Well, I must say that I had the Amazing Day yesterday !!! Everyday I have an Absolute Amazing Day !!!! I went to Church Hallelujah !!!! wow !!! I was "this" close of not going, because I didn't have any pants to wear !!! then I laughed at the ego self, Haaa !!! You want to go the easy way out don't ya !!! I found some black slacks with a belt and brushed & flossed my teeth and got ready to go to Living Stone, I was there early and got my spot and I even was early enough to remember to get all of my $$ for tithes... Me I'm All About PBBF and Going to Absolute Extreme !!!! I did a PBBF Extreme Style from Tithing = Tithes Everything I had, which was $13 cash !!!! so when they did the Tithes I didn't hesitate to request a tithes envelope and gave it all !!!! Joyfully and 1000% Knowingly that I'll Be Well Taken Care of and that it's a Guaranteed Blessing !!! Guaranteed !!! Iron Clad !!!! Then later on in the service there was a special guest from Haiti he was doing some misison work with kids in Haiti and the Pastor wanted to give him a "Pentecostal Hand Shake" which is basically having some cash usually bills in the palm of your hand and you give the $$ by shaking his/her hands.... and EVERYONE was coming up to shake his hand with bills, I didn't know what to do ??? I just tithed everything I had which was $13 and the Pentecostal Handshake came as a Total Surprise !!! So, I didn't have any money whatsoever and then I checked my pockets, I had a used napkin and some change, I didn't even bother looking at the change it was like 4-5 coins of something, my guess was pennies, but, I didn't even look, so I said, cool, at least I can go up hug him and put the change in the basket, I was eyeballing the process when I was in line, the was another Pastor / Helper that was holding the offering basket for him... Sooo, basically While we hugged I put the change inside the basket and bolted to my seat !!! Bam-Boom I'm Out !!! NOW !!! I Don't Anything !!!! and I love it !!!! See, I absolutely love this type of church, we had incredible service and then we had Altar Call to become a Warrior of God !!! YESSS !!!!! Warrior !!!!! it was Awesome !!! I love it !!!! thank you.....there was a lot of people who went up to the altar, started praying for each other.... I left at 1:15pm !! 10am to 1:15pm !!!!!!! YESSS !!!! Praising, Worshiping, Singing, Dancing !!! I had an Amazing Time !!!! See, they take heed for the Spirit and they are not bound by Exact Time Constraints !!!! they respect the Holy Spirit and yes it takes a lil bit more time for healing and miracles to happen... I don't know--it's just me, !!! I want to Praise, I want to Worship, To Go With the Flow of the Holy Spirit !!!! Not Everyt;hing Must Be On Time and On Schedule !!!!! Nope !!! There is No Such Thing !!! to plan the exact time for the Holy Spirit must work by !!! It's just me, ya know !! I want More !!! MORE EVERYTHING !!!!! To Cry With Infinite Gratitude and Thankfulness to the Infinite One Almighty. this Wednesday I'll be going to Midweek Service !!!! for more Praise and Worship !!! oh yeah, after service I had went to Jimmy's to get my "Platinum Blond" Stripe !!! Haaa, well, it did work then we put some extra Purple stuff to really get it white but, it turned/dyed dark purple, Sooo, instead of a white stripe I have a dark purple stripe !!!!! haaa !!! All Good !! Right ???? Well, we spent about a good 2 hours or so getting the process down but, heyyy, I did Have a Very Blond Stripe Before the extra dark purple stuff....... So, I'm thinking in Oct !!!! getting it finally done, haaa, we'll see, I'm just going to go with the flow with everything, even though it wasn't what I wanted, I accepted it and understood that the beard wanted some purple before going white blond !!! I totally understand it, I was told that it should gradually lose it's purple dye and will be going lighter whiter, not 100% white maybe a few hints of purple... So, that's the deal with my beard stripe... All Good !!!
