Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
How You FEEL TRUMPS EVERYTHING !!!!!!!
Today is Monday the 2nd Day of my Metamorphosis !!! and I had the whole day planned out, and for some reason my body was telling me, not just yet, I need more rest, sleep, and to have another relaxed day today. When you're with Infinite Divine, and not having other peoples influence, energies, and thoughts intermingling with your mind, you begin to have the instant communication with your Mind, Body and Spirit !!! I felt as if my body knew what was going to happening in the future, and was telling me, one more day, one more day of rest and relaxing and writing, enjoy the day!!! and I did and I'm still am !!!!
Even though I had pre-planned and wrote out my entire schedule for this day and this whole entire month, how I feel Trumps Everything !!!!! My body was telling me that it needed more rest, more sleep, to relax and appreciate the day, and I listened and took heed from what my body was telling me. How you feel is the communication channel, I wasn't feeling it at all, even though I was in the Bally's parking lot, I absolutely didn't feel it whatsoever, and I know never to force feed my Mind, Body, and Spirit !!! My body knows what my intention is and what I envision my body to become and to be transformed into. I know every cell of my body knows it's job and has it's marching orders on it's own metamorphosis.
I feel absolutely Awesome !!! I got some good rest, much needed food, tuna, water, coffee, I feel soooo Ready Now !!! Sooo Sooo Ready !!! I also received my life blue print plan, I know I mentioned that I had received and wrote down my life blue print and I know that Infinite Divine truly knows you and wants to help out with the Fine Tuning with my blueprint.... and So, I got the latest ??? do you want to know what mine is ??? I have 7 bullet points, that I have... hey, if you're reading my blog, then you definitely deserve to know some more personal passions and my dreams and goals of my life blue print.... here it is...: in no particular order, but this is what I feel the order will be...
Even though I had pre-planned and wrote out my entire schedule for this day and this whole entire month, how I feel Trumps Everything !!!!! My body was telling me that it needed more rest, more sleep, to relax and appreciate the day, and I listened and took heed from what my body was telling me. How you feel is the communication channel, I wasn't feeling it at all, even though I was in the Bally's parking lot, I absolutely didn't feel it whatsoever, and I know never to force feed my Mind, Body, and Spirit !!! My body knows what my intention is and what I envision my body to become and to be transformed into. I know every cell of my body knows it's job and has it's marching orders on it's own metamorphosis.
I feel absolutely Awesome !!! I got some good rest, much needed food, tuna, water, coffee, I feel soooo Ready Now !!! Sooo Sooo Ready !!! I also received my life blue print plan, I know I mentioned that I had received and wrote down my life blue print and I know that Infinite Divine truly knows you and wants to help out with the Fine Tuning with my blueprint.... and So, I got the latest ??? do you want to know what mine is ??? I have 7 bullet points, that I have... hey, if you're reading my blog, then you definitely deserve to know some more personal passions and my dreams and goals of my life blue print.... here it is...: in no particular order, but this is what I feel the order will be...
- World Renowned Masterpiece Artist
- CPA
- International Entrepreneur/Businessman ($150million net worth)
- #1 International MBA Thunderbird University
- Successful Author, New York Best Sellers List Every-time
- Successful Professional Speaker/Personal Growth/Transformation
- Successful Actor / Comedian
Sunday, May 1, 2011
SAM Worthington !!!!!??? aka "Jake Sully" from Avatar -- Did It Happen To Him As Well ???
Wow !!! I just found out about Sam Worthington was homeless before his role as Jake Sully in Avatar !!!
And Now I'm reading that he exactly did what I just did !!!! OMG and OMD !!!! That he just knew he had to Go To the Extreme !!!! Regardless of What He Had to Go Through !!!!!! He had to do it !!! To go for his dream his passion !!! Wow !!! I' was absolutely dumbfounded that I'm doing what did. He sold all of his stuff and went to Hollywood !!! and landed the Main Star Role of the Highest Grossing Movie of All Time !!! I'm going to copy and paste and have the link for this incredible article of the "Before" story of Sam Worthington and what he did and went through. This is what I'm talking about how there is a wave of people between the ages of 30-40 who are going through immense and intense transformation, Sam Worthington was definitely one of them and so is Oscar Zepeda !!!! Wow !!! His story is just about identical to my story !!! In-Freaking-Credible !!! Oz
Sam Worthington
It’s four years later, and Sam Worthington has just spied himself in another kind of mirror. There he is, on the screen of a muted TV tuned to Entertainment Tonight that’s in the green room at L.A.’s Smashbox Studios, walking the red carpet at the Golden Globe Awards the night before: Sam Worthington, a grinning avatar in a black suit with narrow black tie, drifting into the peripheral vision of the corporeal, here-and-now Sam Worthington. He stops, midsentence, and squints up at the screen. “Well, that’s weird,” he murmurs, as if struck, for the first time, by his own ubiquity. He watches himself for a moment, not vainly but curiously, the way a dog processes an unfamiliar smell, and looks away before the TV is done showing him. He’d just been talking about the blur of the previous night—about being starstruck by meeting Mike Tyson, hobnobbing with the “big boys”—which may account for some of the weirdness of it, but there’s another weirdness at play as well: the four-year journey to this point, from living in the back of a Camry in Australia to being—for this white-hot moment anyway—the biggest movie star on the planet.
