Thursday, December 27, 2012

More super Mixes - Oldschool megamix - (Breakdance Music from the 80's)

  

My Celebratory Super Old Skool Mixes !!!!!!!!!!!!    Yeaaaahhhhhhh !!!!!!!    There u go  !!!!!   Dannnnnng this is Super Sick !!!!!!!!      Cheers !!!!!   To Having The Best Day of Our Lives !!!   Everyday !!!!!!   Oz

Awakening Signs

  

It's that time I shared this Video Clip With Everyone !!!!   I was going to post this a while back ago, but, didn't feel that it was time......   NOW IS THE TIME !!!!!!!   This is what the next step is for our Mind-Body-Spirit Evolving Selves in our New Birthing of Mother Earth  !!!!!  with of course the One Who Created All  !!!!!!!    Oz

Wow !!!!! OMG !!!!! YESSSS !!!!!! Wow !!!!!!! etc....... etc....

We do live in a very Magical and an Amazing World !!!!!!!!   Seems like No Matter What Happens I Will Be Forever for Infinity Be Well Taken Care Of !!!!!   No Matter What !!!!! 

During my Adventuresome Life I've Always Practice Pitch Black Blind Faith mostly without me knowing and I coined the term PBBF by experiencing so many times  !!!!!  and I call it Pitch Black Blind Faith is Knowing that You'll Be Well Taken Care Of Even Though the situation that you're in you see No Human Possibility of Going Through It..... it's Literally You & God  Infinite Master Creator that's going to going on a ride of a lifetime  !!!!!!   There has been many PBBF Moments / Exercises  that I have gone through some planned and most of it Unplanned  !!!!  I signed up for Pure Adrenaline Adventure Life !!!  The most memorable and life altering PBBF Exercise is when I spent every last cent  I had on gas (which was only $35) and I just drove until I ran out of gas, it was a "Suicide Mission" type deal, I didn't want any possible way that I would be able to come back on my own, the only way back was through knowing that God the Infinite Master Creator Has My Back !!!!!    I will be lead and guided by the Infinite Creator, what to do, where to go, etc..... I got to Missouri !!!!  St. Louis !!!!  Check this out !! Right as I was driving pass the Stadium where the Cardinals play, I heard some Very Loud Explosions Very Close !!!  I thought it was the car behind me doing some "BackFire's"  and then I saw the most beautiful Fireworks display !!!!   Cardinals just hit a home run right as I was driving pass by the stadium and the fireworks exploded Right Above ME  !!!!!   Now, is that a confirmation that I was going to be Well Well Taken Care Of or What !!  that God was telling me, I got you !!!!   .......  Well, I don't where I wrote more in detail about this incredible experience of my PBBF....

In a nutshell !!!  I was given instructions and directions from the Infinite  Divine  God  !!!!  Met incredible people on my journey, a maintenance worker at the Rest Stop bought some things that I had, I was about to sell t-shirts at the gas station !!!!   and then the guy literally came up to me and ask me "What Do You Got" ????    No F'n Joke !!!!!!   he just got paid and cash in his pocket !!!!  No Joke  !!!  See, this is Pitch Black Blind Faith at it's Finest !!!!  Wow !!!   When you think all solutions has been used up then God brings you an angel right at the last second !!!  I was literally about to sell my clothes at the gas station !!!   I had about 10 shirts to sell and some of my tools !!!! Can you believe that I had the most Happiest most Amazing Time In My Entire Life  !!!!!  and My Last Day, I had a Home Made FEAST !!!!!  This Was Purely 1000% the Hand of God that had created all of this for me  !!!!!  MIRACLES !!!!!!!  HAPPEN !!!! if we use Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!

Again today !!!!  After Christmas !!! I had an Amazing Christmas !!!!  Right Now this second, I'm waiting for "The" "Phone" CALL  !!!!!  I was manning the phone all day today !!!!!   this phone call is to tell me what time to meet so I can "See" my New Place and Receive My New Keys  !!!!!!  See, me, I soooo don't celebrate before until it actually happens !!!!!  buuuuuut, so far sooo good !!!  did some major paperwork yesterday !!!  so now I know they are "Checking" everything, my record, my history !!   Yikes !!!  all good !!!!  I have nothing to hide !!!   Wow !!!!  Sooo, I'm still manning the phone right now  !!!  Sooo, a great time to do some writing  !!!!!   luckily if it wasn't because of this Very Important Phone Call I would be Working Out Now !!!!!!  So,,,,, I'm sort of forced to be ready at a moment's notice  !!!!  It's already 3:12 pm now, and I' will call at 4:30pm !!!!  just in case if I don't receive a phone call by then !!!!!   Regardless of what happens !!!  I know that I'll be Well Taken Care Of  !!!!!    For A Fact !!!!!!   It would be Freaking Awesome Though  !!!!   I actually got the address yesterday and "Checked" It Out !!!!  
 it's soooo beyond perfect !!!!!!!   3 miles from Xsport and 9 miles from Jakked Gym !!!!!!   Wow  !!!!   We'll See, it's not official official ..... but, either today or tomorrow I will have Keys or Not !!!!!!     I'm hoping today but, we'll see, if I don't hear from them in 1 hour I will call and will find out What's Happening !!!! ????     Ok, must write about something else !!!!    oh yeah !!! I got some Amazing Footage of my nephew !!!!!!   playing some b-ball !!!!    Daaaang, he sooo reminds me of my brother when we used to play in the outside courts !!!!  well, just a bit different we were out in California  !!!!!   I know he's going to be soooo much taller than the both of us !!!!!   Dunking Left and Right !!!!!!   Boom Boom Pow !!!!!!  Baby !!!!!!  

Ok, sooo let's play the "Wouldn't It Be Nice Game" !!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!    JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE  !!!!!!!!!!!     I'M MOVING IN MUTHA FREAKIN TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!           AT 9AM !!!!!!!!!!!    HOLY SHIT !!!!!!!!!!   I SOOOO CANNOT BELIEVE IT !!!!!!!!!!    I'LL GET MY KEYS AND THE WHOLE SHABANG !!!!!!   EVERYTHING IS INCLUDING !!!!!  FURNITURE,  BED, UTILITIES, RENT !!!!!!!  DEPOSIT !!!!!!! EVERYTHING  !!!!!   HOLY MOLY !!!!!!!!   WOW  !!!!

I'm like in a state of shock right now !!!!!!!!!!!    HOLY SHITTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!    YESSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!  WOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    I'm about to tear up right now !!!!!!    I' Never Thought Anything like this could ever happen to me !!!!  but, then again I'm One and With thee One Who Created All and that is it...  and the Whole Is Universe Is Mine !!!!!!!!!!  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow !!!!  I need to walk around, been manning the cell phone ALL DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Been Well Well Worth It !!!!!!!!!!!    I GOT THE PHONE CALL !!!!!!!!  AND I'M MOVING TOMORROW MORNING !!!!!!  9AM !!!!!!!!   I think I just might make a video clip !!!!!!!   about this momentous experience !!!!!!!   

Thank You God Infinite Divine Master Creator !!!!!!!!!!  

So, the GP is to Mutha fukn MOVE IN !!!!!!!   Wow !!!!!!  I'm just going to Grinning and Smiling SOOOOOOOOOOO    MUCH !!!!!!!!      I do about 3/4 of the time, but, now, it's going to be 100 % of the Time !!!!!!!!!   Wow  !!!!  I never thought that this would happen !!!   I like happened about 25 min ago !!!!!!!   Now This is going to be a Year of Magic, Miracles and Where Our Dreams Actualize !!!!!!!!    2013 Will Be The Year That Will Be Like No Other  !!!!!!!!!   Whewwww.... ok, need to get up and move around a bit !!!!!!   oh yeah, before I go !!!!  Check Out " Awakening Signs" !!!!   YouTube Clip that I'm going to post after this post !!!!!!

Much Love !!!!!  for Infinity !!!!   and also some of my YESSSSSS    YouTube Favorite Music Mixes !!!!!   time for a lil bit of Celebration !!!!!!!!!!!  Infinite  Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z


P.S. !!!!!    oh yeah !!!!!  The "Wouldn't It Be Nice" GAME !!!!!!   here it is !!!!!    here's another one in relation towards "Relations" !!!!!!!! 

Wouldn't It Be Nice Game "Relations Version"

ok, done here now !!!   gotta get ready for my MOVE IN !!!!!!!    Won't Be Much !!!!!   just me and my work out clothes and gear !!!!!!   Wow !!!!   I'll definitely post some pics and video clips when the time is right....... Right Now, The Time Now is To Work the "F"  OUT !!!!!!!!!       with forever much love and gratitude for everything !!!!!!  Oz

Saturday, December 22, 2012

NEWS FLASH !!!!!!!!!!!! Oscar Zepeda Will Be Taking a Leave of Absence !!!

Be Here on this Blog !!!!!!!!!!!  Until further Notice !!!!!   Oscar Zepeda Must Take Some Drastic and Extreme Changes in his Lifestyle and Life to Become Who He Truly Wants and Needs To Become !!!!!

After seeing himself for the 1st time in over a year !!!!!  (Haven't Shaved for more than a year)  Oscar Zepeda couldn't Believe How Overly Abundant His Face Got !!!!   Bottom Line, Oscar Couldn't believe How Fucking Fat He Got !!!!!!!   that double chis is about 4-5 inches thick !!!!!!  and looks like he has no neck...........  Wow  !!! Today Oscar has decided not to come to usual spots to write, type, and make video's.... His ass will be living at the freaking Gym !!!!!!

Oscar Will Post a Temporary Farwell Video Clip to see How Overweight He had become and didn't realize until he shaved off his beard..... The Beard was hiding the Facial Appearance of his Fatness !!!!!!

So this is his Temporary Farwell until further notice.....  No  More talking & typing about it!!!!   Must Change Now !!!!!  Must Take Massive Action Now !!!! 

Until Further Notice !!!!