Today !! Monday !!! at my office...today I will write, schedule with my intentions heart out today..... Today will be the official last day of the Preparation Phase even though I'm Actually Inside the Cocoon !!!! Preparation Phase, doing and going what you've always been doing except just knowing that this time on Monday or Tues that I'll be somewhere else eating something else and doing this, that and the other !!!!! it's all Mental Preparation !!!! Today is Day 5 of my Metamorphosis, the last past 5 days I've been in mental preparation. Even though physically I have been doing the same deal as before, with going to shelters, eating till I'm stuffed, passing out, drinking coffee, eating deserts, misc. that is not on the future energy source of Fish, Salad, & Water !! Sooo, today is the last day of splurging !!! Tonight, I will rest in the car, and 1st thing in the morning, go to Xsport in Naperville, IL and get the body moving and going slowly into Beast and Warrior Mode !!!! This month I will find out a lot !!! I think I should just get the ball rolling with Whole Foods !!! in Naperville, IL since I'll be working out right across the street !!! that would be Awesome !!! went from being a Bouncer at a Bar to Working at Whole Foods in Produce !!!! Now that's a Cover Story in it's self !!!! Yeah, this is my plan as of now !!! and if I do get the VRAP (VA training deal to get paid become a Personal Fitness Trainer !!!!) and we'll see about the Vipassana 10 Day Meditation
Retreat, I haven't got word from them yet... So, this is the deal, I'm not going put myself in that type of enviornment anymore with alcohol and smoking !!! I did thought about either going back to the Lodge or work for somewhere else for cash, but, I know it'll be Not Worth It !!! Not Worth Being In that type of environment anymore !!! regardless if I'm getting paid in cash or not !!! or zero money !!!
So, that's the deal right now... Today, going to make some phone calls, to Veterans Assistance, to get my teeth cleaned and plan out my schedule for the remainder of the month !!!
Last Night Was "My Last Supper" !! at the Synagogue, it was a Beyond Feast !!! and I had only one serving, it looked like a mountain but, it was only 1 serving !!! and I purposely starved/fasted myself for this Incredibly Amazing Dinner !!! Talapia fish, with beef squares casserole, with turkey loaf, with Everything, black berries, strawberries, grapes, Cran-apple juice, all assortment of fruits, salads, salad dressings, I got so full I didn't eat the deserts !!! I know right ??? WTF ??? Hey, I did have 4 Biscanties with my coffee !!! I kid you not !!! I was King Solomon !!! and I knew that that Supper would be my last for a while !!! I think I might do just the 'Meal Only" on Sunday evenings... this is how beautiful and delicious and plenty with Abundant amount of Everything !!!! I'm still full !!!! tonight, is my gradually getting winged off of PADS (homeless shelter sties).. yess, I'm Ready !!! I'm Ready !! Weather is getting cooler now, perfect sleeping weather..... I want Xsport and Jakked Gym !!!! Soo, this is it !!! I love my life !!! this is it !!!
Monday, Sept 10, 2012 is today to Sept 30th, 2012 end of month !!! = 20 Days !!!! I'm going to get crackin on the physical,,,, I love my life !! I love my life sooo very much !!!!! Thank You !!! I do want to start working out at Jakked Gym, I think Oct. 1. would be the best time, because I would be warmed up to start hitting the steel iron cast weights !!! I know I must gradually get into shape !!! since I haven't doing Anything !!! other than walking !!! No Joke !!! So, this will be a good transition from Xsport to Jakked plus, I'll have some $ to pay for dues !!! ok, I want to make my phone calls now !!! get that deal over with !!! I don't know if I should call the VA to find out the status on everything .... I haven't got word from mom, yet, she's going to call me to let me know whether or not if I got word from the VA ..... and I also want to let the Personal Training Institute a Heads Up on the status right now.... All good !!! I love my life !!! Thank You !!!! Well, I think I might post the pics I posted accidently to the Other Blog (Divinitus Warrious Universalis) Blog, I usually post up my fav video clips there.... all good!!!! for long term change we must change gradually !!! and changing new environments and people !!!! and this is the start of that !!! I'm going to release all of the creature comforts and lets get this Metamorphosis Going !!!!!
I'm Ready !!!! ok, time is also the essence too !!! You can only plan and prepare soo much !!!! Let's work out, go to the Forest Preserves, save on gas, I'm right below the halfway mark...I want to make my phone calls inside my car, there's some people here, and I know I'll be disclosing some personal not-need-to-know information... ya know, so I'm going to get a list going and make my calls. and just go !!! Go !!! Go !!!! oh yeah, I do have $31 worth of Food aka tuna that I'm going to get today !!!! Soo, I won't be posting/aka - writing out in real time blogging Until further notice... I'm thinking once a month, or maybe twice a month... giving an update on things !!! and to upload some new pics and video clips..... Let's do it !!! I'm ready !! Ok, going to car to make those calls !!! Thank YOu Universe For Everything !!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude !!! Oscar Z/ Divinitus U
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