I'm soooo ready to become who I was born to be !!!!! I'm soooo Freaking Done with the Petty Misc of everyday life and miscomunication, in a nutshell, I thought I was invited to a concert that both of the performers were going to give me free Tickets, I Absolutely Totally Thought it was Free, better yet, let me Click and Paste what she wrote me...: you know what, I'm not even going to put any more logs on this fire, just going to let it die out..... that's how you do it !!!! let's just say, there was definitely a miscommunication and I'll do what I got to do and that's pay for the ticket.... All Good !!!! All Very Good, I'm sooo glad I was able to go on credit apparantly..... hey, I'm glad I got to see the performance it was Incredible !!!!
This whole situation was a switch for me to just Fucking Do It !!!!!! Do It Big Fucking Time !!!! Go All Out, Don't Listen to Others At Freaking All !!!!!! I know what's Best For Me !!!! I'm the King, the Boss, Head Honcho, la effe, I just finally filed for unemployment which I was should've filed months ago, all good !!! so I got some $$ coming in, not too much but, just enough to start things going for me right now.... this is the GP (Game Plan), use the Financial Energy of $651 per month to use to preventative maintenance on the van, tires, full tune up, cold weather gear, work out gear and then save up for Road Trip and Chile !!!! in the meantime I've decided starting Nov 1, 2011 to Nov 1, 2012 "Every Breath, Every Momement, Every Cent" will be towards on me Becoming Ultima Universalis !!!!!! I'm freaking Done with the Misc. Side Tracked Not Having $$ for what will be making me become Ultima Universalis. Done, Whatever has happened in the past is done !!!! No More !!! it's All Me !!!! Yep !!!! All Me !!!! I love my life !!!! So that's the dealeo for right now, use the $$ to get ready for my year !!!! My Year !!!! My Own Year !!!! Where I'm King, I'm the Boss, la effe, I know what's Best For Me !!! No Ifs &'s or Buts... this is my year to become whom I've always wanted to become !!!!! Ultima Universalis !!!! So This is the Deal.... got my PT job working at the Lodge in Lisle, IL, I'm going to have the best night of my entire life tonight !!!!! 11 days till the 1st !!! the 1st is coming the 1st is coming !!!! Soooo looking forward to the 1st ??? why you ask, I'll get some $$, I'm like on EE right now, E = $$ cash and with Gas = gauge stick is below the orange Empty line... yes, Double E !!!! All good, going to have some $$ helping out the runner, take out the trash and get the glasses and misc.... something, just to help out and get some cash !!! ok, I definitely went on a tangent here, BL (Bottom Line) is that starting Nov 1st will be all me, I'm definitely going to get ready with Mind, Body & Spirit, Ultima Universalis is a Comin !!!! I Never Been Soooo Ready !!!!!! I'm going to give my self 4 yrs, 1 of which will be the bootcamp.... if I served 4 1/2 yrs in the Marine Corps that I gave my whole life, Mind, Body, Spirit why can't I serve 4 1/2 yrs for ME !!!????? you know what I'm going to serve me now !!!! 4 yrs of Pure Selfish Service to ME !!!!! Focus is Solely 1000% on Pure Me, Myself and I !!! oh, it's On Like Donkey Kong Alright !!!!!
Friday, October 21, 2011
Friday, October 14, 2011
Ultima Universalis has been Fermenting and Brewing !!!!!!