And Now I'm reading that he exactly did what I just did !!!! OMG and OMD !!!! That he just knew he had to Go To the Extreme !!!! Regardless of What He Had to Go Through !!!!!! He had to do it !!! To go for his dream his passion !!! Wow !!! I' was absolutely dumbfounded that I'm doing what did. He sold all of his stuff and went to Hollywood !!! and landed the Main Star Role of the Highest Grossing Movie of All Time !!! I'm going to copy and paste and have the link for this incredible article of the "Before" story of Sam Worthington and what he did and went through. This is what I'm talking about how there is a wave of people between the ages of 30-40 who are going through immense and intense transformation, Sam Worthington was definitely one of them and so is Oscar Zepeda !!!! Wow !!! His story is just about identical to my story !!! In-Freaking-Credible !!! Oz
Sam Worthington
He’s the star of the biggest movie of all-time, Avatar, and now The Clash of the Titans, but does the intense Aussie even recognize the guy he sees in the mirror?When it was all over, Worthington had reduced himself to two sacks of books and clothes; a “shitbox” Toyota Camry, held together with duct tape and nicknamed Gloria, in which he intended to live; and two grand in cash. He didn’t quite understand what he’d just done—”rebooted” his life, he’d say later; hit “control-alt-delete,” he’d say—but he’d purged something, shed some kind of false skin, burned some kind of bridge, unloosed himself from the world and from whatever he’d seen staring back at him in that mirror. Sitting in that shitbox car, however, he couldn’t help but catch sight of himself in the rearview mirror and wonder: What the fuck now?
Early one morning in 2006, just after his 30th birthday, Sam Worthington crawled out of bed in the house he was renting in a suburb of Sydney, trudged over to the mirror, and frowned. He didn’t like what he was looking at. The face, his primary tool as an actor, was the same as it had been the day before: preternaturally square-jawed, thin-lipped, squinty-eyed, his big, expressive brow scored with three muted furrow lines, the skin ruddy and pinkish like a rugby player’s and darkened around the edges by an omnipresent nimbus of beard scruff. But it wasn’t the face that was bothering him. It was the guy wearing it: a minor movie star, semi-famous in Australia but anonymous elsewhere, a desultory kid who’d fallen into acting on a lark—less than a lark, really—then made a successful if half-assed go of it. A few TV series, some movies, an award or two, a bit of limelight. But the guy in the mirror, Worthington realized: He hadn’t earned anything—he’d been coasting. Accepting roles because the costar was hot. Rolling directly from a bar to the set for the 6:15 A.M. call. Channeling his paychecks into amassing all of this—and here he looked around the room and around the house, at all the furniture and appliances and assorted man-toys—all of this shit, he thought.
So he sold the mirror, which solved the immediate issue. And with it, he sold everything else, solving—or at least scrapping the evidence of—the larger, more existential issue. Stuck a price tag on everything he owned, invited all his friends over, hosted an auction with a bona fide gavel that he auctioned off as well. “My mates came around, saying, ‘How much for the kettle?’” he recalls. “I said ‘Five bucks. Starting at five. Do I hear six? Six? Sold, for five bucks!’” The microwave went. The TV went. The couch went. The knives and forks went. Everything went, except for Worthington’s books, which he assumed none of his buddies wanted—Lord of the Flies, anyone?—and which, as a literary sentimentalist, he didn’t mind keeping anyway.
