Rome Was Not Built Over Night !!!!!!!

Ok, I'm just going to write some inspired "flowing" words, whatever I write, whatever I'm feeling, thinking, everytlhing, my Morning Pages !!!  hey, it's Morning Still !!!   I know that I have to live, breathe, success !!!  One of the video's that I posted, with Eric Thomas the Hip Hop Preacher, stated or the other one after that one ???   well, anyways, that you must have the rest of your life in check not only what you do in the gym or work ???  like your car or your home,,, is your home is a mess, mostly likely your life is a mess !!! ???  same with the car !!!   I want to master my life !!!  and I know that I must master the small steps first !!!!  like having my car clean and organized, having it look nice, neat and clean, at least !!!   Today, I'm going to pay for my Oct/Nov Membership Dues at Xsport Naperville, IL and at Jakked Hardcore Gym !!! the time is now !!! to seal up the cocoon and to become the true absolute me !!!!  That's all !!!  Wow !!!!  Yesterday !! I just gotta let you in on this !!!   Well, I had "Deactivated" my Old Self Facebook page, well, just out of curiosity to make sure that I still had it and with all of my "Friends" !!!  See, I know that I had cross paths with those particular people for a reason and purpose !!!  even though right now, I know that I must start over with my new life !!!  Wow !!!  I haven't checked my Old Self Facebook for at least a month, I would guess !!!  Since I've been adding and requesting New Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine Friendships that are in my best interest and highest good !!!   I was shocked but, not surprised !!!!  

It's like visiting your old stomping grounds, and saying Same Ol" Same Ol' !!!!!   Wow, but, in this case, I noticed that not only that it was Same Ol-Same Ol ??  but, it was like the same shit drama bullshit as before except it has been multiplied !!!!!!   My former roommate !!!!  Yesss !!!!   let's just say he's in court battling it out with the mother of his son !!!!  and he was asking on Facebook, asking if you remember anything about his ex that would make her a "bad mother" or question her fitness to be a mother to let him know, I was like Wow !!! and he would let everyone know the down and dirty !!!  of court, not having money for a lawyer the whole 9 yards !!! I was like Whoa !!!!  Now I know why I had to go !!!   I don't think I was ever supposed to be his roommate but, it happened and that chapter of my life is closed !!!  Same People are still going to get stupid drunk at the Lodge, going to the same bands, drinking the same alcohol and smoking the same misc !!!   I was like Wow !! Whoa !!!  thank You !!!!    Same bands come !!! with the same people who love to get wasted drunk !!!!  thank you !!!  for the wisdom of knowing now.... I knew it wasn't healthy for my overall well being working there, being surrounded by alcohol, smoking, drunk people, drunk "friends" who just hands you shots and glasses of alcohol !!! Sooo, glad I had released that former life that I had experienced !!!  and to see how much everything has compounded was like Wow !!! and at the same time, Not Suprised !!!  well, former roommate 24/7 was having Beyond Baby Momma Drama and money problems, just like a Super Electro Drama & Money Problems Magnet !!!!!   I knew when I had shut the door to his place, I knew that-that was the last time I was going to be there !!!!   There was also some ladies that I would love to keep in touch with but, I think right now, now is not the time for ladies !!!  Nope, Not Now & Not Yet Anyways !!!!   it's my schooling  !!!!!  becoming a Personal Trainer !!!!  Transforming and Metamorphosizing My Own Life !!!!!   and I hope to Inspire and Motivate Others !!!  by "Being" The Change I Want To See In the World !!!!!!  

So, that's it right now !!! today is Sat, Oct, 6, 2012, 10:51am, College of DuPage, Lounge, I had a great night sleep and rest !!! and now, today, get the car organized, washed and cleaned !!!  Getting Ready for my New Schedule !!!!   NPTI, Xsport Fitness & Jakked Hardcore Gym and Dahn Yoga !!!!  I Must Take Care of Myself !!!!   Now !!!!   Tomorrow ??? I would love to see my nephews play some football and baseball !!!  I do want to take care of myself !!! We'll see, I know that I must take care and focus on me !!!!  I'm in school now !!!!   I just shared a video clip from CNN !!!  About UFO's and Aliens !!!  I believe it was aired Sept. 2012 would need to review it again !!  This is what's about to happen !!!  That We're about to be notified that there ARE LIFE Outside Our Planet Earth !!!!!   Intelligent Life !!!!  Sooo, maybe this is why the Aztec Calendar ended in 2012 ???  is that our Forefathers will Return !!!!!!!   Again !!! in 2012 !!! 

I don't think I mentioned this but, last week, one of the counselors that came to DuPage Pads Site told us that he saw UFO's Zipping back and forth in Downers Grove, IL 2 weeks ago, so, about 3 weeks ago !!!!  Yeah...

ok, going to do a Power Meditation !!!  I don't know what to do right this moment..... brb !!!  D/O