I've Been Blogging Here for some time now !!!! at least a few years...... I'm going to call this Blog here on Blogger : My Total Human Metamorphosis Part 1.... and now for My Total Human Metamorphosis Part 2 will be on Tumblr !!!!!!
YESSS !!! Part 2 will be on Tumblr !!!!! Here is that link !!!! also my YouTube Channel on the latest and past video clips, you can see some very Drastic Changes !!!!! So, have at it !!!!
http://totalhumanmetamorphosis.tumblr.com/
http://divine-masculine.tumblr.com/
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheOscarzepeda
So there. !!! I'm releasing quite a few things right now and Part 2 is already happening !!!! Part 2 will be about My Body & Home Temple !!!! and a whole of other Wonderous, Magical and Miraculous Experiences and Adventures !!!!! Thank You for all the Views !!!!! Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!! See you on my Tumblr Blogger !!!!
Thanks For Reading My Words and I'm glad I was here to experience all of them and being absolutely honest !!! Part 2 !!! I'm going All Out !!!! Fully 1000% Transparency !!!!!!
Much Love, Oscar J Zepeda
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Going To Release My Planetary Galactic Saturn !!!!!
It all makes sense now, the sudden extreme rush to leave to California, to see Huntington Beach, CA and in Chicago where my baby overheated and I must claim my responsibility now !!! I'm a big boy and I cannot move back-- only forward and right now I have made the decision that I have no business driving anymore !!!!
I do have my License, I'm legit there !!! it's the Insurance !!! (which I have none right now, b/c I cannot afford it) and The Gas !!! and them Tolls !!!! I came to the realization that if I can't afford to pay insurance !!! nor Freaking Gas !!!!! I have no right to drive !!! So, I'm going to release tomorrow morning to City Auto Wreckers in Aurora, IL !!!! I had a crazy feeling that not only my life was transformed from my Spontaneous Road Trip but my Saturn's life had changed as well !!! See, the previous owners of the Saturn, never went anywhere, just to the grocery store and back !!! it's a 1995 with only 85,000 miles on it !!! when I first got it !! now it has 102,800 miles and it gave me a warning when I was in Chicago Downtown on Michigan Ave. the Magnificent Mile it overheated, the temp gauge was at the Red and I knew that I had to be on the highway fast.. I feel that my baby (Saturn) wanted to go out with a bang !!! Wanted to drive through the Rocky Mountains at 9,000 Feet Elevation !!!!! Wheeewww... we made it !!!!! even if we were going 20 MPH !!!!! We did the Northern Route Going To CA and then the Southern Route Going Back to IL.... and then my warning in Chicago.. It's not only about the health of my car, I know that I have no business driving now !!! 1st of all !!! I'm breaking the law by not having Current Insurance !!!!! 2nd. Gas !!! 3rd. Tolls, I owe about $40 worth in tolls !!! 4th, the repairs that I need to be done, I need a full-blown tune up. I just drove 5,000 miles in 1 week !!!! I'm done driving !!!! not only physically !!! but, it's keeping me down financially !!!
We have to Absolute Honest With Our Current Situation and my situation is screaming I have no business driving now !!!! So, plan is to release to junk yard where they may use it for parts or crush it into a box and have it melted to be new again !!!! The the Circle of Life Continues !!!! I will be getting a bike with the couple hundred I will receive in exchange for the Saturn !!! Life !!! Wow !!! I know that Saturns Life had an Amazing Adventure with Me as the 2nd Owner !!! and yes, it acted as my Shelter from the elements here in Chicagoland, acted as my getting away to see Beautiful Mother Nature, felt I lived a few lifetimes with my Galactic Friend !!!! and now I know it's time !!!! if I I get caught / pulled over and don't have insurance, I would be going down the spiral again !!!! and that's not going to happen !!! So, there, this is my Releasing of my 1995 Saturn which gave me sooo much happiness and joy and warmth and shelter !!! It had received many names from my "homelies" homeless buddies that I would give rides to, the name that stuck was "Space Capsule" !!!! and yes it was literally like a space capsule !!!! 1st there was only 1 real seat and that was the drivers seat the rest I took out, so I can have more room to "live" !!!! and so if I had to give someone a ride we would have to do some repackaging of the Space Capsule !!! All Very Good !!!! My baby did it's job !!!! Thy job is done !!!! Thank You !!! This is my Thank You and Farewell !!!! my baby went through a lot with me !!!!! I know it's time not only Legally !!! but, Financially !!! I have no business driving right now !!!! So, Thurs morning !!! is the day !!! Tonight I'm going to clear everything out !!!! The following pic is how much my baby did for me !!!! You were definitely a Work Horse !!! Thank You !!!!!
Thank You !!! We're Made From the Same Star Stuff !!!! Yeah !!!! I was rolling my Space Capsule like this on the streets !!! Obviously, I had to down size and tinted (more like spray painted the windows black from the inside!!) to make it appear not "So Obvious" !!! Extreme Adventure !!! No wonder I couldn't find the pics !!! I was trying to find the latest pics of My Space Capsule !!! I was video recording it not taking pictures so there !! Browse through my YouTube Video's You'll get a better sense what My Space Capsule Evolved Into !!!! Well, that's about it !!! Change Is Good !!!!