It’s four years later, and Sam Worthington has just spied himself in another kind of mirror. There he is, on the screen of a muted TV tuned to Entertainment Tonight that’s in the green room at L.A.’s Smashbox Studios, walking the red carpet at the Golden Globe Awards the night before: Sam Worthington, a grinning avatar in a black suit with narrow black tie, drifting into the peripheral vision of the corporeal, here-and-now Sam Worthington. He stops, midsentence, and squints up at the screen. “Well, that’s weird,” he murmurs, as if struck, for the first time, by his own ubiquity. He watches himself for a moment, not vainly but curiously, the way a dog processes an unfamiliar smell, and looks away before the TV is done showing him. He’d just been talking about the blur of the previous night—about being starstruck by meeting Mike Tyson, hobnobbing with the “big boys”—which may account for some of the weirdness of it, but there’s another weirdness at play as well: the four-year journey to this point, from living in the back of a Camry in Australia to being—for this white-hot moment anyway—the biggest movie star on the planet.
My 1st Week Schedule of My Metamorphosis !!!!
The 1st Day of My Metamorphosis !!! There was some changes and some evolving with the Metamorphosis schedule for this week and for the month of May 2011.
Here it is, it's relatively simple and local.
Dahn Yoga in the Mornings and Bally till close !! this will be Mon-Sun !! the full 7 days and on Sun, after my Bally scheduled fitness classes ending at about 1pm. I will take the rest of the day off, to do my Artist Date and to Rest, Read and Relax !!! I will be consuming 3-4 canned tunas a day in 3-4 hour increments and will be fasting the whole day on Fast Day Tuesdays !!!
I will not go to any of my "Must Go's" this whole month... Just Me and Infinite Divine !!! I will shave only my neck, and will grow out my hair !!!
The physical will start on May 2, 2011 Monday, starting with Dahn Yoga in the morning and going to Bally's for the rest of the day and night till 10:30pm, where I can shower up after my work out !!! This will be my schedule for just about the remainder of the month !!! with the exception on Sun...
This is it !! for this week, I'll be doing quite a bit of Pilates, see my previous Metamorphosis Schedule if you want, the only changes that I'm making is that I won't be going to any of my "Must Go's" this whole entire month !! My goal is to only use 1 tank of gas for the whole month and not to spend any $$ on anything, just to assist me in doing this, after my time here at McD's (using their internet here) I'm going to spend all the $$ that I have to my person and the $3.00 in my account... on gas. So I'll have zero money for the rest of the month !!! This is my game plan. Also I'm going to find out how much body fat % I have, and also to weigh myself and possibly have someone take a pic of me, with my Underarmour underwear just for the "Before" pic !!! Here we go !!! I'm ready !! Let the Metamorphosis Begin !!!!!!
Here it is, it's relatively simple and local.
Dahn Yoga in the Mornings and Bally till close !! this will be Mon-Sun !! the full 7 days and on Sun, after my Bally scheduled fitness classes ending at about 1pm. I will take the rest of the day off, to do my Artist Date and to Rest, Read and Relax !!! I will be consuming 3-4 canned tunas a day in 3-4 hour increments and will be fasting the whole day on Fast Day Tuesdays !!!
I will not go to any of my "Must Go's" this whole month... Just Me and Infinite Divine !!! I will shave only my neck, and will grow out my hair !!!
The physical will start on May 2, 2011 Monday, starting with Dahn Yoga in the morning and going to Bally's for the rest of the day and night till 10:30pm, where I can shower up after my work out !!! This will be my schedule for just about the remainder of the month !!! with the exception on Sun...
This is it !! for this week, I'll be doing quite a bit of Pilates, see my previous Metamorphosis Schedule if you want, the only changes that I'm making is that I won't be going to any of my "Must Go's" this whole entire month !! My goal is to only use 1 tank of gas for the whole month and not to spend any $$ on anything, just to assist me in doing this, after my time here at McD's (using their internet here) I'm going to spend all the $$ that I have to my person and the $3.00 in my account... on gas. So I'll have zero money for the rest of the month !!! This is my game plan. Also I'm going to find out how much body fat % I have, and also to weigh myself and possibly have someone take a pic of me, with my Underarmour underwear just for the "Before" pic !!! Here we go !!! I'm ready !! Let the Metamorphosis Begin !!!!!!
On Your Marks--Get Set--GO !!!!!!!! 1st Day of my Metamorphosis !!!!!
