Here We Go !!!! Gettin Ready...... 8 Days Till.......

I've Been telling all of my classmates that I'll be doing the Get Fit Challenge with Xsport Fitness !!!!  I have been working out at class, mostly heavy weights (I still have to take the Official "Before Picture" on Jan 31st so, I do want to be as much Out-of-Shape aka FAT as possible and once I'm registered and took the official Xsport Before Pics,  It's On !!!!!    I'm going to work out like my Life Depended On It !!!!!!   and I know that I won't be having time to "Write" here in my blog, during the 88 Days !!!!!  it's Only 88 Days !!!!!!   the official start date is Feb 4th - May 2nd, the Weight Out is on May 4th 12noon..... I'm going to NPTI National Personal Training Institute in Lisle, IL..... I know that my 1st client will be me !!!  I have to Walk the Walk !!!  and I know that my story will inspire others !!!!  because I've Been There !!!  I know what it's like being 60-70 lbs / POUNDS Overweight !!!!   and I gained it all in one year  !!!  Can you believe that ???  that's something else hunh????  It's very easy to feel depressed and negative about my Fatness... I had accepted it and it's Ok and I'm not going to beat myself up for gaining all them lbs, it's ok, it's not the end of the world ...... I know I'm not the Only One that's Overweight in this world !!!!  and I will do something about it ......   so, I had downloading about 30-40 cd's and some playlists from i-tunes !!!  it's FREE !!!!   do a search for Playlists and look for the Free Ones, I got this one Super Sick Old School Freestyle Miami Bass Ghetto Booty Playlist that was 1 Hour  !!!!!    for Free !!!  I checked out the CD's from the library !!!  So, today I had added all the songs to my Transformation Playlist !!!!  Oh Snap !!!  it's On !!!!!  I got it all !!!!!  All of my favorite tunes !!!!!  about 400+ songs and about 40 hrs of tunes.....Every Song Is SICK !!!! that will make me Move and Go the Extra Mile !!!!!

What's going to cool is when my body is in Shock !!!  for working out soooo intensely is that at Xsport has a Special Pool that has a like a 2 inch Super Powerful Jet Stream where I can get a deep tissue massage after my work outs...... 

Oh !!!  Check This Out !!!!!   just out of curiosity I googled Get Fit Challenge IL, to find out if there are any other Get Fit Challenges Out There that I can Go For..... there is   !!!!!  Bodybuilding.com !!!!  Transformation Challenge 2013  and take a wild guess on how much is the Grand Prize !!!!!  $100,000 !!!!!!   12 Weeks !!!!!  Haaaaa,  the same amount of time for the Xsport Get Fit Challenge !!!!!   Mmmmm???? .... could this be a coincidence ???????   Well, all I can tell you is that I'm definitely going to Go For It !!!!!!!    I HAVE TO !!!!!  Holy Moly !!!!  Wow !!!!!   I'm just imagining what that would be like !!!!   Not only winning the Xsport Get Fit Challenge for $10,000 but the Bodybuilding.com Transformation Challenge for $100,000 !!!!   Holy Moly !!!!!   Wow !!!!   I was checking out the 2012 Winner !!!!   Wow !!!!   Very Inspiring !!!  and he's from Chi-Town !!!!!!    and the Female Winner  !!! Wow !!!!!  I was like Daaaaaaaaaaaaaang !!!  Gurl !!!!!  Laura McGraw          definitely check her out......  gettin me motivated !!!!   this is it   !!!  So, I'm actually going to be in 2 Get Fit Challenges !!!!!!    Whoa !!!!!  $10,000 from Xsport !!!!!  and it's actually $50,000 in U$D and about $5,000 worth in prizes and trips..... I don't know why they have $100,000 On their Marketing Campaign... $50,000 or $100,000 it's all the same to me (when you're broke) !!!!!  so the $50,000 will seem like $100,000 to me !!! So,  I guess it is $100,000 !!!  

