7 Hrs I'll Be 40 Yrs Young In This Current Day Lifetime !!!!!

I'm getting ready, I've been getting ready, more like mental preparation, to be fully enclosed inside the cocoon of my metamorphosis.  I haven't checked my voice-mail in 2 weeks !!!! I absolutely don't want to be contacted or be contacted, I don't want to see nor be seen, it's 9:23am right this minute on the 24th of November, the eve of my 40th Birthday !!!   I just want to be Absolutely Alone !!!!!  a lot of misc. is happening,  mind,  body & spirit !!!  Almost had 2 physical fights this morning !!!  (one at the shelter site, a guy said something about me putting in an older blooper type video, that we shouldn't have this shit on.) I turned around and said, what's happening !!  Loudly and with Masculine Power, he was all saying that we should see something that's in the "Real World" he had his 3"x4" portable am/fm radio turned on to the maximum volume, I asked him to turn it down, he refused, I turned around,  grabbed the chair and slammed it down on the floor,  I told him that we cannot receive any tv signals, then people started to calm "Me" Down"  I'm not going to shit from anyone or anybody !!!  then on my way down to the college, a guy in a Mercedes passed me on the right viciously (revving up his motor and speeding me at a high rate of speed) he had to stop at the new red light he was about to turn right and me straight, so he thought !!!  after he turned I turned after him and was on his tale for a lil bit until he turned into a business where he couldn't get out, there he went back of the business and I cornered him,  we waited for about a min I turned away and left, I drove down a lil bit and turned into a street did a U turn and waited for him to pass by, he noticed me and pulled into the street, we were like a in stand off, he blocked the road, and proceeded to take some pictures from his iphone or camera phone,  there was a flash,  I had the door open and I said, "Stop Following Me" !!!  I was all smiling and laughing at him,  and heard the word" Jag-off" from him !!!  I waved him on, go, go !!!  I gave about a good 20 seconds before I left,  I know he just booked !!!  possibly ran the red light !!!  I also knew that he was actually very scared !!!  Me, with my crazy beard, with my beanie hat,  I was eyeballing him at the red light and he glanced at me and I still continued to stare him down....

Dude !!!  The Don't Fuck With Me Switch !!!!  Has been turned on !!!!!   the Happy-Go-Lucky has been overtaken by a Divine Baddass !!!  That takes no shit from no one !!!!!   instantaneous button, once the button has been pressed or crossed my line, I will do something about as if my life depended on it.  And I will go Extreme On Yo Ass !!!!!  I was about grabbed that guy's portable radio (mr. Real World) and slam it on the ground !!!  I didn't, I let it pass on, then when it was time for him to go, we said some parting words !!!!  he mentioned that he liked my "Haircut" !!!!!   and I said, keep on going you Moron Idiot !!!!  I loved it !!!!   it's Mutha Fucka On !!!!!  Now !!!!   And this is only the beginning !!!!!!   The starting of my life !!!!

I Soooo Feel the Anticipation for Everything !!!!!!    So, this is it, I will be going and sealing off my cocoon !!!!   I knew it was going to happen after Thanksgiving Day, feeling obligated to hang out with mom, I am sooo glad I got to see my brother's beautiful family, I knew that I had to be there, and once it was over,  I'm done, done !!!   I deactivated my Facebook Accounts it's On MFa !!!!!  i'll be 40 in about 13 hrs and 52 min !!!!!  today I will write down all of the voice messages down and call back to the ones who are calling and not leaving any msgs, I think I may have some creditors trying to call and track me down....  Taking Zero Shit From Anyone !!!!!  I'm just going to let them know what the situation is !!!!   and take care of business.  Here we go, or Here I Go !!!!!  no it's WE !!!!  We're Both A Part of Each Other !!!!  Yeah, right now,

I Will Do What I Want To Do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and 
 I Will Not Take Any Shit From Anyone  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (already had 2 fights this morning!!!) well almost... anyways  !! Spice, Hot Sauce !!!!   Flavor of Life !!!!!  

 ok, need I say anything else ???  So, as of right now today, Sat the24th of Nov eve of my 40th Birthday !!!  the only communication and updates will be through my blog,  this one, the one that you're reading on !!!  and my YouTube Video Updates and my Video Blog !!!  just to give you an update on things !!!!  etc. etc. etc..... and to document my Journey !!!!  I'm sealing off the Cocoon !!!!   Wow !!!  I was listening some YouTube clips about Change, MJ Man in the Mirror and I See U from Leona Lewis and now a remix with 2 Pac & Michael Jackson Changes and Man in the Mirror.... Change !!! change !!!!   I'm Starting With the Man in the Mirror !!!!!  Changes !!!!   Change Starts Now !!!!!  ME  MYSELF & I !!!!   Just Me !!!!  Not only it's Time to Change it's Also Time To Be Hard !!!!!

HARD !!!!!   Time to GET HARD !!!!  BE HARD !!!!!    Hard Like a Cholo !!!!  Lean Like a Cholo !!!  

I feel like I should Re-Invent Myself  !!!!  Into a Super Beyond Badass  !!!! a True Divine Badass !!!!   One Who Knows That He IS EVERYTHING !!!!!  I'm going to get some Badass Gear !!!  and tomorrow Prep For Take Off !!!!!!   Going to Re-Invent Myself !!!!!  Re-Invent Yourself !!!!  Re-Invent MYSELF !!!!   Going to Start Making Changes !!!!  Me !!! the Man in the Mirror !!!  Me !!!  Must Change !!!!  Going to Have Some Hard Hitting Goal !!! 1st one is to Go To Xsport & Jakked Gym !!!!  Daily !!!!!   Starting on my Birthday !!!!!!   Hard Cholo Style !!!!!  Going to be inside the cocoon Infinite Divine Style !!!!!!  tonight I'm going to stay at the shelter site tonight and starting tomorrow, I'll be On My Own and Fully Sealed Inside my cocoon with the Divine !!!!  and My Divine !!!!   I know my mom knows that I'm not going to be around for a while.... probably only to carpool to see my nephew play basketball !!!!

  and that would be about it as far as seeing me, or me seeing others outside my cocoon.... ha haaa  haaa, not going to do it !!!!   me going to the shelter site tonight, I thought I would, but, my answer is NO !!!!  I have the power now !!!! To Do Whatever Whenever The Fuck I Want !!!!  I"M KING NOW !!!!!!    Who's Goin Run This Town Tonight !!!!!  ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!   I'm Turning KING Tonight  !!!!!   I will do whatever the fuck I want to do  !!!!!   Without Hesitation !!!!!!   Done with the old Self  !!! and the Old Life !!!!!!  So, plan is to Go Supreme King God Cholo Style  !!!!!   Looks like I'm about done here !!!  You get the picture now !!!!  Tonight 12 midnight, I'm Going to Turn Into a Full-Fledged KING !!!!!!!!   It's Sooo On !!!!!   So right now, I want to get me some bandana's and to go to Savers my new shop !!!!   Wayyyy nicer than the Goodwill shop !!!   I like space, neat, in order, like a real dept. store  !!!  also going to get some 4 X 's for my new work out gear !!!!  ok... time to go now !!!!