5, 4, 3, 2, 1 !!!!!!!! Warrior-Beast-Sasquatch Mode UP !!!!!

Orientation Went Awesome !!!!   Everything is Set for my 1st Day of Class at the National Personal Training Institute !!!  at the Lisle, IL Location, there's two Chicagoland locations one in Chgo and the other in Lisle, IL !!! there was quite a few future trainers there !!!!  Met some of my classmates, it's On Baby !!! Last night I shaved off my slanted mohawk !!!  as you can see !!!  I'm going to grow out my sides !!!!   then grow a straight balanced mohawk, I'm sooo looking for the 1st !!!  Oct 1st is Coming-Oct 1st is Coming !!!!  Today is Thurs, So Tomorrow Fri, then on Sat, I definitely want to check out the State Power Lifting Championships at Jakked Hardcore Gym
ok, that did it... going to write my "Words on Word" then copy n paste it here !!!  brb !!!   (laptop crashed and lost quite a bit of words) all good brother man !!!    

 

Well, let’s do the words here first and then copy n paste in the blog from now on !!!  all good baby !!!  I love my life !!!  yes, so that’s the game plan !!!!   Ride the last of the Pads shelter sites for this week !!!  and starting Mon, Oct 1, 2012, not only is the 1^st day of class it’s also the Beginning of my whole new chapter !!!!!   it’s sooo on !!! So, tonight, will be going to the Naperville site and Fri at the Wood Dale Site, Sat day, going to volunteer with the Powerlifting Championships at Jakked Gym it’s Going to be an Outside Event!!!both are great sites !!!   I’ll be up early enough to go and help out work, volunteer for my $3 charge and Sat night mom’s Pre-Bodhi Night, Sun Getting Bodhi-fied !!!  and yes, starting Monday Oct, 1, 2012, My Class at 9:30am then Warrior-Beast-Sasquatch Mode !!!!!!!  I Love My Life !!!!!  I Love My Life !!!! I Love My Life  !!! I Love My Life Sooooooo Very Very Very Very Very Much !!!!!  I’m Sooooo Grateful !!!  for Everything !!! I’m soooo ever Thankful for Everything !!!   Every Breath !!!  Every Nano-Second !!!  Thank You !!!!  Wow !!! Sort of Can’t Believe But Everything is Coming Into Place !!!!  Wow !!!!!  Like a Huge Sigh of Breath !!!!  Thank You !!!  All the Times Where I Practiced and Exercised PBBF !!!!  (Pitch Black Blind Faith) !!!!!  Wow !!!  Not having a cent and gas, stranded in Missouri rest stop !!!  Wow !!!  What an Incredible-Amazing-Magical-Supernatural-Miraculous Adventure  !!!  and Now !!! with the upcoming certification on becoming a Personal Trainer !! not only for myself but also to inspire and motivate others !!!!   it’s On Like Donkey Kong !!!!  I’m Excited !!!  I was probably the Most Excited One there at Orientation Last night !!  more like afternoon !!! go to meet the head trainer Nick !!!  Yes, I’m ready !!  So, I foresee myself, studying and transforming my physical body !!! and I know that this is the last of the shedding off the old self skin !!!  see, with me it takes time !!!  even though we can immediately start at any second !!  It’s just me that I need a Free For-All / Whatever Window !!!  a whatever window, even though technically I’m already in the Cocoon for my transformation, of only consuming Fish, Salad, Water and with my Work Out Regimes at Xsport and Jakked Gym… it’s all good !!!   With Me, Environment is Everything !!!!  Thank You !!!  I love my life !!!  Wow !!! it’s coming closer !! I can feel it !!!   Just the Absolute Knowing That Once I’m IN I’m Freaking IN !!!!!!   Inside the Cocoon !!!  Of just pure Absolute Infinite Divine Transformation !!!   I’m sooo looking forward to everything!!!!  We’ll see about Liz !!!  an Amazing Gorgeous-Beautiful-Internally & Externally Lady that I met and sat right beside by last Sun at Bodhi Spiritual Center !!!  We Sort of Hit It Off  like Instantaneously !!!!  We’ll See, I’m sure We’ll be seeing each other very soon !!!  it was her first time at Bodhi !! She went to the morning meditation, service, then Oneness Blessing and Prayer !! Wow !!! Whoa !!  It was Awesome Seeing Her Having a 1^st Time Treatment !! with Gina Alicea a Bodhi Spiritual Counselor, it was an amazing moment…. During the prayer, she “Liz” was saying that “She” (Gina Alicea) was “Going All Out” (not in those exact words, but, Liz noticed how Intensely and Powerful Gina Alicea was giving her “Treatments” !!!!  and sure enough 7 min later she (Liz) would be having a treatment with Gina Alicea !!!!  I knew this was a Life Altering Moment !!!  or might I’d say a Life Altering Experience !!!!   from the Beginning to the End !!!!   it was a Beautiful Moment !!!  

So, Chapter is Off to a great beginning !!! Wow !!!  Sooo looking forward to Everything !!! The Gates Are  Open !!!!!  And The FLOOD IS COMING !!!!!!!!!!!  with Overflow and Abundance and I’m Ready to Allow It All In !!!! thank you !!! It’s Soooooo ON !!!!  Wow !!! I know that the Universe Has Some Very Very Amazing Plans With Me !!!!!   With !!!!  With !!! Together !!! Wow !!! Right now, I feel that eventually I’m going to need some type of space ???  storage or an office  !!  I’m feeling just like a very inexpensive office !!!  where I can store my misc. artwork and also to write my books and to be able to receive the Floods of Everything that was in Vibrational Escrow !!!!!   Oh It’s Sooo ON !!!!   for the 1^st couple months, I’m just going to save the $$ and just focus on my school and focusing on me and my transformation !!  yeah, it’s just me baby !!!  and hopefully Liz !!!   Wow !!!!  I’m ready !!!  To Give !!!!!   I’m Ready !!  and I know that the time is now for me to Actualize, to have Everything Materialize !!!!  YESSSS !! So, tonight, Thurs night, tomorrow Fri night at the Pads Sites will be My Officially My Last two days of the shelter sites…..  I’m Sooo looking forward on having everything I need, right now, I know I truly want to focus on my education on becoming a personal trainer and to focus on me !!!  on my physical body, with a Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine Spin too it !!!  So, I can study at the college and on my own !!!   library !!!  college, versus, having to have a storage or an office… I don’t exactly need any of them right this Red Hot Second !!  So, I’m just going to have the $$ build up and to pay what I need to pay, I really want to take care of my smaller debts and get my memberships !!!  Gym memberships !!!  I’m ready !!!  Divinitus Warrious Universalis is in the Cocoon !!!  I have everything that I would need  !!!  it’s On Baby !!!   

