Ultima Universalis has been Fermenting and Brewing !!!!!!

been a couple months since I last wrote here, in a nutshell, last month stayed with my best friend and his family, my I just love his two kids !!!!  sooo Amazing Sooo Divine..... (when they're not crying and whining)  I don't know how they do it !!!!   ok, I had the Best time of my life with his son...  did some hanging out, went to Walmart, played hide n go seek in the isles and the clothes racks.  Got pretty tired and got one of those motorized carts and we went up n down the isles checkin out the ladies of Walmart !!!  we had a Blast !!!  then went to Whole Foods, had him on my shoulders walking around, talking and eating the free samples, I had the Best Day of My Life !!!!  then went to the Holloween Costume Store, played around in there, !!!    I just love life !!!  didn't spend anythng !!!  well, I couldn't spend anything because I didn't have any $$ !!!  Hey, All Good, I don't need $$ to have the Best Day of My Life !!!!  Thank You Infinite Divine !!!  Mom, went on a 2 week cruise, I know she's having a blast... I'm holding down the fort until she comes back this Sun... I've been distilling here at her place, I know I want to become Ultima Universe.   Now is the Time !!!!   Oct 14, 2011,

I'm feeling of spending a year on the body, I don't know exactly what's going on, all I know is that I'm Done with the Old Self !!!! DONE !!!!!  DONE with Everything !!!!  I Must Change Now !!!!  Regardless !!!  I must be Alone to change into Ultima Universalis.  Environment Is EVERYTHING !!!!   I wan't to go somewhere where no one knows me or seen me before to change my life !!!!!   I just wanted to write a little something to let myself know of where I was at and that all is well.... I haven't worked out in about a good month and half, I know I gained some fat cells, last week, some lady told me, " What Happened" ???  you got  a belly know, you got fat !!!!  "  I took it good, but, it still hurt, I know I gained some weight, I know, I didn't wan't to just chill at mom's place, I wanted to have a great time which I did...  I'm feeling after this weekend, I'm going to be on my own, own, not going to crash out at mom's place anymore, or ask her for anything, it's all on me now... at the same time I do have a crush on someone, I like her very much and I know that she knows that, it's just that, having zero $$, I don't feel comfortable asking her out.  I feel that I have no business asking out any ladies with out some type of $$... I have $1 in my account... and some loose change... yeah, sooo, we'll see, I know I'll see her on Sat or Sun, at the same time I know that I don't want a materialistic woman, neither, but, I would like to be able to buy some coffee at least !!!!  ya know ???  so, we'll see, I know that I must concetrated and focus on me right now..... to become Ultima Universalis and that is it....  Thank You !!!  You Rock !!!! I Rock !!! We All Rock !!!!  going to clean up, shave my head... and do some painting.... before mom get's here !!!!!   Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!   Thank You, I do feel better now, All is Well, All is Good, thank you..... Oz = Ultima Universalis