I'm just thinking..... could it a "coincidence" of me just finding out about the Bodybuilding.com Transformation Challenge ?????    See, I already know that I'm going to win the Xsport Get Fit Challenge for $10,000 then an "Inner Voice" told me to google other Get Fit Challenges and that's how I found out about the Bodybuilding.com Transformation Challenge 2013 !!!!  for $50,000 ...   Wow....  Every second must be in relation to my Transformation !!!  Every Second !!!  Every Bite !!!!  Every Drink !!!! Every Breath !!!   Everything !!!!   I'm going to treat this time as if my life depended on it...... ALL OUT !!!!!  EAT, Sleep, Dream & Work Out my Transformation !!!!  I sort of can't believe this is happening !!!???  is a dream ???  I'm off to a miraculous and magical year !!!!  last year I got a Free Car !!!! a new program for Unemployed Veterans was born to continue to get paid to go to my Personal Training School !!!!   I recieved a 1 bed 3rd Floor Apt, including all utilities paid with all the furnishings,  including all the nick-nacks like dishes, microwave, knives, pots and pans !!!!   in  Naperville, IL ranked third of 100 finalists and was the only Illinois town to make the 2005 "Best Places To Live" list. The city was also named as one of Fortune Small Business' Best Places to Live and Launch in 2008.  Could this be All be just One Whole Big Coincidence ?????  or is this the Work of our Infinite Divine Master Creator ????  leading me, guiding me, assisting me, oh yeah !!!  I get Free top of the line food !!!!  from Whole Foods !!!!  Haaa !!!  I totally forgot about that one !!!!!  Wow !!!  Every two weeks I get about $200 worth of healthy, nutritional food aaaaand I also get $170 worth of Food from the state !!!!  Haaa !!!!  Wow !!!!.... Has the Flood Gates opened up !!!  also having Xsport Fitness Gym only 3 miles away from me !!!  aaand Jakked Hardcore Gym only 9 miles away !!!!  This is beyond Coincidence !!!!!  I truly feel that the Hands of the Universe is helping me create my reality !!!  and now with these 2 Get Fit Challenges !!!!  $10,000 + $50,000 = $60,000  in USD !!! U.S. Dollars aka CASH !!!!!  Wow !!!!   I know for a fact that this is thee year !!!!  This is thee year !!!!  This will be the year of all years !!!!!!  This will be the year that will catapult me into the Heavens !!!!!   I know, see....  I don't think I mentioned this before but, the main reason I chose to become Brick & Mortar Physical Home Free was that I pursued my passion as an artist !!!  No Matter What !!!!  Regardless Of What Happens !!!!!  I pursued my dream regardless of what happened !!!!  and yes the Regardless Happened.... It was More Choice !!!  I did a Sam Worthington !!!!!   (Same Worthington  I wanted to start over and sold everything, and was living out of his Camry !!! ) and that was when James Cameron Director of the Titanic and other Block Buster Movies crossed paths with Sam Worthington and Sam got the main role for Avatar !!!! and his whole life Changed !!!!!   there are others who are doing the same !!!  not just Sam and I !!!   wanting to change, transform and to start over !!!!!  To live our own lives !!!  not what others want you to do, not what your friends or family wants you to do....  and now looking back, I'm sooo glad that I had an Extreme Adventurous Experience... for I know what it's like and I've Been there...and my Faith in Infinite Divine Master Creator Universe has been multiplied in the Trillions !!!!!  for I know I'll be well taken care of no matter what happens.....