Oscar Zepeda will be focusing on himself for a while now...

just in case if you just so happened to see and read this and curious of what's he's been up to....

https://www.youtube.com/theoscarzepeda

Infinite Love and Gratitude Forever, Oscar Zepeda....







Friday, December 21, 2012

Just Shaved My Beard & Hair !!!!!! "Wow !!!! I'm Fat !!! 12/22/12 My New Birthday !!!!

Today is 12/21/2012  !!!!!!!  and as a New Beginning of my New Life I shaved off my beard and my top head hair, and I was absolutely Shocked !!!!!   of how Fat I Am !!!!  all that beard hair was hiding my neck and my jaw line or lack of jaw line, it was straight up just fat !!!!!!   I can't hide the fact that I'm not fat, bottom line is that I am !!!  quite a bit !!!   and now I can't hide behind the beard !!!!   Wow !!!!  It's Ok !!!! it's alright !!!  I know that I have to make peace with what is right now !!!!  even if I have a 2-3 gobble chin, 2nd - 3rd chin !!!!  Wow !!!  I never thought it was "That" Bad !!!!  No hiding now !!!!   and at 307.6 lbs there is no more hiding the fact that YES I am very fat right now !!!!!   Wow !!! Whoa !!!!  WTF !!!! 

tonight I"m going to go to my last night at the site and starting Sat Morning !!!!   you know what????   let's write my goodbyes here, yes, I"m Done With the Old Self !!!!!!!

Ok, let's do this !!!  right here right now !!!!!

12/22/12  is My New Birthday !!!!!!!!

The Birth of New Evolved Blending Being Oscar Zepeda OZ !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!!   Oz !!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz  !!!!  Oscar Zepeda Oz !!!!!!  Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!   Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!!    

Oz !!!!!!!!   DFW Oz !!!!!!    

12/22/12 is my New Birthday !!!!!  I will be born tomorrow at 12/22/12   I will do whatever the Fuck I Want to Do !!!!!!    OK ??????   It's where my Life is in the hands of me, myself, I, Divine Self & Infinite Divine  !!!!!!  Done Done !!!!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude, .... going to load up my new video clips... checkem Mout !!!!   see what it looks like with out my BEARD !!!!!!!!   

See u later !!!!    Time is Now To Take Care of Some Hard Core Transformation !!!!!!!!   C U Whenever !!!!!    Oz 

Thursday, December 20, 2012

I Confirmed that No News Is Good News !!!!!!!!!



This is what I have learned from my mom !!!!!   when I was in the Marine Corps and in war when I was in the Marine Corps, because she would worry a lil bit when I was away and wasn't able to communicate with any family member, no one really !!!  She told me that No News Is Good News, that if something was to happen with me that she would be the 1st to know.... Well,  I'm done with the Marine Corps and with War... so,  my situation, remember about a week or 2 ago,   when I mentioned that I might get a full fledged 1 bedroom apt with all of the misc. bed, couch table, etc..... ???  the whole shabang !!!  well, it's been almost 2 weeks since I last heard any information and today I called !!  the director of housing, aaaaaand BL, "Bottom Line", she wants me to do some paperwork and to get my MO FO KEYS !!!!!!!!!!!   Mutha Flocka !!!!!!!!!    well,  1st she has to find an apt. I told her either in Downers Grove or Naperville, IL she said there's a strong possibility in Naperville, IL off of 59 somewhere !!  Absolutely Perfect !!!!! Wow !!!!

B.L... she said that I could possibility move in before the New Year !!!!!   See, and I was saying this to myself all week and 1/2 long !!!!  No News Is Good News !!!!!   and I knew that it was time for me to call just to see what's happening ???   the status, any changes etc.... Wow !!!!  I left a msg and about 20 min later I got a call back  !!!!!  Boom Boom Pow !!!!!  So, there you go, No News Is Good News !!!!  Yes, It was Tough Not To "Hound the Manager" on this one !!!!  Hounding the Manager is a term used by Abraham Hicks meaning Not to Pest the Universe / Source / God on the behind the Scene Work !!!!

  I just let it be and let it go until I know ya know  !!! and focus on my school and studies !!!!!   So, there !!!  Confirmation Boo Yaa !!!!  Haaa !!!  Wow !!!!  that'll be Sooo Beyond Perfect !!!!!     Guess what's off of 59 th St.. ???   Jakked Gym (a few miles away) and Xsport Fitness Naperville  !!!!!  Wow  !!! I'm sooo Psyched !!!!!  ok, right now, I want to check out some movies from the library and go to mom's, It's about to SNOW !!!!!!!  a Blizzard !!!!   We'll See !!!!  Media Loves to Make a Huge Something Out of Nothing !!! but, it might be a lil bit SNOW !!! for sure  !!!!   Have an Amazing Day / Night !!!!

Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Justa Quickie Update !!!!!

hello, just wanted to write some quick words here, I'm sooo looking foreward on my Break !!!  this break will be fully mine..... it will be 20 full days !!!   starting Dec. 20th, 2012 to Jan 7th, 2013....

this is the Start that I Needed !!!! for my fitness..... Jakked Gym and Xsport Fitness !!!  Oh It's Sooo On, BTW !!!!!!!

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Dolores Cannon - Convoluted Universe, "WOW" !!!! MUST SEE !!!!!! It it's Entirety !!

 

Had to share this !!!! Wow !!!!   I don't think I've ever seen / heard anything like this in my entire life !!!!!   and it all fits together !!!!  especially with the "Volunteers" !!!!  and the 3 Waves !!!   You have to watch it it its entirety !!!  Very Very Very Very Very Very Very Powerful Information !!!!!!!!!   Toooo Powerful !!!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z

Friday, December 14, 2012

I'm OFFICIALLY DONE !!!!!!!

Well, some might or most won't understand what had happened to me today  !!!!    Today 12/14/12  December 14, 2012 Friday,  I Was Ambushed Big Time !!!!  with all of the "Today is a Sad Day" !!!!!!  blah, blah, blah  !!!!   not to be insensitive but, Today Is the Best Day of My Life !!!!!!!  See, we cannot let anyone or anything Disrupt Our Vibration and our Happiness !!!!  Nothing Will Make Me Unhappy !!!!!!    and today on Facebook !!!!  OMG !!!! I"M Soooo DONE !!!!!!    yes, FB is a Sounding Board !!!!  and yes, I thought by having a 2nd Facebook that had most of my "Spiritual Friends" ..... Dude I"m Soooo :Done !!!!  I don't want to ever be ambushed ever again !!!!   "Today is the Worst Day in 2012" !!!!  Massacre !!!  I didn't read the whole deal, I have an idea of what happened, you know what !!!!????    I Don't Want To Know  !!!!   I purposely choose what I hear, see, read and hear and today I was a bit laxed with my choices, and those choices was to check my Facebook Wall, and it seemed like everyone has the same story..... How Awefull, How Sad, Hug your kids, etc.....etc..... etc......

Nope, I'm officially Done With Facebook !!!! No Ifs and's or butts !!!!!!!  yep, only this blog and my YouTube Page and that is it !!!!!!   See, I see things differently here !!!!  From what I gathered that there was some sort of massacre at an elementary school or a school with young kids..... don't know how many or what happened.... See, me, I See Death As A New Beginning !!!!!   and to those who died, some might not like what I'm about to say, but, it was already has been decided and agreed from those who sacrificed their physical lives here on this plane / dimension, at this time here on this planet named Earth.  WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!     WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!!    WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!!!!!   WE NEVER DIE !!!!!!  

Yes, we are loving and caring human beings and yes we do become attached to other human beings especially young and infants, kids and children, yes, we do experience pain when they are gone and not living.  But, we have to finally realize and embrace that We ARE SPIRITUAL BEINGS HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE !!!!!!!   I know you have heard of this analogy before  !!!  the whole world has !!!!  that the only thing that dies is our bodies !!!!  not our Souls & Spirit !!!!!  We must absolutely Know That !!!!!   and that the ones who have unexpectedly died today, knew and agreed before this lifetime that they were going to leave early this lifetime, to benefit the whole and to create and ignite change in the world !!!!!

Now, everyone is coming together !!! from all of the Facebook Wall Posts that I happened to glance.....

Well, if you're not ready to hear this, I totally understand, all I know is that I was not prepared nor was expecting to be Ambushed !!!!  Never Again !!!!  Cell is off, Facebooks are Deactivated !!!!!!   yeah,  this was a wake up call for ME !!!!!   To take my Life Seriously !!!!!    If I don't want to be Ambushed by all the misc. that we think was a tragedy  !!!!  I'm Done  !!!   I need to focus on ME !!!!!!!!  and ME ONLY !!!!!!  

DONE !!!   Done with the Outside Misc !!!!!!!!!   D.O.N.E. !!!!!!!   Yep.... so no Kirtan tonight, I called mom  but, nada..... it's all good.... Nope !!!   I"m Sealing Off the cocoon  !!!!!   tonight, I'm going to go to Under Armour Outlet in Aroura, IL ..... get some under wear !!!!   the spandex kind, that is for working out and that is a bit more comfortable for my size...... ok ????   and to see if there is any other deals etc..... you know ????  and then to the car wash to org up, clean up, and get some rest !!!!       ok ???   I do want to get a good shower in early tomorrow morning .....// My Mid-Term is on Dec 20th, 2012 !!!  so I'll be studying that all weekend and week !!!  Thurs Morn is the test !!!!

Thursday, December 13, 2012

I'm Just Going To Let It Go and Let It Grow !!!!!!!!!

Yesssss !!!!  Well, next day is here !!!!  and I'm sure I'll find something !!!!  sooo, I'm just going to have an Amazing Day !!!  and just let everything go...... if it happens great if not great !!!!   I was already happy before the " Incredible and Amazing Possibility"..... let the Universe do what they do best !!!! working behind the scenes to make sure that I'm Well Taken Care Of.....Beyond Well Taken Care Of !!!!  I've always known this....... and now the last couple days, my dreams are beginning to expand into another dimension.... I'm dreaming of people that I know and that I living their lives which gives me insight on their Root Issue, Cause on how and why they are the way they are !!!!   After I woke up, I was like, Whoa !!!!  and Wow !!!!!  That was Amazing  !!!  I'm actually living through another one's life !!!!!  Crazy Hunh ????  

