Just Shaved My Beard & Hair !!!!!! "Wow !!!! I'm Fat !!! 12/22/12 My New Birthday !!!!

Today is 12/21/2012  !!!!!!!  and as a New Beginning of my New Life I shaved off my beard and my top head hair, and I was absolutely Shocked !!!!!   of how Fat I Am !!!!  all that beard hair was hiding my neck and my jaw line or lack of jaw line, it was straight up just fat !!!!!!   I can't hide the fact that I'm not fat, bottom line is that I am !!!  quite a bit !!!   and now I can't hide behind the beard !!!!   Wow !!!!  It's Ok !!!! it's alright !!!  I know that I have to make peace with what is right now !!!!  even if I have a 2-3 gobble chin, 2nd - 3rd chin !!!!  Wow !!!  I never thought it was "That" Bad !!!!  No hiding now !!!!   and at 307.6 lbs there is no more hiding the fact that YES I am very fat right now !!!!!   Wow !!! Whoa !!!!  WTF !!!! 

tonight I"m going to go to my last night at the site and starting Sat Morning !!!!   you know what????   let's write my goodbyes here, yes, I"m Done With the Old Self !!!!!!!

Ok, let's do this !!!  right here right now !!!!!

12/22/12  is My New Birthday !!!!!!!!

The Birth of New Evolved Blending Being Oscar Zepeda OZ !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!!   Oz !!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz !!!!!!  Oz !!!!! Oz  !!!!  Oscar Zepeda Oz !!!!!!  Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!   Oscar Z !!!!  Oz !!!!!!    

Oz !!!!!!!!   DFW Oz !!!!!!    

12/22/12 is my New Birthday !!!!!  I will be born tomorrow at 12/22/12   I will do whatever the Fuck I Want to Do !!!!!!    OK ??????   It's where my Life is in the hands of me, myself, I, Divine Self & Infinite Divine  !!!!!!  Done Done !!!!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude, .... going to load up my new video clips... checkem Mout !!!!   see what it looks like with out my BEARD !!!!!!!!   

See u later !!!!    Time is Now To Take Care of Some Hard Core Transformation !!!!!!!!   C U Whenever !!!!!    Oz