Yes, there was some very trialing and challenging times but, I knew that this was part of my growth and expansion and my learning here on this Amazing Mother Earth......   See, honestly I had a Blast !!!! I felt like local celebrity !!!  no joke, everyone was happy to see me and to say Hi !!!   Pure Unadulterated Adventure !!!  You heard of Living in the Now ????  I was living in the Absolute NOW NOW !!!!!  I didn't know where I was going to stay nor eat day by day !!! well, luckily there was a program where I was able to sleep and eat very abundantly !!!   thus the extra 60 lbs !!!!  I was living like a King !!!!! but, finally realized that I had a body of Jabba the Hut !!!  and now it's time for my transformation !!!!  It's finally happening !!!!  and everything is in place.....  I remembered I video recorded my 1st video about how I wanted to transform my life !!!!  when I had my Artist Loft in Chicago, I wanted to Reboot and Transform My Life Sooo bad that I enclosed myself in pure darkness in my bathroom for 2-3 days, duck taped the light coming through the edges of the bathroom door, at a couple of gallons of water,  and some fruit for nourishment.... zero technology, just and and pure absolute  darkness, I couldn't even see my hand in front of my face !!!!!  Daaaang, I sooo remembered that !!!  I haven't told anyone about that !!!!  except now..... it was Amazing !! See, you know you're there but, you don't see anything, pure pitch blackness, deep space, it felt like I was in a black hole .... I also had ear plugs so I wouldn't hear anything from the outside.... so, it was just me and the Infinite Divine Master Creator..... just our Spirits hangin out..... that was very very very Extreme !!!!    ok,  it's sheep time.....  I Have another Amazing Day Coming Up !!!!!   Must Be Well Rested !!!!   Much Love  !!!  I sooo cannot wait till the Get Fit Challenges start !!!!   So instead of writing here I'll be Workin on my Fitness  !!!!   Oz

The Calm Before the Storm !!!!!!!!! Countdown to my 88 Days !!!!!! of Pure Intense Forging !!!

It seems like my whole being knows is what's about to happen as soon as I get weighed and take that "Before" picture with the "Shirt Off" !!!!!   from Xsport Fitness !!!!!  on Jan 31st, 2013, this is going to be my "Boot Camp" Date...... this is what I'm going to act as if it's the Real Marine Corps Boot Camp..... where I was secluded from everything in the whole world including friends and family..... it's only 3 months ..... I know I must do this and I know that.... better yet... here's the Official Dates......

"Duration, Timeliness, Deadlines and XSport Personal Training and Supplement Purchase and Use
• The XSport Get Fit Challenge is an 88 day program.
• The XSport Get Fit Challenge will begin on February 4, 2013. Prior to that date, Participant must weigh-in at one of the select locations on January 31st, 2013 or February 1st, 2013 from 4 PM to 8 PM or February 2nd, 2013 or February 3rd, 2013 from 9 AM to 12 PM.
• Participants need to complete, and submit to Sponsor, by February 3rd, the entry form consisting of pages 2 and 3 (including having their before-picture taken) to begin the XSport Get Fit Challenge.
• Participant must train individually with an XSport personal trainer a minimum of 12 individual sessions over the duration of the Challenge (88 days) pursuant to a personal training contract executed by Participant and use Get Fit Supplements during the 88 days. Supplement sales receipts corresponding to at least an 88-day supply of two different Get Fit Supplement products identified on page 1 and dated between January 1, 2013 and March 14, 2013 must be submitted at weigh-out to XSport with your after picture. • The XSport Get Fit Challenge will end on May 2, 2013.
• Upon completing the 88 day program, Participant must complete the weigh-out process at the club Participant weighed in at on May 3rd from 4 PM – 8 PM or May 4th from 9 AM – 12PM, have after-picture taken and submit the essay and supplement sales receipts on the day they weigh out.


Jan 31, 2013 to May 4th,  2013 is my Personal Boot Camp...... See as soon as I get registere,  It's On!!!!!   See, technically the Competition starts on Feb 4th !!!  but, as soon as I get my weigh in and picture taken It's On !!!  I'm going to have a Head Start !!!!!  I'm going to be the 1st One to Get Registered  on Jan 31, 2012, the 1st one to get registered and the last one to get "Weighed Out".......  so I can lose even more till the absolute end !!!!  May 4th 11:59am..... it's Soooo On !!!!!   Not only I'll have a "Head Start but also I have 2 days to get even Chizzled !!!!!!   Haaaaa, Wow !!!!  That'll be cool, to get my 6 pack (abs) back...Yes, I did had them when I was in the Marine Corps !!!!  it is a cool feeling and to appreciate how incredible our human bodies are !!!!    88 Days  !!!!    It is Sooo On !!!!!   contacted my old Personal Trainer from Last Years Get Fit Challenge.... told him the deal !!!!  it's sooo on !!! 