I know that times are definitely going to be turned up a notch !!!!!   it's already happening the "Junk" DNA that scientists are saying are being activated !!!!!   for more energetic, mind, spiritual powers !!!!!  I'm already experiencing them !!!!  and now with the new information about head hair growth top hair and facial hair !!!  they must be there for a reason and purpose !!!  everything about our bodies from head to toe has a specific and very important purpose..... even the hairs.... what I'm getting is that our head hair on top and facial acts as an Antenna for Energy, Vibrational Emotional Guidance and Tapping Into the Earth's Energy Grid  !!!!  I feel soooo Much Power and Energy With My Beard !!!! and now I'm going to grow out my hair !!!!!  Hmmmmmm.... definitely food for thought !!!   as soon as I see or meet someone I know exactly where they are at, Vibrationally, Emotionally and Spiritually...... YESS !!!!!  I haven't told anyone about my new and improved Powers !!!  well, a lot has to do with not watching, hearing, seeing, any type of outside media, TV, CABLE, Commercials, etc...etc... not even newspapers, magazines, etc....  just me and Infninte Divine aka God !!!!  So there you go..... well, business day has officially started, let's see what happens !!!!  

ok, that's the last time i'm going to talk about the possible apt today or tomorrow !!!!  I'm going to let my Manager talk care of Everything !!!!   Don't Hound the Manager !!!!!  aka Universe, God, etc...etc.... you know what I'm talking about....

Yeah, sooo got my class today and I guess depending on if I get any new news on the apt. you know what ???  right now, I'm planning on seeing my neph play some Hoop !!!! Yeahhhhh Buddy !!!!!

You know I'm thinking ???  Dec. 20th, is the start of my break !!! Dec 20th to Jan 7th !!!!   YesSSSS !!!  Soooo, i'm thinking of going to CALIFORNIA !!!!! visit my Tattoo Artist !!!!!  we'll see !!! this would be the perfect time  !!!!  ok, gotta rock in roll out now !!!!!  Have an Amazing Day !!!! Oz

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

ARE U FREAKIN SERIOUS !!!!!!!???? Really, Naaaa, Really !!! etc...etc....etc...

Wow  !!!!  I must of said that about a couple thousand times yesterday in all versions possible !!!!!   No Joke !!!!  "Are You freaking serious ??? !!!!   noooo really, Are you freakin Shittin me ????  R U Freakin Shittin Me ???? !!!!!  no joke, at least a couple of thousand !!!! times !!!!!    Well, let's just say, I was told that I might have a 1 bedroom apt. by the end of the week, and it'll be BL (bottom line) beyond a steal, we'll see !!!! it's Sooooooo Toooo Gooood To Be True  !!!!!!  Thus,  the couple thousand times of "Are U Freakin Serious ??!!!!!!"   and Are U Freakin Shittin Me ????!!!!!!!!   for at least 5 hours after I had a meeting with the case worker..... I was like Say What ????  I couldn't believe what she was saying to me !!!!!   It felt like I was in a dream..... It felt like it was transported into another dimension and this was happening to me !!!!   1 Bedroom apt, all utilities included, all furnished !!!!  and all I pay is 1/3 of my income which comes out to be $81.00..... yes, that was No Typo !!!!  Eighty One Dollars and Zero Cents  !!!!!!!!   Thus the couple thousand times and hours of "Are U Freakin Serious ????   and Are U Freakin Shittin Me !!! ???? "   and today I had to go to the VA to get some paperwork and I got it !!!!!  and left on the Person who is handling these apts.... So, i'm sort of on On Call .... manning the phone, just in case I get a phone call on time and day to come and get my keys  !!!!   Yeah, we'll See !!!!!

See,  one of the site directors just so mentioned this to me, by chance, I called, I gotta call back with some info, all looked well, I received a call telling me I needed a updated / current document stating that by having long term housing would be beneficial with my disabilities with the VA.....  I don't know if I should go to tonights site tonight...  I'm thinking so, one of the Site Directors who was helping out with the other peoples move in usually is there.... just to get some more possible info on exactly where ????   I thought I heard Downers Grove, IL but, I didn't 2nd question the location or what apt complex it's in..... we'll see.... could be some apts that I was looking at about 2-3 yrs ago.... I remember I wanted a place with community and that was close to Downers Grove Xsport and my Dahn Yoga.....  Hmmmmmm..... the possibilities are endless......  Yesterday, I was asked whether or not if I needed to be on the 1st level w/o the stairs, b/c of my knee disability, I played macho and said no, but, last night I was thinking...... it would be best long term,  b/c I know I'll be there for at least a few years !!!  this is a long term deal..... so, I wrote a note to my case manager to let her know that I need a 1st floor without any stairs....  not only that but, I know I want to do some "Working Out" on the floor... . and I know that if you're not on the 1st floor that you're going to have a lot of complaints, doing Burpees, any type of jumping, and weights, etc......  the date today is 12/12/12 !!!!!!   Wow !!!!   what an Amazing Day Today !!!!!   Hopefully I'll find out more tomorrow !!!!! Even if it didn't happen !!!!  just the thought of the possibility of me getting a 1 bed apt by the end of this week, that's all I need !!!  really, I was soooooo not expecting anything close to this happening  !!!!!   Wow !!!!   yes, Wow !!!! Wow !!!! Wow !!!!!    It was all the Behind the Scenes  !!!!!  well, all I know for a fact is that at least one or a few people got their apts today !!!  this morning they had 2 moving trucks in the parking lot so, I know for a fact they were going to move in today !!!!!  Soooo, it seems Real !!!!  Seems Too Good To Be True  !!!! but, Wait !!!!!!  I'm One with the Infinite Divine Who Created Everything !!!!   Heavens and Earth !!!  Hello !!!   that yes, Infinite Divine Hears Us, see with me, I don't mind, I sort of like it, I think of it as Adventure, going to shelters and crashing out in my car...  hey, it's all good  !!!!  I know Miracles are happening Every Day for me !!!!!!   and tonight !!! I'm going to go to my Fav. Site !!! in Carol Stream  !!!  well, I kinda sorta have a crush on one of the volunteers there !!!!  Yeahhh..... try asking her on a date knowing that she's know's what your situation is and where you sleep....  I don't know if I should post this just yet, knowing that I'm not done with my school, and I don't want any awkward moments if anyone from my school or class knows what the situation is with me... ya know... so, I think I might, you know what !!!  I don't care !!! it is what it is....... and if you're reading this, you one of the very special few that knows now... I try to give hints or use other secret words other than HOMELESS !!!!!!!   See, I Soooo don't look at it like that At All !!!!  i see that as True Absolute Freedom !!!!!   with Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!!!  your Blending Mode with God aka with Infinite Source Master Creator.... your Infinite Divine Metamorphosis !!!!!  Wow  !!!!! Inside the Cocoon !!!!!    Let's See What Happens !!!!!!!   YOu're on the Fore Front of Adventure !!!!!!   Everything is Coming Into Place !!!!!!  

Sooo, let's see what happens !!!!  Next !!!!!  Will I ???   or Won't I !!!!! ?????  honestly ?????  it doesn't really matter, don't get me wrong it would be soooo nice, having a place of my own, with out any roommates and a ONE Bedroom, that usually means, you have a 2 rooms one is the living room & dinner area and the bedroom. !!!   Fully Furnished  !!!! Sayyyyy Whaaaaa !!!! ???????  If this isn't Beyond a Shadow of a Doubt !!!!  that No Matter What Happens I'll Be Well Takin Care Of  !!!!!    Like a King !!!!!  Like a Divine Warrior !!!!!   ...Wow !!! Sooo can't believe what Might Happen this week !!!!!!   Regardless of what happens !!!!   I'm going to have the Best Week of my entire life !!!!!!   Wow  !!!  just even the thought of this apt going through !!!!!   is soooo making me realize that when You least expect it and that you're Genuinely Happy and Grateful for Everything !!!!!!   even if it doesn't appear or feel to be Good !!!!   in the end EVERYTHING IS ALL GOOD !!!!!!!    Everything and ALL is Very Good !!!!!!   I'm just looking at all of the Behind the Scene Infinite  Divine & Angels Work  !!!!  I had Zero Clue that this was even a remote possibility let alone moving into a new 1 bed apt by the end of this week !!!! Wow !!!!!  and I could be there for years !!!!!  ok, it's about that time for me to rock n roll outa here !!!!!!!   I'm sure I'll find out something tomorrow !!!!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!!!!    your's 4 ever truly !!! Oz

Sunday, December 9, 2012

The Beard and it's Purpose for Men

Guru Singh - Your Hair and Sunlight

The Power of Hair: Why Indian Trackers Don’t Get Military Haircuts

The Power of Hair: Why Indian Trackers Don’t Get Military Haircuts

Utopia (Psychill Ambient DJ Mix)

  This is Absolutely Amazing & Berry Beautiful !!!!!!    Oz  definitely needed some chill spirit vibes while doing my Extra Credit & Studying !!!!

Greetings EveryBody !!!! GaaaaReeeee Tings !!!!!!

