentucky to work with Brandon Weems, a high school teammate and Wildcats assistant director of basketball operations.  James practiced with two basketballs at the a time while Weems shadowed him as he dribbled, leaning against him and smacking his wrists and hands.  "The greats always say uncomfortable,  " says Spoelstra.  "LeBron is no different.  He came back looking like a new player in terms of his offensive skill set."  James traditionally shot three-pointers with the guards after practice.  Suddenly, he was bodying up with the centers.  ""If I'm going to work more in the post,  I have  to give up something," James says.  "I had to decide, Is it the mid-range? Is it the fadeaway?  To b e more efficient, it had to be the three, because I'm more effective in the paint."

Coach Frankie Walker would give an MVP trophy to everybody on the roster.  "I didn't understand it, " James says.  clearly, he was the MVP.  "You're going to be in the limelight a lot, "  Walker told him.  "You have to remember to bring your teammates with you."  An only child raised by a single mother, James yearned for family, and he called his teammates brothers.  He still does.  In 2009 he wrote a 256-page book, Shooting Stars, about his teammates at St. Vincent-St. Mary.  

For the whole article google LeBron James Interview with Lee Jenkins  (I did try to get the direct link here but, I would have to sign up w/ Sports Illustrate) I'm definitely lookin out for ya !!!

There was definitely some good Conscious Based Nuggets, on Feeling, Having Fun, Smiling, Laughing Feelin Good, Imagining on how it would FEEL to have a Championship Rings, His Revelation on Continued Improvement and Being Humble, Remembering where you came from and remember that his past dream was to just Play in the NBA !!!!  He's Already Living the Dream Before the "Ring"... Well, we all know now that LeBron James has officially Won the 2012 NBA Championship !!!

LeBron James Nike Ring Commercial

Thanks for being here w/ me !!!!!    got some Amazing Joe Dispenza Heavy Hitting Interview !!!! Wow !!!  I will definitely post !!!!  this is a Must Watch, See, Hear Do, Transform, and Change !!!!!  I Absolutely Love It !!!!  His Best Interview !!!!  and the Real Life Story on How We Changed/Transformed His Life !!!!   C u soon !!!  Oz / DWU

New & Improved !!!!!! will be writing my Morning Pages Here !!!!!!

Greetings Everyone !!!!   I have decided to become transparent here, to write down the real true me.... Morning Pages aka Journaling is basically communication from your Spirit Self to Yourself and vice versa.  You write whatever is on your mind and let it all out, no whole bar !!!! whatever is on your mind, and stuff that has been going on !!!!   Get it down on Paper or in this case my blog !!!!  I'm truly doing this for me and if I do mention a name or 2, or 3, most likely that individual will not be reading this !!!  if sooo, hey, I'll just use your 1st name!!!  or describe in detail... but, that's not my main purpose... My purpose is to document my journey and my adventures to Total Human Metamorphosis !!!  to becoming the Infinite Light Warrior Being that I Know I Am !!!!!!

I read my description for this blog and it has been Wayyyyyyyyyy  Over 111 Days !!!!!!  Wayyyyyy !!!! Over the 111 Days of Total Human Metamorphosis and Transformation !!!!  it's been at least 1-2 yrs give or take 6 months or sooo !!! haaaa, Hey !!!!!  it's All Good !!!!!  Sooo hey let's do this !!!!!  

Alright it's been a while since I wrote last here, so this is a quick update !!!!   I'm finally out of my roommates place !!!  July 18, 2012 Wed afternoon, as soon as I closed the door myself and my Spirit said at the same exact time, " This chapter has been officially closed !!  Unto the next one !!!"   Most likely I will never come back... Well, lets just say, I know I won't  be back.... when you just absolutely positively know with out a doubt that-that chapter has been officially closed.  I am very grateful  for the time and the space that I had while I was with my roommate and the job I had only about 300 feet away... I lived in 4 Lakes Lisle, IL where they have a bar, pub, dance, band, dj, hotspot, ok, I'm going to try something here, I'm going to see if it works....