Hmmmmm… Anything else !!!   So, I did the calling out deal !!  for others who wants to do the same !!!  for our own personal Transformation / Metamorphosis !!  To release it all !!!   minus the vehicle if you have one, we’ll be needing a spot to move around and to rest in !!!!  to focus on Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine Metamorphosisacation !!!  I’m Ready !! I’m Ready !! I’m Ready !! I’m Ready !!!   Wow !!!  This is finally going to actualize !!!  I Feel It !!!   Wow !!! Then with a Wave of Overflow !!!  I really want to start something new sort of like a “Total Human Metamorphosis 2 the Extreme Bootcamp” type school or center !!!   where you release it all and start from scratch and build you up !!!  Extreme Style !!!!   You Know What ???  I can’t write down some Rules and Regulations for the Potential Candidates Who Wants To Transform/Metamorphosize Their Lives Extreme Style !!!!  I had done this a lil bit in the Calling Out Post here in this blog…..    I know as far as Right Now !!!! the Time is To Actual Go Through It !!!  On My Own Until I we attract others who wants, willing and able to do the same !!!   Yeahhhh Buddy !!!  laptop just crashed and everything went except for my Morning  aka afternoon pages !!!!  All Good  !!!  And Sooo It Is !!!  Everything will come into Absolute Perfect Infinite Divine Timing !!!  Wow !!!  Thank You !! Right now, it’s About Me and My Own Metamorphosis !!! I know that I must BE The Change I Want To See In the World !!!  ME, Myself and I !!!   Well, I said my Temp Goodbye on Facebook !!!    yeah, it’s all good !!!   I’m going in and Sealing Off the Cocoon of My Infinite Divine Metamorphosis !!!!  It’s Time Now !!!  It’s Time Now !! It’s Time Now !!! this is what I’m being Instructed, Directed & Told !!!  that It’s Time Now !!!!  To Put Everything into Actual Action !!!!  To Actualize I Must Take Action !!!!   It’s Time Now !!!! It’s Time Now !!!  just a Soft Forceful Push !!!!   It’s Time Now !!!  Time to do, be, have what I envisioned my life to be, do & have ….. It’s Time Now, for me to BE The Change !!  To Actualize Now !!!  All the decades of Learning, Growing & Evolving By Trial & Error Comes Down To Now !!!!  Right This Second, this Absolute Now !!!!   Never thought I’d say anything like that, I’m Sooo Glad that I’m being told that It’s Time Now !!!!   My last days of the Old Self !!!  Yes, we’re living in the Last Days !!!!   Last Days of Our Old Selves !!!!!    Done !!!!   tonight and Friday night will be the last of my shelter sites, with exceptions of Sunday Feast Day at the Synagogue of Meal Only for me from now on !!!  

So, this will be it for a while, Don’t know exactly when !!!  but, when I post something next will the be the next time I’ll be here… Wow !!!  this is the Actual Quiet Time Before the Storm !!!  I feel it !!!  that I must lockdown and seal up everything and only have the Absolute Necessities for my Transformation / Metamorphosis !!!  Which is Me and Infinite Divine !!! BL = Bottom Line !!! So this is it everyone !!!  Whoever you are, I hope to know someday, I know you’re reading this !!!  I see you on my Blogger Report !!!  only the country that you’re at right now !!!  Haaa !!! hey, that’s good enough right ???  Well, I’m down to my last moments here…  I’m sealing off the windows now, prepping for the Sealing Off Quiet Time of Sealing Off the Cocoon !!!!   It’s Time Now !!! To Finally Put Into Practice and Action !!!!  To Exercise My Power that Creates Universes !!!!   Yessss !!!  Soo, this is it, tomorrow, I’ll be prepping the car and getting ready for my Sealing Off the Cocoon and Going In-Ward and Under the Knife of Infinite Divine !!!!!  I’m sooo grateful, thankful with Absolute and with Extreme Appreciation !!!!!  Wow !!! it’s Finally Here !!!  All the times I Attempted for my Metamorphosis and Transformation !!! it’s Finally Here !!!   This is Officially It !! I’ve been saying that for quite some time now  !!!   I must of said that phrase at least a hundred times, or maybe at least 60 Times !!!  Yep, it’s A-Ok !!!  This is my Learning Curve !!!  My Own Curve !!!  This is How I have to do it, My Own Style, which sooo happens to be a Very Extreme Style !!!!  Goo All Out !!! Go Big or Go Home type philosophy !!  it’s 4:06pm now, and I’m feeling that my job right this second is that to finish up writing here in Word copy and paste it to my blog and click publish !!! and go to my favorite spot Hidden Lake  Forest Preserve in Glen Ellyn, IL to say my Thanks and my Grates !!!  Ciates !!!  Thanks, Gratefulness, AppreCiates !!!  Got it ???  I know u do !!  Well, this is my Temp Goodbye to you !!  the Amazing Beautiful Being Who is Reading these words !!!  I Absolutely Love My Life !!!  I know that my time is up with Pads Shelter Sites as well !!! Wow, it’s Awesome how I can feel it !! That knowing that this time next week I will not be in the remote environment that I am in now !!!  I Absolutely Feel It !! This Absolute Knowing Strengthens Every Day and Every Moment !!!   Mostly due from Choosing What I See, Hear, Read, Listen Too !!!!  Wow  !!! This is Finally It !!! A Wave of $$ is on the way !!!  Nov 1^st, 2012 to be exact !!!  This will be the Absolute Turning Point !!!!   well, Actually the date is Oct. 1, 2012, that I’ll be receiving my monthly blessing of $$ where I can move around and to be able to get the needed gym memberships with Xsport and with Jakked Gym… and let the Infinite Divine Do What they Do Best !!!!  Creating Universes !!!!   and I’m One of Them !!!! Thank You !!!  Any last words here ??? Mmmmm !!!???  I’m just forever grateful and extremely appreciative for Absolutely Everything !!!  Even if it “Appears” to be Notso Good, I Absolutely Know that it’s Very Very Good !!!   I know I did my job while being with my homeless family, you do become friends and somewhat attached to the Divine Beings who are going through what they need to go through… there’s another being called Cap, that last night he told me that he’s having the Most Fun and is having the Time of His Life !!!!  Being Quote On Quote Homeless !!!!  Haa, Welcome To My World !!!  Where Homeless = Absolute Freedom !!!   with a knowing that the Whole Universe is My Home !!!  Thank You Universe !!!   Ok, well, I’m being told to wrap it up now… I’ll be back with an Incredible-Amazing-Magical-Supernatural-Miraculous Report !!!   with Pics and Video Clips  !!!  I think I’ll post my last goodbyes on YouTube tomorrow !!!   Well, that’s about it for now….

