Wow !!!! I must of said that about a couple thousand times yesterday in all versions possible !!!!! No Joke !!!! "Are You freaking serious ??? !!!! noooo really, Are you freakin Shittin me ???? R U Freakin Shittin Me ???? !!!!! no joke, at least a couple of thousand !!!! times !!!!! Well, let's just say, I was told that I might have a 1 bedroom apt. by the end of the week, and it'll be BL (bottom line) beyond a steal, we'll see !!!! it's Sooooooo Toooo Gooood To Be True !!!!!! Thus, the couple thousand times of "Are U Freakin Serious ??!!!!!!" and Are U Freakin Shittin Me ????!!!!!!!! for at least 5 hours after I had a meeting with the case worker..... I was like Say What ???? I couldn't believe what she was saying to me !!!!! It felt like I was in a dream..... It felt like it was transported into another dimension and this was happening to me !!!! 1 Bedroom apt, all utilities included, all furnished !!!! and all I pay is 1/3 of my income which comes out to be $81.00..... yes, that was No Typo !!!! Eighty One Dollars and Zero Cents !!!!!!!! Thus the couple thousand times and hours of "Are U Freakin Serious ???? and Are U Freakin Shittin Me !!! ???? " and today I had to go to the VA to get some paperwork and I got it !!!!! and left on the Person who is handling these apts.... So, i'm sort of on On Call .... manning the phone, just in case I get a phone call on time and day to come and get my keys !!!! Yeah, we'll See !!!!!
See, one of the site directors just so mentioned this to me, by chance, I called, I gotta call back with some info, all looked well, I received a call telling me I needed a updated / current document stating that by having long term housing would be beneficial with my disabilities with the VA..... I don't know if I should go to tonights site tonight... I'm thinking so, one of the Site Directors who was helping out with the other peoples move in usually is there.... just to get some more possible info on exactly where ???? I thought I heard Downers Grove, IL but, I didn't 2nd question the location or what apt complex it's in..... we'll see.... could be some apts that I was looking at about 2-3 yrs ago.... I remember I wanted a place with community and that was close to Downers Grove Xsport and my Dahn Yoga..... Hmmmmmm..... the possibilities are endless...... Yesterday, I was asked whether or not if I needed to be on the 1st level w/o the stairs, b/c of my knee disability, I played macho and said no, but, last night I was thinking...... it would be best long term, b/c I know I'll be there for at least a few years !!! this is a long term deal..... so, I wrote a note to my case manager to let her know that I need a 1st floor without any stairs.... not only that but, I know I want to do some "Working Out" on the floor... . and I know that if you're not on the 1st floor that you're going to have a lot of complaints, doing Burpees, any type of jumping, and weights, etc...... the date today is 12/12/12 !!!!!! Wow !!!! what an Amazing Day Today !!!!! Hopefully I'll find out more tomorrow !!!!! Even if it didn't happen !!!! just the thought of the possibility of me getting a 1 bed apt by the end of this week, that's all I need !!! really, I was soooooo not expecting anything close to this happening !!!!! Wow !!!! yes, Wow !!!! Wow !!!! Wow !!!!! It was all the Behind the Scenes !!!!! well, all I know for a fact is that at least one or a few people got their apts today !!! this morning they had 2 moving trucks in the parking lot so, I know for a fact they were going to move in today !!!!! Soooo, it seems Real !!!! Seems Too Good To Be True !!!! but, Wait !!!!!! I'm One with the Infinite Divine Who Created Everything !!!! Heavens and Earth !!! Hello !!! that yes, Infinite Divine Hears Us, see with me, I don't mind, I sort of like it, I think of it as Adventure, going to shelters and crashing out in my car... hey, it's all good !!!! I know Miracles are happening Every Day for me !!!!!! and tonight !!! I'm going to go to my Fav. Site !!! in Carol Stream !!! well, I kinda sorta have a crush on one of the volunteers there !!!! Yeahhh..... try asking her on a date knowing that she's know's what your situation is and where you sleep.... I don't know if I should post this just yet, knowing that I'm not done with my school, and I don't want any awkward moments if anyone from my school or class knows what the situation is with me... ya know... so, I think I might, you know what !!! I don't care !!! it is what it is....... and if you're reading this, you one of the very special few that knows now... I try to give hints or use other secret words other than HOMELESS !!!!!!! See, I Soooo don't look at it like that At All !!!! i see that as True Absolute Freedom !!!!! with Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!!! your Blending Mode with God aka with Infinite Source Master Creator.... your Infinite Divine Metamorphosis !!!!! Wow !!!!! Inside the Cocoon !!!!! Let's See What Happens !!!!!!! YOu're on the Fore Front of Adventure !!!!!! Everything is Coming Into Place !!!!!!
Sooo, let's see what happens !!!! Next !!!!! Will I ??? or Won't I !!!!! ????? honestly ????? it doesn't really matter, don't get me wrong it would be soooo nice, having a place of my own, with out any roommates and a ONE Bedroom, that usually means, you have a 2 rooms one is the living room & dinner area and the bedroom. !!! Fully Furnished !!!! Sayyyyy Whaaaaa !!!! ??????? If this isn't Beyond a Shadow of a Doubt !!!! that No Matter What Happens I'll Be Well Takin Care Of !!!!! Like a King !!!!! Like a Divine Warrior !!!!! ...Wow !!! Sooo can't believe what Might Happen this week !!!!!! Regardless of what happens !!!! I'm going to have the Best Week of my entire life !!!!!! Wow !!! just even the thought of this apt going through !!!!! is soooo making me realize that when You least expect it and that you're Genuinely Happy and Grateful for Everything !!!!!! even if it doesn't appear or feel to be Good !!!! in the end EVERYTHING IS ALL GOOD !!!!!!! Everything and ALL is Very Good !!!!!! I'm just looking at all of the Behind the Scene Infinite Divine & Angels Work !!!! I had Zero Clue that this was even a remote possibility let alone moving into a new 1 bed apt by the end of this week !!!! Wow !!!!! and I could be there for years !!!!! ok, it's about that time for me to rock n roll outa here !!!!!!! I'm sure I'll find out something tomorrow !!!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!!!! your's 4 ever truly !!! Oz
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