Thursday, December 27, 2012

More super Mixes - Oldschool megamix - (Breakdance Music from the 80's)

  

My Celebratory Super Old Skool Mixes !!!!!!!!!!!!    Yeaaaahhhhhhh !!!!!!!    There u go  !!!!!   Dannnnnng this is Super Sick !!!!!!!!      Cheers !!!!!   To Having The Best Day of Our Lives !!!   Everyday !!!!!!   Oz

Awakening Signs

  

It's that time I shared this Video Clip With Everyone !!!!   I was going to post this a while back ago, but, didn't feel that it was time......   NOW IS THE TIME !!!!!!!   This is what the next step is for our Mind-Body-Spirit Evolving Selves in our New Birthing of Mother Earth  !!!!!  with of course the One Who Created All  !!!!!!!    Oz

Wow !!!!! OMG !!!!! YESSSS !!!!!! Wow !!!!!!! etc....... etc....

We do live in a very Magical and an Amazing World !!!!!!!!   Seems like No Matter What Happens I Will Be Forever for Infinity Be Well Taken Care Of !!!!!   No Matter What !!!!! 

During my Adventuresome Life I've Always Practice Pitch Black Blind Faith mostly without me knowing and I coined the term PBBF by experiencing so many times  !!!!!  and I call it Pitch Black Blind Faith is Knowing that You'll Be Well Taken Care Of Even Though the situation that you're in you see No Human Possibility of Going Through It..... it's Literally You & God  Infinite Master Creator that's going to going on a ride of a lifetime  !!!!!!   There has been many PBBF Moments / Exercises  that I have gone through some planned and most of it Unplanned  !!!!  I signed up for Pure Adrenaline Adventure Life !!!  The most memorable and life altering PBBF Exercise is when I spent every last cent  I had on gas (which was only $35) and I just drove until I ran out of gas, it was a "Suicide Mission" type deal, I didn't want any possible way that I would be able to come back on my own, the only way back was through knowing that God the Infinite Master Creator Has My Back !!!!!    I will be lead and guided by the Infinite Creator, what to do, where to go, etc..... I got to Missouri !!!!  St. Louis !!!!  Check this out !! Right as I was driving pass the Stadium where the Cardinals play, I heard some Very Loud Explosions Very Close !!!  I thought it was the car behind me doing some "BackFire's"  and then I saw the most beautiful Fireworks display !!!!   Cardinals just hit a home run right as I was driving pass by the stadium and the fireworks exploded Right Above ME  !!!!!   Now, is that a confirmation that I was going to be Well Well Taken Care Of or What !!  that God was telling me, I got you !!!!   .......  Well, I don't where I wrote more in detail about this incredible experience of my PBBF....

In a nutshell !!!  I was given instructions and directions from the Infinite  Divine  God  !!!!  Met incredible people on my journey, a maintenance worker at the Rest Stop bought some things that I had, I was about to sell t-shirts at the gas station !!!!   and then the guy literally came up to me and ask me "What Do You Got" ????    No F'n Joke !!!!!!   he just got paid and cash in his pocket !!!!  No Joke  !!!  See, this is Pitch Black Blind Faith at it's Finest !!!!  Wow !!!   When you think all solutions has been used up then God brings you an angel right at the last second !!!  I was literally about to sell my clothes at the gas station !!!   I had about 10 shirts to sell and some of my tools !!!! Can you believe that I had the most Happiest most Amazing Time In My Entire Life  !!!!!  and My Last Day, I had a Home Made FEAST !!!!!  This Was Purely 1000% the Hand of God that had created all of this for me  !!!!!  MIRACLES !!!!!!!  HAPPEN !!!! if we use Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!

Again today !!!!  After Christmas !!! I had an Amazing Christmas !!!!  Right Now this second, I'm waiting for "The" "Phone" CALL  !!!!!  I was manning the phone all day today !!!!!   this phone call is to tell me what time to meet so I can "See" my New Place and Receive My New Keys  !!!!!!  See, me, I soooo don't celebrate before until it actually happens !!!!!  buuuuuut, so far sooo good !!!  did some major paperwork yesterday !!!  so now I know they are "Checking" everything, my record, my history !!   Yikes !!!  all good !!!!  I have nothing to hide !!!   Wow !!!!  Sooo, I'm still manning the phone right now  !!!  Sooo, a great time to do some writing  !!!!!   luckily if it wasn't because of this Very Important Phone Call I would be Working Out Now !!!!!!  So,,,,, I'm sort of forced to be ready at a moment's notice  !!!!  It's already 3:12 pm now, and I' will call at 4:30pm !!!!  just in case if I don't receive a phone call by then !!!!!   Regardless of what happens !!!  I know that I'll be Well Taken Care Of  !!!!!    For A Fact !!!!!!   It would be Freaking Awesome Though  !!!!   I actually got the address yesterday and "Checked" It Out !!!!  
 it's soooo beyond perfect !!!!!!!   3 miles from Xsport and 9 miles from Jakked Gym !!!!!!   Wow  !!!!   We'll See, it's not official official ..... but, either today or tomorrow I will have Keys or Not !!!!!!     I'm hoping today but, we'll see, if I don't hear from them in 1 hour I will call and will find out What's Happening !!!! ????     Ok, must write about something else !!!!    oh yeah !!! I got some Amazing Footage of my nephew !!!!!!   playing some b-ball !!!!    Daaaang, he sooo reminds me of my brother when we used to play in the outside courts !!!!  well, just a bit different we were out in California  !!!!!   I know he's going to be soooo much taller than the both of us !!!!!   Dunking Left and Right !!!!!!   Boom Boom Pow !!!!!!  Baby !!!!!!  