See, like right now, I want to work out buuuuut I want  to be as "Big" aka "FAT" as possible for the Before Pic on Jan 31st!!!  thus the "Calm" before the storm !!!!!  just Heavy Weights Now !!!! and Zero Cardio  !!!!  the competition is mostly going to based on :  from the Get Fit Challenge 2013 Official Rules:
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Grand Prize Winner will be chosen between the 1st place male and female winners based on the following criteria: outer transformation (“before” and “after” pictures) – 50% of total score and inner transformation (essay) – 50% of total score. In the event of a tie (i.e., one 1st place winner wins the essay portion and the other category wins the photo transformation portion), the grand prize winner will be based on the highest scoring essay. = $10,000 !!!!!!!!!

it's crazy how I knew that 2 years ago !!!!  I knew that I was going to win this challenge !!!!  maybe not that year nor the year after !!!!  but, this year is the year !!!!!    I just know.... when you know u know.... I Don't Believe, I Don't Hope, I KNOW !!!!  So much growth, learning and evolving this past year...  More like An Extreme Adventure of a Lifetime !!!!!  and my mantra is " I live an Amazing, Incredible, Supernatural, Magical, Miraculous Life....."    Wow !!!!  it's actually happening !!!!!!   right now at my internet spot..... at McDeez Baby-Baby-Baaaaby !!!!!!      uploading about 50 CD's tonight  !!!!!  Got them from da Library !!!  it's Free !!!!! (was surprised on the selection they have now) I thought it would be mostly Bach and Mozart !!!  got some DJ Kaled remixes, Flo-Rida mixes, Snoop,Dr. Dre, Bubba Sparxx ???  (da New Dirty South!!) and especially my Dance Remixes,  Old-School Hip Hop, Crunk, Party Anthems, "work out tunes"..... for my "88 Days" of Forging......  

"It's Like On Like Donkey Kong".......      And So It Is .....  And So It Shall Be.....  Oz-----

Going to have a Supernatural Day Today !!!!   Yikes !!! I have to wake up early !!!!   like 7am !!!  going to carpool with mom to go to "Church" !!!  haaaa, no it's not boring, nor dull, nor what you truly think of "Church" is !!!!!   then again we go to a "Hip-Real-Deep-Transdominational Spiritual Community"  called Bodhi Spiritual Center in Chicago    = website and Bodhi's FB Page ..... this is probably the first and last time that I'll be mentioning on where I go.....  to get my spiritual feast !!!!!   it's sooo not like what you've grown up with....  people drive all over to come.... because it's Well, Well, Worth It !!!!  I think the furthest person I know that goes is from Sandwich, IL  ???  I know right !!!  Sand-Wha ????  it's about a good 70 miles away, 1 hr 45 min drive....ok, that's it..... if you want to find out more about it click on the links above.... see me, I'm not here to preach, I'm here to be the best that I can be !!!!  that is it.....   it is quite Awesome Though !!!!!  well, I"m still downloading the workout cd's !!!!  I have about 5 more cd's left and that is It !!!!!  I'll have all the tunes that I'll be needing for my 88 Day of Pure Divine Forging !!!!  and won't have to download anymore cd's from the library !!!  I checked out all of the cd's that I wanted !!!!  

I'm sooo glad I got the NWA Legacy Westside Radio Megamix !!!!!  Daaaaaaaaaang That is Sooo Sick !!!!   what do you know they got on YouTube I got it for you !!!  if you're curious !!!  it's a 14 min Remix !!!!  I sooo love the Old School !!!!  as I said, I was Surprised at the Selection at the Library !!!!  I would definitely check out the library and do some Free Sharing Downloading !!!!  to your playlist !!!  ok, what else here I have about hopefully 30 min left, I really want to knock out the downloading tonight / morning... it's going on 1:30am now !!! Whoa !!!  and this would be It It !!!  as far as downloading ..... 