It'll be good to walk and when I get my bike (Bike) around !!! All is good !!! I been through it all my friend and this is nothing !!! I'm looking forward to it actually !!! just to set Free !!! from the worry of getting pulled over and having No Insurance !!! No Paying for Freaking Gas !!!! Dude !! I"m Sooo Done with that Shit !!! and them Tolls !!!!! just to drive on the highway !!!! Yeah, as I said earlier, I have no business driving !!!! Walk, Bike, Bus, Train, and HitchHike !!!! you get the point !!!
The focus points at My Body Temple and My Home Temple. Where I need to focus on my body and my home. I'll definitely keep you posted on my progress and my Extreme Adventuresome Journey !!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude, !!!! Life Is Already Transforming !!!! Thank You !!! Thank You Space Capsule !!!!
For getting me to all the places where I wanted and needed to go !!!! We will always have the Extreme Adventuresome Memories !!! Thank You !!!
I do have my License, I'm legit there !!! it's the Insurance !!! (which I have none right now, b/c I cannot afford it) and The Gas !!! and them Tolls !!!! I came to the realization that if I can't afford to pay insurance !!! nor Freaking Gas !!!!! I have no right to drive !!! So, I'm going to release tomorrow morning to City Auto Wreckers in Aurora, IL !!!! I had a crazy feeling that not only my life was transformed from my Spontaneous Road Trip but my Saturn's life had changed as well !!! See, the previous owners of the Saturn, never went anywhere, just to the grocery store and back !!! it's a 1995 with only 85,000 miles on it !!! when I first got it !! now it has 102,800 miles and it gave me a warning when I was in Chicago Downtown on Michigan Ave. the Magnificent Mile it overheated, the temp gauge was at the Red and I knew that I had to be on the highway fast.. I feel that my baby (Saturn) wanted to go out with a bang !!! Wanted to drive through the Rocky Mountains at 9,000 Feet Elevation !!!!! Wheeewww... we made it !!!!! even if we were going 20 MPH !!!!! We did the Northern Route Going To CA and then the Southern Route Going Back to IL.... and then my warning in Chicago.. It's not only about the health of my car, I know that I have no business driving now !!! 1st of all !!! I'm breaking the law by not having Current Insurance !!!!! 2nd. Gas !!! 3rd. Tolls, I owe about $40 worth in tolls !!! 4th, the repairs that I need to be done, I need a full-blown tune up. I just drove 5,000 miles in 1 week !!!! I'm done driving !!!! not only physically !!! but, it's keeping me down financially !!!
We have to Absolute Honest With Our Current Situation and my situation is screaming I have no business driving now !!!! So, plan is to release to junk yard where they may use it for parts or crush it into a box and have it melted to be new again !!!! The the Circle of Life Continues !!!! I will be getting a bike with the couple hundred I will receive in exchange for the Saturn !!! Life !!! Wow !!! I know that Saturns Life had an Amazing Adventure with Me as the 2nd Owner !!! and yes, it acted as my Shelter from the elements here in Chicagoland, acted as my getting away to see Beautiful Mother Nature, felt I lived a few lifetimes with my Galactic Friend !!!! and now I know it's time !!!! if I I get caught / pulled over and don't have insurance, I would be going down the spiral again !!!! and that's not going to happen !!! So, there, this is my Releasing of my 1995 Saturn which gave me sooo much happiness and joy and warmth and shelter !!! It had received many names from my "homelies" homeless buddies that I would give rides to, the name that stuck was "Space Capsule" !!!! and yes it was literally like a space capsule !!!! 1st there was only 1 real seat and that was the drivers seat the rest I took out, so I can have more room to "live" !!!! and so if I had to give someone a ride we would have to do some repackaging of the Space Capsule !!! All Very Good !!!! My baby did it's job !!!! Thy job is done !!!! Thank You !!! This is my Thank You and Farewell !!!! my baby went through a lot with me !!!!! I know it's time not only Legally !!! but, Financially !!! I have no business driving right now !!!! So, Thurs morning !!! is the day !!! Tonight I'm going to clear everything out !!!! The following pic is how much my baby did for me !!!! You were definitely a Work Horse !!! Thank You !!!!!
Thank You !!! We're Made From the Same Star Stuff !!!! Yeah !!!! I was rolling my Space Capsule like this on the streets !!! Obviously, I had to down size and tinted (more like spray painted the windows black from the inside!!) to make it appear not "So Obvious" !!! Extreme Adventure !!! No wonder I couldn't find the pics !!! I was trying to find the latest pics of My Space Capsule !!! I was video recording it not taking pictures so there !! Browse through my YouTube Video's You'll get a better sense what My Space Capsule Evolved Into !!!! Well, that's about it !!! Change Is Good !!!!