Wow  !!!! I had the most wonderful nights sleep last night, I was "this" close not going to the site last night, didn't want to drive and plus I didn't know how to get there, I went a little bit by faith and just imagined me sleeping on a nice comfy bed/pad..... it was cozy and there were a lot of people which I haven't seen in  a long while !!!!  It was cool to see them !!! I guess I'm well liked in this community !!! can you blame them  /???  at the college now, well I got here this morning it's 3:50pm now.... I'm going to write a lil bit here and then do my Extra Credit... I was thinking and imagining about how to market or sell my works of art....I received a crazy idea, actually seek out addresses and to send the completed paintings out to give them as gifts and if they would like to donate they can.  !!!!!   note that these addresses are in the 7-8 figures !!!  just an fyi !!!!  and also about DWU, Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!!!  to organize it like a military unit.   Like Recon aka Special Forces (Army)..... for right now, I'm going to focus on the task at hand and that is to write my current thoughts and plans here and to finish up my homework well Extra Credit !!!  Which I want to do and learn much as possible....  wow very soon the Senior Students well be leaving and a new group will be coming in and we'll be the Seniors !!!!  Wow !!! Seems like it's too quick !!!!  I'm sooo looking forward for my break !!!   Dec 20- Jan 7th !!!!!!    Almost a freaking Month !!!!  YESSSS !!!!!!  this will be for me !!!!!    and only me !!!!  It's going to be the Jump Start that I truly needed !!!!!!  I'll give more info later about my plan and my whereabouts !!!!   this tues I have my "Assessment" Test where I have to give a real life Assessment test, blood pressure, heart rate, Strength Test the whole shabang !!!!!  

also we have a mid-term on the 20th !!!!!   right before our break, so tonight and all week till the 20th I'll be studying  !!!  it's a All Inclusive Test !!!!  or what you say Cumulative Test !!!   Everything from Day 1 !!!!!!  Test  !!!!!   Yep !!! That kind of test !!!  So, let me make a pit stop and get my extra done already !!!!  

Infinite Love and Forever Gratitude !!!!!   I sooo love my life  !!!! Thank You.....

Favorite videos (playlist)

   Oscar Z here, listening to this while I write here !!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!  Oz

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Fail to Plan ???? then, Plan to Fail !!!!!

Oh yeah !!!!!!   I'm ready !!!!  to Rock This !!!!!    I'm listening to that Miami Bass Mix Infinite !!!!  Daaaaaaaang I love this shit !!!!  Soooo Everything !!!! Oldschool, Ghetto Booty, Mixing, Beats !!!  the Whole Shabang !!!!!!!   Today I'm going to have the best day of my life !!!!  Well, last night I see a shirt that said,"Fail to Plan ???  then Plan to Fail !!!!"    So, today, most likely after class I'm going to plan out my schedule, by the hour !!!!  oh yeah,  my nephew's b-ball game is tonight, going to call mom to see if she wants to go and carpool.... I want to support my nephew !!!! 14 yrs old and going on 6 Foot !!!!  with size 12 shoes !!!!!   He's Amazing  !!!!  

Today I'm going to Plan Out My Schedule !!!!   I'm sooo looking forward on the 7th !!!  when I gets paid !!!  3/4 is going to school !!!  and the other for me and my Jakked Gym Membership !!!  it's sooo On  !!!!   I'm sooo looking forward on everything !!!  so, just a heads up !!!  I won't be writing here as often anymore, which is a good thang !!!  Most likely I'll give an update at least monthly !!!    I want to fully sealed inside the cocoon !!!!  for the Transformation !!!   Jakked Hardcore Gym & Xsport !!!!  the Hardcore Shit at Jakked and the Cardio (Basketball) and post work out inside the jacuzzi and the Jet Stream Pool...

Ok, time to get some Action Going On Now  !!!  Got to Plan Now  !!!! and do my Homework !!!

Let's Do It !!!  I'll Be Back !!! don't know when ???  I'm Out !!!  Takin Care of Beed Knee !!!  Peace, Oz




Saturday, December 1, 2012

Most IMPORTANT PERSON Is U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You Are the 1st Priority !!!!

Hi !!!!   Sooo glad to have you here with me here, I'm on a mission now !!!   I'm going to write my MP"s (Morning Pages) , this is what I'm going through right now  !!! is to make Me, Myself & I the Absolute Top Main Priority !!!  Last night I knew that I was not going to make it to my Friends Art Show in the city Chicago.... I know I sooo wanted to !!!!  I know that I must focus on my studies right now, I have my evaluation on Dec 10th, and tonight I did say via Facebook Events that I was going to go to Give Peace a Dance tonight, then later I thought to myself that I have a big test this coming Thurs and my Evaluation on Dec 10th, 2012... Soooo, that means, I'm going to focus on what I have to do... and that is to do well, on my studies which is Me !!!!  I'm the priority right now !!! I'm glad that we've been getting some mild Dec weather !!!!  so my nights are just fantastic !!!! all is very very good !!!!  Oh yeah, !!! I am now CPR Certified !!!!  had my class today and passed the test !!!   Practical Application of course !!! on fake bodies..... also a refresher on the Choking maneuver used to be called Hiemlick..... It's a must for employment as a Personal Trainer at a health club...so now, it's on MF !!!  (mutha fucka) I "deactivated" my Facebooks,  1st the old self I have had the FB deactivated, 2nd New Self, I just don't want to have the obligation of checking FB and responding to anymore right now, not when I'm in the cocoon !!! and now I'm taking Shit Seriously Now !!! Today is Dec 1st !!!!!!  2012 !!!!  My 1st Beginning Month as being 40 yrs old....  the only days I'm going to do what I'm going to say is on Dec 28, 2012, for Taz's Club Divine and David Ziemba's New Years / Winter Solstice... and that is it right now.... I'm must focus on me myself and I right now !!!!   time is now !!!  to take my own shit seriously !!!!   NOPE, NOPE and some More NOPE !!!!!!   Yeah, I finally got sick of my Own Old Self Bull Shit !!!!  so now, it's Me and my Studies !!!!  and that's it for now... once I have a good hold on my studies, I'm going to start working out at Jakked..... I know right now I'm a behind in my school and my training...  I know I did very poorly on my last test....  No More, I'm on Officially on Lock Down !!! I Will Do Amazing !!!   from now on !!!!   I Am Thee Only Priority Right Now !!!!!  No One Else !!!!  KaPeesh ????  great !!!

I donated all but one of my workout hoodies to Savers in Downers Grove, IL and all of my cool t-shirts, the hoodies were definitely one of a kind,  basically I cut the sleeves into half sleeves and sew them up, I also sewed up some spice and flavor to the hoodies... so, if you're in the DuPage County area of Illinois pay a visit to Savers in Downers Grove,  IL...   the one that I did save I'm going to give that one to my nephew... and my Carhart to either my brother or to my other nephew...My car seems very light and ready for action !!!!   Just to let you know, Starting today, I'm only going to write here only once a month !!!  I'm going to write my MP's on physical lined paper for the month and type it out here unto the blog most likely on the MP's Page on the side of the reg blog... where I have "other" pagers.... Dec 1st is today !!!!  I'm my deal now !!!!  So, I'm going to act like it now !!!  Inside the cocoon !!!   I love my life !!! thank you !!!  and this is Finally It !!!  Enough with the freakin talk, type and words !!!!!!!!  it's time to ACT !!!! ACTION !!!!!  Red Set ACTION !!!!!  I'm at the Action Phase Now !!!!!   the past 2 months was a Warm Up and a Mock Run, So, the next time when I write here, it will be at least a month, the only internet connection that I'll have is the only time when I need to upload the videos to YouTube !!!!  YouTube will be the most recent happenings and updates via video clips versus here on my blog.... 

YouTube is "Oscar Zepeda"  just do a search and you'll get videos and my channel so you can check out any recent or old stuff  !!!  the before's and after's  !!!!  Which I absolutely Love !!!  and I'm the 1st Client !!! I want to Transform my own body !!!  Yada-Yada-Yada !!!!!!  I know, I know !!!!  All Talk No Action !!!  Ok, I'm going to write out my notes and write out my notes for the evaluation test.....  Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!!    Oscar Zepeda

6:57pm Dec 1, 2012,

Got my 2nd Wind aka Breath, I just took  a power nap, cell is off, FB's has been deactivated... All Good !!! Got all my notes.... tonight, I'm going to type all of my notes and  mostly continue at McD's where there is a 24 hr Dinning Area, where I can study and type.... for the wee hours of the night, might be busy with teenagers and them alcoholics !!!!  all good, I know that the time is now !!!   The only misc. I'll be doing will be on the 28th of Dec Club Divine and the Winter Solstice with David Zeimba.and that is it.... I feel like that right now it's time to take the Temple Out where the Rubber Meets the Road !!!!!   Yeah, that's it, just my studies and my body !!!!!  and to focus !!!!   Purely Focus !!!!!  on the Relevant Things Now !!!  ok,  so, let's do this... . bye for now,,, until next time !!!  Oz

Miami Bass Mix 8 - B. Infinite "This is Beyond Sick !!!!!" Oz

Saturday, November 24, 2012

7 Hrs I'll Be 40 Yrs Young In This Current Day Lifetime !!!!!

I'm getting ready, I've been getting ready, more like mental preparation, to be fully enclosed inside the cocoon of my metamorphosis.  I haven't checked my voice-mail in 2 weeks !!!! I absolutely don't want to be contacted or be contacted, I don't want to see nor be seen, it's 9:23am right this minute on the 24th of November, the eve of my 40th Birthday !!!   I just want to be Absolutely Alone !!!!!  a lot of misc. is happening,  mind,  body & spirit !!!  Almost had 2 physical fights this morning !!!  (one at the shelter site, a guy said something about me putting in an older blooper type video, that we shouldn't have this shit on.) I turned around and said, what's happening !!  Loudly and with Masculine Power, he was all saying that we should see something that's in the "Real World" he had his 3"x4" portable am/fm radio turned on to the maximum volume, I asked him to turn it down, he refused, I turned around,  grabbed the chair and slammed it down on the floor,  I told him that we cannot receive any tv signals, then people started to calm "Me" Down"  I'm not going to shit from anyone or anybody !!!  then on my way down to the college, a guy in a Mercedes passed me on the right viciously (revving up his motor and speeding me at a high rate of speed) he had to stop at the new red light he was about to turn right and me straight, so he thought !!!  after he turned I turned after him and was on his tale for a lil bit until he turned into a business where he couldn't get out, there he went back of the business and I cornered him,  we waited for about a min I turned away and left, I drove down a lil bit and turned into a street did a U turn and waited for him to pass by, he noticed me and pulled into the street, we were like a in stand off, he blocked the road, and proceeded to take some pictures from his iphone or camera phone,  there was a flash,  I had the door open and I said, "Stop Following Me" !!!  I was all smiling and laughing at him,  and heard the word" Jag-off" from him !!!  I waved him on, go, go !!!  I gave about a good 20 seconds before I left,  I know he just booked !!!  possibly ran the red light !!!  I also knew that he was actually very scared !!!  Me, with my crazy beard, with my beanie hat,  I was eyeballing him at the red light and he glanced at me and I still continued to stare him down....