Ok, sooo let's play the "Wouldn't It Be Nice Game" !!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!    JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE  !!!!!!!!!!!     I'M MOVING IN MUTHA FREAKIN TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!           AT 9AM !!!!!!!!!!!    HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!   I SOOOO CANNOT BELIEVE IT !!!!!!!!!!    I'LL GET MY KEYS AND THE WHOLE SHABANG !!!!!!   EVERYTHING IS INCLUDING !!!!!  FURNITURE,  BED, UTILITIES, RENT !!!!!!!  DEPOSIT !!!!!!! EVERYTHING  !!!!!   HOLY MOLY !!!!!!!!   WOW  !!!!

I'm like in a state of shock right now !!!!!!!!!!!    HOLY SHITTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!    YESSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!  WOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    I'm about to tear up right now !!!!!!    I' Never Thought Anything like this could ever happen to me !!!!  but, then again I'm One and With thee One Who Created All and that is it...  and the Whole Is Universe Is Mine !!!!!!!!!!  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow !!!!  I need to walk around, been manning the cell phone ALL DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Been Well Well Worth It !!!!!!!!!!!    I GOT THE PHONE CALL !!!!!!!!  AND I'M MOVING TOMORROW MORNING !!!!!!  9AM !!!!!!!!   I think I just might make a video clip !!!!!!!   about this momentous experience !!!!!!!   

Thank You God Infinite Divine Master Creator !!!!!!!!!!  

So, the GP is to Mutha fukn MOVE IN !!!!!!!   Wow !!!!!!  I'm just going to Grinning and Smiling SOOOOOOOOOOO    MUCH !!!!!!!!      I do about 3/4 of the time, but, now, it's going to be 100 % of the Time !!!!!!!!!   Wow  !!!!  I never thought that this would happen !!!   I like happened about 25 min ago !!!!!!!   Now This is going to be a Year of Magic, Miracles and Where Our Dreams Actualize !!!!!!!!    2013 Will Be The Year That Will Be Like No Other  !!!!!!!!!   Whewwww.... ok, need to get up and move around a bit !!!!!!   oh yeah, before I go !!!!  Check Out " Awakening Signs" !!!!   YouTube Clip that I'm going to post after this post !!!!!!

Much Love !!!!!  for Infinity !!!!   and also some of my YESSSSSS    YouTube Favorite Music Mixes !!!!!   time for a lil bit of Celebration !!!!!!!!!!!  Infinite  Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z


P.S. !!!!!    oh yeah !!!!!  The "Wouldn't It Be Nice" GAME !!!!!!   here it is !!!!!    here's another one in relation towards "Relations" !!!!!!!! 

Wouldn't It Be Nice Game "Relations Version"

ok, done here now !!!   gotta get ready for my MOVE IN !!!!!!!    Won't Be Much !!!!!   just me and my work out clothes and gear !!!!!!   Wow !!!!   I'll definitely post some pics and video clips when the time is right....... Right Now, The Time Now is To Work the "F"  OUT !!!!!!!!!       with forever much love and gratitude for everything !!!!!!  Oz

Saturday, December 22, 2012

NEWS FLASH !!!!!!!!!!!! Oscar Zepeda Will Be Taking a Leave of Absence !!!

Be Here on this Blog !!!!!!!!!!!  Until further Notice !!!!!   Oscar Zepeda Must Take Some Drastic and Extreme Changes in his Lifestyle and Life to Become Who He Truly Wants and Needs To Become !!!!!

After seeing himself for the 1st time in over a year !!!!!  (Haven't Shaved for more than a year)  Oscar Zepeda couldn't Believe How Overly Abundant His Face Got !!!!   Bottom Line, Oscar Couldn't believe How Fucking Fat He Got !!!!!!!   that double chis is about 4-5 inches thick !!!!!!  and looks like he has no neck...........  Wow  !!! Today Oscar has decided not to come to usual spots to write, type, and make video's.... His ass will be living at the freaking Gym !!!!!!