Well, I wanted to "Save and Copy" the whole FB Page w/ comments.... well let's just say this is my roommates new toy !!!!!  it's a Blood Alcohol Content % Tracker !!!!!   Yep !!!!!  just to give you an idea on what kind of environment I was in.... Hey, don't get me wrong !!!  no one forced a gun on me, but, I know myself that I need a whole environment change !!!   I was working at the Lodge in Lisle, IL for almost a yr every Fri, Sat, Sun without a day off or break, and I think I know why !!!  Universe wanted to make plant some seeds over there !!!!   till this day, I have never been asked sooo many questions on "Why I'm Sooo Happy ???", and that, "I never met any bouncer who is sooo cool than you!!!", "I never met a bouncer like you before !!"   I knew I was emitting massive light of there, and YES I had the Time of My Life There !!!!   I wasn't refueling there, and it got to the point where I was on E !!!  and didn't want to be, see, be seen, interact w/ the patrons anymore !!!!  I was done !!!!  Done-Done !!!!   here I am on this Total Human Metamorphosis / Transformation to be what I've always wanted to become, to be on the Mind/Body/Spirit Transformation and you have at least 10 good/well intention friends/acquaintances that is offering beers, shots, and hard liquor drinks left and right and sometimes they are like those gnats, well, drunk ass gnats... I didn't know this guy but, he was totally blitzed drunk, put his arm around my shoulder and said, " Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot ????  "  Holy Shot !!!   Enough Already !!!  That was my que that my time is done, my job was done, whatever that job physically and spiritually job that was, I knew I have been relieved from duty !!!!   and guess what my Exit Strategy was Soooooo Perfect !!!!   there was an Awesome Guy who I would see and he would always asked me if they needed any more bouncers, in a nutshell I came with him to talk with the manager and presto he was hired !!! on the spot.... It wasn't a total suprise, I did tell the manager that I needed a break.... a long undisclosed break.... but, I knew that I was never coming back... I don't want to be in that environment ever again... the people there are Absolutely Amazing it's just the environment, alcohol and cigarettes in your face and the behavior that people do and say when they were in the influenced both patrons and employees !!!!  Haa, there was one female employee who wasn't working that night but, was ferociously drinking actually caused a fight, yeah, Roxy just shouldered a husbands wife while we were trying to escort a friend of theirs out because she was hitting on her friend (nothing overly too outstanding) it's a freaking bar/dance/meet people with alcohol enviornment and she really wanted us to kick this one particular guy out and honestly I don't believe he didn't anything that serious.....and another one who was actually working as a bartender gave the wrong change to a big black guy and wanted me to kick them out, they were freaking big !!!  We finally found out what happened, Thanks Tony !!!  that yes, indeed John gave the wrong change and I believe it was no more than an hour he passed out in the back room !!!  Unfortunately and Fortunately he was let go on the spot and also when he woke up later the next day.  I Was Done-Done !!!!   I know I'm a different path !!!  and I'm soooo glad and grateful that I had the opportunity to be an example on shedding the light and happiness to others !!!!!   Thank You !!!!!   Soooo glad I'm Done !!! Thank You !!!! Everyone !!!!   Much Love Always !!! 

Hey, what do you think of my Morning Pages !!!!   good stuff hunh ???   well, right now, I do need some gas, so I'm going to be going to the Ministry in Downers Grove, IL to get some gas, !!!  and then go to my storage in bollingbrook, IL  to org and donate my misc to Goodwill and to org up everything into the car !!!!  Here we go !!!!  I placed the spare on top of the roof of the car !!! it looks like an offroad race car !!!!   oh yeah, I took out the radio and the speakers yesterday, I just don't want the temptation of listening to commercials or news !!!  I'm going Extreme  Baby !!!!   ok, let's do this !!!!  Have an Amazing Day !!!  much love, Oz / DWU

