Thursday, May 19, 2011

MUST LOVE CHANGE !!!! and Willing to be ELASTIC !!!!!!

Here some personal words from Oscar Zepeda, enough with the copy & pasting, right??  I just wanted to have some other people's point of view and  we are all geniuses with Divine knowing and I truly believe that we have all the answers that we need for ourselves and for our specific lives... Yes, other beings may offer their perspective and views on how to transform someone's life but, in the end we are the Master's of our own lives and our specific traits.  That we know best for our own lives.  So here I am, May 19th, 2011, I'm truly am learning as I go, and I'm learning that there isn't a "Cookie Cutter" System to Metamorphosize anybody's life.  We have to learn how to listen, and to hear and to follow Infinite Divine instructions.  I truly believe for me, you build and grow this Infinite Divine connection and communication strictly by being alone with Infinite Divine.  As my previous post has stated, May 15th, 2011 was the Final Official Start Date !!  Well, I come to realize that I can determine when and what time I start, not a date..  To signify my Journey, I've decided to get my hair striped in Platinum Blond !!!  oh yeah, I did have it striped blue, but, it was barely noticeable, this is my Warrior Look, also with my full complete beard that I'm growing right now.. Thank You... I truly feel that I need something visual to signify the starting of my Transformation !!!  and my Metamorphosis, and what better way then to have a platinum blond stripe from forehead to the back of your head !!!  and my hair is a dark brown curls... 

I did have thoughts of making this year strictly my year !!!  Focus on me and me only, !!!  Mind, Body, Spirit !!!  I know it will take at least a year for me to become what I want to become physically and mentally..  I know that I'm definitely in a work in progress and that I'm learning everyday every moment.  For example: Yesterday, about Growing... In order to Grow we must plant ourselves !!!  Stay on fertile ground until roots start to take root and to grow... that was key, seems sooo elementary, but, I think we forget that part, that we must PLANT our selves 1st !!!!  in order for us to grow....  I'm planing myself out here in Morton Grove, where I have Bally's, Dahn Yoga and soon to be at Xsport... it's all in a 4-5 mile radius... This is my cocoon, this is My Life !!!  I determine what I and how I will live....

I also had a crazy wild thought, just going out physically in the next couple months and then go to all the places where I always wanted to go, Yellowstone, Yosemite, Florida Keys, go to my 2nd home Sedona, and to revisit my lone hike at the Joshua Tree Forest Preserve, it was off a dirt road, and I climbed some small mountains, well it was more like steep tall cliff type hills... where I had written something on a rock and also underneath a rock overlooking the horizon...  this was in 1998 or so ??  I honestly don't have the specific year, I just know that I was on a hike with the Infinite Divine.  And I want to go back and film it... Since I do have a HD recorder... !!!   and then go to the 11/11/11 in Sedona !!!! Wow !!!! That would be Absolutely Amazing !!!!!   here's the link:  11/11/11 Gathering Sedona, Arizona November that's only a few months, maybe I can go to CA to visit friends and family ??  Hmmm that's an idea ??  I just know that I must Harness and Experience Infinite Divine's Beautiful Gems and Creations... the beautiful national parks and forests !!!  Yellowstone !!! I sooo want to go !!!  I think I might go on that road trip after all...  I would love to go to Alaska !!!  oh wow !!! That would be absolutely amazing !!!!    You know what, I'm going to do it !!!  you heard if first right here !!!  We'll see, all I know is that this year is my year for me !!! to transform myself !!!  fully and completely.... This is my year to Metamorphosize my whole entire being, Mind, Body and Spirit !!!!  Going to go on a road trip with Infinite Divine !!!  Leading, Guiding, Showing Me the way !!!!  

I would like to say that my Metamorphosis is constantly changing and evolving !!!  I fully and completely let go of everything Jan 1st, 2011 during the Burning Bowl Ceremony at Bodhi Spiritual Center, rent was over due and wasn't able to pay for any of the utilities and so I was off !!!  Off to see the Wizard !!!!  March, 1, 2011 was "On My Own" where I sold all of my possessions with the exception of the van, did a "Sam Worthington", I got some personal interviews with Sam on this blog, Amazing Story !!! it's both of each others journey to metamorphosis our lives.... he lived out of his Toyota Camry and me out of my Dodge Caravan !!!  Now that you think about that, I have a mansion !!!  compared with Sam Worthington's Camry !!!!   Well, going to continue to write the rest of my "Morning Pages" (the Artist's Way) and then to transform my physical body !!!  Oh yeah, it's On Today !!!!  Yeaaahhhhhh !!!!  Have the Most Awesomest Day In Your Entire Life !!!!  Oz

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