Infinite Love and Gratitude To You For Eternity !!!!   Oscar Z/ Divinitus U 

Thank you !!!!  BB !!! instead of the BRB Be  Right Back, I know that I will not be “Right Back” !! but, I will be Back !!! Soo BBS !!!  Be Back Soon !!!!!   IL&G !!!!!  to You 4 Eternity !!!!   Hug U Very Soon !!!!!!  

Morning Pages !!!!! in the Afternoon !!!!!

 

Here we go !!!!  Hello everyone !! Oscar  aka Divinitus !!!  will be doing a Goin All Out Morning (Afternoon) Pages !!!  in other words just write !!!  whatever !!!!   journal aka diary !!!  oh yeahhh !!!  gettin personal up n here !!!!!  at the college listening to some old school remixes !!!  on youtube !!   DJ Flare !!!! to be exact !!!  well, just browzin now.... ok, Mmmmm where to start this afternoon at 12:33pm.  I'm sooo looking forward for orientation tomorrow which is the 26th and I'll be able to get some gas !!!  Gas Vouchers !!!  yes, I'm sooo looking forward on having Overflow !!! Over Freakin Flow !!!!!  which is soo definitely on the way !!!    Oct. 1st, 2012 will give a some breathing room a lil bit, for gas and to get my Jakked Gym Membership !!!!!!

Jakked Gym is Extreme Hardcore !!!   just for Divine Warriors !!!!!!  the above Divine Human Pic is the Owner and Creator of Jakked Hardcore Gym in Montgomery, IL !!!   He is BadAss and Sooo is his gym !!!  so Oct,  1, 2012, I'm going to get my membership on and start training there !!!!  it's sooo on !!!   Yes, I want to transform my body like or even better that Byron's !!!  Holy Shit !!!  Now that's a Male Human !!!!  Body !!!  don't get me wrong, I love the ladies, but, since we are a part of everything, this is an example on how I want to transform my body !!!!   Daaaaaaaaamn !!!   it's Sooo On !!!!   well, tonight will be the official last night of my Pads Shelter Misc.... main reason, I'm just a hair above the last red out of gas marker !!!  so, just keepin it local and gettin ready for my Orientation, which I'll be needing a Physical Body Ok ...

brb, going to get my Physical dealeo at a Free Clinic right down the street !!!   much love !!!  Peace, brb

Well, I did came back and started writing a few more words, and yes, laptop, crashed and lost it, I didn't updated, hey, who cares, basically, I was looking forward on tomorrow's Orientation class and getting some gas and to work out at Jakked Gym !!!   I'm motivated and Inspired !!!  fuuuuuuuuk just take a glance at Byron's Body (the above pic) !!!  Beast Mode !!! Sasquatch Mode !!!  Divine Warrior Mode !!!!   Hell Yeah !!!   I'm ready !!!  to go all out !!! I just updated, JIC !!!  just in case !! Hey, it's all good !! So, that's about it in a nutshell !!  oh yeah, have I mentioned Liz !!!!  I know I'm soooo Over Thinking This !!!   I haven't had a GF for a while now, which is good, and I know now that I need to focus on me !!!  I want to look nice for tomorrows Orientation !!!  to meet my other classmates !!!   that'll be fun !!!  and to get the Book !!!!   I know the book is going to be pretty thick !!!  oh yeah, Liz !!!  Wow !!! It was instantaneous !!!!!  Wow !! I spelled it right on the first try !!! I'm going to Mediation/Service/Oneness Blessing & Prayer next Sun !!!!  Someone just told me that I looked like Monk on Diablo (video game) and so I googled it and I was like YESSSS !!!!!  here's some pics !!!! 

 

Yep !!!!!   the guy said, that he just had to say it !!!! alright, I'm going to find the "Referral" which I have somewhere in my car !!!  so, first thing tomorrow morning, go to the Walkin Ministry to get my Gas Voucher !!!   then to the college print up my physical misc. and get ready for my Orientation at 4pm, yeahhhh buddy !!! I'm sooo looking forward on this New Chapter !!  it's sooo on baby !!!! I'm ready !!!!! let's do this !!!!  ok, going to get everything ready now !!! Also I feel like brushing my teeth and floss etc !!!  ok, let's do this !!!  IL&G !!!!  Oscar/ Divinitus

Orientation !!!!!! in 2 Days and 1st Day of Class in 7 !!!!