Oscar Will Post a Temporary Farwell Video Clip to see How Overweight He had become and didn't realize until he shaved off his beard..... The Beard was hiding the Facial Appearance of his Fatness !!!!!!

So this is his Temporary Farwell until further notice.....  No  More talking & typing about it!!!!   Must Change Now !!!!!  Must Take Massive Action Now !!!! 

Until Further Notice !!!!

Oscar Zepeda will be focusing on himself for a while now...

just in case if you just so happened to see and read this and curious of what's he's been up to....

https://www.youtube.com/theoscarzepeda

Infinite Love and Gratitude Forever, Oscar Zepeda....







Friday, December 21, 2012

Just Shaved My Beard & Hair !!!!!! "Wow !!!! I'm Fat !!! 12/22/12 My New Birthday !!!!

Today is 12/21/2012  !!!!!!!  and as a New Beginning of my New Life I shaved off my beard and my top head hair, and I was absolutely Shocked !!!!!   of how Fat I Am !!!!  all that beard hair was hiding my neck and my jaw line or lack of jaw line, it was straight up just fat !!!!!!   I can't hide the fact that I'm not fat, bottom line is that I am !!!  quite a bit !!!   and now I can't hide behind the beard !!!!   Wow !!!!  It's Ok !!!! it's alright !!!  I know that I have to make peace with what is right now !!!!  even if I have a 2-3 gobble chin, 2nd - 3rd chin !!!!  Wow !!!  I never thought it was "That" Bad !!!!  No hiding now !!!!   and at 307.6 lbs there is no more hiding the fact that YES I am very fat right now !!!!!   Wow !!! Whoa !!!!  WTF !!!! 

tonight I"m going to go to my last night at the site and starting Sat Morning !!!!   you know what????   let's write my goodbyes here, yes, I"m Done With the Old Self !!!!!!!

Ok, let's do this !!!  right here right now !!!!!

12/22/12  is My New Birthday !!!!!!!!

The Birth of New Evolved Blending Being Oscar Zepeda OZ !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!!   Oz !!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz  !!!!  Oscar Zepeda Oz !!!!!!  Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!   Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!!    

Oz !!!!!!!!   DFW Oz !!!!!!    

12/22/12 is my New Birthday !!!!!  I will be born tomorrow at 12/22/12   I will do whatever the Fuck I Want to Do !!!!!!    OK ??????   It's where my Life is in the hands of me, myself, I, Divine Self & Infinite Divine  !!!!!!  Done Done !!!!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude, .... going to load up my new video clips... checkem Mout !!!!   see what it looks like with out my BEARD !!!!!!!!   

See u later !!!!    Time is Now To Take Care of Some Hard Core Transformation !!!!!!!!   C U Whenever !!!!!    Oz 

Thursday, December 20, 2012

I Confirmed that No News Is Good News !!!!!!!!!



This is what I have learned from my mom !!!!!   when I was in the Marine Corps and in war when I was in the Marine Corps, because she would worry a lil bit when I was away and wasn't able to communicate with any family member, no one really !!!  She told me that No News Is Good News, that if something was to happen with me that she would be the 1st to know.... Well,  I'm done with the Marine Corps and with War... so,  my situation, remember about a week or 2 ago,   when I mentioned that I might get a full fledged 1 bedroom apt with all of the misc. bed, couch table, etc..... ???  the whole shabang !!!  well, it's been almost 2 weeks since I last heard any information and today I called !!  the director of housing, aaaaaand BL, "Bottom Line", she wants me to do some paperwork and to get my MO FO KEYS !!!!!!!!!!!   Mutha Flocka !!!!!!!!!    well,  1st she has to find an apt. I told her either in Downers Grove or Naperville, IL she said there's a strong possibility in Naperville, IL off of 59 somewhere !!  Absolutely Perfect !!!!! Wow !!!!

B.L... she said that I could possibility move in before the New Year !!!!!   See, and I was saying this to myself all week and 1/2 long !!!!  No News Is Good News !!!!!   and I knew that it was time for me to call just to see what's happening ???   the status, any changes etc.... Wow !!!!  I left a msg and about 20 min later I got a call back  !!!!!  Boom Boom Pow !!!!!  So, there you go, No News Is Good News !!!!  Yes, It was Tough Not To "Hound the Manager" on this one !!!!  Hounding the Manager is a term used by Abraham Hicks meaning Not to Pest the Universe / Source / God on the behind the Scene Work !!!!

  I just let it be and let it go until I know ya know  !!! and focus on my school and studies !!!!!   So, there !!!  Confirmation Boo Yaa !!!!  Haaa !!!  Wow !!!!  that'll be Sooo Beyond Perfect !!!!!     Guess what's off of 59 th St.. ???   Jakked Gym (a few miles away) and Xsport Fitness Naperville  !!!!!  Wow  !!! I'm sooo Psyched !!!!!  ok, right now, I want to check out some movies from the library and go to mom's, It's about to SNOW !!!!!!!  a Blizzard !!!!   We'll See !!!!  Media Loves to Make a Huge Something Out of Nothing !!! but, it might be a lil bit SNOW !!! for sure  !!!!   Have an Amazing Day / Night !!!!

Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Justa Quickie Update !!!!!

hello, just wanted to write some quick words here, I'm sooo looking foreward on my Break !!!  this break will be fully mine..... it will be 20 full days !!!   starting Dec. 20th, 2012 to Jan 7th, 2013....

this is the Start that I Needed !!!! for my fitness..... Jakked Gym and Xsport Fitness !!!  Oh It's Sooo On, BTW !!!!!!!

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Dolores Cannon - Convoluted Universe, "WOW" !!!! MUST SEE !!!!!! It it's Entirety !!

 

Had to share this !!!! Wow !!!!   I don't think I've ever seen / heard anything like this in my entire life !!!!!   and it all fits together !!!!  especially with the "Volunteers" !!!!  and the 3 Waves !!!   You have to watch it it its entirety !!!  Very Very Very Very Very Very Very Powerful Information !!!!!!!!!   Toooo Powerful !!!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z

Friday, December 14, 2012

I'm OFFICIALLY DONE !!!!!!!

Well, some might or most won't understand what had happened to me today  !!!!    Today 12/14/12  December 14, 2012 Friday,  I Was Ambushed Big Time !!!!  with all of the "Today is a Sad Day" !!!!!!  blah, blah, blah  !!!!   not to be insensitive but, Today Is the Best Day of My Life !!!!!!!  See, we cannot let anyone or anything Disrupt Our Vibration and our Happiness !!!!  Nothing Will Make Me Unhappy !!!!!!    and today on Facebook !!!!  OMG !!!! I"M Soooo DONE !!!!!!    yes, FB is a Sounding Board !!!!  and yes, I thought by having a 2nd Facebook that had most of my "Spiritual Friends" ..... Dude I"m Soooo :Done !!!!  I don't want to ever be ambushed ever again !!!!   "Today is the Worst Day in 2012" !!!!  Massacre !!!  I didn't read the whole deal, I have an idea of what happened, you know what !!!!????    I Don't Want To Know  !!!!   I purposely choose what I hear, see, read and hear and today I was a bit laxed with my choices, and those choices was to check my Facebook Wall, and it seemed like everyone has the same story..... How Awefull, How Sad, Hug your kids, etc.....etc..... etc......

Nope, I'm officially Done With Facebook !!!! No Ifs and's or butts !!!!!!!  yep, only this blog and my YouTube Page and that is it !!!!!!   See, I see things differently here !!!!  From what I gathered that there was some sort of massacre at an elementary school or a school with young kids..... don't know how many or what happened.... See, me, I See Death As A New Beginning !!!!!   and to those who died, some might not like what I'm about to say, but, it was already has been decided and agreed from those who sacrificed their physical lives here on this plane / dimension, at this time here on this planet named Earth.  WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!     WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!!    WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!!!   WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!  

Yes, we are loving and caring human beings and yes we do become attached to other human beings especially young and infants, kids and children, yes, we do experience pain when they are gone and not living.  But, we have to finally realize and embrace that We ARE SPIRITUAL BEINGS HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE !!!!!!!   I know you have heard of this analogy before  !!!  the whole world has !!!!  that the only thing that dies is our bodies !!!!  not our Souls & Spirit !!!!!  We must absolutely Know That !!!!!   and that the ones who have unexpectedly died today, knew and agreed before this lifetime that they were going to leave early this lifetime, to benefit the whole and to create and ignite change in the world !!!!!

Now, everyone is coming together !!! from all of the Facebook Wall Posts that I happened to glance.....

Well, if you're not ready to hear this, I totally understand, all I know is that I was not prepared nor was expecting to be Ambushed !!!!  Never Again !!!!  Cell is off, Facebooks are Deactivated !!!!!!   yeah,  this was a wake up call for ME !!!!!   To take my Life Seriously !!!!!    If I don't want to be Ambushed by all the misc. that we think was a tragedy  !!!!  I'm Done  !!!   I need to focus on ME !!!!!!!!  and ME ONLY !!!!!!  

DONE !!!   Done with the Outside Misc !!!!!!!!!   D.O.N.E. !!!!!!!   Yep.... so no Kirtan tonight, I called mom  but, nada..... it's all good.... Nope !!!   I"m Sealing Off the cocoon  !!!!!   tonight, I'm going to go to Under Armour Outlet in Aroura, IL ..... get some under wear !!!!   the spandex kind, that is for working out and that is a bit more comfortable for my size...... ok ????   and to see if there is any other deals etc..... you know ????  and then to the car wash to org up, clean up, and get some rest !!!!       ok ???   I do want to get a good shower in early tomorrow morning .....// My Mid-Term is on Dec 20th, 2012 !!!  so I'll be studying that all weekend and week !!!  Thurs Morn is the test !!!!