Sumerian Warrior / Divinitus Warrious Universalis

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Ok, I have about 20 min to write some inspired words down, to capture the Absolute Moment.  I'm glad I'm here !!!  I'm very Thankful for everything and my experience with my Ascended Masters, well there was quit a bit of Spiritual Ancient teacher, masters, Arch Angels, Source Energy, the whole "Brass" from the Universe.  Better yet, I copied the "Description" of the event that I knew that I had to be there !!! No, Ifs &'s or Buts !!!!  here it is : "

• • Tuesday, July 24, 2012
  • 8:00pm

• Stacy channels Eschelon 23, a collective group of higher level conscious beings of light who work with Angelic, Ascended Masters, and the Councils of Light. Stacy’s channeling has been compared to Abraham and Seth. Eschelon 23 is of the higher realms of light, love, and divine truth. What you can expect to start off with is an energetic adjustment from these beings which then continue every ten to fifteen minutes. By coming you are accepting the highest seeds of cosmic love to be placed in your heart. Then, Eschelon will usually have a short message for the group present. From there, questions will be answered and healings may occur. Each question asked by an individual holds the possibility for your healing too if it resonates with you. The amount of people present could be the amount of healings you could receive. Other possibilities include: cosmic key sharing, light code activations, heart expansions, higher-heart expansions, third eye adjustments, throat and crown adjustments, wing expansions, “spa treatment” (this includes healing from the channel or laying on the floor for the Archangels and Ascended Masters to surround you to do the work) and Ascended Master blessings too. Come Experience the divine interaction of spirit for yourself. Space is limited…please reserve a spot for yourself. 8600 W 159th St # 15 Orland Park, IL 60462 (708)364-8887 Cost $30.00 We're looking forward to seeing you! Hugs! Love & Light, Rich & Stacy    ok, it's about that time.... just a quikee just to get your mind warmed up and opened !!!  much love....  bbs !!!  (be back soon !!!) Oz / DWU

Native American Music (Shoshone) PLAYLIST !!!!!! Bia Bia !!!!

2012 Ascension Harmonics

TAKE BACK YOUR POWER !!!!!!! NOW !!!!!!

I have recently closed a much needed and experienced chapter !!!!  and just now  I'm inspired to write a few words that really hit me hard.  I don't care what their name is, what title he/she has, how Divine/Enlightened/Spiritual they appear to be, Stand Up For Yourself !!!!!   Ahhhhhhh, this is a touchy subject and I know it definitely hit me hard.... and this is a real experience with real people and I'm going to tell my take on the experience.... here we go....I Sooo learned a lot from this experience it definitely altered my way on looking at Spiritual Based gatherings.  Ok, 1st Annual "_______"  Fest in the Midwest Late June 2012.