Well, it's Official !!!!   I haven't really mentioned this, or maybe I have mentioned before:  I think I might have, well anyways it's official !!!   Orientation is this coming Wed and 1st day is next Mon !!!!! here's a bit more info on National Personal Training Institute:

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Me Now !!!!  Divinitus / Oscar I just copied and pasted some more info about the school !!!!!!   I had an incredible weekend !!!!   hung out with mom !!  went to Bodhi did some morning meditation and  met Liz !!!!!    Hey Now !!!! Hey, Hey, Hay !!!  All I know was that she Is FINE !!!!  Mighty Fine  !!!! Wow !!! it was her first time at Bodhi !! and she was Soooo Digging Everything and Myself !!!!  It was like instantaneous on both sides !!!!  as soon as I sat down she complimented on my hair !!!   On top and the beard !!!!  I'm growing out the sides/ sideburns and I have a slanted mohawk and my ferocious beard !!!!!  She told me that she has to sit next to me forever !!! Haa  !! That was a good green light signal !!!!  Wouldn't you say soo !!!    Wow !! And she was absolutely beautiful !!!  We'll See, I know that I most focus on me right now and I know that I'm starting into a new chapter now !!!  I'll definitely keep you posted on everything !!!!  

So, my orientation for the NPTI to become a Personal Trainer is this Wed !!!  Soooo Psyched !!!!   Sooo tonight, this will be Officially be the last night at a Pads Shelter Site !!!!   This is my Goodbye Feast !!! Haaa !!! been saying that for a while here now !!!  All Good, I think we need a 30 Day of Whatever before the Actual Change !!!   before it was Mental and the 30 Day of Knowing that you're in the cocoon, it's letting your and your physical body really know what's going to happen, ok, it's time for to get Cracka-Lackin !!!  to the Pads shelter site tonight !! I actually love and like going to the shelter sites, I love making people laugh !!!  and to fuck around with the Homeless, cracking Homeless Jokes !!!!   All Good !!!  We're All in the same boat !!!!  and it's all in good fun !!!    I love being crazy !!!  especially Homeless Crazy !!! You can just about do whatever you like !!!!  and with me I'm the Biggest One like 283.5 lbs !!!!  So no one really fucks with me !!!  I'm  like the UN-Official President of the Homeless DuPage Pads !!!   Everyone Knows Me and Loves Me !!!!!   I shoot the shit with my fellow homeless compadres !!!!   it's fun and I know that tonight will be the last night, I'm going into Beast Mode !!!!  Training !!!!   ok, gotta bounce !!!!!  let's do this !!!!  Infinite Love & Gratitude, Oscar / Divinitus !!!!

Divinitus Warrious Universalis Extreme Style !!!!!! Calling Out !!!!!

This is a CALLING OUT !!!!!!!!!   to the .05 % !!!!!!!   no not the 1% 's !!!!  but the Point Zero Five!!!!   .05% !!!!!!!   What Is Divinitus Warrious Universalis ???   Seeking Only 4 !!!!!   Please Share the Calling !!!

What Is Divinitus Warrious Universalis ????

Well, DWU will be forever changing and evolving, as of right this second this is what I know now !!!

DWU, = Divine Warriors of the Universe, this is like the "Special Forces" (Army), "Recon" (USMC), "Navy Seals" of the Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine Universe, a Divine-Dream-Extreme-Hardcore Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!!

and yes I'm foreseeing /guessing only .05% will be able and willing to go through with this Extreme Style Form of Transformation and Metamorphosis into actualization of metamorphosing into become the Absolute True You !!!!   We Are All Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!  I want to create a Super Hardcore Beyond Extreme Dream-Divine Warrior Team !!!!  where we go !!!   this is for the Ones like myself, who wants to Transform and to Metamorphosize Into Actualization of an Absolute True Blended Divine Warrior, "Blended" meaning, blended with Infinite Divine Universe !!!!  Intertwined, As One, Having the Power that Creates Universes !!!, Commanding Matter, the Absolute True Divine Self that we were born to be !!!

I'm going to list of all of the releasing !!!   oh yeah, note that this is not for the faint of heart !!!!    and this is Extreme !!!   let's go forth... in a nutshell you'll be Releasing EVERYTHING !!!!!!  and Will Be Receiving the Universe !!!!  here we go !!!!

1. Release FT/PT Job or Business
2. Release Physical Brick/Motar/Wooden Home Apt/Condo/House
1. Might take some more time to release if current physical home is owned eg: Condo/House
2. Bottom Line You'll be "Resting" in your vehicle, as a caravan with 4 others. If you don't have a vehicle, we can sell the misc that you had in your brick & mortar home to get one.  Did I mention This is Extreme Hardcore !!!??  this is for the .05% !!    See, I consider My Home to be the Whole Universe !!!!  Being 1000% Absolute True Free !!!  Being Able to Rest Wherever and Whenever...  Being Absolutely Free !!  concerned of Showers ?? =  Health Gyms !!  We'll Have 3+ of gyms to Shower and Relax in !!!  Spa's, Jacuzzi, Saunas' and Steam rooms !!!  I got this down packed !!
3. Release All Romantic Relationship/s