Dude !!!  The Don't Fuck With Me Switch !!!!  Has been turned on !!!!!   the Happy-Go-Lucky has been overtaken by a Divine Baddass !!!  That takes no shit from no one !!!!!   instantaneous button, once the button has been pressed or crossed my line, I will do something about as if my life depended on it.  And I will go Extreme On Yo Ass !!!!!  I was about grabbed that guy's portable radio (mr. Real World) and slam it on the ground !!!  I didn't, I let it pass on, then when it was time for him to go, we said some parting words !!!!  he mentioned that he liked my "Haircut" !!!!!   and I said, keep on going you Moron Idiot !!!!  I loved it !!!!   it's Mutha Fucka On !!!!!  Now !!!!   And this is only the beginning !!!!!!   The starting of my life !!!!

I Soooo Feel the Anticipation for Everything !!!!!!    So, this is it, I will be going and sealing off my cocoon !!!!   I knew it was going to happen after Thanksgiving Day, feeling obligated to hang out with mom, I am sooo glad I got to see my brother's beautiful family, I knew that I had to be there, and once it was over,  I'm done, done !!!   I deactivated my Facebook Accounts it's On MFa !!!!!  i'll be 40 in about 13 hrs and 52 min !!!!!  today I will write down all of the voice messages down and call back to the ones who are calling and not leaving any msgs, I think I may have some creditors trying to call and track me down....  Taking Zero Shit From Anyone !!!!!  I'm just going to let them know what the situation is !!!!   and take care of business.  Here we go, or Here I Go !!!!!  no it's WE !!!!  We're Both A Part of Each Other !!!!  Yeah, right now,
I Will Do What I Want To Do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and 
 I Will Not Take Any Shit From Anyone  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (already had 2 fights this morning!!!) well almost... anyways  !! Spice, Hot Sauce !!!!   Flavor of Life !!!!!  

 ok, need I say anything else ???  So, as of right now today, Sat the24th of Nov eve of my 40th Birthday !!!  the only communication and updates will be through my blog,  this one, the one that you're reading on !!!  and my YouTube Video Updates and my Video Blog !!!  just to give you an update on things !!!!  etc. etc. etc..... and to document my Journey !!!!  I'm sealing off the Cocoon !!!!   Wow !!!  I was listening some YouTube clips about Change, MJ Man in the Mirror and I See U from Leona Lewis and now a remix with 2 Pac & Michael Jackson Changes and Man in the Mirror.... Change !!! change !!!!   I'm Starting With the Man in the Mirror !!!!!  Changes !!!!   Change Starts Now !!!!!  ME  MYSELF & I !!!!   Just Me !!!!  Not only it's Time to Change it's Also Time To Be Hard !!!!!

HARD !!!!!   Time to GET HARD !!!!  BE HARD !!!!!    Hard Like a Cholo !!!!  Lean Like a Cholo !!!  

I feel like I should Re-Invent Myself  !!!!  Into a Super Beyond Badass  !!!! a True Divine Badass !!!!   One Who Knows That He IS EVERYTHING !!!!!  I'm going to get some Badass Gear !!!  and tomorrow Prep For Take Off !!!!!!   Going to Re-Invent Myself !!!!!  Re-Invent Yourself !!!!  Re-Invent MYSELF !!!!   Going to Start Making Changes !!!!  Me !!! the Man in the Mirror !!!  Me !!!  Must Change !!!!  Going to Have Some Hard Hitting Goal !!! 1st one is to Go To Xsport & Jakked Gym !!!!  Daily !!!!!   Starting on my Birthday !!!!!!   Hard Cholo Style !!!!!  Going to be inside the cocoon Infinite Divine Style !!!!!!  tonight I'm going to stay at the shelter site tonight and starting tomorrow, I'll be On My Own and Fully Sealed Inside my cocoon with the Divine !!!!  and My Divine !!!!   I know my mom knows that I'm not going to be around for a while.... probably only to carpool to see my nephew play basketball !!!!

  and that would be about it as far as seeing me, or me seeing others outside my cocoon.... ha haaa  haaa, not going to do it !!!!   me going to the shelter site tonight, I thought I would, but, my answer is NO !!!!  I have the power now !!!! To Do Whatever Whenever The Fuck I Want !!!!  I"M KING NOW !!!!!!    Who's Goin Run This Town Tonight !!!!!  ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!   I'm Turning KING Tonight  !!!!!   I will do whatever the fuck I want to do  !!!!!   Without Hesitation !!!!!!   Done with the old Self  !!! and the Old Life !!!!!!  So, plan is to Go Supreme King God Cholo Style  !!!!!   Looks like I'm about done here !!!  You get the picture now !!!!  Tonight 12 midnight, I'm Going to Turn Into a Full-Fledged KING !!!!!!!!   It's Sooo On !!!!!   So right now, I want to get me some bandana's and to go to Savers my new shop !!!!   Wayyyy nicer than the Goodwill shop !!!   I like space, neat, in order, like a real dept. store  !!!  also going to get some 4 X 's for my new work out gear !!!!  ok... time to go now !!!!  

Run This Town Remix ft. Slim Thug, Ludacris, Drake *NEW 2010 MASHUP* Jay...

  You know I'm All About the Remixes !!!!!  

Run This Town-Jay-Z Ft. Kanye West & Rihanna-Lyrics

  Read the Lyrics !!!!!!!  

"Run This Town" - Jay-Z and Rihanna (E.S. Posthumus Remix) [Jay-Z Super ...

  Progression !!!!!!    YEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Michael Jackson-Man in the mirror lyrics "I'm Going To Make a Change" !!!!! Oz

Avatar Remixes (playlist)

  I SEE U 2, I C U 2, Oz / Du

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

In 4 Days I'll Be 40 !!!!!!!

Well, Now what am I supposed to feel like ???   in 4 Days I'll Be 40 yrs Old !!!!  Wow  !!!!  Never thought about it really, time does go by fairly quick, I don't even care about my age, really !!!  it doesn't matter anymore !!!  Once you know that we live forever, age disappears !!!!   I know that I will forever learn,  grow, evolve, expand upward and outward.  Right now, I'm right in the middle of my transformation aka metamorphosis and right now, I know I'm becoming into another being.

I know what I need to do... Tomorrow is Thanksgiving !!!   I feel obligated to spend time with mom and go to see my brothers family, which I'm excited but, I know I don't want to drink any alcohol nor gorge myself with any of the "Good  Stuff" that society says.... Pumpkin Pie, etc..... I don't know I'm just going through some major shit right now, and my birthday to myself is 4 Years !!!!   I'm going to Serve ME !!!!  for 4 Years..... I know mom will not like it but, it's not up to her, I truly feel that the vibration that I emit and receive and vice versa with her doesn't coincide to whom I want to become  !!!!  just the little things that I'm catching and noticing... Yeah, I don't really want to go just yet, tomorrow, honestly I don't want to go to Bodhi Eat,  I don't know and then go to my brothers...I do miss him and his family very much.....  So, I'm thinking after tomorrow, the starting of my life starts..... I Will Serve ME  for 4 1/2 yrs !!!!!!!   I'm going to pretend that I'm in the service only seeing family only on holidays.... yeah, I know I must Go  !!!  and to be around that Vibration.... Vibration of my mother to me and vice versa with my vibration towards my mother.... it's a 2 Fold Double Whammy.... Yeah, I must go, so,  my Birthday Gift For Myself is to Serve Me for 4 1/2 yrs.... pretend that I'm in the service.   I deactivated my FB pages.... I knew my birthday was coming up and I wanted to play low key right now, don't want a barrage of Happy Birthday Wishes asking me where the hell am I, etc... etc.... I'm done, I'm done wasting time on FB, it is very addicting !!! 

Today I had a test today,  I know that I could've done a lot better.... I knew I did poorly... reason ????   Well, plain and simple, ME !!!  MY Actions and Behavior,

Yes, after tomorrow, I'm Serving Me !!!!   I'm done, I thought about just cancelling out with mom,  but I know I couldn't do that,  especially on Thanks Giving Day !!! so, tomorrow is the exception !!!!   I already know what's going to happen every time I go "visit" mom or crash out over her place.... I know I must need a very lengthy time out / off... .from family.... I'm Going On 40 !!!!  and I must learn to be my own man  !!!!  a Real Man !!!  who makes a decision and sticks to it, keeps it, with power and confidence.... I"m not saying I don't do that now, but, when family is involved you tend to go / lean in their direction, see I wasn't planning on going to my brothers, it was a last second thang, I wanted to go roller skating at 7pm - 10pm, I absolutely love going roller skating, I don't know, I do miss the kids !!!!  a lot !!!!   I just want to Change and Transform My Life  !!!!!!!   I'm done with my pathetic fat self, Change Must and Will Happen !!!!!!!    and it's all me !!!   Yeah, I'm Done - Done !!!!!!!   I don't know if I should just say Fuck It !!!  I must live my life  !!!!!   yeah, after tomorrow !!!!!  Aghgggghhhhhhh !!!!  So tomorrow I'm going to soak everything up and let it marinate !!!!!   so starting Friday !!!!  It's On Mutha Fucka !!!!!   Me Time  !!!!  I'm Serving Me for 4 1/2 yrs !!!!!!   so, let's soak and marinate tomorrow on Thanksgiving Day !!!!!  and then starting Friday !!!!!  I'm Serving Me !!!!!   I'm going to go and be away from friends and family for a long while, no FB,  No Emails,  No fucking cell, nada !!!!!  just me !!! and my education !!!!   I"m going to block and deactivate everything that no longer serves me  !!!!  going to rock n roll outa here  !!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude, !!!  Oz

Friday, November 16, 2012

I'm Tired of My Mental BS !!!!! I'm About to Go Paleo On Yo Ass !!!!


