Tuesday, October 30, 2012

In 2 Days My Life Will Drastically Change !!!!!!!!! 2 Days !!!!

Soooo looking forward for today !!!!!    writing some words right now, well on 11/1/12 I'll be receiving what will be for me like Winning The Mega-Millions !!!!!!!   My I'm Soooo looking forward on being able to breathe again !!!!!   Wow !!! I'm just looking forward for Everything !!!!  It's Sooooo On !!!!!  

Bottom line is My Physical Body and My Fitness  !!!!!!!   I gotsa go now !!!  need my shower !!!!

be back this afternoon !!!!  // 3:53pm (I'm Back !!!!)  I love my School and my Classmates !!!!!  Had one of the seniors told me that, "I don't know what this class would be like without you !!"  note that this senior student was a guy/straight.....   I absolutely love it !!!  Today we worked out Chest / Triceps and we learned about Levers 1, 2. 3, about our bodies and how they work..  with the joints / Pivot Points... and the muscles !!!!  Honestly I know I can be my own trainer !!!  but, it's always good to have someone pushing you and supporting you !!!!!!  

Ok, well, I think it may take a few days after the 1st for me to receive my overflow !!!  I have to "Verify" on the 31st tomorrow, once that is done, it usually takes about a week !!!  Soooo, it won't be exactly the 1st !!!  I don't care, I know it's "On The Way" !!!!!!    I'll be able to go get some gas and be able to work out at the gym on a monthly basis... it's on !!!!  I'm ready for my New Life  !!!!!    My New Body !!!!  Yes, it's All me !!!  I'm Responsible  For My Life and My Body !!!!!!!  Sooo,  let's see...... bottom line, I'll be working out at Jakked starting Nov 1st, 2012 !!!!   I'll do the monthly deal until I get paid, and do the yearly deal !!! and also prepare for Xsport as soon as they offer the buy 1 yr get one yr, you know what fuck that !!! That's Lack Based Thinking !!!!   Let's do it all !!!!!  Jakked Gym & Xsport Fitness & Dahn Yoga & of Course NPTI my School  !!!!  National Personal Training Institute !!!!! 

It's sooo on baby !!!!    I'm sooo looking forward To Everything !!!!!   Hurry 1st !!!!!!!   haaa, it's All Good  !!!  oh yeah, just an FYI, I won't be with DuPage Pads until further notice after the 1st... I remember when I was in Morton Grove, IL Bally Total Fitness, I walked in the Forest Preserves and worked out till close almost every night !!!!  I was very very chizzled at that time  !!!  this time will be even Better !!!! For I Know !!!!   and Knowing is Half The Battle !!!!!   I'm Soooo Looking forward to Everything !!!!  I love my life !!!  I love my life !!! Soooo Very Much !!!!!  it's Soooo On !!!!ok, it's almost about that time !!! for me to see my Homely's !!!!!   My Absolute Freedom Family !!!!   One's Who "Say" That they're homeless  !!!!  Hogwash !!!!!   I call it Absolute Freedom !!!!  

ok, for the record,  there was someone who is considered to very spiritual.... I just feel that I should let this out.... ok, here we go, at the same time I have to leave in 5 min !!!!   Well, this individual / s hosts spiritual / dance related gatherings at their home/place since ????  I don't know... I'm guessing many years.... well, someone bought it from the owner and now their place is at "Risk"..... me ???   Nothing in this Universe is at Risk !!!!!!!   Whatever Happens Is Perfect !!!  When I first heard this I knew that there is some disconnection...  I'm not doubting nor criticizing his/her spirituality and/or faith with their Divine.... I just immediatlely felt that he/she was "Lack Based" or Scarcity Based Thinking.... then again I don't know the full story... All I know is that Infinite Divine Loves Growth and Change !!!!  Being in the same spot doing the same things for years, I sense that there might be some repetition going on.....  Infinite Divine and Our Brains Love NEW !!!!  New Environements, New Experiences, I sense that they are too comfortable and guess what ????  it's time to Grow !!!!   He/She are recruiting and posting to the new owner for them to stay..  I sense Fear All Over Them, He/She asked us (Friends on Facebook) for us to send a text, call, write a positive comment on the website, etc.... and this was the Kicker !!!!  You know how people usually say, I'll be their in Spirit ??? Well, he/she was asking for support "Not Just In Spirit"......in going to their functions and gatherings!!!!!!  Yeah.... I just felt Wow !!!!!   so my Spirit doesn't count, I already know what's going to happen !!!!   Crazy but, True !!!   I felt Fear.... God Loves Change  !!!  If you don't Change He'll Change It For You !!!!  and this is what's happening with this individual / s......  that's it for now... gotta go !!!!  

Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar  Z To the Absolute Fullest !!!!

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