It'll be good to walk and when I get my bike (Bike) around !!! All is good !!! I been through it all my friend and this is nothing !!! I'm looking forward to it actually !!! just to set Free !!! from the worry of getting pulled over and having No Insurance !!! No Paying for Freaking Gas !!!! Dude !! I"m Sooo Done with that Shit !!! and them Tolls !!!!! just to drive on the highway !!!! Yeah, as I said earlier, I have no business driving !!!! Walk, Bike, Bus, Train, and HitchHike !!!! you get the point !!!
The focus points at My Body Temple and My Home Temple. Where I need to focus on my body and my home. I'll definitely keep you posted on my progress and my Extreme Adventuresome Journey !!!! Infinite Love and Gratitude, !!!! Life Is Already Transforming !!!! Thank You !!! Thank You Space Capsule !!!!
For getting me to all the places where I wanted and needed to go !!!! We will always have the Extreme Adventuresome Memories !!! Thank You !!!
Monday, May 13, 2013
My Spontaneous Trip Was Absolute Beyond Amazing !!!!
ok, last Sun Night right about now 1:45am was on the road to California !!!!! I only had 1 hours preparation !!! it was Absolutely Crazy How For Sure with absolute certainty that I had to go !!! so basically I grabbed the necessities and bounced !!!! that same night !!!! Can you believe that I listened to ABSOLUTELY NOTHING !!!!!! I wore earplugs the Whole Entire Way To and FRO !!!! No Joke, No Lie !!!! See, I wanted to commune, speak, communicate with my Infinite Divine !!! All the way To California and Back to Illinois !!!! I actually got back Sat Night yesterday had some good rest and surprised mom on Mothers Day at Bodhi Spiritual Center in Chicago !!! She was volunteering at the coffee station !!!! It was Awesome !!!! I just tapped on her shoulder and she screamed out !!!! O' My Gosh !!!!! Osc !!! it was a Great Moment !!! C'mon Now !!! I just traveled over 4,000 miles in 1 week !!! I'm done driving for a while now !!! I think it's time to cash in my Planetary Saturn for a Bike !!!!
I learned a lot and had some awareness which needed and wanted to address and to make change of. I had a tremendous amount of synchronicities. It was me and my Infinite Divine !!! with as much silence as I possibly can with the windows down !!! Thus the earplugs !!! and all them semi's passing by !!! See, when we don't have all the Misc. Sludge or Gunk messing up our Internal Connection with the Infinite we hear, listen and know !!!!! Yep, it's soooooo on my friend !!!! I never been sooo sure in my entire life !!! It's Already Happening !!!! Wow !!!! I know my Game Plan !!! See, Clearing Out the Mind, Body and Soul Is Soooooo Good For You !!!! I was pretty shocked myself !!!!! That I had zero Radio !!! Zero CD's or even my mp3 player !!! I kid you not !!!! See it's crazy, well not really, you began to carry an actual conversation !!!! with your Infinite Divine !!! On the way home, I didn't feel like saying anything verbally, it was All Mentally !!!! asking questions and carrying a conversation all in the mind !!!! it takes some practice !!! See, me I'm used to Out load Verbal Communication with Infinite Divine !!!
On the way back home I was a bit tired and legs kept on cramping up because the many hours of driving !!! I drove barefoot with a pillow on the floor board and with 2 other pillows used as Arm Rests while driving !!! When it comes to Road Trips I know the drill !!!! I think it's going to be the time for me to release my vehicle !!!!! I know now what exactly I need to do !!!! See, we know what we need to do, I feel that sometimes or most times that we 2nd Guess Ourselves or Take Other's Not-Warrented "Free" Advice even though their intentions are good it's just it's Not Good For You !!! In order for you to truly learn and grow is to have total 100% Experience !!! Not Hearsay !!! You wouldn't be able to Learn, Grow and Evolve if you always have a Silver Spoon Handed Brought to you hand in foot !!!!! and to have everything handed to you !!! my 1st Stage right now, I have a whole Blue Print Now !!! for what Exactly I Want and What Will Happen !!! 4,000 miles with Mother Earth and Infinite Divine !!! I know what to do now !!! How do it, when to do it, The Whole Shabang !!!! It's Soooo On !!!! I'm going to tapping into the Hardcore Power of Infinite Divine !!! 1st Phase is Body Temple and Home Temple... I know I must Go Within and Release it all and to solely focus on those two as of right now. My Marine Corps Boot Camp was at least double then the regular Marine Corps boot camp because I had to lose around 50 lbs and to be able to do 3 pull ups from a dead hang !!! and so I was drafted into the PCP Platoon !!!! Pork Chop Platoon !!! No Joke !! that was the name of the "Special Platoon" it was nothing but, Overweights and Weak Underweights, Overweights had to lose weight and the Underweights had to gain weight !!! to be able to the Pull Ups, Sit Ups and Run Time !!! It's On !!! I know where to go, what to do, and to go within, right now !!!!