This day has been in the making for some time now. My guess it's been in the making every moment of every experience from when I was born to today !!!! That every experience that I had experienced until today is for my Metamorphosis into the being that I myself and the Infinite Divine wants me to become !!!! It's not going to be 1000% perfect as planned and exactly what I have written out and planned for the actual metamorphosis schedule. That each day, I'm going to hear and listen to what I should do for that day !!! I have the Direct Land Line 24/7 Instant Live Real Time Connection to the Infinite Divine. For example for today: I got instructions that for this month, to only go to Dahn Yoga, Bally's and to my Artist's Dates. That I'm going to spend the remainder of the $$ on gas and to only go to Dahn Yoga, Bally's & the group classes and that would be it !!! for the whole month, I have a full tank of gas and I have food for the whole month of May !!! plan is to consume 4 cans of tuna every 3-4 hrs and to fast on Tuesdays !! While I'll be totally alone with the Infinite Divine focusing on me, this whole month. I will not go to my scheduled "Must Go's" Give Peace a Dance, Synphoria, Wed Night Divine Dancing, and Chi Ka Go and also Oneness & Kirtan, Nada !!!! Just me, not going to spend a dollar this whole entire month of May !!! It'll be just me and the Infinite Divine.... just us too, getting deep, focusing on every cell of my entire being for transformation and to metamorphosize every atom and every cell of my whole entire being.
So, even right now, I'm also getting instructions not to shave, I'll shave my neck !!! but, I'm going to grow the beard, just for me !!! My power !!! My Life !!! ME !!!!! I will do What Ever I Want !!!! ME !!! I will reclaim my Own Divine Power !!!! Oh, it's On alright !!! I do have like a self calm confidence Divine Power within myself !!! and I totally feel that this month is getting to the Absolute Pure True Self of Me at the Bare Bones Level... this is why I totally feel that I'm not supposed to be with anyone nor to be around anyone for the month of May for more than 5 min !!! at the gym, I will small talk, but that's about it... nothing else, nothing more !!! I'm beginning to get it with "the Artist's Way", this absolutely blew my mind away !!! Wow !!! I finally got it !!! but, I know that I must exercise it and to be Absolute Master with it !!! with the "Morning Pages" and the Artist's Dates... Wow !!! This absolutely blew my mind away !!! Once I started to really write down and to re-read that particular section... I do have another blog on "the Artist's Way", you can check out, it's for me and my reference, and for my experiences.
So, today, is a relaxed day... which is supposed to be like on my Sundays.... write, plan, read for the upcoming week... So, this week, will be only Dahn Yoga and Bally's !!!! most likely this whole entire month !!! just me, I will not spend a dollar on anything this whole month !!! I have a full tank of gas and bought my cans of tuna for the whole entire month. So, I'm good, All I have to focus is me, myself and I, my transformation, my Metamorphosis !!!! I will be with me, my Absolute Pure Divine Self and with Infinite Divine Master of Masters for the whole entire 111 Days !!! and it starts today !!! I'm going to do the exercises and the tasks that's required for me to do for "the Artist's Way" course..
I'm Ready!!! I have never been soooo ready in my entire life !!!! Thank You Infinite Divine Source for everything !!! I absolutely love my life !!!! and I'm Sooo Looking Forward for my Metamorphosis !!!! Wow !!! I can totally feel it !!! I also wanted to say some words of appreciation to this one particular person that I just recently met, I don't know if I mentioned him or not on any of the blogs, but, it was about 4am at Dunkin Donut's on a Sat early morning, he's from Hawaii and he was with his friend you lives in the Chgo area. Even though we hung out and talk for only a few hours that late night, I was definitely inspired. That he told me that he went to Hawaii all by himself with Absolutely Nothing !!! Living on the streets and in tents. And now he travels the Entire Globe !!!! Literally !!!! Having Fun, Meeting People, hiking, snow boarding, having the time of his life !!! Wow !!! to the Millionth Power !!!! yeah, I did check out some of his pics, Incredible !!! I absolutely loved it !!! I guess it was confirmation that if you decide to go where you want to go and to have Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith, that the Universe will clear out a path for you, when the path appears to be blocked and impassable. That is Absolutely Amazing !!!
So, I foresee writing some words here giving a weekly update here on this blog... just writing down any awakenings, growth, evolving .... It'll be just me and the Infinite Divine !!!! all by ourselves this month... going only to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's and that is it !!! for the whole month of May... and I'll also be going on my Artist's Dates that will not require any money to be spent, just to make sure I won't spend any money this month, after I'm done for the night here at McD's, I'm going to spend every cent on gas and so I can have an absolute zero experience, even the $3 that I have in my account !!! I won't have any temptation or any distractions whatsoever for the whole month of May !!! Wow !!! I'll just have my tuna and my full tank of gas, with the gas, I'm going to see how much gas I use up for 1 week driving to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's for one week, to see if I have to walk, jog, run to Dahn Yoga.... I'm only going to use 1 full tank of gas for the Whole Entire Month....!!!! Wow !!! this is getting Deep Down and Dirty for my Month of Metamorphosis !!! I know that this whole Entire Month of May will be the Most Transforming Month in my Entire Life !!!! This is it !!! 4pm right this second at McD's on Dempster in Niles... I'm ready, I never been sooo ready in my entire life !!! Thank you !!! Thank you !!! Forever Thank you for Infinity !!! Oz, TY...