1. Me, I Want to Attract the "Divine Warrior of the Universe" Me Not the Me Now !!!!  this is why in a nutshell.  I want to attract the "AFTER Picture" Not the "Before Pic" ya know ???  you understand ???  good !!! this is why !!!  
4.  Release All Friends and Family
1. If the releasing the physical home wasn't enough !!!  The Person that You Are NOW is the result of your Environment which consists of you "Friends and Family" you must break away and disappear for a while, for your transformation and your metamorphosis ??  See, with me, Environment Is Everything !!!!  Here I Am, Wanting, Needing and Trying To Change !!! with the Old Self Friends "Ain't Goin to Happen" Guaranteed !!!!  I would say that 95% of my friends was not wanting, needing, trying to change, transform themselves for their highest good, in the Mind-Body-Spirit Evolution, So, having ties and strings with the non-Mind-Body-Spirit Community was not of my highest good at all !!  I had to filter what I truly wanted to say, share, and post I'm referring too on FaceBook !!!  So, what I ended up doing was "De-Activitating" my old FB account / profile, I was this close of Deleting the whole thing, but, then my Divine Self Said, that me crossing paths with all of these beings has a reason, it's just not right now, so, just deactivate the old self profile and create a new one, with your new name !!!  New Email, New Everything !!!!!   New YouTube, Everything, and You Choose Who You Want to Be "Friends" With on Facebook and in Real Life !!!  See Now, I can share Anything !!!  without any Upheaval with my "Drinking Buddies" Friends, Ya Know ???  and right I noticed and experienced with your "Friends" that they want you to do what They Want You To Do Not YOU !!!  one huge example was my so called Friend also as my roommate, Here I am trying to Change and Transform Everything, so I bought quite a bit of vegetables, and the next day, after he seen all the veggies he said, "Looked like you wasted quite a bit of money that's not going to do anything for you!"  See, All I know is that I Needed Out !!!  Needed Out Now !!!!!   and that I'm Sooo Done With the Old Self Friends !!!  I knew I must Release the Old Self Whole Entire Environment !!!!!   in order for me to Create and Transform Myself Into the Divine Being The I wanted and needed to become.
2. Family, it's their Vibration and their View's of YOU !!!!  That will hinder your transformation into the New You!!    See, your family KNOWS EVERYTHING !!!!  You're Mistakes, Your Faults, Your Failures, it's their View and Vibration of You !!!  See, Me Now, I love my mom very much, but, I know what and how she sees me and it's not healthy nor good for my highest good !!!  and I Feel Her Vibrations from her !!! and Yes, it does and will affect you !!!!!   My mom, views me as an Unemployed, has shit to show, that there is no excuse of why I'm doing "Well" !!!  served in the Marine Corps, was in war, got the BA, no drive, no job, barely breathing, no money, etc.... this is the type of Vibration I'm getting from her and this is not what or whom  I want to be anymore !!!  I'm Wanting to Become Divinitus Warrious Universalis !!!  I try to explain but, I know it's a waste of breath, See, with my PBBF (Pitch Black Blind Faith) where I spent all the money I had which was $30 in gas and just drive until you run out of gas !!!  Purposely Running Out of Gas and Being Trapped / Stuck !!!  I was in a Missouri Rest Stop where I was stranded !!!   it was the Most Incredible and Miraculous Time of My Life  !!!!!  See, Now that's Extreme !!!!   PBBF !!! this is what Divinitus is All About !!! Pitch Black Blind Faith !!!!  Not Seeing Any Possibilty of a Way Out-but you 1000% Knowing that you will come out Thrivin with Shot Up of Infinite Growth and Expansion !!!   I know for a Flying Fact !! That No Matter What Happens !!!! I Am One With the Master Creator and my Infinite Divine Universe is Leading and Guiding me where to go, who to meet and what to say !!!  I was receiving actual instructions and directions on what to do next !!!!   See, it's Our Connection with the Infinite Universe aka God !!!   It was the Most Amazing Experience of my life !!!!!   Wow !!!  I would say about family is to limit your time, just In and Out !!!  what Abraham-Hicks says, when you feel that Uneasy, Thick Air Coming Upon You, Bounce !!!  it's all good !!!   like tomorrow, there's a good chance that I'll be going to Meditation, Service and afterwards Prayer and Oneness Blessing at Bodhi Spiritual Center !!!  So, there...ok, kapeesh, understand where I'm going and coming from !!!  
5.  Those were the Biggies !!!!   Still Here, With Me ???  We Will Only Be Consuming Only Fish, Water and Salad !!!  All and Any Types of Fish and All and Any types of Vegetables and ONLY WATER !!!   Pure H2O !!!!  Nothing Else as our Fuel Source !!!!   if you choose not to eat Fish and switch it with Tofu, that will be the only exception !!!!  We're doing an "Operation Osmin" Style of diet / lifestyle !!! if you don't know who he is, YouTube Him !!!!  his episodes are thee Best !!!!!   talk about Extreme Baby !!!  Extreme is My Middle Name !!! 
6. Have Gym Memberships at #1. Jakked Gym in Montgomery, IL  #2. Xsport Fitness for all locations #3.LA Fitness All Locations, This is where we will Transform and Metamorphosize Our Mind-Body-Spirit All Bodies !!!!!  Everything !!!!  Group Excercises Sessions, Yoga, Everything !!!   It's OOOONNNNN !!!!!!!      it's MF ON !!!!!!!!!!    We Will Be a Divine Warrior in the Flesh !!!  and we will be using a different kind of work out where we harness and capture the Power that Creates Universes !!!!  I remember when I was working out at Bally's now LA Fitness, that I was using Infinite Divine Power, by placing the open hand on my knee open palm facing out to the Universe to connect to the Infinite Energy Stream !!!  it does work, I felt soooo Powerful !!!   See, we must use this New Energy While Working Out !!!!!  Thus Divine Warriors of the Univers !!!  We're Not the Norm !!! We're Here to be an example to inspire and share !!!!! 
7. Since we have Xsport Fitness & LA Fitnesses Memberships we can go anywhere in the states !!!!  I sooo was planning on going to Washington, Oregon, and then to California !!! they have Nothing But LA Fitnesses on the North West and West Coast !!!  Look it up, anywhere there is an LA Fitness we can go and stay, train, and exercise our PBBF... and to seek others !!!  Other Divinitus Warrious Universalis Who Wants to Change, Transform and Metamorphosize Into Becoming an Absolute True Divine Warrior of the Universe !!!! EXTREME Style !!!!!!!  There are sooo much Spiritual Communities Throughout the U.S.  !!!!    I Know, I Checked !!!   Go to Meetup !!!   As of Now for the time being, We will be focusing in Chicagoland, DuPage/Kane Counties (where Jakked Gym is at), At Least 1 year in Chicagoland Area !!!  and if you are reading this from another state, you're more than welcome to GO and Be a Part of the .05% !!!!   Let me know...
8. We Will Meditate, Chant, Sing Kirtan Devotional Songs, Divine Dancing, Yoga, Oneness Blessings, Gong Washes, Drumming Circles, Full-Moon Jam,  All of the Chi Ka Go Events in Chicago, Give Peace a Dance, Synphoria's, Bodhi Spiritual Center Events and Other Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine-Universe !!!!!   Forest Preseves !!!!   All of them !!!! All Counties !!!!   We Go As ONE !!!!!!     I want to make noticed to other Spiritual Events that we had Released It All !!!   So we are a Self-Supporting Divine Unit !!!  
9. That's About It As Of Now !!!!!!   Right this second, Note: that this is a Living, Growing, Evolving Being !!!!  Divinitus Warrious Universalis !!!!   We Will Look Out for one another !!!!  We Will Pray, Meditate, Praise, Worship, Everything !!!!!!    Work Out !!! Basketball !!!  Boyyyy !!! I love playing Hoop !!!!!   Absolutely Love !!!! I'm Thinking Like a Unit of 5 !!!!  Including Me !! So, 4 people/beings who are Able and Willing To Go Experience What .05 % of Society will experience !!!!  and our role is To Be The Example !!!!  To BE the Change that we want to see in the world !!!!!  To Love, To Share and To Grow !!!!!  This is Our Full-Time Job !!!!! To Actualize and to Metamorphosize into becoming Mind-Body-Spirit-Infinite Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!!!!!!! 
10. Oh yeah, I just was Assuming This !!!  We Will Be All Media and Electronic Device FREE !!!!  All Media = TV, Cable Tv, Newspaper, Magazines, Internet News Sites, Once we have our total unit of 5 we will officially have zero communication with the outside world !!!   Internet/Cell phone  Free !!!  Just Us !!!!   or any type of electronic device and internet based communication and media, radio, including.  We will Choose what we hear, see, read, be around, etc..... we are the Boss and Master of our Lives !!!
1. One of the many side affects of being All Media Free Lifestyle is that your Connection with Infinite Divine Universe is Extremely Heightened and Strengthened !!!!  When we focus solely Infinite Divine Universe and release all the Social Media Misc. & any Cell phone/internet based communication,  You Will Receive Instant Messaging From Infinite Divine Universe !!!!  Guaranteed !!!    You'll get Instant Instructions and Directions on What To Do Next !!!!! 

