Grateful to have this Chapter Closed and a New One Open !!!!

Hello !!!  Wow !!! A Lot has happened since I last wrote here !!!!   even as I write this I'm in the process of deleting my FB aka Facebook profile !!! I'm releasing the old self and I must start again brand spanking new !!!  just an FYI, I will be foregoing a very Extreme form of Metamorphosis, a few ideas that I have is 1.  Not speaking for a year.  2. be in total seclusion with the Ifninite Divine Almighty going wherever the Solar Winds Take Me.  3.  Becoming Divinitus Warrious Universalis = Divine Warrior Universalis  in the physical flesh.

My Environment, friends, family got me where I am today and I know I'm soooo much more !!!!  I'm Soooo Ready to be the true authentic real me !!!  The time is now.... Time is Now !!!!  To do all the things that I've always wanted and longing to do and to BECOME !!!!!  Time is Now !!!!   Going to be in the cocoon for a while..... Sweet Look what I got in my email:  "

Hi Oscar,
 
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14 Days Counting Down !!!!  I Choose what I see, hear, and say.... and Honestly 

Everytime I check FB seems like I get ambushed with something that I do not wish to see. 

and yes, it's time to start doing some releasing !!!! 

 I was pretty shocked when I first logged into my blog account, it stated 2 thousand somethin people viewed my blog !!!  I know I was at least 100 views, I just write and save it !!!  Well, I know that I'm not the only one that wants to Change !!!!  Change My Whole Entire Life, Mind, Body, Spirit !!!!   My whole Everything !!!!   i know it's more  !!!!   it is sooo much more  !!!!   ok, I'm definitley want to write down my experience with my time at the Lodge in 4 Lakes in Lisle, IL...this is just my experience, my growth and my evolution to become more and greater than.  I know I planted many seeds and impacted many lives while I was at the Lodge.   I knew I had a greater purpose other than checking ID's and making sure no fights break out, be the fashion police, charging regulars cover charges !!!  ha !!!  oh Willie !!!!  yeah, he definitely helped me make the decision even sooner to "take a break" from the Lodge !!!   I know that my job has been completed !!!!  I just knew that I was an example on how to have fun ???  or to be the true you and to have a I don't give flying fuck attitude about the way you are and to be proud of it !!!!  I really don't know exactly what my actual purpose for being there was.  All I know was that I have been told 100's of times, how cool, friendly, outgoing, happy, funny I was.  and I had people asked me what is my secret of "Being Sooo Happy"... Wow !!!  I truly didn't know how much of impact I had with the Lodge until the last days.  I just knew my duty has been done....Done Done !!!!!   Another factor is with me !!!  I want to change, and you can't change with the same environments and people.  the Lodge is a Dance, Bar, Pub, place where the main element is alcohol !!!  Yep, if you want to get fucked up and have the time of your life you go to the Lodge !!!  My Deal I want to subtract the Alcohol element to the equation !!!!  yes, it was there in my face time after time, night after night !!! and yes,  I had succumb to my peers.... and yes, very much regretted it, but hey  !!! Lesson learned !!!  this place of employment no longer serves me....  and I told the manager I needed a much needed break... an undisclosed amount of time to travel and see family... Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever come back... I"m Soooo Done Done !!!!  hey, anything can happen, all I know for a fact it's not Lisle, IL !!!!

Ok, let's get back to the nitty gritty of My Human Metamorphosis Extreme Style.... already !!!  I'm soo grateful to have experience such contrast !!!  I took it graciously !!!  being around beings that are not in my best well being and health.  I want to surrounded with beings that are taking massive actions on improving their well-being and health, don't get me wrong they are great loving people, I'm just not in the same wave length anymore... I have released all the misc that no longer serves me... I thank them for the knowledge and experience that I have grown and evolved into.  With me Environment is the Main ingredient on why I haven't been changed.... Time is also another factor.... I was looking at my calendar this year and last year.... I've started with my Human Metamorphosis since March/April of 2011 !!!!!  Hey !!! Heyyy !!!!!  STOP !!!!   it's all good !!!  I know gained some massive weight too !!!  I know I'm at least 265 lbs now.... Wow !!!  Hey !!!! Heyyyy !!!! it's all good !!!! All Good !!!  Never Beat Yourself Up !!!!  it's all good  !!!!   All Good !!!  ...  I moved out of my roomattes condo Wed !!!  Wow !!!  While I was closing the door my Spirit and I said at the same time, " "this Chapter is officially closed !!!!  Unto the Next One !!!" ....

Ok, I made my mind, I will do what's best for me and the only person who knows what's best for me is ME !!!!!!  Ka Peesh ???  yeah, I thought about going to mom's and going to Bodhi Spiritual Center together, we usually go together, but for some reason, I don't want to see and say anything to anyone right now... it seems like my True Divine Soul is telling me, " Be Alone with Me already".... you don't need any outside spiritual center or people because you got the Source where All came from....  Feels' like Infinite Divine is forcing me to lay low and to focus on me and my becoming, a Divine Warrior of the Universe = Divinitus Warrious Unversalis.... into the cocoon I go.... there is sooo much going on right now that I know what's best for me !!!!  No One Else !!!!   Love u ma !!!  I'll be there in Spirit !!!    Wow !!!!  I'm glad I'm done with that last chapter !!!!  I knew I had to go through it for others to see and experience my light and being and I know now that My job has been completed....   Done !!!  I'm also releasing with the Alcohol based environments, the not serving me relationships, it's time for Infinite Divine Time !!!  oh snap !!! that's catchy !!!!  it's IDT = Infinite Divine Time !!!!!!  and no one else !!!   I'm sooo ready !!!

My closing thoughts and words from the last chapter, I truly believe that the last chapter began when I got the job at the Lodge... in late Aug of 2011, I've worked every Fri, Sat,  Sun since late June 2012, don't know the actual date don't care neither, all I knew was that my time is up, my job has been completed, unto the next one... and it finally closed last week when I closed my roommates door for the last time !!!  it feels sooo good releasing that whole environment !!!  I was beyond well done !!!  I was Super Burnt !!! I sooo wanted to change,  to grow and to evolve into the being that I truly want to become and you have "friends with good intentions offering you shots, beer, hard alcohol drinks, smokes, right smack in your face left and right !!!!   Yeah, it's awesome how the Universe just makes sure your done !!!  this one guy skinny scrawny guy w/ blond hair gelled up, right in my face, "Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot, Wanna Shot !!???"

Holy Shit Son !!!! Enough already !!!  that was the starting of me knowing that my time was only days left and so it was !!!!   Not to worry everyone I will have a FB page for the New & Improved Ever Growing and Evolving Upward and Outward.... it will be my new name Divinitus Warrious Universalis.... just to let you know...... ok, here we go, going to plan out my life, game plan, got my binder, calendar, my gyms schedules (group classes are key for me !!!)  and GP (Game Plan) for upcoming months and the remainder of the year, I'll tell you one thing it'll be about....... ME !!!!  You, better look out for you too and plan your life Around YOU !!!!!   Not anyone else ok ????   Take Your Power Back !!!!  I Am !!!! Until Next Time  !!!!  Glad you're here !!!!   Namaste !!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar Z / D.W.U.  I like my new initials !!! sounds like a DUI from TX !!!!