I was reading about the Metamorphosis of a caterpillar and how it has 5 attempts to fully chrysalis (cocoon), the 4 prior attempts is basically shedding off their old skin for growth and expansion which is called instar and then the final attempt is where the cocoon will be formed. More Info on Butterfly Metamorphosis
Wow !!! I'm just relating that to my own life, how I attempted to transform my whole life, been almost a year that I wanted to something totally extreme to change my whole entire life, I had previous start dates, all have been compromised, yes much growth and expansion and much "shedding" off old skin, old habits, old life, old environment, old friends, old lifestyle, anything that doesn't serve my New Divine Blended Bodies (Body, Mind, Spirit Connection). I remember sometime last year during the summer, I was loving life, Gorgeous Day and I was eating a pint of misc. goodies from the buffet at Whole Foods, it was Soooo Delicious !!! Sauteed mushrooms, asparagus and other treats, oh yeah, some tomatoes, Mmmmmmm, Dang !!! I wanted to be outside while I ate this Incredible Feast !!! I found a strip of grass at the end of the parking lot in Wheaton, just appreciating everything, seeing planet Earth for the very 1st time with my new blending being eyes (What I mean about blending being eyes, is that I'm seeing what the Infinite Divine Sees through my physical eyes.)
These two somewhat young guys, early 20's they were walking and came over to me, we both said, Hi !! and they came over to talk, I was friendly and they were friendly, and asked me if I believed in God, I said, Of Course !!!! Excitedly and Loudly !!! They complimented on my extreme enthusiasm, I think they were trying to "Save Me" which I used to be in their same shoes when I was their age, so I know the drill, Romans 10: something, "The Saving of Someones Life, into the Kingdom of Heaven"... so I just played along, and told them that I'm definitely One with the Infinite, and they both asked me if they could pray for me, I said, "Of Course !!" so they both laid hands on me praying, praying in tongues, and later one of the guys told me that he had a vision while he was praying, that I was about to emerge from the cocoon to become a butterfly!! This happened about maybe 1-2 yrs ago !!!
Incredible, almost about year ago, I went to a Chakra Healing Yoga Event and they showed a video clip on how the caterpillar will go through a transformation and will be going through a metamorphosis and eventually become a beautiful butterfly. Wow !!! I was Amazingly Shocked on how I am actually seeing the process and how it relates to my life. I knew this would eventually come, the actual official start date of my own metamorphosis. From all of the "Instars" the shedding of the skin for growth and expansion I am now going to enter the last instar that will form a complete cocoon totally surrounding my mind, body and spirit. How am I going to do this human cocoon thang ??
In the 1st initial post, another attempt, I mentioned that I basically gave up everything, my place, all of my furnishings, all of my prized possessions, and so now it's only me and the Infinite Divine, leading me and guiding me, and I have fully and completely "let go" of the reigns and let the Wind of the Universe take me wherever I need to go. It is a somewhat daunting experience especially from the "logic" side of the brain... What??, you got rid of Everything !!! How will you live, how will you survive, what will you do, what will people think, what will you do for work, How will you eat, All these logic side of the brain questions..... In order to experience the true transformational experience of your Human Metamorphosis, you must create a cocoon all by yourself, just you!!! (no one else, there isn't another caterpillar in the other caterpillar's cocoon asking the one who is about have the metamorphosis, asking him/her all these logically based questions.) A cocoon that surrounds 100% completely around your Mind, Body and Spirit. And that friends and family will not understand why you're going into seclusion, you try to explain, but, I know. Some will get it some won't.
Your environment and the people you associate with and spend time with is Absolutely Key, Vital, Critical, Life or Death Serious !!! I tried to do both, go through my metamorphosis and spend time with friends and family, but, I found out they do have influence, you waste and drain your energy trying to explain, "What is it that you're trying to do now ??" again, and they influence and cause distractions. So I told mom, that I'll be in seclusion for a while at least 111 days, but, I'm thinking maybe 6 months.. we'll see, I will only use human contact as my way of communication, no cell (I let my cell phone lapse 3 weeks ago), this next one will be tricky, internet use, Hmmmm, I'm still thinking heavily about this one, yeah, I don't think the caterpillar has a micro opening for his antenna in the cocoon, ok, done, zero internet usage, for at least 111 Days, and maybe once a month for 15 min thereafter. Whoa !!! that's big !!! Or maybe once a week write about my experience here on this blog ?? I think that would be best, because I want to write as it's currently happening, right in the think of it. Ok, see, you also have to be extremely flexible and have elasticity, with your own metamorphosis. I will consume Only Water, All Meats and Raw Veggies and limited fruits. And zero tv, dvd's, movies, cable or sports games, news, newspapers, mags. I don't even do that now, so it's no biggie !!!