Well, this is it as of now !!!!  I'm already living it right now, it's just a matter Who's the other 4 !!!!?????   Who's the .05% !!!!!????    I'm Ready !!!  Let's Do Dis !!!!!

Super Extreme Hardcore Need Only Apply !!!!!!!!   That's It !! Let me know if there is any questions about anything ????    Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!  Divinitus / Oz

P.S. This is Extreme and Hardcore !!!   The key qualification is that you are Willing and Able to Release the Entire Old Self and Embrace the New and Divine Self to let the Infinite Divine Universe / God Transform You......  This is it !!!  just a note if you know that you're not able, please share this calling, I'm only Seeking 4 Beings Who Wants to Become an Absolute True Divine Warrior of the Universe !!!   Thank You and Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!

Ancient warriors-Sioux

Let the Transformation Begin !!!!!!! aka Metamorphosis !!!!!! BIA -- BIA !!!!!

Last night I had an Incredible Dream !!!!!!!   I'm just going to give a bit a Oscar Z his-story !!!   I was instantly a Lamborghini Fanatic ever since the Diablo came out in 1990 !!! the year I graduated high school.  Well, this one is the Roadster which came out a few years later !!!  This Was Mine !!!! 

Ok, back in the day, I was a Super Fanatic and Afficianado and absolutely loved the story on how Ferrucio Lamborghini was belittled by Enzo Ferrari when Ferrucio went to him about problems with the quality with his Ferrari, he was laughed at and was told, "What do you know about super cars you know tractors", Ferrucio was on a mission to create the BEST Super-Car in the world that Surpasses Ferrari in every way !!!!!   Thus Lamborghini was created !!!! and with me it just even fueled my passion for Lamborghini Everything !!!!   ok, about my dream !!!!   yes, it was my last night at "Pads" aka homeless shelter sites, I had the final releasing feast with cheese cake !!!!  and homemade chocolate chip cookies, the works, the mainstream, don't realize "How Amazing and Delicious Food" that the homeless shelter sites or the volunteers who cook the Amazing Meals !!!!   Last Night was an Amazing Night, I didn't "Explode" like I thought I'd do, I had an Amazing nights sleep, I knew that this was the last night with my fellow homeless family, you do create some true friendships I love cracking "Homeless" Jokes !!!!  we tend to laugh pretty hard because we all know that we all "homeless"... I told you my take on the "homeless' word, to me there is no such thing as homeless, it's absolute total freedom, I have the Whole Universe / World as my home, See, what do you do in your House Anyways ???  Eat, Sleep, & Watch TV/Cable ??? I see and that's makes a home right ??   All Good !!!   Everyone is my family, Whatever I see is my Home !! this is my Home !!!!  I've got see your house/condo/apt you're shackled-bounded- to that specific spot, Brain Loves NEW !!!!!