Paleo aka Caveman !!!!!   Just muthafuckin Do It Already !!!!  Play Hoop !!!! work out at Jakked Gym !!!! take the group exercise at the gym !!!!   I'm done making excuses on why I'm not going to the gym !!!   I know I should keep it Real Old School !!!  Enough with the Distractions of Technology  !!!!  

Ok, this is what's going to happen starting tonight and tomorrow  !!!!!   No If's or fucking Butts !!!!!  I'm done with my mental BS !!!   This is What's Going To Happen !!!!


I feel right now !!!  That I must make a Definite Decision To Transform My Body !!!!!   NOW !!!!!!   JUST DO IT NOW !!!!!   Without Hesitation !!!!!   ;Yea, it's been about 6 weeks since my new school NPTI, National Personal Training Institute !!!!  and it is Awesome !!!  Awesome People !!!!  Amazing Classmates !!  I absolutely Love It !!!  and I know that I must do my part !!!!   it's more than working out for 1 hr a day !!! while in the past, like a year ago, my schedule was walking on the DuPage Forest Preserves from Morning till 10:30am and be at the gym all day !!!!!   done at 5-6pm !!!!  YESSS !!!  I must feel what I felt back then !!!   So, tonight this is the GP !!!   it's 7:23pm now, at around 11pm tonight, going to org up my misc. My Warrior Workout Gear !!!   I Have Everything That I need right now !!!  Zero Excuses !!!! tonight I'm just going to familiarize myself to the Naperville Xsport, find out what kinds of machines etc.... 

Yeah, I'm Done Done With the TALK & TYPE !!!   Right !!!  So that's it !!!!

I Have S:ome New Real Warrior Mutha-Fuckin Goals !!!  Shit I'm not in High School Anymore !!!  I need some REAL RAW  FLESH MUSCLE MEAT !!!!!!!   type of goals !! 

So, instead of "Keeping Track" whether or not I go do any "Physical Activity" for that day I'm going to GO To Xsport Naperville  / Downers Grove ,  IL  AND JAKKED GYM in Montgomery, IL !!!!!!!!   This is my #1. GOAL !!!!!!   Right NOW !!!!!  

ok, I'm going to make a Beast of a Goal !!!!!!   Everyday for 30 Days I will Go To BOTH Xsport  Fitness & Jakked Gym  !!!!  Every Day !!!!!!  I don't give a flying fuck anymore  !!!!  I MUST CHANGE !!!!  I WILL  CHANGE !!!!!     Only schedule I will go with most likely to see family up north and to go to Bodhi Spiritual in Chgo with mom, we usually carpool on Sundays !!!  we catch up, drink coffee, hang out a little bit, keeping tabs with out Spiritual Journey and Adventure  !!!!!   calling it a night !!!   was uploading a shit load of Bearded Motivation & Inspirational Pics / Quotes.....

DJ 4 Ever O-Skool !!! (playlist)

   "Changes" by 2 Pac  !!!!  Seems Soooo Fitting for Our Transformations  !!!!! 

Thursday, November 15, 2012

my 6-4 mike jones,bun b, and snoop dogg

 

Got Some Gangsta Beats For You !!!  To Start, During, End Your Day !!!!!! 


for the Spiritual Gangsta Within !!!!!!

Ahhhhhhh Nothing Like Writing Some MP's with Some Hot Nescafe !!!

Oh Yeahhhhh  !!!  with some warmth and comfyness !!!!!  Thank You Universe for Everything !!!!  Well, I just found out that my mom is officially a Teacher aka Professor at North Central College in Naperville, IL !!!  I'm Sooooo Happy !!!  I actually prayed a prayer for her during her interview outloud !!!  she had her interview at 2pm and I said,  "Right Here Right Now, Be with my mom, let her Divine Self Flow Through her perfectly !!!  Let her be her true self during the interview and to all the people that is involved with the interview process"  something like that, and you know what ????   She Got It !!!!   YESSSSS !!!!!!  Wow !!!!  I'm sooo happy !!!  for her and me too !!!!!!  Because we're sort of on the same Wave Length and Journey with our spirituality !!!! Wow !!!!   hey !!! it's 5:55am now !!! sweet !!! I'm soooo grateful for everything right now !!!  writing my MP's here on my blog !!!   this is cool !!! I did try to write it out on lined pieces of paper but, it just didn't feel write plus I know I can type it out a lot faster and we can read it !!!  My handwriting sometimes I can't reread my words !!!!  So, today is like my Friday with school, it's sooo cool that I have class Mon-Thurs 9:30am - 2:30pm  !!!!   I have decided just for the super chilly days,  30 degrees or below I will use my other "Homes" to get some rest in !!!  last night went great !!!  had only 1 serving of an amazing dinner !!!  it was like a Thanksgiving Dinner !!!   minus the bread, any type of soda's and pumpkin pie !!! can you believe that ????  I usually stuff my freaking face with 2nds and 3rds until I can't breathe and then go to bed !!! not this time !!   Just 1 serving, I had all the  whole foods carbs and proteins with milk and a delicious salad  !!!   it was Amazing  !!!  how I woke up this morning I would consider some major contrast, apparently someone likes releasing toxic natural gas which I couldn't handle,  I was dry heaving and had to get out of the area asap  !!!  it was 4am, and I knew that I couldn't go back to sleep, for was very well rested !!!  so I left early warmed up the car and went on my way.... at the college now, enjoying some peace and quiet with fresher and cleaner air !!!  with my hot Nescafe !!! 

I uploaded some intense video clips on YouTube !!!!!   I have a new system now !!! usually I would upload through my laptop with the WiFi connection at the college, but, apparently it didn't like anything over 11min or so, I found out that it uploaded a video at 17 min !!!! Not through my laptop but, through the college computers !!!   and it took a lot less time !! to upload unto YouTube !!! So, I cleared out my Bloggie and it's ready for more pics and video clips, I want to get some good Personal Training Fitness Exercise Clips !!!!  the one's where I want to remember the exercise and the name for future reference  !!!!  there is quite a bit of them !!!  and this one in-particular one with the SB Stability Ball !!!  the Big Ball that you see in the gyms !! yeah those !!! there's a whole different vocabulary here in the Personal Training Institute !!!!  I'm going to pursue a Sports Performance Training Certificate through College of Dupage in Glen Ellyn, IL !!!!!  it'll be a great continuance of my immediate training of becoming a Personal Trainer !!!!   I'm soooo happy and thrilled about my mom's new chapter !!! with North Central College / University  !!!  it is a private 4 yr University !!! I'm excited !!!   and I know it was Absolutely Magic from the 1st moment that she arrived in the office for her interview !!! to the words, "Welcome Aboard"  !!!   YESSS !!!   Today, Thurs, after my MP's here, Going to go in early to class  so I can get showered up and then afterwards prep and org my misc. car, I was about to go to Xsport, but, I didn't have everything organized and I knew I needed my shampoo and conditioner which I couldn't find and I knew I had to "Empty Out" the Space Capsule in order for me to find it !!!  Space Capsule is the name of my Saturn Car  !!!  and it's about 28 degrees outside and I just didn't feel like the time or place do it right now, so I just went to the college to do some writing of my MP's !!!!   I think I should make a separate Page for my MP's !!!  and not on the Front Page of my blog !!!  I'm going to set that up after today's MP's  !!!   here !! well, just in case you don't know what MP's are, they are my Morning Pages !!!   from Julia's Cameron Artist's Way Book, she advised to write 3 pages of whatever  and not to read them until later,  6 months to a year later, it's your communication with God basically, it's releasing to what's been happening, what you want, what your plans are to the Universe, and just be grateful and appreciative for everything !!!   I know I am !!! I Truly Am !!!!!  I was just watching a few episodes of Oscar Zepeda Channel on YouTube !!!!!   I do crack myself up !!!!  and it's very inspirational as well !!!!  So, Today is going to be the Best Day of My Entire Life  !!!!!    It's on like Donkey Kong  !!!!!   Plan for today, finish up here with my MP's, go to school,  get ready for class, after class take care of my bills, well, some of them for now.... I want to work out like a Sasquatch Mode Today  !!!!  I have everything I need right now  !!! got the gear etc....... I want to work out at Jakked Gym !!!   Today  !!! I'm feeling it !!!  I don't care anymore !!!!   where I sleep !!! or aka rest my head anymore !!!  it's getting to that point now !!! which I know that I should be at !!!  I think I do !!!  I just have to appreciate and org a little bit more, so I can do the basic bodily functions with out messing up, well, at least #1, #2,  on the other hand,  I know I'm going to have to release it somewhere else, gas station, don't know and don't care anymore !! I'm just going to Do Now  !!!!!  Do Now !!! Do, Key words is DO NOW !!!!!!!      without any hesitation !!!   without thinking  !!!!   Do Now Without Hesitation With 1000% Absolute Pure Confidence !!!!!   DO NOW !!!!  Do what I need to do, no matter what it may appears to look like or appear to be !!!!   I do catch myself Hesitating some actions like "Trying to Find My Shampoo and Conditioner" inside the car !!  I don't want to "Empty Out" where people can see all my misc. !!!  ya know, I know that I have to have a "IDGaF" Attitude !!!!!  and Just DO !!!! JUST DO  !!! JUST GO !!!!!  JUST GO & DO !!!!!  Time is Now !!!  Place is Here !!!!  Just Go & Do !!!!  Time is Now !!!!  Place is Here !!!!!   GO  !!!!!  DO !!!!!!  NOW !!!!!    Without Hesitation !!!!!!!!!!!!  WITHOUT    HESITATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!   You're Co-Owner of our Amazing Planet Earth !!!!!   You're CO-OWNER !!!!!!!!!    Whatever You See,  Hear, Taste, Feel, You're a Part Of !!!!!!!   Same molecules, Same Ingredients !!!!!!!     YESSS !!!!!   Also, You have the Same Power that Creates Worlds, Galaxies  and Universes !!!!!!    All Good !!! going to clear up and org up car today after class !!!!!    So, that's about it for now  !!! Until next time !!!!!  going on 8am now  !!!!!  Thank You for everything !!!!  I love my life !!!!!  I'm About To Go Sasquatch !!!!!!!!    ON YO ASS !!!!   Let's Have the Best Day Of Our Entire Lives !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!!   Oz / Du

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Just a Lil UPDATE !!!!!!!