been a couple months since I last wrote here, in a nutshell, last month stayed with my best friend and his family, my I just love his two kids !!!! sooo Amazing Sooo Divine..... (when they're not crying and whining) I don't know how they do it !!!! ok, I had the Best time of my life with his son... did some hanging out, went to Walmart, played hide n go seek in the isles and the clothes racks. Got pretty tired and got one of those motorized carts and we went up n down the isles checkin out the ladies of Walmart !!! we had a Blast !!! then went to Whole Foods, had him on my shoulders walking around, talking and eating the free samples, I had the Best Day of My Life !!!! then went to the Holloween Costume Store, played around in there, !!! I just love life !!! didn't spend anythng !!! well, I couldn't spend anything because I didn't have any $$ !!! Hey, All Good, I don't need $$ to have the Best Day of My Life !!!! Thank You Infinite Divine !!! Mom, went on a 2 week cruise, I know she's having a blast... I'm holding down the fort until she comes back this Sun... I've been distilling here at her place, I know I want to become Ultima Universe. Now is the Time !!!! Oct 14, 2011,
I'm feeling of spending a year on the body, I don't know exactly what's going on, all I know is that I'm Done with the Old Self !!!! DONE !!!!! DONE with Everything !!!! I Must Change Now !!!! Regardless !!! I must be Alone to change into Ultima Universalis. Environment Is EVERYTHING !!!! I wan't to go somewhere where no one knows me or seen me before to change my life !!!!! I just wanted to write a little something to let myself know of where I was at and that all is well.... I haven't worked out in about a good month and half, I know I gained some fat cells, last week, some lady told me, " What Happened" ??? you got a belly know, you got fat !!!! " I took it good, but, it still hurt, I know I gained some weight, I know, I didn't wan't to just chill at mom's place, I wanted to have a great time which I did... I'm feeling after this weekend, I'm going to be on my own, own, not going to crash out at mom's place anymore, or ask her for anything, it's all on me now... at the same time I do have a crush on someone, I like her very much and I know that she knows that, it's just that, having zero $$, I don't feel comfortable asking her out. I feel that I have no business asking out any ladies with out some type of $$... I have $1 in my account... and some loose change... yeah, sooo, we'll see, I know I'll see her on Sat or Sun, at the same time I know that I don't want a materialistic woman, neither, but, I would like to be able to buy some coffee at least !!!! ya know ??? so, we'll see, I know that I must concetrated and focus on me right now..... to become Ultima Universalis and that is it.... Thank You !!! You Rock !!!! I Rock !!! We All Rock !!!! going to clean up, shave my head... and do some painting.... before mom get's here !!!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!! Thank You, I do feel better now, All is Well, All is Good, thank you..... Oz = Ultima Universalis
I'm feeling of spending a year on the body, I don't know exactly what's going on, all I know is that I'm Done with the Old Self !!!! DONE !!!!! DONE with Everything !!!! I Must Change Now !!!! Regardless !!! I must be Alone to change into Ultima Universalis. Environment Is EVERYTHING !!!! I wan't to go somewhere where no one knows me or seen me before to change my life !!!!! I just wanted to write a little something to let myself know of where I was at and that all is well.... I haven't worked out in about a good month and half, I know I gained some fat cells, last week, some lady told me, " What Happened" ??? you got a belly know, you got fat !!!! " I took it good, but, it still hurt, I know I gained some weight, I know, I didn't wan't to just chill at mom's place, I wanted to have a great time which I did... I'm feeling after this weekend, I'm going to be on my own, own, not going to crash out at mom's place anymore, or ask her for anything, it's all on me now... at the same time I do have a crush on someone, I like her very much and I know that she knows that, it's just that, having zero $$, I don't feel comfortable asking her out. I feel that I have no business asking out any ladies with out some type of $$... I have $1 in my account... and some loose change... yeah, sooo, we'll see, I know I'll see her on Sat or Sun, at the same time I know that I don't want a materialistic woman, neither, but, I would like to be able to buy some coffee at least !!!! ya know ??? so, we'll see, I know that I must concetrated and focus on me right now..... to become Ultima Universalis and that is it.... Thank You !!! You Rock !!!! I Rock !!! We All Rock !!!! going to clean up, shave my head... and do some painting.... before mom get's here !!!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!! Thank You, I do feel better now, All is Well, All is Good, thank you..... Oz = Ultima Universalis
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