The what and place is unimportant. the "Main" Guy who created this event, ok, good, no names here, let's just say, I definitely noticed some type of weird vibe when he would interact with his "team", there was a few times where I mentally said, "Wow".... he said that and like that to him/her ???? (Wow)..... little did I know I was going to be possibly be treated the same way and even worse. Ok, Since I just recently quit my not-serving-me-well job money was definitely tight... let's just say, there was no way for me to come up with $280 for a 3 day weekend of Bliss, Divine Inspired Music, Yoga, Meditation, Spiritual Everything, and Workshops.... and I was told by a very good spiritual friend if I wanted to "Work Exchange".... for me to come up a day early to help set up.... oh yeah, I was Soooo Psyched !!!!! 1st Day I got there about 10am sh, it was about a 2 hr or so drive, so I haven't even had time to go to the restroom and I met some of the crew. I was sort of put into the fire.... ok, I'm trying my best to shorten up this long story here and to give you the relevant facts and experiences... ok, I was busting my ass all day without any breaks and have yet to eat breakfast untill 3-4pm. I lived quite a bit of life already, and to bust ass all day without breaks and food is my fault !!! for "Work Exchange" yes I know, but, I quickly realized if I wanted some water or some food Me Myself and I better Stop the Fuck I'm Doing Stand Up and Say, Hey !!! I haven't eaten all day !!! I need a break and I need food now !!! I said that, Mentally !!!!! Haaaa, Yep, hey, I admit it, even I am still growing, changing and evolving, and this was a huge one for me !!!! I did say, I haven't eaten all day and I need a break, somewhat politely but, definitive, I know I'm here on my own free will, to exchange work for admission of the 3 day Fest.... note that this is a Spiritual and Divine Based Festival so you would think that you would be treated a little bit better right ?? I was being yanked left and right to do this and that, picnic tables that had to moved in a certain way, when he pulled me aside and told me look at that over there--I want that same thing like that over here, I'm not going to vent out my complaints here, all I know that was multiple times where I wanted to say, "You know what, I'm not feeling this right now, Thank You, I have to go now"... which looking back I should have said that and left... but, my "friend" which I'm sort of helping him out and making him look good I didn't. Bottom Line from this experience, I was belittled and treated like an absolute retarded monkey !!!! and I also witnessed the same behavior to his staff !!!! Wow !!! I did have some time on Fri to enjoy the music and activities but, deep down the Main Guy fucked it all up !!!! The Vibe was like, I don't want to be seen because, I know he'll yanked to go do something. Don't get me wrong I was not being lazy !!! I was sooo busting my ass and I knew that I would be called to go and do something everytime he saw me !!! I was done !!! luckily I had to go to a wedding on Sat and was planning on coming back right after the wedding but, the guy ruined the whole vibe for me, and didn't want to come back, so, I came back late Sunday !!! like 1-2am got my camping shit, tried to contact my friend, let him know, I can't do the break down...left a msg and left !!! I'm not telling you this so you could feel sorry for me not at fucking all !!! No Way Jose !!! I learned soooo much from this experience !!!! I don't care who the fuck you and others call yourself, I Will Never Be Treated Like That Every Again !!!!!!!! I don't care who you are or what your name is !!!!!! or what my "Friend" who invited me thinks, says, or does, !!!!! I Am ONE with the Infinite Divine Almighty and I Will Not Be Treated Like That-- EVER AGAIN !!!!!!
Next time, if I can't afford to go !!! My Ass ain't goin !!!!!!! hit the gym baby !!!! Next time I don't care if I was reffered by my friend or not, If I am treated like that ever again, I'm going to STOP right in the middle of it's tracks and Say, " Ahhhhh, you know what ??? I'm not feelin this, I have to go now"..... Infinite Divine Told Me I need to go now !!!! Namaste Sri !!!!
It's not worth it at fucking all !!!!! We All Have the Same Power that Creates Universes !!!! and to be treated like shit, beyond shit, even shit has some good protein and nutrients !!! This experience truly has changed my back, that no matter what or who is involved stand up for yourself, have some serious Back Bone !!!! Sri, His Holiness, all the titles and names, We Are All The Same -We Are All Equals !!!!!!! even Jesus, Muhammed, Josepth Smith, Dali Lama, Mother Theresa, We Are All EQUAL !!!!!!!!!! and we better not let anyone treat us how we don't want to be treated and to STAND THE FUCK UP STRONG AND TALL AND SPEAK !!!! COMMAND MATTER !!!!! You are Infinite Divine !!!!!!! King, Queen of the Universe Royalty !!!!!!! ACT and COMMAND IT !!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah, the Main Guy definitely did a number on me which is what I Absolutely Needed to remind me of my POWER !!!!!!! I will never let anyone else make me feel like a re tarted monkey ever again.....
ok, got to get going now..... take home words...... .. We Are All Equals- We Have Direct Lineage to the Universe Royalty !!!!!! ACT and COMMAND IT !!!!!!!!!!!!! We Are KINGS & QUEENS of the UNIVERSE !!!!!!!! Straiten up your back, head held up high with power and commanding, speak in loud firm voice, you are the KING / QUEEN !!!!! the only One the Matters is YOU !!!!!! no ifs ands or buts !!!!! ok ??? soak this shit in already, I got to go !!! Peace .... DWU
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