School is Great, I have decided to write down my MP's here either immediately here on the blog or I'm going to copy n paste my MP's (Morning Pages) aka Journal aka Diary !!!  I'm callin like it is !!!!   I can do that !!!!  I have been hand writing my MP's on regular school lined physical paper, and I'm realizing it's just get lost or bent out of shape without any documentation to it.... so I'm going to type up my MP's here on my blog !!!  Here we go !!!      "11/12/12  Mon  7:19am Mom's  1st day of my goals.  Going to keep track of my workouts and food and drink intake.  Wow !!!!  I  Had an incredible day yesterday with mom.  Weent to Bodhi had an amazing Service, this is it.  I'm keeping track of Everything, got my wkout and food and drink log book -- having my coffee now while I write down my MP's, I spent some time writing out my goals and plans on success on my 12 weeks of keeping my goals and to be disciplined in my actions and behavior.  I know I'll be getting motivated to do some more physical activity and be more aware with my food and drink intake.  It's On.  thank You.  I have 4 goals right now.        Keept track of Physical Activity     Keep track of Food & Drink intake     Keep Track of MP's (Morning Pages)     Brush, Floss, Rince Teeth + Gums After Every Meal  Thank You, for 12 weeks, these are my goals.  I know my goals will evolve just like everything else as of right now.  Today I have my NPTI class (National Personal Training Institute) today I want to upload the pics & vids unto a flashdrive and to upload videos to youtube.  (I'm actually doing that right now !!!  while I'm typing up my MP's here unto my blog !!!)  [Universe is On It !!!!  back to MP's,] -- Today my list includes          portable alarm clock     Flash drive     4X t-shirts Carhart from Farm in fleet.  Today I will keep track of my physcial activity.  food & Drink Intake, keep track of MP's  Morning Pages, and Brush+Floss+Rince Teeth & Gums after every meal.  Thank You !!!  I love My life.  I'm not used to writing out my Mp's, I usually tpye them on my laptop.  So, it appears that its taking longer, it's all good.  I do have time to do my Morning Pages.  It's all good, I love my life.  I can tell that this is exactly waht I needed and wanted.  Being more Aware, having more discipline, wanting to do more physical activity, and eat whole foods and water.  also to continue to write my MP's in the morn.  Everything will come into place.  today I will havethe Best Day of my Life.  do some fine tuning after class, get M.O. (money order) from P.O.-------- to be continued.........*******  gotta Rock n Roll Outa Here !!!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Fully Sealed Infinite Divine Cocoon Is About To Happen In 34 Hours !!!!!



Well, let's just say that our Incredible and Amazing Universe Loves Speed !!!!  when it's Time !!!!  and now it's Time !!!  but, when it comes for your overall growth, expansion, learning and self knowing, Universe will take it's Sweet Divine Time !!!!  I did check my bank account just out of curiosity and a nudge from my Divine Self, "Account Balance : $1.10  Deposit Pending: $1,543.00 Nov.5, 2012 Post Dated" !!!!  now, just a note, I've been Thriving and Surving with only $243 per month for the past, sheesh, it's been a while now, I've mastered it !!!  Let's see I "temp leave of absence" aka quit my job at the Lodge in Four Lakes, Lisle, IL since June 28, 2012, it's crazy how I know exactly when I told the manager that I needed a break....

Yeah,  was working every weekend since I first started in Aug, 2011 to June 28, 2012,  Alcohol, Cigarettes, Alcohol related BS & Drama,  I knew my time was up, I planted many seeds there !!  Don't even go there !!!!  Haaa, Seeds in relation to Spirituality, Infinite Divine aka God....I Never Preached but, yet, I have beer and bags buddies ask me How and Why Am I Soooo Happy All the Time ????  and also complete strangers See and Feel My Presence !!!!   Those type of seeds !!!! 

I just know that starting Mon !!!! that I will go into Hyper Infinite Divine Power Speed  !!!!!   Faster than our Space Brothers in them top of the line UFO's !!!!  I'll be sporting the Lamborghini UFO that's about to come out very soon !!!!  I'm just documenting my slice of life moment of Divine Time with you...

It's going to be More Way On than Donkey Kong !!! BTW !!!!!!!  So, that was a heads up, the 7-10 days was only a buffer... it's coming on the 5th which is this coming Monday !!!  or 12am Monday !!!

it's about to be 3pm now, and I have a "Beard" Appointment Today at 4pm so I have to go now ...... This is it !!!   tonight going to have a Spanish Class with mom at her place and possibly go to Bodhi Spiritual Center in the Morning or go see my nephews play Football & Softball, I do miss them very much !!!!!  I Love Them !!!!  yeah, just mentioning their Spirits is making me want to go and see, hug, kiss and love them  !!!!   Yeah,  I'll do that !!!!  Thank You !!!  time to pack up and Gizzo  !!!!  Cocoon Will Be 100% Sealed November, 5, 2012 12am !!!!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar  Z / Divinitus U

Friday, November 2, 2012

My Last Online MP (Morning Pages) !!!!

Slept very well last night, after my last nights post... the Part 2, for some reason was not able to upload the 2nd part of the video clip... I tried it again just now, no go...  All Good, It'll be up sometime.... Well, when I work up refreshed, I pretended that I was going to Xsport, to get a beautiful shower and to work out.  To start the day off Right  !!!!   and also, I did buy some cigarettes the "Healthy" cigarettes  !!!  the Indian Spirit ahhh American Spirit, the first inhale, I started heaving and had to spit..  tried again,  same thing.... and then I said, you know what ???  it's not worth it.... I was just about to "throw up" !!!   That how much resistance I had with the smokes.... I guess from yesterday from my 10 min of Warm Up with the Stairs.....where I was inhaling oxygen and exhaling carbon-monoxide Very Very Very Very Much !!!!!!   "Out of Breath" and Out of Shape type of breathing !!!!!  So, this MP's, Morning Pages, I have made the executive decision to write my last MP's (until further notice) this morning, while I wait till I'm able to go to Pads HQ in Wheaton, IL, so I can get some Gas Vouchers, I'm able to get some because I'm going to School Full Time Now !!!! and they can help me with gas now !!!!   that is why I'm here typing.... I have some time to do some MP's.... for you and I to read now & for later....

I'm excited  !!!!   The anticipation of what is about to come is Mind Blowing !!!!!  so now it's 5-8 days now !!!  was 7-10 days on Oct 31, 2012, to receive a wave of Divine Energy !!!  1st thing is to get the Buy 1 yr get 1 yr free !!! 2 years !!!!!  2 Whole Years !!!!!   5-8 days my life will drastically Change  !!!!!   Forever  !!!!!  For Freaking Ever !!!! Thank You !!!    I'm going to live and sleep Gym !!!!  Transformation !!!  My Metamorphosis !!!   this is my last writing here in my blog for at least a month or two, or maybe till 2013 !!!!!   Who Knows ???  I know when it's time.... All I know is that I must Life Life Now !!!! Not write about it, not look at pictures about it, but, to Live It !!!!!  God's Words To Me Last Night !!!!!   Time is Now To LIVE !!!!!!!    Beyond perfect timing !!!!  In school to Become a Personal Trainer For Me !!!!   going to get my membership at Jakked Gym and then later next week with a wave of energy coming my way, I'm going to get the buy 1 yr get 1 yr deal with Xsport, so there, I know where I'll be for the next 2 years !!!!!  and that's about for now.... Jakked and Xsport Until further notice, and also when my training and certification is done, I'm going to visit Rob Nunez at HB Tattoo in Huntington Beach, CA !!!!!!   to finish what he had started when I was in the Marine Corps !!!!  he's the only one that can finish and complete what he had started !!!!   I will also have a membership with LA Fitness so I can work out while I'm on the road !!!  On my road travels !!!!!  I did well last night !!!   had a nice warm blanket and I did felt my beard !!! and it was cold to the touch !! I'm not even going to seek nor look at the temperature !!!  it's all in the mind !!!   just let my body adjust to the colder weather now.... I knew I had to get some rest last night, my plan was to org up the car, but, I knew I wasn't going to be productive if I "Forced" myself to do it, and so I listened to my body and went next door to get my peaceful rest !!!  Feeling much better !!!  Today I have a big day !!!! 

1st go to Pads HQ to get some gas ola, then Org up Car at a Forest Preserve, Go to Jakked Gym to get the monthly membership, then go to NPTI to help move the treadmills & elipticals and write after go to Bodhi Spiritual Center to help out with Taz with Oneness and with Club Divine and to help close down afterwards  !!! Going to be an Amazing Day & Night Today & Tonight !!!!   I Love My Life !!!!!!!    This is it... after this post I'm off to see and be One with the Wizard !!!  Facebooks has been Deactivated and I will not be online for a while, only time will be school related and to do my papers / projects....

ok, it's about that time for me to go, I can be in the parking lot at 7:45am it's 7:25am now.... So, this are my last official MP's here online on my blog... from now on, I'm going to write my MP's in my journal !!!  Maybe write them down later, but, for now, I Must Live Life Now  !!!!  I'm Inside the cocoon now and I must Seal It Now !!!!  just me and Infinite Divine !!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!!   7:30am now, going to pack up and go now....Thank You for being a part of my Incredible, Amazing, Supernatural, Magical Adventure & Journey !!!!  to the Extreme !!! bye for now.... Forever Much Love, Oscar Z / Divinitus U

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Entering & Sealing Off The Cocoon Now !!!! After 62 Days !!!!!