I had such An Awakening While Driving To Huntington Beach, CA and Back !!! Going to I went the Northern Route and the way back I went the Southern Route !!!! It was Absolutely Breathtaking and Magical !!! We sooo live on a Magnificent and Beyond Beautiful Planet !!! it was awesome today or earlier today !!! well, when I finally got home !!! My I was Ready !! for a Hot Shower and a Hot Meal !!!! and just to chill without driving !!!! I can hear the muffler rattling a little more than before !!! Well, see about trading My Baby in for a bike !!! We'll cross that road when we get there !!! All I know is that it's time for business !!! TCB !!!! as the Hell's Angels Say !!!! Takin Care of BeedNee !!!! (business) My Internal Guidance is Off the Hook Now !!! You got to admit that driving from IL DuPage County Naperville, IL to Huntington Beach, CA With Out Any Music, Tunes, CD's, MP3 Players !!! Absolutely NOthing !!!! I wore only ear plugs check out my vids !!! on youTube !!! I have some new ones now !!! Not everything but, a small taste on the trip !!!!
Ok, going to call it a night now !!!! The Power of the Universe is in Me !!!!! It's Here and I Know that I Must Take Heed to My Absolute Divine Internal Guidance !!! I heard it and took heed last Sunday !!!! and now I'm back !!! I felt that it was the Final Glaze Over of my Internal Divine Guidance with Infinite Divine !!! it's like Digital !!! vs. Antennae !!! or maybe like reg old school black and white TV with the crumpled up Foil on the wire antennae !!!! Ha !!! remember that ???? to the 3D in HD !!!!! I got the 3D in HD Super Instantaneous Absolute Immediate Connection with Infinite Divine Now !!! and it's time to TCB !!!!!!!! Infinite Love & Gratitude Everyone !!!! I Love Life Sooooo Very Very Very Very Very Much !!!!! Thank You !!!! Thank You !!! It's Beyond One Like Donkey Kong !!! I'll keep posted whenever and wherever possible !!! Best way on the up to date updates would be My YouTube Channel, the Oscar Zepeda Channel. here's the link: Oscar Z TV
Let's Have An Amazing Day !!!! the Best Day of Your Life !!! with Learning, Growing, Evolving and Knowing Who You Truly Are !!! and that's Part of the Infinite Divine Who Created All !!!!! We all have that same Instant and Direct Connection !!!! and it's time to take heed for what Infinite Divine is Telling you maybe there's too much Gunk or Sludge ??? Hunhh..... this day in age ...... Wow..... we get distracted by soooooo much bullshit soooo freakin much !!! it's insane !!!! in the membrain !!!! TV, Cable, Gossip Magazines, those Drug Commercials, Lack, Scarcity and Limitation News Flashes or Ambushes as I like to call them !!!
See I do believe in Conscious and Purposeful Programming, Choosing what to hear, see, read and watch !!! it also helps when we detach from all the distractions and misc that's on the radio and tv/cable to clear out the Sludge & Gunk to have that 3D HD Instantaneous Light Speed Connection from Infinite Divine !!!!
Ok, you know that already !! I'm not hear to preach, I'm just hear documenting my Life Journey of Change, Transformation, Self Growth, Learning, Mind-Body-Spirit !!! and honestly this is For Me !!!! to document my Amazing and Magical Journey !!! of Self Exploration, Self Awareness to Absolutely To Know Thyself !!!! and to be Absolute Blended and Intertwined with the Master Infinite Divine Artist who created all aka God !!!! We All Are Divine !!!!! it's up to us to claim it. Much love to all who reads and take heeds !!! Infinite Love & Gratitude !!! Oscar Z
I learned a lot and had some awareness which needed and wanted to address and to make change of. I had a tremendous amount of synchronicities. It was me and my Infinite Divine !!! with as much silence as I possibly can with the windows down !!! Thus the earplugs !!! and all them semi's passing by !!! See, when we don't have all the Misc. Sludge or Gunk messing up our Internal Connection with the Infinite we hear, listen and know !!!!! Yep, it's soooooo on my friend !!!! I never been sooo sure in my entire life !!! It's Already Happening !!!! Wow !!!! I know my Game Plan !!! See, Clearing Out the Mind, Body and Soul Is Soooooo Good For You !!!! I was pretty shocked myself !!!!! That I had zero Radio !!! Zero CD's or even my mp3 player !!! I kid you not !!!! See it's crazy, well not really, you began to carry an actual conversation !!!! with your Infinite Divine !!! On the way home, I didn't feel like saying anything verbally, it was All Mentally !!!! asking questions and carrying a conversation all in the mind !!!! it takes some practice !!! See, me I'm used to Out load Verbal Communication with Infinite Divine !!!