I know what I have to do, for I am One with the Infinite Divine that Created the Entire Universe !!! Haaaa, that's my partner of Adventure that will forever back me up. I might shed some cozy comforts, I guess that's why I joined the Marine Corps, we can survive through Anything and Live and Sleep Anywhere !!!! and still kick some major ass !!! This Extreme Style of Human Metamorphosis is definitely not for the Faint of Heart who has been pampered or sheltered/bubbled.
My schedule will be as follows,
Mon:9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11:am Bally Total Fitnes and Bally's Yoga and other classes till 10:30pm
Tues: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11am " " to 7:00, 8pm Synthesis Tues Emily & Preston
Wed: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11am - Bally' to 5:30pm, 6:15pm Dahn Yoga, 7:20pm Power Nap, 9:00pm Wed Nite Divine Dancing at Yoga Now till 11pm/12am
Thurs: 10:30am Dahn Holistic Yoga, Bally's till 10:30pm.
Fri: 9:15am Dahn Yoga, Bally's to 5:30pm, (Depends on Which Fri of the Month) this will be varied if other events 7pm Oneness Blessing right after at 9pm Bahkti Caravan Kirtan Band , or other special "Divine Dancing" events.
Sat: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, Bally's to 7pm, and to other special monthly events, Give Peace A Dance and Synphoria , or Deeksha for Oneness Blessing Givers...
Sunday: Anything that I want !!! Re-juv, relax, read, nap, power nap, sleep, wind down, write in blog !!!! Eat a few extra portions to rebuild the muscles, do some tailoring with my work out wear, chill at a lake, walk a trail in a new Forest Preserve, be around like minded on the same path Divine Beings and Appreciate Everything !!! Visit with Family....
This is my Extreme Human Metamorphosis Phase Schedule !!! This will last for at least 111 Days or beyond !!! I sooo thinking it to be at least 6 months, but we'll see, I was inspired by the 6 months time frame from the show "Heavy" on A and E, go to A & E and check out some Full Episodes on Heavy, to make a Life Long Change you must live it for at least 6 months !! So, thus why I'm thinking possibly 6 months... we'll see, one thing is for certain that my life will be forever be transformed into the the Divine Blending Being that the Infinite Divine Universe Wants Me to Become !! Wow !!! Amazing hunh ?? I'm definitely going to give maybe weekly or bi-monthly blog updates... and pics of transformation...
The Official Start Date is this coming Monday, April 18th, 2011, I'm going to have My Intention Kick Off at tonight's Synphoria and possible Sunday's Full Moon Fire Jam, I might have to walk there !!!! It's all good baby !!!! All Good !! AG-AD-ED (All Good-All Day-Every Day)... Until next time and next update... signing off: Oscar Zepeda
Wow !!! I'm just relating that to my own life, how I attempted to transform my whole life, been almost a year that I wanted to something totally extreme to change my whole entire life, I had previous start dates, all have been compromised, yes much growth and expansion and much "shedding" off old skin, old habits, old life, old environment, old friends, old lifestyle, anything that doesn't serve my New Divine Blended Bodies (Body, Mind, Spirit Connection). I remember sometime last year during the summer, I was loving life, Gorgeous Day and I was eating a pint of misc. goodies from the buffet at Whole Foods, it was Soooo Delicious !!! Sauteed mushrooms, asparagus and other treats, oh yeah, some tomatoes, Mmmmmmm, Dang !!! I wanted to be outside while I ate this Incredible Feast !!! I found a strip of grass at the end of the parking lot in Wheaton, just appreciating everything, seeing planet Earth for the very 1st time with my new blending being eyes (What I mean about blending being eyes, is that I'm seeing what the Infinite Divine Sees through my physical eyes.)
These two somewhat young guys, early 20's they were walking and came over to me, we both said, Hi !! and they came over to talk, I was friendly and they were friendly, and asked me if I believed in God, I said, Of Course !!!! Excitedly and Loudly !!! They complimented on my extreme enthusiasm, I think they were trying to "Save Me" which I used to be in their same shoes when I was their age, so I know the drill, Romans 10: something, "The Saving of Someones Life, into the Kingdom of Heaven"... so I just played along, and told them that I'm definitely One with the Infinite, and they both asked me if they could pray for me, I said, "Of Course !!" so they both laid hands on me praying, praying in tongues, and later one of the guys told me that he had a vision while he was praying, that I was about to emerge from the cocoon to become a butterfly!! This happened about maybe 1-2 yrs ago !!!
Incredible, almost about year ago, I went to a Chakra Healing Yoga Event and they showed a video clip on how the caterpillar will go through a transformation and will be going through a metamorphosis and eventually become a beautiful butterfly. Wow !!! I was Amazingly Shocked on how I am actually seeing the process and how it relates to my life. I knew this would eventually come, the actual official start date of my own metamorphosis. From all of the "Instars" the shedding of the skin for growth and expansion I am now going to enter the last instar that will form a complete cocoon totally surrounding my mind, body and spirit. How am I going to do this human cocoon thang ??