NOVEMBER 1st, 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!     Today !!! Now !!!!!    I had the Best Day Today !!!!!  I'm on my own now with Infinite Divine  !!!!!   it's Official, I'm finally Going Inside the Infinite Divine Cocoon !!!!  took about a good 62 Days of Preparation !!!!!   You know what ???  I'm Ready  !!!!  I'm Soooo Ready !!

See we look as "Failure"  not "Preparation" !!!   I could've easily said that I failed once again with my Metamorphosis, With my Lifestyle Diet, With My Fitness Regime, the whole shabang !!!!   but, I didn't....  Officially My Metamorphosis Started on Sept. 6th, 2012 !!!!!   almost 2 months !!!!   I remember I took a class on Leadership and on Change  !!!!!  That there was a Special Formula to implement change in a work force and / or business/corporation.... that in order to implement lasting change in a workforce, 1st you must give notice, when, what, and what time, etc.... then there is a Test where the Employees test out the new changes and there is a period of time where there will be no penalty if you do not do the change.... sort of like an Amnesty period......  Well, that was it !!!!   It's All Me Now !!!!  So, yesterday was my last night with DuPage Pads and now it's my last night here in my office at College of DuPage, tomorrow Friday, I'm going to be going to Jakked Gym, to get my monthly membership On !!!!!  it's Soooo MF ON !!!!

I'm going to be gone for a while !!!!   with the exception with Club Divine with my main man Brother Taz !!!!  This is my Birthday Month..... well, I just had that inclining of going to Pads tonight.... then I said, Nope!!!  Not Tonight, Not for a long while !!! I have a lot of organization to do tonight with the car....and to get ready for my Live At the Gym Lifestyle  !!!!  I feel like I’m going to Deactivate Both of my Facebooks, Oscar Zepeda & Divinitus Universalis…. I want Zero Distractions !!!!   I’m going to do that tonight !!!!  Deactivate them Both !!!!  So, it’ll be just this Blog for now !!!   where I can upload pics and video clips of me and my transformation !!!!!  ---- it’s Official !!!  both of my FB’s are officially Deactivated !!!  it’s On Now !!!  wow !!!  I really feel it now  !!!  I’m the Boss !!!!  I’m the King !!!  I’m the Master !!!  of my own life !!!!!  My Mind, Body, Spirit, Infinite Divine    !!!!!   Wow !!! it’s finally happening…… all that time of Free-Whatev Time 62 Days of On & Off, Splurging !!!  Massive Splurging  !!!!    For me, my mind and brain must have ample time for it to change, and to finally Accept the Future Changes !!!   it’s been 62 Days since my Metamorphosis !!!   I’m sooo looking forward on the 1st installment of the VA Benefits for my Personal Training School !!!   Wow !!! Looking back at this, this is my Own Personal Gift From Infinite Divine !!!!!  There is Zero Doubt that this was hand crafted from the Master Creator !!!!  Gift For Me !!!!   the only school that focuses on Personal Training Certification Hands On, Classroom environment, practical application, Client/Trainer Format  !!!!   This is considered to be the Best of the Best in Personal Training Certification….. This Personal Training Is Meant For Me !!!! and Me Only !!!!    For My Metamorphosis !!!  it’s been one month since the first day of class  !!!   I’m definitely looking forward to everything !!!   it’s going soo quick !!!  One Month !!!  Just in time too !! because I had to wait a full month for me to get paid from the VA well, more like in 6 days or so, I’m going to give it 10 days just like what the recording said, after I “Verified” my education benefits !!!  1st thing, is to go to Naperville Xsport to get my Buy 1 Get One Free Deal and get my Jakked On !!!!  well, tomorrow I’m going to get the monthly deal for Jakked Gym !!!!  I’ll be there almost all weekend  !!!  I sooo cannot wait !!!!   Tomorrow Friday, after I help out with the NPTI Move/improvements (help move back the treadmills and elipticals) I’ll be going to help out Taz with the Oneness Blessing and with the Club Divine and help close down afterwards, plan for Saturday ???  Jakked !!! & Study oh yeah the extra credit !!   I found out how I did with the 2nd test, 72% !!!!!   this next test is going to be an Outstanding Grade !!!  So, it’s 9:18pm now, and I’m about to get some Spiritual Native Indian Smokes (the smokes that doesn’t have the chemicals etc…. ) and go to the car wash deal and org up my Space Capsule !!!!!   it is a Very Tight Fit !!! Especially with passengers !!!!   I could barely fit in it !!!  about 3 days ago, I gave 2 Full grown men inside the Space Capsule !!!!    just like what Marvin says, It Has Soul !!!!   Marvin one of my Homelies…. That I sometimes give rides to…. And the Space Capsule actually saved his night, I let Marvin crash out inside the Capsule when he got Lotto’d Out !!! 
Ok, it’s about that time now !!! I don’t know when I’ll be back here to post my words or upload my video blogs, well, just in case, do a YouTube Search “TheOscarZepeda”  and you’ll find my YouTube Station !!!   it’s Time Now  !!!!  the time is Now !!!!  Time is Now to Fulfill my Dreams, Goals, Aspirations, and to be Transformed Into the Divine Warrior that I and Infinite Divine wants me to become  !!!!!   The time is now, So, I’m thinking of just focusing on Me, My Mind, Body, Spirit, Infinite Divine !!! that is it !!! also my Personal Training Education is 1st Priority !!!!   Work Out My Whole Heart & Soul Out !!!  so now its 6-9 days till I receive my 1st oh yeah, Saturday, 4pm, with my stylest aka coloring stylest, we’re going to do more beard love !!!   I have a new inspired beard design !!!  it’s going to be absolutely Sick !!!! not only my Beard, Top Hair, but, my Body !!!  OMG !!!  I felt it today !!!  it’s Going to Be Out-of-this-Universe !!!!!!   Wow  !!! it’s Soooo On !!!!  how about this let me write till 10pm even !!!  I’m sooo digging my new extra Life Hours Now, it’s 9:41pm now, if I was at the Pads site, I would’ve been Super Stuffed, and about or already laying down to sleep  !!!  Thank You !!!  That is how I gained roughly about 70 lbs !!!  this year !!!!   Stuff My Fucking Face with Everything and Going to Sleep, Stuff my face again a few hours later, eating the lunches, Repeat !!!!   Repeat  !!!   Yeah, that lifestyle is Officially Over and Done and Gone  !!!  I was browsing a lil bit on the Jakked Hardcore Gym website and FB Pics and YouTube Video Clips and  getting motivated and inspired !!!  
Until next time, it’s 10pm now !!!  let’s Do This !!!  I’m ready for my Transformation !!!  My Metamorphosis !!! I’m Inside Now !!! It’s just me and Infinite Divine !!!!!   Thank You !!! Infinite Love and Gratitude!!!  Oscar Z/ DivinitusU

Since this will be my last Online Hoorah till further Notice, I have decided to continue writing until 11pm !!!!  I had some Divine Inspired Words that came to me when I went to the restroom..... "God Wants Us To LIVE LIFE" not sit around typing about it, searching for it online, looking at pictures about others lives, what kind of costume they wore on Halloween !!!  So after tonight, I'll be prepping for my Gym Working Out 24/7 Lifestyle !!!  I was looking online for a Car Portable refrigerator, I was shocked to find out that they are such things  !!!  I saw and cooler type one at Walmart but, I want to get a larger and to see what my options are... I don't think I'll be getting one anytime soon... maybe for the summer time !!! I can just hide my misc. outside  !!!  and feed the raccoons, naa, J/K .... for now I'm just going to work with what I have right now !!! No Major purchases !!! just what ever I have right now !!!!  I'm thinking of downsizing big time !!!!  tonight  !!!!  clothing etc..... yeah, all of my "Hoodies" are Tight !!! I have zero loose clothing !!!  Reason Why ????   because my belly is protruding quite a bit.... Hey, I know, have to make peace of where I'm at !!!!   No More  !!! I don't want to be offered anything that is not for my highest good !!!!  at the Pads sites,  Holy Moly, being constantly offered, offered, asked, if I want some desert, cake, cookies, ice cream, etc....... etc.... etc..... The days of getting absolutely stuffed and going to sleep right after are Done & Gone !!!!   I'm going to be away for a month, I'll probably visit for a Meal Only at the Synagogue in Lombard, or the 3rd Saturday at the Warming Site in Villa Park  !!!!  The Time is Now For Me To Actual Begin My Metamorphosis !!!!!  

P.S. Check Out My Final Farewell Words on my station "theoscarzepeda" on YouTube... Part 1 & Part 2, it won't be titled, just the last 2 that I uploaded.... Infinite Love & Gratitude, The Time is Now For Me To Enter & Seal Off Infinite Divine's Cocoon !!!!   Until Further Notice !!!!   So, I will not post or upload any pics, words, or video clips Until Further Notice, could be in 2013 !!!!!   and both of my Facebook's are "Deactivated" Until Further Notice... Thank You Infinite Source Energy, Master Infinite Divine Creator !!!! I Love You Sooo Very Much !!!!!  Thank You for your Personal Gift of my Personal Training Education & Certification, where I know that the Personal Training was meant For Me !!!!   For My Transformation and For My Metamorphosis !!!!  Thank You, Forever and Infinite Thank You !!!!  And So It Is..... Oz / Du