On the way back home I was a bit tired and legs kept on cramping up because the many hours of driving !!! I drove barefoot with a pillow on the floor board and with 2 other pillows used as Arm Rests while driving !!! When it comes to Road Trips I know the drill !!!! I think it's going to be the time for me to release my vehicle !!!!! I know now what exactly I need to do !!!! See, we know what we need to do, I feel that sometimes or most times that we 2nd Guess Ourselves or Take Other's Not-Warrented "Free" Advice even though their intentions are good it's just it's Not Good For You !!! In order for you to truly learn and grow is to have total 100% Experience !!! Not Hearsay !!! You wouldn't be able to Learn, Grow and Evolve if you always have a Silver Spoon Handed Brought to you hand in foot !!!!! and to have everything handed to you !!! my 1st Stage right now, I have a whole Blue Print Now !!! for what Exactly I Want and What Will Happen !!! 4,000 miles with Mother Earth and Infinite Divine !!! I know what to do now !!! How do it, when to do it, The Whole Shabang !!!! It's Soooo On !!!! I'm going to tapping into the Hardcore Power of Infinite Divine !!! 1st Phase is Body Temple and Home Temple... I know I must Go Within and Release it all and to solely focus on those two as of right now. My Marine Corps Boot Camp was at least double then the regular Marine Corps boot camp because I had to lose around 50 lbs and to be able to do 3 pull ups from a dead hang !!! and so I was drafted into the PCP Platoon !!!! Pork Chop Platoon !!! No Joke !! that was the name of the "Special Platoon" it was nothing but, Overweights and Weak Underweights, Overweights had to lose weight and the Underweights had to gain weight !!! to be able to the Pull Ups, Sit Ups and Run Time !!! It's On !!! I know where to go, what to do, and to go within, right now !!!!
I had such An Awakening While Driving To Huntington Beach, CA and Back !!! Going to I went the Northern Route and the way back I went the Southern Route !!!! It was Absolutely Breathtaking and Magical !!! We sooo live on a Magnificent and Beyond Beautiful Planet !!! it was awesome today or earlier today !!! well, when I finally got home !!! My I was Ready !! for a Hot Shower and a Hot Meal !!!! and just to chill without driving !!!! I can hear the muffler rattling a little more than before !!! Well, see about trading My Baby in for a bike !!! We'll cross that road when we get there !!! All I know is that it's time for business !!! TCB !!!! as the Hell's Angels Say !!!! Takin Care of BeedNee !!!! (business) My Internal Guidance is Off the Hook Now !!! You got to admit that driving from IL DuPage County Naperville, IL to Huntington Beach, CA With Out Any Music, Tunes, CD's, MP3 Players !!! Absolutely NOthing !!!! I wore only ear plugs check out my vids !!! on youTube !!! I have some new ones now !!! Not everything but, a small taste on the trip !!!!
Ok, going to call it a night now !!!! The Power of the Universe is in Me !!!!! It's Here and I Know that I Must Take Heed to My Absolute Divine Internal Guidance !!! I heard it and took heed last Sunday !!!! and now I'm back !!! I felt that it was the Final Glaze Over of my Internal Divine Guidance with Infinite Divine !!! it's like Digital !!! vs. Antennae !!! or maybe like reg old school black and white TV with the crumpled up Foil on the wire antennae !!!! Ha !!! remember that ???? to the 3D in HD !!!!! I got the 3D in HD Super Instantaneous Absolute Immediate Connection with Infinite Divine Now !!! and it's time to TCB !!!!!!!! Infinite Love & Gratitude Everyone !!!! I Love Life Sooooo Very Very Very Very Very Much !!!!! Thank You !!!! Thank You !!! It's Beyond One Like Donkey Kong !!! I'll keep posted whenever and wherever possible !!! Best way on the up to date updates would be My YouTube Channel, the Oscar Zepeda Channel. here's the link: Oscar Z TV
Let's Have An Amazing Day !!!! the Best Day of Your Life !!! with Learning, Growing, Evolving and Knowing Who You Truly Are !!! and that's Part of the Infinite Divine Who Created All !!!!! We all have that same Instant and Direct Connection !!!! and it's time to take heed for what Infinite Divine is Telling you maybe there's too much Gunk or Sludge ??? Hunhh..... this day in age ...... Wow..... we get distracted by soooooo much bullshit soooo freakin much !!! it's insane !!!! in the membrain !!!! TV, Cable, Gossip Magazines, those Drug Commercials, Lack, Scarcity and Limitation News Flashes or Ambushes as I like to call them !!!
See I do believe in Conscious and Purposeful Programming, Choosing what to hear, see, read and watch !!! it also helps when we detach from all the distractions and misc that's on the radio and tv/cable to clear out the Sludge & Gunk to have that 3D HD Instantaneous Light Speed Connection from Infinite Divine !!!!
Ok, you know that already !! I'm not hear to preach, I'm just hear documenting my Life Journey of Change, Transformation, Self Growth, Learning, Mind-Body-Spirit !!! and honestly this is For Me !!!! to document my Amazing and Magical Journey !!! of Self Exploration, Self Awareness to Absolutely To Know Thyself !!!! and to be Absolute Blended and Intertwined with the Master Infinite Divine Artist who created all aka God !!!! We All Are Divine !!!!! it's up to us to claim it. Much love to all who reads and take heeds !!! Infinite Love & Gratitude !!! Oscar Z
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Wow !!!!! I Can't Believe This !!! I'm About to Do Something Very Very Very Illogical !!!!!!!!!!
