Entering & Sealing Off The Cocoon Now !!!! After 62 Days !!!!!

NOVEMBER 1st, 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!     Today !!! Now !!!!!    I had the Best Day Today !!!!!  I'm on my own now with Infinite Divine  !!!!!   it's Official, I'm finally Going Inside the Infinite Divine Cocoon !!!!  took about a good 62 Days of Preparation !!!!!   You know what ???  I'm Ready  !!!!  I'm Soooo Ready !!

See we look as "Failure"  not "Preparation" !!!   I could've easily said that I failed once again with my Metamorphosis, With my Lifestyle Diet, With My Fitness Regime, the whole shabang !!!!   but, I didn't....  Officially My Metamorphosis Started on Sept. 6th, 2012 !!!!!   almost 2 months !!!!   I remember I took a class on Leadership and on Change  !!!!!  That there was a Special Formula to implement change in a work force and / or business/corporation.... that in order to implement lasting change in a workforce, 1st you must give notice, when, what, and what time, etc.... then there is a Test where the Employees test out the new changes and there is a period of time where there will be no penalty if you do not do the change.... sort of like an Amnesty period......  Well, that was it !!!!   It's All Me Now !!!!  So, yesterday was my last night with DuPage Pads and now it's my last night here in my office at College of DuPage, tomorrow Friday, I'm going to be going to Jakked Gym, to get my monthly membership On !!!!!  it's Soooo MF ON !!!!

I'm going to be gone for a while !!!!   with the exception with Club Divine with my main man Brother Taz !!!!  This is my Birthday Month..... well, I just had that inclining of going to Pads tonight.... then I said, Nope!!!  Not Tonight, Not for a long while !!! I have a lot of organization to do tonight with the car....and to get ready for my Live At the Gym Lifestyle  !!!!  I feel like I’m going to Deactivate Both of my Facebooks, Oscar Zepeda & Divinitus Universalis…. I want Zero Distractions !!!!   I’m going to do that tonight !!!!  Deactivate them Both !!!!  So, it’ll be just this Blog for now !!!   where I can upload pics and video clips of me and my transformation !!!!!  ---- it’s Official !!!  both of my FB’s are officially Deactivated !!!  it’s On Now !!!  wow !!!  I really feel it now  !!!  I’m the Boss !!!!  I’m the King !!!  I’m the Master !!!  of my own life !!!!!  My Mind, Body, Spirit, Infinite Divine    !!!!!   Wow !!! it’s finally happening…… all that time of Free-Whatev Time 62 Days of On & Off, Splurging !!!  Massive Splurging  !!!!    For me, my mind and brain must have ample time for it to change, and to finally Accept the Future Changes !!!   it’s been 62 Days since my Metamorphosis !!!   I’m sooo looking forward on the 1^st installment of the VA Benefits for my Personal Training School !!!   Wow !!! Looking back at this, this is my Own Personal Gift From Infinite Divine !!!!!  There is Zero Doubt that this was hand crafted from the Master Creator !!!!  Gift For Me !!!!   the only school that focuses on Personal Training Certification Hands On, Classroom environment, practical application, Client/Trainer Format  !!!!   This is considered to be the Best of the Best in Personal Training Certification….. This Personal Training Is Meant For Me !!!! and Me Only !!!!    For My Metamorphosis !!!  it’s been one month since the first day of class  !!!   I’m definitely looking forward to everything !!!   it’s going soo quick !!!  One Month !!!  Just in time too !! because I had to wait a full month for me to get paid from the VA well, more like in 6 days or so, I’m going to give it 10 days just like what the recording said, after I “Verified” my education benefits !!!  1^st thing, is to go to Naperville Xsport to get my Buy 1 Get One Free Deal and get my Jakked On !!!!  well, tomorrow I’m going to get the monthly deal for Jakked Gym !!!!  I’ll be there almost all weekend  !!!  I sooo cannot wait !!!!   Tomorrow Friday, after I help out with the NPTI Move/improvements (help move back the treadmills and elipticals) I’ll be going to help out Taz with the Oneness Blessing and with the Club Divine and help close down afterwards, plan for Saturday ???  Jakked !!! & Study oh yeah the extra credit !!   I found out how I did with the 2^nd test, 72% !!!!!   this next test is going to be an Outstanding Grade !!!  So, it’s 9:18pm now, and I’m about to get some Spiritual Native Indian Smokes (the smokes that doesn’t have the chemicals etc…. ) and go to the car wash deal and org up my Space Capsule !!!!!   it is a Very Tight Fit !!! Especially with passengers !!!!   I could barely fit in it !!!  about 3 days ago, I gave 2 Full grown men inside the Space Capsule !!!!    just like what Marvin says, It Has Soul !!!!   Marvin one of my Homelies…. That I sometimes give rides to…. And the Space Capsule actually saved his night, I let Marvin crash out inside the Capsule when he got Lotto’d Out !!! 
Ok, it’s about that time now !!! I don’t know when I’ll be back here to post my words or upload my video blogs, well, just in case, do a YouTube Search “TheOscarZepeda”  and you’ll find my YouTube Station !!!   it’s Time Now  !!!!  the time is Now !!!!  Time is Now to Fulfill my Dreams, Goals, Aspirations, and to be Transformed Into the Divine Warrior that I and Infinite Divine wants me to become  !!!!!   The time is now, So, I’m thinking of just focusing on Me, My Mind, Body, Spirit, Infinite Divine !!! that is it !!! also my Personal Training Education is 1^st Priority !!!!   Work Out My Whole Heart & Soul Out !!!  so now its 6-9 days till I receive my 1^st oh yeah, Saturday, 4pm, with my stylest aka coloring stylest, we’re going to do more beard love !!!   I have a new inspired beard design !!!  it’s going to be absolutely Sick !!!! not only my Beard, Top Hair, but, my Body !!!  OMG !!!  I felt it today !!!  it’s Going to Be Out-of-this-Universe !!!!!!   Wow  !!! it’s Soooo On !!!!  how about this let me write till 10pm even !!!  I’m sooo digging my new extra Life Hours Now, it’s 9:41pm now, if I was at the Pads site, I would’ve been Super Stuffed, and about or already laying down to sleep  !!!  Thank You !!!  That is how I gained roughly about 70 lbs !!!  this year !!!!   Stuff My Fucking Face with Everything and Going to Sleep, Stuff my face again a few hours later, eating the lunches, Repeat !!!!   Repeat  !!!   Yeah, that lifestyle is Officially Over and Done and Gone  !!!  I was browsing a lil bit on the Jakked Hardcore Gym website and FB Pics and YouTube Video Clips and  getting motivated and inspired !!!  
Until next time, it’s 10pm now !!!  let’s Do This !!!  I’m ready for my Transformation !!!  My Metamorphosis !!! I’m Inside Now !!! It’s just me and Infinite Divine !!!!!   Thank You !!! Infinite Love and Gratitude!!!  Oscar Z/ DivinitusU