In the 1st initial post, another attempt, I mentioned that I basically gave up everything, my place, all of my furnishings, all of my prized possessions, and so now it's only me and the Infinite Divine, leading me and guiding me, and I have fully and completely "let go" of the reigns and let the Wind of the Universe take me wherever I need to go. It is a somewhat daunting experience especially from the "logic" side of the brain... What??, you got rid of Everything !!! How will you live, how will you survive, what will you do, what will people think, what will you do for work, How will you eat, All these logic side of the brain questions..... In order to experience the true transformational experience of your Human Metamorphosis, you must create a cocoon all by yourself, just you!!! (no one else, there isn't another caterpillar in the other caterpillar's cocoon asking the one who is about have the metamorphosis, asking him/her all these logically based questions.) A cocoon that surrounds 100% completely around your Mind, Body and Spirit. And that friends and family will not understand why you're going into seclusion, you try to explain, but, I know. Some will get it some won't.
Your environment and the people you associate with and spend time with is Absolutely Key, Vital, Critical, Life or Death Serious !!! I tried to do both, go through my metamorphosis and spend time with friends and family, but, I found out they do have influence, you waste and drain your energy trying to explain, "What is it that you're trying to do now ??" again, and they influence and cause distractions. So I told mom, that I'll be in seclusion for a while at least 111 days, but, I'm thinking maybe 6 months.. we'll see, I will only use human contact as my way of communication, no cell (I let my cell phone lapse 3 weeks ago), this next one will be tricky, internet use, Hmmmm, I'm still thinking heavily about this one, yeah, I don't think the caterpillar has a micro opening for his antenna in the cocoon, ok, done, zero internet usage, for at least 111 Days, and maybe once a month for 15 min thereafter. Whoa !!! that's big !!! Or maybe once a week write about my experience here on this blog ?? I think that would be best, because I want to write as it's currently happening, right in the think of it. Ok, see, you also have to be extremely flexible and have elasticity, with your own metamorphosis. I will consume Only Water, All Meats and Raw Veggies and limited fruits. And zero tv, dvd's, movies, cable or sports games, news, newspapers, mags. I don't even do that now, so it's no biggie !!!
I know what I have to do, for I am One with the Infinite Divine that Created the Entire Universe !!! Haaaa, that's my partner of Adventure that will forever back me up. I might shed some cozy comforts, I guess that's why I joined the Marine Corps, we can survive through Anything and Live and Sleep Anywhere !!!! and still kick some major ass !!! This Extreme Style of Human Metamorphosis is definitely not for the Faint of Heart who has been pampered or sheltered/bubbled.
My schedule will be as follows,
Mon:9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11:am Bally Total Fitnes and Bally's Yoga and other classes till 10:30pm
Tues: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11am " " to 7:00, 8pm Synthesis Tues Emily & Preston
Wed: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, 11am - Bally' to 5:30pm, 6:15pm Dahn Yoga, 7:20pm Power Nap, 9:00pm Wed Nite Divine Dancing at Yoga Now till 11pm/12am
Thurs: 10:30am Dahn Holistic Yoga, Bally's till 10:30pm.
Fri: 9:15am Dahn Yoga, Bally's to 5:30pm, (Depends on Which Fri of the Month) this will be varied if other events 7pm Oneness Blessing right after at 9pm Bahkti Caravan Kirtan Band , or other special "Divine Dancing" events.
Sat: 9:15am Dahn Holistic Yoga, Bally's to 7pm, and to other special monthly events, Give Peace A Dance and Synphoria , or Deeksha for Oneness Blessing Givers...
Sunday: Anything that I want !!! Re-juv, relax, read, nap, power nap, sleep, wind down, write in blog !!!! Eat a few extra portions to rebuild the muscles, do some tailoring with my work out wear, chill at a lake, walk a trail in a new Forest Preserve, be around like minded on the same path Divine Beings and Appreciate Everything !!! Visit with Family....
This is my Extreme Human Metamorphosis Phase Schedule !!! This will last for at least 111 Days or beyond !!! I sooo thinking it to be at least 6 months, but we'll see, I was inspired by the 6 months time frame from the show "Heavy" on A and E, go to A & E and check out some Full Episodes on Heavy, to make a Life Long Change you must live it for at least 6 months !! So, thus why I'm thinking possibly 6 months... we'll see, one thing is for certain that my life will be forever be transformed into the the Divine Blending Being that the Infinite Divine Universe Wants Me to Become !! Wow !!! Amazing hunh ?? I'm definitely going to give maybe weekly or bi-monthly blog updates... and pics of transformation...
The Official Start Date is this coming Monday, April 18th, 2011, I'm going to have My Intention Kick Off at tonight's Synphoria and possible Sunday's Full Moon Fire Jam, I might have to walk there !!!! It's all good baby !!!! All Good !! AG-AD-ED (All Good-All Day-Every Day)... Until next time and next update... signing off: Oscar Zepeda
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