I don't why all the homeless talk, I'm actually Pro-Homelessness !!!!!   You're Never Going To Know What You're Made Of until you Absolute Total Home Free !!!!!  I'm doing a Sam Worthington !!!!!!   Re-Boot !!!!!   EVERYTHING !!!  he sold everything and purposely living out of his car, he wanted to do a Control-Alt-Delete and Very Hard Re-Boot !!!  better yet, I shared a spiritual view on his Re-Boot !!!  it's on the blog post before this one !!!   That is a very inspiring story !!! Wow !!!   See, and I know I'm not the only one here that's doing this Hard Boot Deal !!!!   the time is now, to do what we've always wanted to do and to Really, Truly Find Out Who and What We Are !!!!!  

oh yeah, my dream !!!!!   I had  a dream that I had my Lambo !!!!!  it was Awesome !!! Absolutely Amazing !!!  I told you already, ever since 1990 when the Diablo came out and the story of Ferrucio Lamborghini and Enzo Ferrari, I was Done-Done !!! Lamboghini IS Me !!!!!  for the past couple years I have been more focused on the internal me the Spiritual Side and sort of Appreciated Lamborghini's from afar.  I actually made a video clip with me and a Muceliago in downtown Chicago it's on YouTube, you gotta check out !! better yet, here it is !!!!  My Lambo Clip and my days at Lamborghini Chicago on Ogden Blvd, in Westmont, IL, haaa even before that on North Ave. I used to go on my own with some coffee and just appreciate the Lamborghini's  !!!!   Wow !!   I remembered that !!!  that was Awesome !!!!  I know that Ferrucio created Lamborghini for me... and I would say about 4-5 months ago at Lambo Chicago had an Aventador, White with Black Rims, My  O My it was Absolutely Breathtaking !!!!! Right in front of the showroom and I would be about 4 feet away from it from the "Outside" just Appreciating the details and just the Absolute Raw Power !!! and a question came up, "What Would a Divine Warrior of the Universe Drive?? ??"   THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 Soo, looks like this is what a Divine Warrior of the Universe Drives  !!!!!!!!   YESSS !!!!! This is ihme !!!!  This is Divinitus Warrious Universalis !!!  Wow !!!  Thank You !!!!!!    Wow !!!!  and I'm noticing my telepathic, see, I sort of just let it be, not focusing on it anymore, just let it go and let it grow !!!!   I know that-that's not the main focus at all !!!  it's Everyone Here On Earth, "Gods House"  building God's House which is basically everyone here on this Planet Earth, = ALL PATHS !!!!!  Lead to Him, Thee One !!!!    God of All Gods, Master of All Masters !!!!  King of Kings !!!!   Halle-HalleLuuYaa !!!! old school church song from late 70's !!!  oh, my senses are getting stronger and I know when to stay, go, talk, don't talk, and I'm reading people's energies now.... Let's just say I know now !!!  .. ahhhhh, ok, it's 3:31pm now, and I leaning towards making to a pads site tonight in Lombard, IL.. You know what, I'll do that, this will be my last of the driving all around town to go to the Pads site !!!  the plan is to after tonight to move and park at the college and the apt complex right next door !!!!  until the 26th !!!!  I will be walking to the Pads sites !!!!   I know I'm going to have to have to keep my identity a secret !!??  So maybe I'll just bring the A Course In Miracles Book !!!  instead of the laptop for the remainder of the days until the 26th, Hmmmmm, that's sounds good, today is Tues Sept 18, 2012 till the 26th, just counted the days, it'll be 8 days that I'll be walkin it.  I don't know what to do with my ride, just park it and move it every time ???  I don't know.... well tonight, will be the last night I drive drive to a shelter site... the remainder will be footin it !!! as they say it in the car free world... it'll be alright, all is good.... yeah, I was planning on going to Eric Starkills' Horns and Halo's Tues DJ Beats & BASS  !!! it's a ways up north a lil bit, and I know that every mile counts, every block, so, that's the deal, go through tonight, then Wed, go get the Referrel from Pads on Thurs//  I thought I lost this !!!  sys just crashed it usually saves it when it gets back up but, this time it didn't and luckily it was here, I just had to login my name and password and seen the drafts !!! I know it saves every 5 or so min, I'm going to publish this and then continue writing here !!!!!  

Much Love, BRB !!!!!  ok, cool I published the meat and potatoes on this post... I'm just going to continue writing until further notice.... 4:27pm... ok, let's play the game, What's Going to Happen Next !!!!  or This is What I See Happening Now !!!!

Ok, This week till Sept 26th, 2012 = Pads Shelters till Gas Voucher, Get Gas, Go to Orientation for my Personal Training !!!!   Sept 27th, 1st Day Working Out, that weekend hang out with mom go to Bodhi Spiritual Center in Chgo, work out, go to Synagogue on Sept 30, for a Feast !!!! for a King and a Divine Warrior Ahhhhh Oct 1st !!!  not only I'll be receiving  $243 but, it'll be my 1st day of class !!!! This will be where the Rubber Will Meet the Road!!!!  for my Transformation,  Oct 1, 2012, will be the turning point !!!  make sure gas is good, and immediate necessities are met, get Jakked Gym Membership and take care of Xsport Fitness dues for Nov, then focus on Classes and my Transformation / Metamorphosis.  I don't know when I'll be receiving the $1,463 monthly allowance, so I will be wise with the $243 that I know I'll be receiving on Oct 1, 2012.  Study, Do Well in my classes and work out my living life out !!!!!!  