Since this will be my last Online Hoorah till further Notice, I have decided to continue writing until 11pm !!!!  I had some Divine Inspired Words that came to me when I went to the restroom..... "God Wants Us To LIVE LIFE" not sit around typing about it, searching for it online, looking at pictures about others lives, what kind of costume they wore on Halloween !!!  So after tonight, I'll be prepping for my Gym Working Out 24/7 Lifestyle !!!  I was looking online for a Car Portable refrigerator, I was shocked to find out that they are such things  !!!  I saw and cooler type one at Walmart but, I want to get a larger and to see what my options are... I don't think I'll be getting one anytime soon... maybe for the summer time !!! I can just hide my misc. outside  !!!  and feed the raccoons, naa, J/K .... for now I'm just going to work with what I have right now !!! No Major purchases !!! just what ever I have right now !!!!  I'm thinking of downsizing big time !!!!  tonight  !!!!  clothing etc..... yeah, all of my "Hoodies" are Tight !!! I have zero loose clothing !!!  Reason Why ????   because my belly is protruding quite a bit.... Hey, I know, have to make peace of where I'm at !!!!   No More  !!! I don't want to be offered anything that is not for my highest good !!!!  at the Pads sites,  Holy Moly, being constantly offered, offered, asked, if I want some desert, cake, cookies, ice cream, etc....... etc.... etc..... The days of getting absolutely stuffed and going to sleep right after are Done & Gone !!!!   I'm going to be away for a month, I'll probably visit for a Meal Only at the Synagogue in Lombard, or the 3rd Saturday at the Warming Site in Villa Park  !!!!  The Time is Now For Me To Actual Begin My Metamorphosis !!!!!  

P.S. Check Out My Final Farewell Words on my station "theoscarzepeda" on YouTube... Part 1 & Part 2, it won't be titled, just the last 2 that I uploaded.... Infinite Love & Gratitude, The Time is Now For Me To Enter & Seal Off Infinite Divine's Cocoon !!!!   Until Further Notice !!!!   So, I will not post or upload any pics, words, or video clips Until Further Notice, could be in 2013 !!!!!   and both of my Facebook's are "Deactivated" Until Further Notice... Thank You Infinite Source Energy, Master Infinite Divine Creator !!!! I Love You Sooo Very Much !!!!!  Thank You for your Personal Gift of my Personal Training Education & Certification, where I know that the Personal Training was meant For Me !!!!   For My Transformation and For My Metamorphosis !!!!  Thank You, Forever and Infinite Thank You !!!!  And So It Is..... Oz / Du