I just feel like cancelling everything and just GO !!!!!! I have to GO !!!!!!!! Wow !!!! it actually feels that I'm being Instructed, Directed, Told, Yelled and Pushed to Go !!!! To Truly take heed to my Direct Connection to the Infinite !~!!!! See, I lived my Whole Life Illogically !!!! Why Stop Now !!!!!!! Wow !!!! I'm actually going to do this !!!!!! Wow !!! I have to !!!! this is a Have Too !!!! I know for I am Divine and I Know !!!!! Wow !!!! I wouldn't in a million years thought I would be saying that !!!!! I'm able to hear, listen and now it's taking heed to my Internal and Infinite Divine Guidance !!!! Wow !!!! Ok. I actually written down the directions from Chgo to Sunset Beach, CA !!!!! See there is no Right or Wrong Way to Live Your Life !!! with Me it has always been to the Absolute Extreme !!!!! Wow !!!!! I literally been through everything !!!! Let's Do This !!!!! I'm ready !!!!! See, I don't think you remembered that I "Purposely took out everything I had in my accounts which was only $30 and Purposely Drove Until I Ran Of Gas !!!!! and I had Miracle after Miracle happen to and for me !!! and I had the Most Magical Time In My Entire Life !!!!!!! My Faith Is Beyond Galactic !!!! !!!!!!!! See, I have to get away for me to Transform My Life !!!!!! Infinite Divine wants me to Transform My Life just as much as I do and probably even more !!!!!!! and We Both Know that it's time now !!!!!! No More Bull-Shit !!!!!! let's do this already !!!!! I'm Ready and the Universe is Ready !!!! I'm just going to get the necessities and get crackalackin !!!!
this is it........ Transformation Will and Must Happen.................... and I know that I must GO NOW !!!!!! I Absolutely Love My Life !!!!!!! Wow !!!!!!
I live an Amazing, Super-Natural, Miraculous, Magical Life !!!!!!!!!! Thank You !!! Thank You !!!! Thank You !!!!!
I'll keep you posted on pics and vids and some words !!!! might be a while though !!!! check in every month or 2 !!!! much love, Oscar Z
this is it........ Transformation Will and Must Happen.................... and I know that I must GO NOW !!!!!! I Absolutely Love My Life !!!!!!! Wow !!!!!!
I live an Amazing, Super-Natural, Miraculous, Magical Life !!!!!!!!!! Thank You !!! Thank You !!!! Thank You !!!!!
I'll keep you posted on pics and vids and some words !!!! might be a while though !!!! check in every month or 2 !!!! much love, Oscar Z
Friday, May 3, 2013
"My Extreme Experiment !!!!" and More !!! this Post Will be a Whopper !!!!
Ok, it's been a while since I've last written here and it's about that time !!!! Today, Right Now, a lot of things are happening not only to our human selves but with Higher Consciousness and also with our Star Brothers & Sisters. Today May 3rd, 2013 the last day of the 5 Day Citizen Hearing on Disclosure in Washington DC to 5 Former Congress Members. Bottom Line of this hearing is that the Citizens on Disclosure will give Congress the Opportunity to Disclose (which will regain U.S. Gov/Congress Trust) if not "the People Will". We are the only country on Planet Earth that has not yet to Be Disclosed.
Here's all of the links and websites that's in relation to this Disclosure:
#1. http://www.citizenhearing.org/
#2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23ZxPuDOkfs
#3. http://www.youtube.com/user/CitizenHearing?feature=watch
It's Coming !~!!!! there are a few "Real Proof" Documentaries / Movies that will be and is already
out.
Movies #1: Sirius Documentary: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHv_6_aIpIg
#2. Stan Romanek "Extraodinary- Stan Romanek Story : Trailer:
What you can watch now for FREE !!!! this is what I watched earlier this week and I made three 29 min videos on my Reaction and Response to this video clip !!! it had a Huuuuge Impact and I definitely shifted. Must Watch Now !!! it is 1 hr & 50 min long, so, sit and relax and enjoy the ride..
Here it is: Stan Romanek Full Presentation
Here is My Stan Romanek Full-Presentation Reaction Videos"
My Reaction Video 1:
Mr Reaction Video 2:
My Reaction Video 3:
I was literally blown away !!!! when I saw his documentation one right after the other !!!! ok, let's continue on. I had mentioned previously on a video or on this blog about a special lady by the name of Dolores Cannon, after I found out about this Everything Made Sense "No Wonder" !!!!???? Here is that YouTube Interview with Dolores Cannon..... just only for you.... the Readers of my blog..... I Know I'm a Volunteer.
Dolores Cannon Interview "Volunteers"
(FYI, Not for the Faint of Heart nor Having a Closed Mind)
#3. Fuel: All Meats, All Vegetables RAW, and Fruits, Protein Shakes and Amino Acids and Creatine.