Thursday, December 13, 2012

I'm Just Going To Let It Go and Let It Grow !!!!!!!!!

Yesssss !!!!  Well, next day is here !!!!  and I'm sure I'll find something !!!!  sooo, I'm just going to have an Amazing Day !!!  and just let everything go...... if it happens great if not great !!!!   I was already happy before the " Incredible and Amazing Possibility"..... let the Universe do what they do best !!!! working behind the scenes to make sure that I'm Well Taken Care Of.....Beyond Well Taken Care Of !!!!  I've always known this....... and now the last couple days, my dreams are beginning to expand into another dimension.... I'm dreaming of people that I know and that I living their lives which gives me insight on their Root Issue, Cause on how and why they are the way they are !!!!   After I woke up, I was like, Whoa !!!!  and Wow !!!!!  That was Amazing  !!!  I'm actually living through another one's life !!!!!  Crazy Hunh ????  

I know that times are definitely going to be turned up a notch !!!!!   it's already happening the "Junk" DNA that scientists are saying are being activated !!!!!   for more energetic, mind, spiritual powers !!!!!  I'm already experiencing them !!!!  and now with the new information about head hair growth top hair and facial hair !!!  they must be there for a reason and purpose !!!  everything about our bodies from head to toe has a specific and very important purpose..... even the hairs.... what I'm getting is that our head hair on top and facial acts as an Antenna for Energy, Vibrational Emotional Guidance and Tapping Into the Earth's Energy Grid  !!!!  I feel soooo Much Power and Energy With My Beard !!!! and now I'm going to grow out my hair !!!!!  Hmmmmmm.... definitely food for thought !!!   as soon as I see or meet someone I know exactly where they are at, Vibrationally, Emotionally and Spiritually...... YESS !!!!!  I haven't told anyone about my new and improved Powers !!!  well, a lot has to do with not watching, hearing, seeing, any type of outside media, TV, CABLE, Commercials, etc...etc... not even newspapers, magazines, etc....  just me and Infninte Divine aka God !!!!  So there you go..... well, business day has officially started, let's see what happens !!!!  

ok, that's the last time i'm going to talk about the possible apt today or tomorrow !!!!  I'm going to let my Manager talk care of Everything !!!!   Don't Hound the Manager !!!!!  aka Universe, God, etc...etc.... you know what I'm talking about....

Yeah, sooo got my class today and I guess depending on if I get any new news on the apt. you know what ???  right now, I'm planning on seeing my neph play some Hoop !!!! Yeahhhhh Buddy !!!!!

You know I'm thinking ???  Dec. 20th, is the start of my break !!! Dec 20th to Jan 7th !!!!   YesSSSS !!!  Soooo, i'm thinking of going to CALIFORNIA !!!!! visit my Tattoo Artist !!!!!  we'll see !!! this would be the perfect time  !!!!  ok, gotta rock in roll out now !!!!!  Have an Amazing Day !!!! Oz

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

ARE U FREAKIN SERIOUS !!!!!!!???? Really, Naaaa, Really !!! etc...etc....etc...

Wow  !!!!  I must of said that about a couple thousand times yesterday in all versions possible !!!!!   No Joke !!!!  "Are You freaking serious ??? !!!!   noooo really, Are you freakin Shittin me ????  R U Freakin Shittin Me ???? !!!!!  no joke, at least a couple of thousand !!!! times !!!!!    Well, let's just say, I was told that I might have a 1 bedroom apt. by the end of the week, and it'll be BL (bottom line) beyond a steal, we'll see !!!! it's Sooooooo Toooo Gooood To Be True  !!!!!!  Thus,  the couple thousand times of "Are U Freakin Serious ??!!!!!!"   and Are U Freakin Shittin Me ????!!!!!!!!   for at least 5 hours after I had a meeting with the case worker..... I was like Say What ????  I couldn't believe what she was saying to me !!!!!   It felt like I was in a dream..... It felt like it was transported into another dimension and this was happening to me !!!!   1 Bedroom apt, all utilities included, all furnished !!!!  and all I pay is 1/3 of my income which comes out to be $81.00..... yes, that was No Typo !!!!  Eighty One Dollars and Zero Cents  !!!!!!!!   Thus the couple thousand times and hours of "Are U Freakin Serious ????   and Are U Freakin Shittin Me !!! ???? "   and today I had to go to the VA to get some paperwork and I got it !!!!!  and left on the Person who is handling these apts.... So, i'm sort of on On Call .... manning the phone, just in case I get a phone call on time and day to come and get my keys  !!!!   Yeah, we'll See !!!!!