I must of checked out around 30-40 cd's !!!!!  total !!!   I'm sooo looking forward on Jan 31st, 2013 Registration for the Get Fit Challenge 2013 !!!!  Take my dag gone pictures with my Shirt Off !!!!  Oh, it's going to be a doozy !!!!!   also, during the challenge I'm going to grow the beard !!!! and the last day of the challenge for the weigh in I'm going to Shave !!! and definitely see the "Transformation" !!!!!  it's going to be like a Magic Trick !!!  but, it won't be no trick !!!! it'll be for real !!!!!  ok, down to 3 more cd's !!!!   got both of the Step Up Movie Compilation CD's !!!  I got it all now !!!!  and the last one is Remixes Compilation .....ok, last one now !!!!!   Have An Amazing Day Everyday !!!!  Oz

My New Miracle Home 2013 !!!! (playlist)

  

Well, this is My New Miracle Home !!!!!!!    just a word of caution there is some Repetitive Foul Language.... because of how Miraculous on how all this all happened and the Over the Top Overflow & Abundance !!!  Enjoy !!!  and get ready to let the flood gates of Magical Supernatural Abundance Bum Rush Out !!!!!   Haaaaa  !!!!!!  this is thee year !!!!  I know it and I claim it !!!!    Oz

Gettin Ready !!!!! 4 ............ the Get Fit Challenge 2013 !!!!!!! $10,000 Grand Prize !!!!

12 Week Competition Begins February 4th

The Get Fit Challenge is a 12 week weight loss competition with a grand prize of $10,000. Competitors spend 12 weeks working with an XSport Fitness Personal Trainer who will help them set goals, develop a personal workout program, assess nutritional needs and develop a meal plan, and provide support and motivation throughout. 

Whewwwww....... Inhale ........ Exhale.........   this is what I was waiting for !!!!!   $10,000 Grand !!!!!   

Wow !!!!   Seems like everything is coming into Perfect Precision Divine Timing !!!!!    EV --- VER--- Y (eee) --THING !!!!!!     I had such an An Amazing Week !!!!!   more like a Miraculous Week !!!!!  I moved into a Perfect Place !!!!!   3rd Floor 1 bedroom apt, in Naperville, IL and I must of received I kid you not about at least $800 + in accessories !!!  like a new bed, new sheets, puffy pillows, dresser drawer, top of the line microwave, super comfy couch, HD TV !!!!  everything you need for the kitchen....  I actually made a video right after I received the keys to my new beautiful place, I was in a Surreal State of Unbelief.... I have a view of a beautiful pond with 5 willow trees surround it and I have a magnificent view of the sky !!!!!   and I'm only 3 miles away from Xsport !!!!!!!   Can You Believe That !!!!!   it's just keeps on getting better and better  !!!!!  the organization that provided me with all of this Miraculous Windfall also will be assisting me dealing with the SS in relation to my disability and most likely will be receiving "Back Pay" from 2001 till today 2013... we'll see, I'm just happy about the "Possibility" of that happening.......not only I got the apt, with everything, all the necessary misc. was taken care of... down payment, rent, and all the utilities !!!!!!   I still cannot believe that this had happened basically "Overnight" !!!!!!   I met with my case mgr and she said that I can do whatever I please as long as I don't mess up the carpet and create disturbances (like parties).... Soooo I got the green light for me to create my large paintings !!!!!  and I got the space !!!!  and the walls to hang them on !!!!!  so, I'm going to create my place as an Art Studio.....