Here's all of the links and websites that's in relation to this Disclosure:
#1. http://www.citizenhearing.org/
#2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23ZxPuDOkfs
#3. http://www.youtube.com/user/CitizenHearing?feature=watch
It's Coming !~!!!! there are a few "Real Proof" Documentaries / Movies that will be and is already
out.
Movies #1: Sirius Documentary: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHv_6_aIpIg
#2. Stan Romanek "Extraodinary- Stan Romanek Story : Trailer:
What you can watch now for FREE !!!! this is what I watched earlier this week and I made three 29 min videos on my Reaction and Response to this video clip !!! it had a Huuuuge Impact and I definitely shifted. Must Watch Now !!! it is 1 hr & 50 min long, so, sit and relax and enjoy the ride..
Here it is: Stan Romanek Full Presentation
Here is My Stan Romanek Full-Presentation Reaction Videos"
My Reaction Video 1:
Mr Reaction Video 2:
My Reaction Video 3:
I was literally blown away !!!! when I saw his documentation one right after the other !!!! ok, let's continue on. I had mentioned previously on a video or on this blog about a special lady by the name of Dolores Cannon, after I found out about this Everything Made Sense "No Wonder" !!!!???? Here is that YouTube Interview with Dolores Cannon..... just only for you.... the Readers of my blog..... I Know I'm a Volunteer.
Dolores Cannon Interview "Volunteers"
(FYI, Not for the Faint of Heart nor Having a Closed Mind)
"My Extreme Experiment"
In a nutshell this will be for me and by me without any outside influence & distractions. It's a 4 yr experiment where I Serve Me !!! I served 4 1/2 yrs for the United States Marine Corps and Why I Can't Serve Me for 4 + yrs ?????? So, I'm going inside and sealing off the cocoon, my Metamorphosis !!!! there will be some Commandments for this Extreme Experiment.
Here are some of the Commandments aka Rules and Regs
#1. Drink Only Water & Pedialyte (Unflavored)
#2. Media FREE !!!! All and Everything !!! Reg TV, Cable, Shows, News, Magazines, Newspapers, RADIO, anything with any type of commercials and news, DVD and Movie Free !!! Very Limited Internet Usage (only time I will use the internet is to upload my YouTube Videos and to Write On This Blog !!! That Is It !!!! Occasionally will check FB Facebook, just Messages Only, No "Creeping" internet Stalking or going on the "Wall" on FB.. you know what ZERO FB !!!! I'll have it Activated Now, before I used to Deactivate My FB Page but, now it's on. So, FYI, FB will Be Activated but, Will Not Be Checking FB...
#3. Fuel: All Meats, All Vegetables RAW, and Fruits, Protein Shakes and Amino Acids and Creatine.
First Phase Will Be My Body and Home Temple. I will focus on my Body, My Physical Body and the Home Temple is to create my Home into a Special Spiritual Temple. The majority of my time will be at Jakked Hardcore Gym Montgomery, IL -- Xsport Naperville, IL -- DuPage County and Nearby Counties Forest Preserves.
Also there will some Routines: Morning Routine, Mid-Day and Evening Routine which will posted when I'm fully. For the Morning Routine this is what I have as of now:
Morning Routine: 4am Wake Up, Eat a little something, Morning Pages (handwritten 3 pages),
TBC: To Be Continued: BBS>>> Be Back Soon !!!! I'll find out what works and what doesn't and post my findings here.... MP's, Medition, Etc...... Mid-Day and Evening Routine.... Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar Z
Monday, April 8, 2013
I'm Actually Done Done Now..... Sealing Off the Cocoon Now......
This will be my Parting Words Until Further Notice: I'm Going To Serve U.S.O.Z. for 4 years, If I could serve the United States of America in the Marine Corps for 4 yrs, Why Can't I Serve Myself for 4 years !!!!! I did a video on this subject... look it up on my YouTube Channel....
Which is in PDT = Perfect Divine Timing, I just got back from the VA Hospital and let's just say that I must focus and concentrate on my Physical Health & Well Being.... I will not get into details, let's just say that it's Urgent.... and I Must Release Everything That No Longer Serves Me !! No, Ifs &'s or Buts !!!!
The past 2-3 yrs I released TV & Cable, Newspapers, Magazines, TV/Cable Shows & News, Reality Shows and Radio (any type of Media). I even threw out the fm/am radio that I had in my car !!!! and I have noticed some extremely noticeable changes, Your Intuition Strengthens !!!! I can feel peoples Vibration, Attitudes, What type of mood they are, what they're going to do or say, I can feel their answer before they speak, psychic abilities become stronger.... Wow !!!! Amazing Hunh ????!!! See, we only know a fraction of what our Amazing, Magical & Powerful Human Bodies can do or become..... we think we know but, really we don't..... and 2 days ago I released my TV and DVD player !!! Hold up !!!! STOP !!!!!! I know exactly what you're thinking !!!! See, told you !!! I said, TV / Cable Shows & News, see I used to have only just a TV set & a DVD player.... Without the cable / tv antennae hookup.... just able to play DVD's and that's it !!! I do believe in "Purposefully" Watching/Seeing/Hearing movies, show's and spiritual based videos on YouTube and music.... not just flipping / surfing the channels.... where I control what I see, watch, hear & read.... and now just like what I said, I released the TV & the DVD player now..... I'm at the point where I don't need ANY type of Media or Movies or Shows Now...... because I know.... "I Know What Myself & Infinite Divine Wants Me to Know" everything else is irrelevant and does not involve nor concern me....