I will be free until further notice, I want to make sure all the smaller debts are paid off, I have around 4 of them, smaller ones and a $900 one with the Employment Security...and then work on the student loan,  after my 3-4th month, I will make some physical changes, hair and skin, tattoos, 2 full sleeves, front and back. Divinitus Warrious Universalis.  I want to make sure my Physical Changes.  I have one year !!!!  To Make the Rest of My Life, I will get an office, where I can study, write, and create my art and this is where Divinitus Warrious Universalis will be birthed.  I will focus my energies on growth, growth and growth, Toastmasters, Spiritual Events, Meditations, Yoga, everything in relation to Mind, Body & Spirit and with the Divine !!!  Every dollar will be counted and be tracked... I will used my monthly allowance to pay off my smaller debts and to create an office where I can start Divinitus and start up my Metamorphosis Divine Warrior of the Universe Training School, and to create Masterpieces of Artwork.  This will be the Diving Point !!!  On allowing the Vibrational Escrow Flood Gates to Open - To Open Wide Open !!!!  Oh Yesss !!!!  I can see it and feel it now !!!!!  It's going to come like no other Tidal Wave has ever came !!!!   

So this is the overall GP as of right now, oh yeah, I will keep everything low key and to make sure I'm Growing, Growing, Evolving, Learning Upward and Outward !!!!  I will also be Chile Bound !!!!!    got to go now, Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!! I Love My Incredible, Amazing, Supernatural, Magical, Miraculous Life !!!!! Thank You !!!!  Forever for Infinity !!!!  to the God of All Gods !!!!  the Supreme Master Creator !!!!  Thank You !!!!  For Everything !!!!   c u soon !!  Divinitus

An Urgent Message from the "Ancient Ones " to the Native American People...

Sam Worthington goes from living in his car to being the star of Avatar

Sam Worthington goes from living in his car to being the star of Avatar

Never Hound the Manager (aka Universe, Master Creator God) !!!!!!

Haaaaaa !!!!!    got this on Sat 9/15/2012 !!!!!  YESSSS !!!!!!    I had applied for this about a month and a half ago !!!  for the VRAP Program.... which is for Unemployed Veterans between the ages of 35-60 to receive training for a trade, I chose to become a Personal Trainer !!!!!   I thought about becoming a Yoga Instructor but, I know that becoming a Personal Trainer would be a better bridge to help others transform and metamorphosize their lives !!!  So, right now, it's Official !!!  I"M IN !!!!!!   I have Orientation on Sept 26th and start classes on Oct 1, 2012 !!!   Universe don't play around !!!!  Wow !!!!  Not only the $6,300 Tuition will be taken care of but, also the monthly Living Allowance !!!!   $1,463 !!!!  per month for a year !!!!  plus my already 20 % from the VA... Well, I would say, that 80% of that would be for my student loan !!!  Haaa !!!  Right ??  I'll know I'll be taken care of !!!  even now !!!!   I have zero $$ and almost zero gas, I have about 20 miles left in gas, tonight I'm going to the shelter site, that this night will be the last shelter site for a long while !!!!   I just love reading that, "You're Entitle To Receive Benefits for Full-Time Training Under VRAP !!!!!!!!"   YEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!  Never Hound the Manager !!!  got that from Abraham-Hicks !!!!   Don't Pest and Bother the Universe !!!!!!   See we don't know what's going on "Behind the Scenes" !!!!!!    and we just have that PBBF (Pitch Black Blind Faith) Trust that the Universe is going to Give You Something the  I have a lil bit of time here before I go to my last night at the Pads shelter, I really need a shower !!!  then tomorrow, Xsport Bloomingdale, IL until Orientation 9/26 !!!!  or until further notice  !!!!!   I don't know whether or not if I should just hang out  at COD and continue to go to Pads, I can get a gas voucher on 9/26 !!!! and today is the 17th !!!!  Mmmmmm...... I Know What To Do At the Right Perfect Divine Time !!!!!!!  BAM !!! That's It !!! 

I know that this is "My Year"  Sept 2012 - Oct 2013 !!!!!!!   Year of the Becoming !!!!!!!   Year of the Actualization !!!!!  I know what to do !!!!!   Wow !!! This is It !!!!  Thank You !!!! 

Ok, going to get going !!! looks like it's going to rain !!! Love It !!!!!    Bye for now !!!!  Infinite Love and Gratitude !!!!!!!     Divinitus

Abraham & Music (playlist)

  This is Soooo AWESOME !!!!!   Thank You !!!!!!!  

AbsolutelY LOVE !!!!!!! TY Universe !!!!!!!

Most Beautiful Video Clip EVER !!!!! with Niece, Neph, and Buddy !!!!!...

  I Just LOVE Watching This !!!!  Sooo Soooo Beautiful !!!!!

Awesome Flash !!!!! Amazing Flash !!!!!!

I'm Like In Total Shock Right Now !!!!   I forgot where, when and how I cross paths with this lady and her organization in the past, all I can say that we ran into each other again and it's Zero Coincidence !!!! 

2012-2017 = Personal & Global Ascension

1. Ascension 101
2. ECETI 2012
3. Inelia Benz Facebook
4. Global Ascension Center

Ok, this is why I'm here !!!! To Share This With U !!!!!  until further notice !!!  Check out the FB Page, she has exercises and processes..  Better Yet here is one of the Must Read's and Do's Now's !!!!!!!  Do Now & Share Link


Ok !!!  there you have it !!!!  Amazing Flash !!!!!   Wow !!! and this only the beginning !!!!!!   Yes Indeed the Time is Now !!!!   Mind, Body, Spirit, Environment, Community, Nations, World, Universe !!!!!!!  I'm Ready !!!    Wow !!! and I'm being led and guided to other Divine Warriors of the Universe !!!!   Thank You !!!  This is sooo amazing !!! To meet, see and find out other's Vision and Creations for the Oneness of the Universe !!!   YESSS !!!!   Wow !!! So That's the deal right now !!!  and now is the time... to Change, Transform and to Metamorphosize !!!!!!!!   

We Are Ready for a Reason !!!!   and that is for us to Metamorphosize Into the Absolute True Divine Warrior that the Universe & Our Absolute Divine Self Wants & Needs Us To Become !!!!

I'm there with you.... Semper Fi, Divinitus Universalis