Sunday, May 1, 2011

On Your Marks--Get Set--GO !!!!!!!! 1st Day of my Metamorphosis !!!!!

This day has been in the making for some time now.  My guess it's been in the making every moment of every experience from when I was born to today  !!!!  That every experience that I had experienced until today is for my Metamorphosis into the being that I myself and the Infinite Divine wants me to become !!!!  It's not going to be 1000% perfect as planned and exactly what I have written out and planned for the actual metamorphosis schedule. That each day, I'm going to hear and listen to what I should do for that day !!!  I have the Direct Land Line 24/7 Instant Live Real Time Connection to the Infinite Divine.  For example for today:  I got instructions that for this month, to only go to Dahn Yoga, Bally's and to my Artist's Dates.  That I'm going to spend the remainder of the $$ on gas and to only go to Dahn Yoga, Bally's & the group classes and that would be it !!!  for the whole month, I have a full tank of gas and I have food for the whole month of May !!!  plan is to consume 4 cans of tuna every 3-4 hrs and to fast on Tuesdays !!  While I'll be totally alone with the Infinite Divine focusing on me, this whole month.  I will not go to my scheduled "Must Go's" Give Peace a Dance, Synphoria, Wed Night Divine Dancing, and Chi Ka Go and also Oneness & Kirtan, Nada !!!!   Just me, not going to spend a dollar this whole entire month of May !!!  It'll be just me and the Infinite Divine.... just us too, getting deep, focusing on every cell of my entire being for transformation and to metamorphosize every atom and every cell of my whole entire being.

So, even right now, I'm also getting instructions not to shave, I'll shave my neck !!!  but, I'm going to grow the beard, just for me !!!  My power !!! My Life !!! ME !!!!!  I will do What Ever I Want !!!!  ME !!!  I will reclaim my Own Divine Power !!!!  Oh, it's On alright !!!  I do have like a self calm confidence Divine Power within myself !!!   and I totally feel that this month is getting to the Absolute Pure True Self of Me at the Bare Bones  Level... this is why I totally feel that I'm not supposed to be with anyone nor to be around anyone for the month of May for more than 5 min !!!  at the gym, I will small talk, but that's about it... nothing else, nothing more !!!  I'm beginning to get it with "the Artist's Way", this absolutely blew my mind away !!!  Wow !!!  I finally got it !!!  but, I know that I must exercise it and to be Absolute Master with it !!!  with the "Morning Pages" and the Artist's Dates... Wow !!! This absolutely blew my mind away !!!  Once I started to really write down and to re-read that particular section...  I do have another blog on "the Artist's Way", you can check out, it's for me and my reference, and for my experiences.

So, today, is a relaxed day... which is supposed to be like on my Sundays.... write, plan, read for the upcoming week...  So, this week, will be only Dahn Yoga and Bally's !!!!  most likely this whole entire month !!!  just me, I will not spend a dollar on anything this whole month !!!  I have a full tank of gas and bought my cans of tuna for the whole entire month.  So, I'm good, All I have to focus is me, myself and I, my transformation, my Metamorphosis !!!!  I will be with me, my Absolute Pure Divine Self and with Infinite Divine Master of Masters for the whole entire 111 Days !!!  and it starts today !!!  I'm going to do the exercises and the tasks that's required for me to do for "the Artist's Way" course.. 

I'm Ready!!!  I have never been soooo ready in my entire life  !!!!  Thank You Infinite Divine Source for everything !!!  I absolutely love my life !!!!  and I'm Sooo Looking Forward for my Metamorphosis !!!!  Wow !!!  I can totally feel it !!!  I also wanted to say some words of appreciation to this one particular person that I just recently met, I don't know if I mentioned him or not on any of the blogs, but, it was about 4am at Dunkin Donut's on a Sat early morning, he's from Hawaii and he was with his friend you lives in the Chgo area.  Even though we hung out and talk for only a few hours that late night, I was definitely inspired.  That he told me that he went to Hawaii all by himself with Absolutely Nothing !!!  Living on the streets and in tents.  And now he travels the Entire Globe !!!!  Literally !!!!  Having Fun, Meeting People, hiking, snow boarding, having the time of his life !!! Wow !!! to the Millionth Power !!!!   yeah, I did check out some of his pics, Incredible !!!  I absolutely loved it !!!  I guess it was confirmation that if you decide to go where you want to go and to have Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith, that the Universe will clear out a path for you, when the path appears to be blocked and impassable.  That is Absolutely Amazing !!! 

So, I foresee writing some words here giving a weekly update here on this blog... just writing down any awakenings, growth, evolving ....  It'll be just me and the Infinite Divine !!!!  all by ourselves this month... going only to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's and that is it !!!  for the whole month of May... and I'll also be going on my Artist's Dates that will not require any money to be spent, just to make sure I won't spend any money this month, after I'm done for the night here at McD's, I'm going to spend every cent on gas and so I can have an absolute zero experience, even the $3 that I have in my account !!!  I won't have any temptation or any distractions whatsoever for the whole month of May !!!  Wow !!! I'll just have my tuna and my full tank of gas, with the gas, I'm going to see how much gas I use up for 1 week driving to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's for one week, to see if I have to walk, jog, run to Dahn Yoga.... I'm only going to use 1 full tank of gas for the Whole Entire Month....!!!!   Wow !!!  this is getting Deep Down and Dirty for my Month of Metamorphosis !!!  I know that this whole Entire Month of May will be the Most Transforming Month in my Entire Life !!!!  This is it !!!  4pm right this second at McD's on Dempster in Niles... I'm ready, I never been sooo ready in my entire life !!!  Thank you !!! Thank you !!!  Forever Thank you for Infinity !!!  Oz, TY...


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