I immediately noticed more heightened & powerful Intuition, Psychic, Knowing, Direct Instant Knowledge & Instructions & Ideas from Infinite Divine/Source Energy/Universe/ Master Creator !!!! Not joking on this one..... and I'm thinking of releasing my cell phone.... I was this close of just throwing the cell phone unto the pavement, but, my instructions were just to "Put the Batt In and Turn It On, Only When You Need to Make a phone call. I truly thought about getting the Old School Phones with an Answering Machine !!!! but, that would cost some $$ and I get the cell for FREE !!!!
Oh yeah, I deactivated my FB !!!! I knew this time would come... for me to put the Rubber On the Road Now..... and it's either Now or Next Life Time, I'm going for Now !!!! Inside the Cocoon !!!! to Metamorphosize !!!!!!! I'm actually going in now .... No More Talk Now !!!!!
I'll tell you what, if you're still reading this... i will come back when it's time..... I'm going to serve 4 yrs of Faithfully and Honorable Service TO ME !!! I have to !!!! this will be the last "Public Viewing" Post !!!! from this point on !!!
Infinite Love & Gratitude, Always & Forever !!!!! just know that you're the BOSS, KING, GOD of your own life !!!!! and just know that YOUR LIFE is YOUR MOVIE !!!! your family, friends, co-workers, classmates, acquaintances and anyone your know or know of are Supporting Actors/Actresses & Extras for Your Movie to help you with your Growth, Learning and to Evolve !!!!! You Are the Writer/Producer/Director for Your Own Movie !!!!!!
My Eternal Knowing is that We Never Die and that we MUST LIVE OUR LIVES !!!!! Not Theirs !!!! Also the Universe Made Sure that the Right type of actor/actress will be in your experience just to make sure that you Grow, Learn & Evolve !!!!! There.... there it is.... It's time to not be Guilt Tripped Into Anything !!!! Not to be Manipulated !!!!! We are all Divine and we will never die, it's time to Live Our Lives How I/You Want To Be Lived and to get that "Oscar " for that Action/Drama/Feel Good/Inspiration/Spiritual/Transformational Movie of Yours !!!!! If you feel inspired ??? Do It !!! Release All the things that no longer severs you !!!! at least be purposefull with what you watch, see, hear & read !!! it does and it will make a huge difference & change.... IL & G !!!!! I thought I was saying goodbye up there !!!!! All Is Well & Good, and now it's time for me to start Filming !!!! I already wrote the script... it's time to start filming !!!! much love, Oscar Z....
Much Love, Oscar J Z Semper Fi, Namaste, Infinite Love & Gratitude !!!
Friday, March 29, 2013
2013 Mid Illinois Bodybuilding & Figure Championships !!!!!!!
Been a while since I last been here... Haven't been online for a while !!! even FB !!!! I deactivated my FB !!! I like to keep it Old School !!!!! No Cell, No Beeper !!! No FB !!!! I noticed that we are Sooooo Distracted with our Cell Phones and FB !!!! I remember back in the day with Myspace ???? remember that deal ??? I was Hooked, it was my crack and I know myself a lot better from that Social Media Addiction.... I noticed I was spending Wayyyy To Much ON BS and Others people BS !!!!! I don't know why I started with Myspace when the title is 2013 Illinois Bodybuilding & Figure Champion Ships or Championships !!!! this week was listening some recordings of Joe Dispenza from "What the Bleep Do We Know".... his specialty is Life Transformation / Brain Extraction and Re-Invention / there are quite a bit of YouTube Videos of my man Joe Dispenza !!!! (dble clk on <------- Joe D) Re-Wiring My Brain !!! this is what I WANT & NEED !!!! While I was listening to Joe he really made me act, that we must KNOW What To Become !!! Who and what do you see in others that you want to become like. Not actually Being that person but the personality traits:
I got the following quote from Oprah's Master Class about Re-Inventing Yourself: "The first law of life: Things change—and that includes us. We're all beings in process and we either evolve and grow, or waste time and energy trying to keep things the way they were. Masters see what's coming with clear eyes. They shed outdated roles and jump into new ones; as soon as they meet one challenge, they dream up another. That's how they stay fresh, energized.
I got the following quote from Oprah's Master Class about Re-Inventing Yourself: "The first law of life: Things change—and that includes us. We're all beings in process and we either evolve and grow, or waste time and energy trying to keep things the way they were. Masters see what's coming with clear eyes. They shed outdated roles and jump into new ones; as soon as they meet one challenge, they dream up another. That's how they stay fresh, energized.
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