The what and place is unimportant.  the "Main" Guy who created this event, ok, good, no names here, let's just say, I definitely noticed some type of weird vibe when he would interact with his "team", there was a few times where I mentally said, "Wow".... he said that and like that to him/her ????  (Wow)..... little did I know I was going to be possibly be treated the same way and even worse.  Ok, Since I just recently quit my not-serving-me-well job money was definitely tight... let's just say, there was no way for me to come up with $280 for a 3 day weekend of Bliss, Divine Inspired Music, Yoga, Meditation, Spiritual Everything, and Workshops.... and I was told by a very good spiritual friend if I wanted to "Work Exchange".... for me to come up a day early to help set up.... oh yeah, I was Soooo Psyched !!!!!  1st Day I got there about 10am sh, it was about a 2 hr or so drive, so I haven't even had time to go to the restroom and I met some of the crew.  I was sort of put into the fire.... ok, I'm trying my best to shorten up this long story here and to give you the relevant facts and experiences... ok, I was busting my ass all day without any breaks and have yet to eat breakfast untill 3-4pm.  I lived quite a bit of life already, and to bust ass all day without breaks and food is my fault !!!  for "Work Exchange" yes I know, but, I quickly realized if I wanted some water or some food Me Myself and I better Stop the Fuck I'm Doing Stand Up and Say, Hey !!!  I haven't eaten all day !!! I need a break and I need food now !!!  I said that, Mentally !!!!!  Haaaa, Yep, hey, I admit it, even I am still growing, changing and evolving, and this was a huge one for me !!!!   I did say, I haven't eaten all day and I need a break, somewhat politely but, definitive, I know I'm here on my own free will, to exchange work for admission of the 3 day Fest.... note that this is a Spiritual and Divine Based Festival so you would think that you would be treated a little bit better right ??  I was being yanked left and right to do this and that, picnic tables that had to moved in a certain way, when he pulled me aside and told me look at that over there--I want that same thing like that over here, I'm not going to vent out my complaints here, all I know that was multiple times where I wanted to say, "You know what, I'm not feeling this right now, Thank You, I have to go now"...  which looking back I should have said that and left... but, my "friend"  which I'm sort of helping him out and making him look good I didn't.  Bottom Line from this experience, I was belittled and treated like an absolute retarded monkey !!!!  and I also witnessed the same behavior to his staff !!!!  Wow !!!  I did have some time on Fri to enjoy the music and activities but, deep down the Main Guy fucked it all up !!!!  The Vibe was like, I don't want to be seen because, I know he'll yanked to go do something.  Don't get me wrong I was not being lazy !!!  I was sooo busting my ass and I knew that I would be called to go and do something everytime he saw me !!! I was done !!!  luckily I had to go to a wedding on Sat and was planning on coming back right after the wedding but, the guy ruined the whole vibe for me, and didn't want to come back, so, I came back late Sunday !!! like 1-2am got my camping shit, tried to contact my friend, let him know, I can't do the break down...left a msg and left !!!  I'm not telling you this so you could feel sorry for me not at fucking all !!!  No Way Jose !!!  I learned soooo much from this experience !!!!   I don't care who the fuck you and others call yourself, I Will Never Be Treated Like That Every Again !!!!!!!!   I don't care who you are or what your name is !!!!!!  or what my "Friend" who invited me thinks, says, or does,  !!!!!  I Am ONE with the Infinite Divine Almighty and I Will Not Be Treated Like That-- EVER AGAIN !!!!!! 

Next time, if I can't afford to go !!!  My Ass ain't goin !!!!!!!  hit the gym baby !!!!  Next time I don't care if I was reffered by my friend or not, If I am treated like that ever again, I'm going to STOP right in the middle of it's tracks and Say, " Ahhhhh, you know what ???  I'm not feelin this, I have to go now"..... Infinite Divine Told Me I need to go now !!!! Namaste Sri !!!!

It's not worth it at fucking all !!!!!   We All Have the Same Power that Creates Universes !!!!  and to be treated like shit, beyond shit, even shit has some good protein and nutrients !!!  This experience truly has changed my back, that no matter what or who is involved stand up for yourself, have some serious Back Bone !!!!  Sri, His Holiness, all the titles and names, We Are All The Same -We Are All Equals !!!!!!!   even Jesus, Muhammed, Josepth Smith, Dali Lama, Mother Theresa, We Are All EQUAL !!!!!!!!!!   and we better not let anyone treat us how we don't want to be treated and to STAND THE FUCK UP STRONG AND TALL AND SPEAK !!!!  COMMAND MATTER !!!!!  You are Infinite Divine !!!!!!!  King, Queen of the Universe Royalty !!!!!!!  ACT and COMMAND IT !!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah, the Main Guy definitely did a number on me which is what I Absolutely Needed to remind me of my POWER !!!!!!!   I will never let anyone else make me feel like a re tarted monkey ever again.....

ok, got to get going now..... take home words...... .. We Are All Equals- We Have Direct Lineage to the Universe Royalty !!!!!!   ACT and COMMAND IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!  We Are KINGS & QUEENS of the UNIVERSE !!!!!!!!   Straiten up your back, head held up high with power and commanding, speak in loud firm voice, you are the KING / QUEEN !!!!!  the only One the Matters is YOU !!!!!!  no ifs ands or buts !!!!!  ok ???  soak this shit in already, I got to go !!!  Peace .... DWU

Testing Testing 1, 2, 3 !!!!! Oscar Z style

For Some Reason I just Love This !!!!!!    Uno Dos Treeees !!!!!!!!   your's truly...