See,  one of the site directors just so mentioned this to me, by chance, I called, I gotta call back with some info, all looked well, I received a call telling me I needed a updated / current document stating that by having long term housing would be beneficial with my disabilities with the VA.....  I don't know if I should go to tonights site tonight...  I'm thinking so, one of the Site Directors who was helping out with the other peoples move in usually is there.... just to get some more possible info on exactly where ????   I thought I heard Downers Grove, IL but, I didn't 2nd question the location or what apt complex it's in..... we'll see.... could be some apts that I was looking at about 2-3 yrs ago.... I remember I wanted a place with community and that was close to Downers Grove Xsport and my Dahn Yoga.....  Hmmmmmm..... the possibilities are endless......  Yesterday, I was asked whether or not if I needed to be on the 1st level w/o the stairs, b/c of my knee disability, I played macho and said no, but, last night I was thinking...... it would be best long term,  b/c I know I'll be there for at least a few years !!!  this is a long term deal..... so, I wrote a note to my case manager to let her know that I need a 1st floor without any stairs....  not only that but, I know I want to do some "Working Out" on the floor... . and I know that if you're not on the 1st floor that you're going to have a lot of complaints, doing Burpees, any type of jumping, and weights, etc......  the date today is 12/12/12 !!!!!!   Wow !!!!   what an Amazing Day Today !!!!!   Hopefully I'll find out more tomorrow !!!!! Even if it didn't happen !!!!  just the thought of the possibility of me getting a 1 bed apt by the end of this week, that's all I need !!!  really, I was soooooo not expecting anything close to this happening  !!!!!   Wow !!!!   yes, Wow !!!! Wow !!!! Wow !!!!!    It was all the Behind the Scenes  !!!!!  well, all I know for a fact is that at least one or a few people got their apts today !!!  this morning they had 2 moving trucks in the parking lot so, I know for a fact they were going to move in today !!!!!  Soooo, it seems Real !!!!  Seems Too Good To Be True  !!!! but, Wait !!!!!!  I'm One with the Infinite Divine Who Created Everything !!!!   Heavens and Earth !!!  Hello !!!   that yes, Infinite Divine Hears Us, see with me, I don't mind, I sort of like it, I think of it as Adventure, going to shelters and crashing out in my car...  hey, it's all good  !!!!  I know Miracles are happening Every Day for me !!!!!!   and tonight !!! I'm going to go to my Fav. Site !!! in Carol Stream  !!!  well, I kinda sorta have a crush on one of the volunteers there !!!!  Yeahhh..... try asking her on a date knowing that she's know's what your situation is and where you sleep....  I don't know if I should post this just yet, knowing that I'm not done with my school, and I don't want any awkward moments if anyone from my school or class knows what the situation is with me... ya know... so, I think I might, you know what !!!  I don't care !!! it is what it is....... and if you're reading this, you one of the very special few that knows now... I try to give hints or use other secret words other than HOMELESS !!!!!!!   See, I Soooo don't look at it like that At All !!!!  i see that as True Absolute Freedom !!!!!   with Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!!!  your Blending Mode with God aka with Infinite Source Master Creator.... your Infinite Divine Metamorphosis !!!!!  Wow  !!!!! Inside the Cocoon !!!!!    Let's See What Happens !!!!!!!   YOu're on the Fore Front of Adventure !!!!!!   Everything is Coming Into Place !!!!!!  

Sooo, let's see what happens !!!!  Next !!!!!  Will I ???   or Won't I !!!!! ?????  honestly ?????  it doesn't really matter, don't get me wrong it would be soooo nice, having a place of my own, with out any roommates and a ONE Bedroom, that usually means, you have a 2 rooms one is the living room & dinner area and the bedroom. !!!   Fully Furnished  !!!! Sayyyyy Whaaaaa !!!! ???????  If this isn't Beyond a Shadow of a Doubt !!!!  that No Matter What Happens I'll Be Well Takin Care Of  !!!!!    Like a King !!!!!  Like a Divine Warrior !!!!!   ...Wow !!! Sooo can't believe what Might Happen this week !!!!!!   Regardless of what happens !!!!   I'm going to have the Best Week of my entire life !!!!!!   Wow  !!!  just even the thought of this apt going through !!!!!   is soooo making me realize that when You least expect it and that you're Genuinely Happy and Grateful for Everything !!!!!!   even if it doesn't appear or feel to be Good !!!!   in the end EVERYTHING IS ALL GOOD !!!!!!!    Everything and ALL is Very Good !!!!!!   I'm just looking at all of the Behind the Scene Infinite  Divine & Angels Work  !!!!  I had Zero Clue that this was even a remote possibility let alone moving into a new 1 bed apt by the end of this week !!!! Wow !!!!!  and I could be there for years !!!!!  ok, it's about that time for me to rock n roll outa here !!!!!!!   I'm sure I'll find out something tomorrow !!!!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!!!!    your's 4 ever truly !!! Oz

Sunday, December 9, 2012

The Beard and it's Purpose for Men

Guru Singh - Your Hair and Sunlight

The Power of Hair: Why Indian Trackers Don’t Get Military Haircuts

The Power of Hair: Why Indian Trackers Don’t Get Military Haircuts

Utopia (Psychill Ambient DJ Mix)

  This is Absolutely Amazing & Berry Beautiful !!!!!!    Oz  definitely needed some chill spirit vibes while doing my Extra Credit & Studying !!!!