So, even right now, I'm also getting instructions not to shave, I'll shave my neck !!! but, I'm going to grow the beard, just for me !!! My power !!! My Life !!! ME !!!!! I will do What Ever I Want !!!! ME !!! I will reclaim my Own Divine Power !!!! Oh, it's On alright !!! I do have like a self calm confidence Divine Power within myself !!! and I totally feel that this month is getting to the Absolute Pure True Self of Me at the Bare Bones Level... this is why I totally feel that I'm not supposed to be with anyone nor to be around anyone for the month of May for more than 5 min !!! at the gym, I will small talk, but that's about it... nothing else, nothing more !!! I'm beginning to get it with "the Artist's Way", this absolutely blew my mind away !!! Wow !!! I finally got it !!! but, I know that I must exercise it and to be Absolute Master with it !!! with the "Morning Pages" and the Artist's Dates... Wow !!! This absolutely blew my mind away !!! Once I started to really write down and to re-read that particular section... I do have another blog on "the Artist's Way", you can check out, it's for me and my reference, and for my experiences.
So, today, is a relaxed day... which is supposed to be like on my Sundays.... write, plan, read for the upcoming week... So, this week, will be only Dahn Yoga and Bally's !!!! most likely this whole entire month !!! just me, I will not spend a dollar on anything this whole month !!! I have a full tank of gas and bought my cans of tuna for the whole entire month. So, I'm good, All I have to focus is me, myself and I, my transformation, my Metamorphosis !!!! I will be with me, my Absolute Pure Divine Self and with Infinite Divine Master of Masters for the whole entire 111 Days !!! and it starts today !!! I'm going to do the exercises and the tasks that's required for me to do for "the Artist's Way" course..
I'm Ready!!! I have never been soooo ready in my entire life !!!! Thank You Infinite Divine Source for everything !!! I absolutely love my life !!!! and I'm Sooo Looking Forward for my Metamorphosis !!!! Wow !!! I can totally feel it !!! I also wanted to say some words of appreciation to this one particular person that I just recently met, I don't know if I mentioned him or not on any of the blogs, but, it was about 4am at Dunkin Donut's on a Sat early morning, he's from Hawaii and he was with his friend you lives in the Chgo area. Even though we hung out and talk for only a few hours that late night, I was definitely inspired. That he told me that he went to Hawaii all by himself with Absolutely Nothing !!! Living on the streets and in tents. And now he travels the Entire Globe !!!! Literally !!!! Having Fun, Meeting People, hiking, snow boarding, having the time of his life !!! Wow !!! to the Millionth Power !!!! yeah, I did check out some of his pics, Incredible !!! I absolutely loved it !!! I guess it was confirmation that if you decide to go where you want to go and to have Absolute Pitch Black Blind Faith, that the Universe will clear out a path for you, when the path appears to be blocked and impassable. That is Absolutely Amazing !!!
So, I foresee writing some words here giving a weekly update here on this blog... just writing down any awakenings, growth, evolving .... It'll be just me and the Infinite Divine !!!! all by ourselves this month... going only to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's and that is it !!! for the whole month of May... and I'll also be going on my Artist's Dates that will not require any money to be spent, just to make sure I won't spend any money this month, after I'm done for the night here at McD's, I'm going to spend every cent on gas and so I can have an absolute zero experience, even the $3 that I have in my account !!! I won't have any temptation or any distractions whatsoever for the whole month of May !!! Wow !!! I'll just have my tuna and my full tank of gas, with the gas, I'm going to see how much gas I use up for 1 week driving to Dahn Yoga and to Bally's for one week, to see if I have to walk, jog, run to Dahn Yoga.... I'm only going to use 1 full tank of gas for the Whole Entire Month....!!!! Wow !!! this is getting Deep Down and Dirty for my Month of Metamorphosis !!! I know that this whole Entire Month of May will be the Most Transforming Month in my Entire Life !!!! This is it !!! 4pm right this second at McD's on Dempster in Niles... I'm ready, I never been sooo ready in my entire life !!! Thank you !!! Thank you !!! Forever Thank you for Infinity !!! Oz, TY...
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