Native American Indian Spirit of Meditation// Keep Them Comin !!!! Love It !!!!

Native American Meditation-The Northern Lights " I Absolutely Love This!!!! "

I Absolutely Love This !!!!!!    Thank You.....

Grateful to have this Chapter Closed and a New One Open !!!!

Hello !!!  Wow !!! A Lot has happened since I last wrote here !!!!   even as I write this I'm in the process of deleting my FB aka Facebook profile !!! I'm releasing the old self and I must start again brand spanking new !!!  just an FYI, I will be foregoing a very Extreme form of Metamorphosis, a few ideas that I have is 1.  Not speaking for a year.  2. be in total seclusion with the Ifninite Divine Almighty going wherever the Solar Winds Take Me.  3.  Becoming Divinitus Warrious Universalis = Divine Warrior Universalis  in the physical flesh.

My Environment, friends, family got me where I am today and I know I'm soooo much more !!!!  I'm Soooo Ready to be the true authentic real me !!!  The time is now.... Time is Now !!!!  To do all the things that I've always wanted and longing to do and to BECOME !!!!!  Time is Now !!!!   Going to be in the cocoon for a while..... Sweet Look what I got in my email:  "

Hi Oscar,
 
We have received a request to permanently delete your account. Your account has been 

deactivated from the site and will be permanently deleted within 14 days. 
 
If you did not request to permanently delete your account, please login to Facebook to 

cancel this request:

14 Days Counting Down !!!!  I Choose what I see, hear, and say.... and Honestly 

Everytime I check FB seems like I get ambushed with something that I do not wish to see. 

and yes, it's time to start doing some releasing !!!! 

 I was pretty shocked when I first logged into my blog account, it stated 2 thousand somethin people viewed my blog !!!  I know I was at least 100 views, I just write and save it !!!  Well, I know that I'm not the only one that wants to Change !!!!  Change My Whole Entire Life, Mind, Body, Spirit !!!!   My whole Everything !!!!   i know it's more  !!!!   it is sooo much more  !!!!   ok, I'm definitley want to write down my experience with my time at the Lodge in 4 Lakes in Lisle, IL...this is just my experience, my growth and my evolution to become more and greater than.  I know I planted many seeds and impacted many lives while I was at the Lodge.   I knew I had a greater purpose other than checking ID's and making sure no fights break out, be the fashion police, charging regulars cover charges !!!  ha !!!  oh Willie !!!!  yeah, he definitely helped me make the decision even sooner to "take a break" from the Lodge !!!   I know that my job has been completed !!!!  I just knew that I was an example on how to have fun ???  or to be the true you and to have a I don't give flying fuck attitude about the way you are and to be proud of it !!!!  I really don't know exactly what my actual purpose for being there was.  All I know was that I have been told 100's of times, how cool, friendly, outgoing, happy, funny I was.  and I had people asked me what is my secret of "Being Sooo Happy"... Wow !!!  I truly didn't know how much of impact I had with the Lodge until the last days.  I just knew my duty has been done....Done Done !!!!!   Another factor is with me !!!  I want to change, and you can't change with the same environments and people.  the Lodge is a Dance, Bar, Pub, place where the main element is alcohol !!!  Yep, if you want to get fucked up and have the time of your life you go to the Lodge !!!  My Deal I want to subtract the Alcohol element to the equation !!!!  yes, it was there in my face time after time, night after night !!! and yes,  I had succumb to my peers.... and yes, very much regretted it, but hey  !!! Lesson learned !!!  this place of employment no longer serves me....  and I told the manager I needed a much needed break... an undisclosed amount of time to travel and see family... Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever come back... I"m Soooo Done Done !!!!  hey, anything can happen, all I know for a fact it's not Lisle, IL !!!!