Greetings EveryBody !!!! GaaaaReeeee Tings !!!!!!

Wow  !!!! I had the most wonderful nights sleep last night, I was "this" close not going to the site last night, didn't want to drive and plus I didn't know how to get there, I went a little bit by faith and just imagined me sleeping on a nice comfy bed/pad..... it was cozy and there were a lot of people which I haven't seen in  a long while !!!!  It was cool to see them !!! I guess I'm well liked in this community !!! can you blame them  /???  at the college now, well I got here this morning it's 3:50pm now.... I'm going to write a lil bit here and then do my Extra Credit... I was thinking and imagining about how to market or sell my works of art....I received a crazy idea, actually seek out addresses and to send the completed paintings out to give them as gifts and if they would like to donate they can.  !!!!!   note that these addresses are in the 7-8 figures !!!  just an fyi !!!!  and also about DWU, Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!!!  to organize it like a military unit.   Like Recon aka Special Forces (Army)..... for right now, I'm going to focus on the task at hand and that is to write my current thoughts and plans here and to finish up my homework well Extra Credit !!!  Which I want to do and learn much as possible....  wow very soon the Senior Students well be leaving and a new group will be coming in and we'll be the Seniors !!!!  Wow !!! Seems like it's too quick !!!!  I'm sooo looking forward for my break !!!   Dec 20- Jan 7th !!!!!!    Almost a freaking Month !!!!  YESSSS !!!!!!  this will be for me !!!!!    and only me !!!!  It's going to be the Jump Start that I truly needed !!!!!!  I'll give more info later about my plan and my whereabouts !!!!   this tues I have my "Assessment" Test where I have to give a real life Assessment test, blood pressure, heart rate, Strength Test the whole shabang !!!!!  

also we have a mid-term on the 20th !!!!!   right before our break, so tonight and all week till the 20th I'll be studying  !!!  it's a All Inclusive Test !!!!  or what you say Cumulative Test !!!   Everything from Day 1 !!!!!!  Test  !!!!!   Yep !!! That kind of test !!!  So, let me make a pit stop and get my extra done already !!!!  

Infinite Love and Forever Gratitude !!!!!   I sooo love my life  !!!! Thank You.....

Favorite videos (playlist)

   Oscar Z here, listening to this while I write here !!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!  Oz

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Fail to Plan ???? then, Plan to Fail !!!!!

Oh yeah !!!!!!   I'm ready !!!!  to Rock This !!!!!    I'm listening to that Miami Bass Mix Infinite !!!!  Daaaaaaaang I love this shit !!!!  Soooo Everything !!!! Oldschool, Ghetto Booty, Mixing, Beats !!!  the Whole Shabang !!!!!!!   Today I'm going to have the best day of my life !!!!  Well, last night I see a shirt that said,"Fail to Plan ???  then Plan to Fail !!!!"    So, today, most likely after class I'm going to plan out my schedule, by the hour !!!!  oh yeah,  my nephew's b-ball game is tonight, going to call mom to see if she wants to go and carpool.... I want to support my nephew !!!! 14 yrs old and going on 6 Foot !!!!  with size 12 shoes !!!!!   He's Amazing  !!!!  

Today I'm going to Plan Out My Schedule !!!!   I'm sooo looking forward on the 7th !!!  when I gets paid !!!  3/4 is going to school !!!  and the other for me and my Jakked Gym Membership !!!  it's sooo On  !!!!   I'm sooo looking forward on everything !!!  so, just a heads up !!!  I won't be writing here as often anymore, which is a good thang !!!  Most likely I'll give an update at least monthly !!!    I want to fully sealed inside the cocoon !!!!  for the Transformation !!!   Jakked Hardcore Gym & Xsport !!!!  the Hardcore Shit at Jakked and the Cardio (Basketball) and post work out inside the jacuzzi and the Jet Stream Pool...

Ok, time to get some Action Going On Now  !!!  Got to Plan Now  !!!! and do my Homework !!!

Let's Do It !!!  I'll Be Back !!! don't know when ???  I'm Out !!!  Takin Care of Beed Knee !!!  Peace, Oz




Saturday, December 1, 2012

Most IMPORTANT PERSON Is U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You Are the 1st Priority !!!!