See, about a few months ago, I was looking for something where I could paint my paintings..... something like a small office for very cheap or some type of warehouse type deal.... I thought about getting like a storage unit to try to paint out of... I know that would be a lil bit challenging especially during the winter times with no heat or electricity.... in the back of my mind I heard and felt a soft voice.... it was saying, "don't worry about it... it'll come to you....."........ Don't Worry About It..... It'll Come To You....."  Just continue what you're doing....... it'll come to you....."   So I took heed on that inner soft Divine Voice...... reassuring me that all is well and for me not to worry about a thang !!!!!   and only a few months later I got this Amazing Apt. in less than 1 Week !!!!   with Everything !!!  it's Beyond Perfect !!!!!   I have a balcony  !!!!  AC !!!!   I saw my neighbor, she's a cutie (SQUIRREL), he was in the tree eating some chow in the tree.... and the birds !!!!  they're like TOP GUN !!!!!    No Joke !!!   they fly in groups just zipping by my window, and I'm able to see their High Skilled Maneuvers !!!!  I got my own Air Force Up In Here !!!!!!   Everything is coming into place...... and not to be overly confident but, I know that this Get Fit Challenge 2013 is MINE !!!!   haaa, Wow !!!!  See, there's a lil bit of history with this Get Fit Challenge and Me..... 2 years ago in 2011,  I saw the advertisements for the Get Fit Challenge and at that time I wasn't able to get the PT (Personal Training) that you have to purchase/get in order for you to enter the competition..... then 2012 came, now this time I was able to purchase the PT in order for me to enter the competition.... even though mentally I tried my best to go all out, but for some reason...I had succumb to the pressures of having an alcoholic party animal roommate and working at a bar/dance club/pub where I know that it wasn't a "Healthy" job, where drinks and smoking was in my face...... I did my best.... I'm not making any excuses here, I just knew that this Get Fit Challenge Wasn't my time..... fast forward a year !!!  with a lot of Extreme Adventure, during this time I had gained jeeeesh, I'm guessing at least..... mmmmmmm I'm at 308 lbs now last year I believe I was around 250 lbs something around there.... Sooo let's say I'm at 310 lbs... so 60 lbs I have gained !!!!    wow .... that's a lot !!!!  I had no clue that I was that overweight...... well, don't get me wrong I did notice my belly popping out and that my XL's were skin tight !!!!  but, I had my beard !!! which sort of hid my fatness (to me) it wasn't until I shaved my beard that I finally realized, "What Have I Become" ???  that 10 inch double chin was soooo Foreign to me !!!!!  I never had such a soft, chubby, long double chin !!!!!  

So there, I would say that this would be thee Beyond Perfect Precision Divine Timing for me to Win the Grand Prize of this 2013 Get Fit Challenge !!!!   just a Post Script..... on this... last fri and sat I went with my mom to my mom's aunt funeral and wake, and at the funeral home had some 2013 calendars and I took one.... it was an Inspirational Nature type calendar and when I was flipping through it, I noticed for the month of May 2013 there was a caption stating, "If You Want To Win, You Will Win"........ guess which month the Get Fit Challenge is over ?????   MAY !!!!!!!!!!    I already know, I already know, I already know, I already know, I already know that this is My Get Fit Challenge !!!!!!   I already know.........  

right now I'm at a Mc'D's !!!  noooo, not eating, just using their internet while I upload some more dance / workout tunes !!!!   Oh Snap !!!!!  it's the Total Club Hits Collection !!!!  and the Ultra Dance Collection !!!  got it from the library and is almost done "Ripping" them unto my Windows media player !!!!!   Soooo, I know that these tunes are going to put me into a Higher Level of my work outs and training !!!  for this Challenge....... $10,000   and the Before & After Pics ..... well, I think I'm done with the "Before" Footage of myself... I'm ready for the "After" Pics and Footage......  and I know it's going to be probably the most toughest challenge, I've ever done.... other than "Becoming a U.S. Marine".....  where I was voted "Most Improved Recruit" in my whole platoon !!!!  My peers voted me as the Most Improved Recruit and I had breakfast with the Colonel and Sergent Major of the Marine Corps Recruit Depot San Diego !!!!  I also had a photo with them....  I lost 50 lbs during Boot Camp !!!!   So, I know what it will take.....and I know that I'm going to have to make it as much like my Boot Camp as possible.... I'm going to pretend that I'm actually at Boot Camp during the Challenge.....  ok, gettin a lil sheepy here.... I still want to drag all the New Songs I Have For My Work Out Playlist.......   Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar Z !!!!!!   Mucho Amor Para Todo !!!! Oz

Sept 6th, 2012 ----------> Jan 6th, 2013 = 5 months !!!!!!! Enought is Enough !!!!

ok, just an update nugget, i'm at my new place in Naperville, IL  !!!!  Absolutely Love It !!!  And now it's time !!!!   time to get the rubber on the road !!!!!  Time is Now !!!