Ok, let's get back to the nitty gritty of My Human Metamorphosis Extreme Style.... already !!!  I'm soo grateful to have experience such contrast !!!  I took it graciously !!!  being around beings that are not in my best well being and health.  I want to surrounded with beings that are taking massive actions on improving their well-being and health, don't get me wrong they are great loving people, I'm just not in the same wave length anymore... I have released all the misc that no longer serves me... I thank them for the knowledge and experience that I have grown and evolved into.  With me Environment is the Main ingredient on why I haven't been changed.... Time is also another factor.... I was looking at my calendar this year and last year.... I've started with my Human Metamorphosis since March/April of 2011 !!!!!  Hey !!! Heyyy !!!!!  STOP !!!!   it's all good !!!  I know gained some massive weight too !!!  I know I'm at least 265 lbs now.... Wow !!!  Hey !!!! Heyyyy !!!! it's all good !!!! All Good !!!  Never Beat Yourself Up !!!!  it's all good  !!!!   All Good !!!  ...  I moved out of my roomattes condo Wed !!!  Wow !!!  While I was closing the door my Spirit and I said at the same time, " "this Chapter is officially closed !!!!  Unto the Next One !!!" ....

Ok, I made my mind, I will do what's best for me and the only person who knows what's best for me is ME !!!!!!  Ka Peesh ???  yeah, I thought about going to mom's and going to Bodhi Spiritual Center together, we usually go together, but for some reason, I don't want to see and say anything to anyone right now... it seems like my True Divine Soul is telling me, " Be Alone with Me already".... you don't need any outside spiritual center or people because you got the Source where All came from....  Feels' like Infinite Divine is forcing me to lay low and to focus on me and my becoming, a Divine Warrior of the Universe = Divinitus Warrious Unversalis.... into the cocoon I go.... there is sooo much going on right now that I know what's best for me !!!!  No One Else !!!!   Love u ma !!!  I'll be there in Spirit !!!    Wow !!!!  I'm glad I'm done with that last chapter !!!!  I knew I had to go through it for others to see and experience my light and being and I know now that My job has been completed....   Done !!!  I'm also releasing with the Alcohol based environments, the not serving me relationships, it's time for Infinite Divine Time !!!  oh snap !!! that's catchy !!!!  it's IDT = Infinite Divine Time !!!!!!  and no one else !!!   I'm sooo ready !!!

My closing thoughts and words from the last chapter, I truly believe that the last chapter began when I got the job at the Lodge... in late Aug of 2011, I've worked every Fri, Sat,  Sun since late June 2012, don't know the actual date don't care neither, all I knew was that my time is up, my job has been completed, unto the next one... and it finally closed last week when I closed my roommates door for the last time !!!  it feels sooo good releasing that whole environment !!!  I was beyond well done !!!  I was Super Burnt !!! I sooo wanted to change,  to grow and to evolve into the being that I truly want to become and you have "friends with good intentions offering you shots, beer, hard alcohol drinks, smokes, right smack in your face left and right !!!!   Yeah, it's awesome how the Universe just makes sure your done !!!  this one guy skinny scrawny guy w/ blond hair gelled up, right in my face, "Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot !!???"

Holy Shit Son !!!! Enough already !!!  that was the starting of me knowing that my time was only days left and so it was !!!!   Not to worry everyone I will have a FB page for the New & Improved Ever Growing and Evolving Upward and Outward.... it will be my new name Divinitus Warrious Universalis.... just to let you know...... ok, here we go, going to plan out my life, game plan, got my binder, calendar, my gyms schedules (group classes are key for me !!!)  and GP (Game Plan) for upcoming months and the remainder of the year, I'll tell you one thing it'll be about....... ME !!!!  You, better look out for you too and plan your life Around YOU !!!!!   Not anyone else ok ????   Take Your Power Back !!!!  I Am !!!! Until Next Time  !!!!  Glad you're here !!!!   Namaste !!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar Z / D.W.U.  I like my new initials !!! sounds like a DUI from TX !!!!