Hi !!!!   Sooo glad to have you here with me here, I'm on a mission now !!!   I'm going to write my MP"s (Morning Pages) , this is what I'm going through right now  !!! is to make Me, Myself & I the Absolute Top Main Priority !!!  Last night I knew that I was not going to make it to my Friends Art Show in the city Chicago.... I know I sooo wanted to !!!!  I know that I must focus on my studies right now, I have my evaluation on Dec 10th, and tonight I did say via Facebook Events that I was going to go to Give Peace a Dance tonight, then later I thought to myself that I have a big test this coming Thurs and my Evaluation on Dec 10th, 2012... Soooo, that means, I'm going to focus on what I have to do... and that is to do well, on my studies which is Me !!!!  I'm the priority right now !!! I'm glad that we've been getting some mild Dec weather !!!!  so my nights are just fantastic !!!! all is very very good !!!!  Oh yeah, !!! I am now CPR Certified !!!!  had my class today and passed the test !!!   Practical Application of course !!! on fake bodies..... also a refresher on the Choking maneuver used to be called Hiemlick..... It's a must for employment as a Personal Trainer at a health club...so now, it's on MF !!!  (mutha fucka) I "deactivated" my Facebooks,  1st the old self I have had the FB deactivated, 2nd New Self, I just don't want to have the obligation of checking FB and responding to anymore right now, not when I'm in the cocoon !!! and now I'm taking Shit Seriously Now !!! Today is Dec 1st !!!!!!  2012 !!!!  My 1st Beginning Month as being 40 yrs old....  the only days I'm going to do what I'm going to say is on Dec 28, 2012, for Taz's Club Divine and David Ziemba's New Years / Winter Solstice... and that is it right now.... I'm must focus on me myself and I right now !!!!   time is now !!!  to take my own shit seriously !!!!   NOPE, NOPE and some More NOPE !!!!!!   Yeah, I finally got sick of my Own Old Self Bull Shit !!!!  so now, it's Me and my Studies !!!!  and that's it for now... once I have a good hold on my studies, I'm going to start working out at Jakked..... I know right now I'm a behind in my school and my training...  I know I did very poorly on my last test....  No More, I'm on Officially on Lock Down !!! I Will Do Amazing !!!   from now on !!!!   I Am Thee Only Priority Right Now !!!!!  No One Else !!!!  KaPeesh ????  great !!!

I donated all but one of my workout hoodies to Savers in Downers Grove, IL and all of my cool t-shirts, the hoodies were definitely one of a kind,  basically I cut the sleeves into half sleeves and sew them up, I also sewed up some spice and flavor to the hoodies... so, if you're in the DuPage County area of Illinois pay a visit to Savers in Downers Grove,  IL...   the one that I did save I'm going to give that one to my nephew... and my Carhart to either my brother or to my other nephew...My car seems very light and ready for action !!!!   Just to let you know, Starting today, I'm only going to write here only once a month !!!  I'm going to write my MP's on physical lined paper for the month and type it out here unto the blog most likely on the MP's Page on the side of the reg blog... where I have "other" pagers.... Dec 1st is today !!!!  I'm my deal now !!!!  So, I'm going to act like it now !!!  Inside the cocoon !!!   I love my life !!! thank you !!!  and this is Finally It !!!  Enough with the freakin talk, type and words !!!!!!!!  it's time to ACT !!!! ACTION !!!!!  Red Set ACTION !!!!!  I'm at the Action Phase Now !!!!!   the past 2 months was a Warm Up and a Mock Run, So, the next time when I write here, it will be at least a month, the only internet connection that I'll have is the only time when I need to upload the videos to YouTube !!!!  YouTube will be the most recent happenings and updates via video clips versus here on my blog.... 

YouTube is "Oscar Zepeda"  just do a search and you'll get videos and my channel so you can check out any recent or old stuff  !!!  the before's and after's  !!!!  Which I absolutely Love !!!  and I'm the 1st Client !!! I want to Transform my own body !!!  Yada-Yada-Yada !!!!!!  I know, I know !!!!  All Talk No Action !!!  Ok, I'm going to write out my notes and write out my notes for the evaluation test.....  Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!!    Oscar Zepeda

6:57pm Dec 1, 2012,

Got my 2nd Wind aka Breath, I just took  a power nap, cell is off, FB's has been deactivated... All Good !!! Got all my notes.... tonight, I'm going to type all of my notes and  mostly continue at McD's where there is a 24 hr Dinning Area, where I can study and type.... for the wee hours of the night, might be busy with teenagers and them alcoholics !!!!  all good, I know that the time is now !!!   The only misc. I'll be doing will be on the 28th of Dec Club Divine and the Winter Solstice with David Zeimba.and that is it.... I feel like that right now it's time to take the Temple Out where the Rubber Meets the Road !!!!!   Yeah, that's it, just my studies and my body !!!!!  and to focus !!!!   Purely Focus !!!!!  on the Relevant Things Now !!!  ok,  so, let's do this... . bye for now,,, until next time !!!  Oz

Miami Bass Mix 8 - B. Infinite "This is Beyond Sick !!!!!" Oz