I'm soooo ready to become who I was born to be !!!!! I'm soooo Freaking Done with the Petty Misc of everyday life and miscomunication, in a nutshell, I thought I was invited to a concert that both of the performers were going to give me free Tickets, I Absolutely Totally Thought it was Free, better yet, let me Click and Paste what she wrote me...: you know what, I'm not even going to put any more logs on this fire, just going to let it die out..... that's how you do it !!!! let's just say, there was definitely a miscommunication and I'll do what I got to do and that's pay for the ticket.... All Good !!!! All Very Good, I'm sooo glad I was able to go on credit apparantly..... hey, I'm glad I got to see the performance it was Incredible !!!!
This whole situation was a switch for me to just Fucking Do It !!!!!! Do It Big Fucking Time !!!! Go All Out, Don't Listen to Others At Freaking All !!!!!! I know what's Best For Me !!!! I'm the King, the Boss, Head Honcho, la effe, I just finally filed for unemployment which I was should've filed months ago, all good !!! so I got some $$ coming in, not too much but, just enough to start things going for me right now.... this is the GP (Game Plan), use the Financial Energy of $651 per month to use to preventative maintenance on the van, tires, full tune up, cold weather gear, work out gear and then save up for Road Trip and Chile !!!! in the meantime I've decided starting Nov 1, 2011 to Nov 1, 2012 "Every Breath, Every Momement, Every Cent" will be towards on me Becoming Ultima Universalis !!!!!! I'm freaking Done with the Misc. Side Tracked Not Having $$ for what will be making me become Ultima Universalis. Done, Whatever has happened in the past is done !!!! No More !!! it's All Me !!!! Yep !!!! All Me !!!! I love my life !!!! So that's the dealeo for right now, use the $$ to get ready for my year !!!! My Year !!!! My Own Year !!!! Where I'm King, I'm the Boss, la effe, I know what's Best For Me !!! No Ifs &'s or Buts... this is my year to become whom I've always wanted to become !!!!! Ultima Universalis !!!! So This is the Deal.... got my PT job working at the Lodge in Lisle, IL, I'm going to have the best night of my entire life tonight !!!!! 11 days till the 1st !!! the 1st is coming the 1st is coming !!!! Soooo looking forward to the 1st ??? why you ask, I'll get some $$, I'm like on EE right now, E = $$ cash and with Gas = gauge stick is below the orange Empty line... yes, Double E !!!! All good, going to have some $$ helping out the runner, take out the trash and get the glasses and misc.... something, just to help out and get some cash !!! ok, I definitely went on a tangent here, BL (Bottom Line) is that starting Nov 1st will be all me, I'm definitely going to get ready with Mind, Body & Spirit, Ultima Universalis is a Comin !!!! I Never Been Soooo Ready !!!!!! I'm going to give my self 4 yrs, 1 of which will be the bootcamp.... if I served 4 1/2 yrs in the Marine Corps that I gave my whole life, Mind, Body, Spirit why can't I serve 4 1/2 yrs for ME !!!????? you know what I'm going to serve me now !!!! 4 yrs of Pure Selfish Service to ME !!!!! Focus is Solely 1000% on Pure Me, Myself and I !!! oh, it's On Like Donkey Kong Alright !!!!!
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