Welcome to the Metamorphosis Process !!!! Constant Change and Evolving !!!! Must expect it and must love it !!! Change !!! So, it went from May 1st toe May 15th !!!! I'm going to take my life absolutely serious !! not the no smiling serious but cherishing every moment of every second to heart !!!
Last night I have "Officially" Decided that today May 15, 2011, it was after watching the Liz Murrary Story Movie on YouTube !! I knew that the Liz Murray Story had a huge impact on me pushing myself off from the starting line... and decided to take my life into my own hands !!! I was in Glen Ellyn, hanging out at 7:11 with the boys, and it just hit me, the next time I come back, I'll be a changed man !!! I was actually on my way out to my COD Glen Ellyn, night spot and and just said, Fuck It !!! I 'm going to Morton Grove, !!! I was already low on gas but, I absolutely didn't care !! if I had gas or not !! it was that definite !!! the internal guidance voice telling me, Now You're Ready!!! that there is zero excuses !!! Shit, I thought I had a story !! Liz Murray's blows me out the Universe with your story !!! Wow !!! that really made me think, that there is zero excuses whatsoever !!! and bam !!! I stopped feeling sorry for myself !! of living out of my van and submitting to whatever is happening in my life to start taking control of my life !!! I'm the one in charge of my life !!! I'm the only one responsible for my life, my future and my lifestyle !!! Me !!! Oscar Zepeda is 1000% Responsible for Oscar Zepeda's life, no one else !!! just 1000% me !! this definitely had soaked in... big time, and I know that time's a wastin !!! or that time's a tickin !!! ya know ?? let's make it happen now !!! Everything !!! my art, my books, my speaking engagements, my whole new World !!!! let's do it now !!! Do it now !!! make it happen now !!! to not wait and see, wait till some situation or circumstances happens to take action !!! That was really woke me up !! That we got to do it now !!! Regardless of the "What Is" .... Liz Murray definitely changed me !!!!! in her few sentences from the video.... I didn't care at that point if I ran out of gas or not !!! I absolutely didn't care !!! All I knew was that I needed to go !!! Go and transform my life !!! NOW !!! and so here I am, in Niles, at my McD's !! writing down my experience...
Liz Murrary's Story, told me that whatever excuse I have or that it's line for me to say that's why I'm not successful... She blew my excuses out to the ends of the Universe !!!! Wow !! No Joke !!! I thought I had it bad, yes, I'm homeless, but, I do have a lot more than Liz did when she was on her journey... So, that's it !! No Excuses !!! and don't take life for granted !! and you and you alone is responsible for your life, future and lifestyle.... Me and Me alone !!! Once that has truly soaked into your being, haa, get ready life !!! it's about to start right now !! and thus my new start date of May 15th, 2011 !!! I'm in charge, whatever I say goes !!! So, it's May 15th, 2011 Now !!! Oz
Last night I have "Officially" Decided that today May 15, 2011, it was after watching the Liz Murrary Story Movie on YouTube !! I knew that the Liz Murray Story had a huge impact on me pushing myself off from the starting line... and decided to take my life into my own hands !!! I was in Glen Ellyn, hanging out at 7:11 with the boys, and it just hit me, the next time I come back, I'll be a changed man !!! I was actually on my way out to my COD Glen Ellyn, night spot and and just said, Fuck It !!! I 'm going to Morton Grove, !!! I was already low on gas but, I absolutely didn't care !! if I had gas or not !! it was that definite !!! the internal guidance voice telling me, Now You're Ready!!! that there is zero excuses !!! Shit, I thought I had a story !! Liz Murray's blows me out the Universe with your story !!! Wow !!! that really made me think, that there is zero excuses whatsoever !!! and bam !!! I stopped feeling sorry for myself !! of living out of my van and submitting to whatever is happening in my life to start taking control of my life !!! I'm the one in charge of my life !!! I'm the only one responsible for my life, my future and my lifestyle !!! Me !!! Oscar Zepeda is 1000% Responsible for Oscar Zepeda's life, no one else !!! just 1000% me !! this definitely had soaked in... big time, and I know that time's a wastin !!! or that time's a tickin !!! ya know ?? let's make it happen now !!! Everything !!! my art, my books, my speaking engagements, my whole new World !!!! let's do it now !!! Do it now !!! make it happen now !!! to not wait and see, wait till some situation or circumstances happens to take action !!! That was really woke me up !! That we got to do it now !!! Regardless of the "What Is" .... Liz Murray definitely changed me !!!!! in her few sentences from the video.... I didn't care at that point if I ran out of gas or not !!! I absolutely didn't care !!! All I knew was that I needed to go !!! Go and transform my life !!! NOW !!! and so here I am, in Niles, at my McD's !! writing down my experience...
Liz Murrary's Story, told me that whatever excuse I have or that it's line for me to say that's why I'm not successful... She blew my excuses out to the ends of the Universe !!!! Wow !! No Joke !!! I thought I had it bad, yes, I'm homeless, but, I do have a lot more than Liz did when she was on her journey... So, that's it !! No Excuses !!! and don't take life for granted !! and you and you alone is responsible for your life, future and lifestyle.... Me and Me alone !!! Once that has truly soaked into your being, haa, get ready life !!! it's about to start right now !! and thus my new start date of May 15th, 2011 !!! I'm in charge, whatever I say goes !!! So, it's May 15th, 2011 Now !!! Oz
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