My original start date was Sept 6th, 2012 !!!!  Start date for my transformation !!!!!   I considered these 5 months as a "Free For All" Phase !!!!!    Whatever happens it'll be ok !!!! So, I had like a free for all type lifestyle !!!!   and now this is where I draw the line !!!!   5 months !!!  is beyond overdue to start on my transformation, transformation meaning, my Mind-Body-Spirit Metamorphosis !!!!   did that help any ???!!!   haaa, this phase is the Physical Body Phase !!!!  so,  this is it !!!!!   I"M DONE DONE with the old self and the old body !!!!!   I re-activated my FB !!!!   it's been about a month since I "De-Activated" it, yeah,  FB !!!  It's addicting !!!!  to much for me !!!!  to much time and energy on it for what purpose ??  I have goals and dreams and I know that for a fact that spending time on FB is not helping me accomplish my goals and dreams  !!!   so I have decided only to check FB on a monthly basis, or maybe even once every 2 months !!! we'll see !!! all I know is that NOW Is The TIME !!!!!   I Have Everything That I Need for me to Accomplish All of my Goals and Dreams !!!!   I truly do, and 2013 is thee Year !!!!   to get the Ball Rolling and On Fire !!!!!   and to gain momentum !!!! 

Tonight will be the Official Kick Off for my Transformation / Metamorphosis  !!!!!!   Tonight at Xsport Naperville !!!!  Basketball Court !!!!   YESSS !!!!   I'm going to have some celebratory tunes !!!!   for my Transformational Kickoff !!!!!   and I'll make sure I have a few minutes to capture the moment for take off !!!!!  

Something Amazing just happened !!!!!   When I was in high school Roseville,  CA we used to live an apt complex called Foothills Tennis Village !!!   it was the bomb !!!   and I remembered mom gave me a "Journal" book, and it had clouds on the cover of it.... and it was for me to just write whatever..... and this is what made me enjoy writing.... I didn't know it had the time, but, it was my "Out" to release whatever that was holding me back, and it also acts as a communication tool to communicate with God Infinite Divine Universe !!!!  I remember I would just write for hours, received ideas and plans, mostly they came for my "Growth".... to learn, grow and evolve...... for this is the Absolute True Reason that we are here, and I guess it carried over till my teens, 20's, 30's and now 40's !!!!   I know that a book will be written, I had the nudge about a few years ago... and now I'm crossing paths with other people of the same..... Wow !!!!   with their own Video Blogs in relation to Spirituality & Transformation,Metaphysical, Mind-Body-Spirit related Vlogs and Blogs !!!   etc..... they are coming out of the Wood Work !!!  Daaaang !!!  So, I'm glad I'm not the only one that's want to document and share our journey's......
well, one that I cross paths with is Charis Brown Malloy !!!!!!   Definitely Double Click  only if you feel inspired too and check out her videos  !!!!!   Also  !!!!  Lilou Mace !!!!!   Lilou definitely exploded  !!!!!!   Doing Her Passion  !!!!   definitely check her out......

alright, I did record some video's of my new place which I will upload soon, it's just that I have to upload them on the college's pc because it has a 25+ min video.... 

oh oh !!!!  guess what I saw !!!!  on Xsport's Website !!!!!   2013 Fitness Challenge !!!!!!!!  Jan 31st -Feb 4 is the registration !!!!    I'm highly considering of trying this again !!!!!!!  I did the challenge last year !!!!!  it was a dry /  practice run with my intense trainer Ed Honn !!!!  he's a Super Badd Ass !!!!!!   So, I wan't to do it again !!!!!   and I know it'll cost some $$ but, I know this time !!!  I'm well beyond ready !!!  to actually win the competition !!!!!!   Wow !!!!  I know I'm at around 308 lbs now...... haven't weighed myself nor I want to get weighed.... So, I'm going to call and find out.... how much it would cost for me to enter in the competition.... maybe I can look at / for my old PT receipt.... ???  we'll see, I remembered it was something like $200-300 ???  I forgot, maybe in $400.... but, this would be the Perfect Time for me to Go For It All !!!!!!!   $10,000 for 1st Prize !!!!!  Wow !!!! And this time will be a whole other story !!!!!!!!    See, I knew the Fitness Challenge would be coming !!!!!    I got the buy one get one year free membership deal already and now I was just waiting for the Fitness Competition !!!!!  Hmmmmmmmm  I know for a fact that this time will be different !!!!